Chapter 35 The White Head Is Not Separated
"Why has your mind become so good, aren't you afraid of being deceived by me in the future?" Lu Feng knocked on the side. It would be nice if you could always be by my side as a kind person.
It's just that I don't know if our love can support this colorless sky, so that those decay become illusory and vulnerable. I'm willing to watch over it with everything I have.
When he said this, Lu Feng's clear eyes were bright, and his cheeks were a little ruddy, which made his already handsome face even more charming. Time stood still for a long time at this moment, and they were quietly intoxicated.
Maybe true love is not to say that I love you across thousands of mountains and rivers, nor is it to spend the moon before you and me, but no matter how far the time is, I will quietly accompany you and walk hand in hand through the twilight years of inseparable; No matter how high the mountains and rivers are, I will always keep you in my heart, regardless of how many vicissitudes my heart has experienced.
When one day, your gray hair and my face are twilight, we can still support each other and walk in the afterglow of the sunset, and the pair of backs that are obliquely reflected in the time can really be called "love".
But after all, this is just a good wish, Lu Feng suddenly remembered the conversation with the ceramic doll, and remembered that the ceramic doll that day was worried about it, and said to him weakly, "Hello, today I met a person who I didn't want to see again, I didn't dare to tell my boyfriend, although on the surface I was so cold to him, as if my heart was dead, and he was so enthusiastic about me, but everything can't be made up."
He and I rejected him again and again, I really wanted to write something, I was afraid of being seen by my boyfriend, I felt uneasy throughout the night, he said that he still kept my picture and all kinds of things I gave him, saying that although I was not the person he loved the most, I was the person he would never forget in his life.
He wanted to see me again, and I wanted to spend a little more time with him, but I eventually left and went back to my home. I used to love him desperately and gave up a lot of things, even family affection, but he still hurt me in the end. Although he kept everything I had, and I was grateful, I pretended that nothing mattered. ”
Lu Feng could understand the feeling of the ceramic doll at this time, and empathized with him, "The emotional thing is the most hurtful, and I am also troubled from time to time, but I think it is better to make myself worthy of my heart first, and I have worked hard to love the person I love, and I will have no regrets." ”
The ceramic doll tried her best to make her tone appear calm, and didn't want to lose her temper and said, "When he walked in front of me today, I didn't recognize him, it's been more than a year since the breakup, and he wanted to see me, but I rejected him again and again."
I don't know what he said, he only made me a girl, and he knew that I was not his favorite, but he still dated me for so long, and now he said that I was someone he would never forget for the rest of his life.
Maybe I was just a kind of accident with him, separated from the north and south, and met on the train, to be honest, I don't know what hate is anymore, he knows that I won't scold, I will only bear it silently.
I have endured the cruelest thing in the world, and now there is no reason for me to cry in front of him, even if there are tears, I have to be strong, today I did it, I am happy for myself, and I have a clear conscience, but I don't know why I am so sad?
Oh, I'm sorry, it's a bit messy, I can't publish it on the forum, I can only keep it in mind, because I cherish the present day. Kaede, isn't it painful to recall the past. ”
Suddenly, I feel that words are like my own tears, others use tears to vent, but I use words instead of crying, but this form of tears can't be wiped off, and I can't erase them.
"I don't know if it's pain or something else." Lu Feng sighed, thinking of the happiness he was with Hongye now, his thoughts after parting, and his parting in the future.
Those memories precipitated in the bottom of the heart, although life sprinkled with colorful colors, but it is only a dazzling flash in the pan, is this life destined for you and I are just two parallel lines, after the accidental intersection is still parallel. Every encounter is just an embellishment of the color of life.
"Yes, it was a very complicated emotion, but now that my sanity has prevailed, I know that there is someone who loves me and will be someone with a future, and I can't live up to him." The ceramic doll bit her red lip tightly and said categorically.
If I could pour all my emotions into you, if I couldn't, I would turn it into an eternal secret and bury it in my heart. This is a man who treats me very well, and he always comes to comfort and help me when I am upset.
But when I told him I was going to get engaged, he confessed to me, and I refused, because I couldn't hurt my boyfriend because of him, and if he told me before I didn't have a boyfriend, I would really agree to him, but unfortunately he was late.
"In this way, in fact, you are still happy, at least there is someone who cherishes you, and although we love each other, we ......" Lu Feng said this, as if even his body became a little stiff.
I thought that I would never have to write my sorrow on my face again, but in a blink of an eye, I still saw sorrow, unhurriedly, right in front of me, flashing and flashing, so ostentatious, so presumptuous, that even the tears forgot to fall.
The ceramic ceramic doll saw that he wanted to speak and stopped, and encouraged: "In fact, people who love each other can overcome everything, and my boyfriend and I are like this now, do you believe it?"
There are a lot of things to strive for, but maybe everyone thinks differently, but I still want to bless you, you are so considerate, you will definitely find a good girl. ”
I slept very deeply that night, and woke up the next day, Lu Feng looked at the time: 7:48. Oops, there are still ten minutes or so, and I'm going to be late. hurriedly put on his shirt and coat, and before he even had time to brush his teeth, he rode out as if he were flying.
Fortunately, I turned PHS up a few minutes faster, and I couldn't bear the chatter of the leader. The first thing I do at work is to clean up, and when I wash the rags, I wash my face and start the day's work again hungry.
Today, Hongye is on the middle class, and it is the turn of another foreman to call the sister to do the accounts, and during the chat, the sister suddenly raised her head and asked with a smile: "Lu Feng, you are not too young, you can also find a girlfriend." ”
"Not yet." Lu Feng thought of her haunting dreams, and remembered that kind and lovely smiling face. Floating in the world, gathering is also in a hurry, and scattering is also in a hurry. Maybe tomorrow, tomorrow, leave a little time, miss you, and wait for you.
"Do you already have someone you like, and you can't be together?" Sister Zhao's question made the air around her seem to freeze. Sister Zhao is a classmate of Hongye Secondary School, and she was assigned to work here as soon as she graduated, and the relationship is not bad. Could it be that she also saw that she was in love with Momiji, otherwise she would not have asked this.
"Maybe we don't have a fate." Lu Feng let out a long breath, and his heart ached slightly. Not every wound can be cured, and not everyone can forget.
Maybe it's fate that you can only stay for a short time and can't stay together. Maybe it's just that there is no difference in the past life and this life, and you are destined to only watch you drift away on the road of life and be powerless.
"It's not just a matter of fate, if you haven't tried, how can you know the result, if you really try your best, then you can have no regrets." Sister Zhao said meaningfully: "Just like this life, who walks into your life is determined by fate, but who can stay in your life is determined by yourself." ”
Lu Feng's body suddenly burst into shape, and this sentence seemed familiar. He couldn't help but ask himself, did he really do his best? Whether he should love again regardless of the result, thinking of this, his longing that had been silent for a long time came to his heart again strongly.