Ruoyu pouted helplessly, so as long as there is anything to recruit in the city, the people who go to sign up are basically teachers. But those recruitment exams are just some pretenses, there are candidates for a long time, and they are just going through the motions, but there are still many teachers who still want to try their luck. So this year, my husband chose a private school, and the basic salary was twice as much as the public one.

We have given up on guaranteed public schools with a vision for the future, and we don't know what the future holds. Ruoyu said strongly, although my husband has changed his working environment this year, he still can't change his life, and in the next few months, I will need almost 40,000 yuan to deal with the past, and I have to borrow money again.

Hehe, don't think about this worrying question for the time being, it's been so many years, it's not bad this year.

Except for the hard life, the rest is fine. Ruoyu paused, and kindly advised, the most important thing for you now should be to forget the past, forget everything before, maybe you will find a feeling, listen to me, people can't be too obsessed with the memories of the past, then you will never have a harvest, you will never succeed.

Ruoyu said earnestly, or don't write it now, wait until you forget about it, the more you write, the deeper you will fall. Or you can do something else, remembering the past isn't the only thing you can do.

Lu Feng smiled faintly, there was a tiredness that could not be concealed in his smile, the years passed, whenever in the dead of night, I looked in the direction of you, the wisp of incense you left behind, divided into thousands of green silk, woven my thoughts into a net, I was trapped in the center, but you forgot to release me, waiting for the oath, but after all, I missed you.

Your passing years, in the deepest part of the brocade like flowers, walked through, not for me, but messed up my life, you bowed your head, writing the sadness of my life. Reminiscing about the past, my thoughts are beautiful, maybe you are my inseparable concern in this life.

Lu Feng looked indifferent and explained, I'm not that fragile yet! Besides, this can test my psychological endurance, and it is also a good time to exercise my writing, if I write again in a few years, I don't have that deep feeling, and many things are forgotten quickly.

Thinking of Lu Feng's lonely face, Ruoyu's jade hand couldn't help but tighten, and then gritted his silver teeth and said slowly, You are not called a test, you are cocooning yourself. I'm sorry, my tone is a bit heavy, don't you mind!

Ruoyu's words were like a slap in the face, making him stunned. This sentence is repeated in my mind, it is not called a test, it is a cocoon. Could it be that I have been intoxicated with this unrealizable relationship all along, and the door in my heart has always been locked, and the key to love is no longer opened for anyone.

Yes, everyone has his other half, at the right time, in the right mood, the right meeting, so it is natural to accompany each other for a lifetime. Because of all the pain before, it will make you cherish it more and appreciate the meaning of happiness more.

So, don't be sad, don't be sad. The real one is still waiting for you to accompany her. Don't stop for a woman who is not worthy of your life, there are girls waiting for you in front of you.

What else can I force, what is mine belongs to me, and if it is not mine, let her go. I was really wrong, maybe when I calm down that day, the wound won't hurt anymore.

Lu Feng stood up suddenly, stared into the distance for a long time, his lips opened, he wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything after all, he stretched out his palm and stroked it in the void, as if he was feeling something, and seemed to be saying a final goodbye.

Forgetting, the pain of forgetting, the scars of forgetting, wishing I could forget it all. Lu Feng laughed sadly, the more he laughed, the louder he became, laughing and laughing, and his face was full of gloom.

The warm sunlight spilled down through the dense foliage, turning it into a golden spot. And at this moment, a weak figure leaned weakly against the tree.

Hongye turned her back to her delicate body, and the tenderness that surged up in the depths of her heart almost made her lose her self-control, and she wanted to throw herself into Lu Feng's warm embrace desperately, and tell him so much helplessness and infatuation that she couldn't breathe.

In a trance, Zhang Yang shouted loudly: "Feng, come here, the kite is broken." Lu Feng looked up to the sky and saw that the kite in mid-air had lost the traction of the line and flew straight to the wide river, but the note that fell into the sky was difficult to find. If it breaks, it will break, no matter how tightly the knot is tied and how well it is tied, there will be cracks after all, how can it be restored to its original appearance.

Lu Feng turned around slowly and walked listlessly in the direction of home. Not far away, Momiji's mind was chaotic and blank, and all kinds of sweet memories of living with him in the past appeared vividly, and his favorite song was faintly floating in his ears.

She wanted to cry, but she could only let her tears flow uncontrollably; She wanted to shout, but as soon as she opened her mouth, the whirring wind poured into her mouth, instantly swallowing up the faint sound.

Hongye could only watch him go away weakly, gradually disappearing in the water, she understood that her wisp of affection was like the flowing river in front of her, which could not be saved or turned back!

After eating dinner sullenly, Lu Feng went to bed early. When I woke up, I heard rain outside the window, it was cold, icy, from body to heart. No matter how tightly you clenched your hands, you can't cover a trace of warmth. Some people are easy to meet in dreams, and some people can only miss in their hearts. Now you embrace your warmth. At this point I bear my coldness.

After a spring rain, the sky is clear and translucent. In the early morning air, there is a refreshing feeling that penetrates the heart and lungs. The budding green became clear.

Lu Feng was wearing thin clothes and walked alone on the way to work. By this time the sun had burst out, and the sky was full of golden splendor, and unknown birds, flying among the trees, their crisp and gentle chirping, dotted the enchanting morning like a song.

However, all this did not bring him warmth, and his back looked so lonely in the caressing spring breeze.

When he came to the sign-in place, Lu Feng didn't ask Hongye for morning as usual, after signing his name, he seemed to forcibly hold back something, turned around suddenly, strode out, and didn't look back again. From beginning to end, the two men did not say a word. Just quietly watched each other leave.

Ruoyu is right, we always think that if we love someone very much, we will love it for the rest of our lives, and wait until the vicissitudes of life change color and the sea is dry.

When everyone tells us, don't be obsessed, she is actually not as good as you think, but we would rather believe in the fairy tales we have woven for ourselves than believe what the people around us say.

Lu Feng arrived at the post, and after cleaning up the daily hygiene with Yuan Shihui, he was busy with work, and when he was about to get off work, the manager walked in with a stern face, and reprimanded Yuan Shihui loudly and sternly: "Do you still want to do it here, you have not significantly improved your typing speed several times, only twenty-five per minute." ”

The manager's aggressive questioning made Yuan Shihui not dare to raise her head again, but just stood to the side timidly and listened to the lecture. "You won't have to work here tomorrow, just report to the personnel department!" The manager threw down a cold sentence and walked away.

"I still want to...... Would like to continue doing it here. Yuan Shihui's voice was inaudible, she slumped heavily in her chair, her expression desolate, helpless like a panicked rabbit, and there was a trace of sadness in the air.

Lu Feng didn't know how to comfort her, so he could only accompany her quietly and didn't come forward to disturb, but the joyful scenes in front of him appeared one by one.