Lu Feng sighed and said, "Don't talk about it, let's tell you good news." I went to work today and went online for a long time, and I was dizzy, and finally found the serial number behind the main chassis, and then posted on the user forum, and finally the administrator sent the driver address. I tried for a long time, and finally I followed the book, and finally got the computer right, and now it looks much more comfortable. ”

"I believe that if you are as smart as you, you will definitely be able to do it, I still support you to go to further study, you can tell me if you have any difficulties, I will help you, why bother! Working here is only a waste of time, there is no future at all, you still have a chance, why not cherish it. Momiji's eyes were contemplative, and he said solemnly.

"I'm also conflicted, I want to leave or stay." Lu Feng bit his lip lightly, looking a little hesitant. I remembered that I received a call from Zhang Yang a few days ago, and he said why don't you go out and go to other places, it may not be a good thing to leave here.

In fact, I thought about leaving this city before, leaving this city where I would touch the scene and feel sad everywhere, and I really couldn't bear you.

"Okay. Contradictions, not really. Tomorrow is another sunny day! If you can afford to put it down, you will be a big husband, sleep well, your troubles will disappear tomorrow, and see me tomorrow morning Don't have panda eyes, XIXI!". Momiji smiled shallowly, and there was a softness from the heart rippling in those eyes.

In fact, I am reluctant to have your existence, at least I can be in the same city as you, I can breathe the same air as you, I can see the same sunrise and sunset as you, and perceive everything in this city.

Unconsciously, Lu Feng went to the Wind Passing Traceless Forum again, releasing his emotions in this familiar picture, so that the depressed mood could be relaxed, not eager for his own decision, just want to get the tranquility of the moment, have the tranquility in his heart, and spend the night quietly!

Just looking at the sad text of the ceramic ceramic doll: I want to cry, but I feel that there are no tears. I want to laugh, but I'm so powerless. I felt that my thoughts, my brain, and my body were separated from my body, and my whole person was like a blank piece of paper fluttering, so pale and weak.

I want to give up, but I don't want to, I don't want to do this. Quietly, tears flowed. At this moment I am feeling the heartache, I seem to smell the smell of tears, whose tears fall in the sun, I seem to hear my favorite lily, crying softly.

Lu Fengqiang cheered up and encouraged: "Ceramic doll, you must be strong, although that kind of pain can only be experienced by yourself." I don't know how to heal the scars in your heart, but please don't give up that hope and persistence, and may the wind pass without a trace to accompany you to have that peace in your heart. ”

The ceramic doll said poignantly: "What if I cried, I still have to face it, I just want to listen to other people's comforting words, I just want to get some encouragement, just like when I only knew that I couldn't cross the college entrance examination, so I was just afraid to face the exam, in fact, I didn't care very much, but I felt very tired, I hope he can comfort me, but ...... The ceramic doll cried, and sad tears flowed quietly, accompanied by a feeling of sadness. ”

Thinking of the ceramic doll's red and swollen eyes due to sadness, Lu Feng's heart resonated, and said softly: "I've cried, I'm tired, listen to music, have a good rest, some things can only rely on yourself, others can only give you comfort and encouragement, I hope to see your happy smile next time, and I can see a happy doll again." ”

"In the eyes of others, the ceramic doll will always be a pistachio, with a round face and round eyes, like a child who will never be annoyed, but few people know the pain in my heart." A friend once said that you smile sweetly, but your eyes are indifferent. At the corner of his mouth, there was a faint bitterness that was caught. A frequent smile becomes an action, a gesture, but it is not a mood.

The ceramic doll frowned, and said weakly: "I don't lack anything now, but I still feel very empty." During this time, I tried my best to satisfy myself with material things, buying things for my sister, books for my little nephew, and clothes for my boyfriend, but I was still sad. ”

I really want to stay away, leave this city with her, leave this hopeless love, I don't want her to see my tears, that's just a thousand reincarnations for her, Lu Feng thought gloomily.

"I really want to find someone who loves me and cares for me, I'm tired of being in his arms, I don't have to think about anything, I'm crying today, I'm lying alone in the room until now, I'm so sad, I can't wait for his reply, I have nowhere to go, I want to leave here for a few days, go live outside for a few days." There were faint tears in the sad eyes of the ceramic doll.

My heart is tired and broken, it's time to choose to leave, Lu Feng sighed. Sometimes parting comes so suddenly that people don't have time to accept it. Sometimes the warmth is too late to approach and quietly goes to the end of the road, and in the end it is just a mountain and river eternal silence, the end of the years, lonely as snow.

The ceramic doll raised her head, not wanting tears to flow, and said slowly: "I try hard to love him, I know he loves me, but I don't know why he wants to hurt me again and again, his phone has been turned off since this morning, I don't know why?" I want to go to him, but I don't want to humbly let him every time, I'm so tired, I'm afraid I won't be able to persevere, he has grown up. ”

"Since you know that you love each other, and you know that he didn't mean to, then forgive him, maybe he's in trouble." Lu Feng thought of the ceramic doll's expression of wanting to cry without tears, so he could only keep thinking of ways to comfort him. Sometimes it is precisely because we give too much that we are so eager to get something in return from the other party, but the reality is not satisfactory.

"No, he did it on purpose in the morning, we quarreled a few words, in fact, it's nothing, once I looked for him for a day, he was at a friend's house, I was almost dizzy, I didn't eat for a day, looking for everything, but he only cared about himself, today too, I'm not wrong, why are you like this, isn't he worried about me." The ceramic doll hung its head deeply, hiding the incomprehension in her heart.

At that time, the fate was wonderful, and at this time the fate was unspeakably miserable. The word emotional injury will never be understood without experience. Lu Feng's heart was entangled with tingling, he silently felt the pain in his heart, and said with a bitter expression: "Then you will lose your temper with him to see if he really loves you." ”

"I know, but, when I lose my temper, he's angrier than me, and sometimes he hits me, and even though I know he didn't mean to, I want to leave for a while. I have nowhere to go except his house, I don't want to go home, for fear that my family will say that I am so opposed at home," the ceramic doll finally couldn't stop crying.

"Oh my God, I still beat you, so it's better to leave for a few days." Lu Feng was shocked and hurriedly suggested. In the world of love, no one is sorry for anyone, only who does not know how to cherish whom. Since the other party doesn't cherish it, why should you be reluctant to give up and make people look down on it!

"He said that because of his closeness, he only hit me occasionally, and I will always remember one time when he hit me hard, I cried, but he slept, although it was over, but the scars are still there. In the eyes of outsiders, we are very good, very affectionate, he is a good boy, everyone I know says he is good, they all say that I will change my mind, he will not, I know that he is not the lover I hope in my heart, but I really care about him, I try very hard to love him, do everything for him. ”