Chapter 1196: He Died of Pain 2
"Dad......" Xia Yan walked up quickly, and the tears that he had been holding back poured out again.
Murong Yan smiled palely and wanted to speak, but it was extremely difficult, so he had to stretch out a hand.
Xia Yan hurriedly went up and lay down next to the hospital bed, held Murong Yan's hand tightly, and shouted in a broken voice, "Dad......"
"Dad knows ......... I already knew ...... Time is running out, but I haven't been with you since I was a child...... I haven't even given you a bit of fatherly love......"
"Daddy...... Don't say it, I know it all. Xia Yan shouted, a sharp pain in his throat like coughing up blood.
Murong Yan shook his head, "Dad hasn't given you anything for so many years...... I've been causing you trouble since I got to know each other.,So I haven't told you...... That's fine, you don't have to...... Don't worry about your dad anymore......"
Speaking of this, Murong Yan coughed violently a few more times.
"Dad, that's what I'm willing, as long as you can be well, I'm willing to do anything, please don't go, okay? Daddy, please...... I'm only left with you and Jingyu......"
In the quiet hospital corridor, only Xia Yan's tearing cry could be heard.
Chu Weiwei couldn't help but burst into tears, and wanted to step forward and push the door in to accompany Xia Yan several times, but he couldn't help it.
At this time, no one can go in.
Murong Yan stretched out his other hand with difficulty and touched the top of Xia Yan's head, and took a breath, "Dad, the most sorry thing in this life is you...... With your mother, at that time, everything was not your mother's fault, but I was blinded by hatred...... Kick your mother out of the house, hurt you...... Orphaned. ”
In his life, the only person he has ever loved is Zhao Jishan, his Shanshan.
He loved her for so many years, but was finally blinded by jealousy and hatred.
It was he who made the woman he loved the most die on the street, and it took more than 20 years to recognize his daughter, and he was about to leave without any love.
Maybe all of this is retribution.
Even if he loves Zhao Jishan, he has to pay the price for everything he did more than 20 years ago.
Xiao Yan...... After Dad is gone, no matter what, you ...... Don't grieve yourself...... Tell you anything...... Uncle and cousin, as long as you're good, Dad...... Dad is relieved to leave......"
"Dad, why didn't you tell me, it wouldn't have been like this if I had surgery earlier, Dad, why did you ruthlessly leave me alone!!"
"Xiao Yan, Dad......" Murong Yan's breathing has become more and more difficult, and it takes great effort to say every word.
"Daddy...... I know that you are sad, but the person who has accompanied you through this life...... It's Elbehan, I know Elbekan...... He loves you very much, and if you give up your happiness to save me, you let Daddy ...... Leave with remorse? ”
The matter of killing the child but not being able to transplant bone marrow must not be known to Xia Yan.
If she knew the true face of Murong Yan's critical illness, she would only be in pain.
"Daddy...... It was my mistake, I should have picked you up earlier. ”
If you know that your father is in prison and pick him up earlier, you can accompany your father more and do a little more filial piety.
She felt that the whole world was shaking, and her heart was about to die, she hugged Murong Yan tightly with both hands, and the suppressed cry in her throat came out little by little, and then slowly increased.
Xiao Yan...... Xiaoyan...... Dad ......" Murong Yan's eyes suddenly began to empty, and then a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.