"In the past five years, haven't you thought about giving up?"

This is a question she had never asked before, she didn't want to ask, and she didn't dare to ask.

Gu Chaohan was silent and didn't say anything for a long time.

"I've thought about it." He closed his eyes, "When you were depressed, I thought about giving up. ”

At that time, Jiang Qian told him that if he didn't let Su Yan leave, she was likely to suffer from severe depression and have suicidal tendencies.

And here, she thought about suicide more than once.

He was afraid that her condition would worsen, that she would really come to that point, and he didn't dare to gamble and couldn't afford it.

In the end, I really couldn't help it, so I thought of letting go.

If he let go and set her free, wouldn't she be better?

But with this idea, and after trying it, he realized that many things are easier said than done.

He couldn't let go.

"At that time, I thought about giving you freedom." Gu Chaohan inserted his left hand into her thick hair, "But it's too difficult." ”

It's really too hard, so hard that even he can't do it.

Su Yan covered his face with his palms, and tears soaked between his fingers.

An indescribable emotion seemed to spread in her heart, and finally she lowered her hands and wrapped her arms around his thin waist.

Closely, they missed.

Gu Chaohan clenched her wrist, brought her hand to his cheek, and let her touch it, "Later, I thought, since we can't let go, then let's torture each other for the rest of our lives." ”

He took good care of her and didn't let her have a chance to commit suicide.

Then they torture each other with no end in sight, and whoever dies first gets liberation first.

Su Yan's five fingers curled slightly, wanting to take it back, but he clenched it hard.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Su Yan buried his whole face in his chest, "Once you were injured and took my hand and shot yourself, I remember that time, Xiao Qiao asked me, and she asked me if I was in love with you." ”

At the time, she denied it.

She said no, she said she couldn't have fallen in love with her enemy.

But in the dead of night, she asked herself more than once, is there really none?

Yes, she didn't want to see a fresh life pass in front of her eyes, but where did the worry and tension in her heart come from after seeing him injured with her own eyes?

At that moment, she was afraid, she was afraid of his death.

She didn't know if it was love, but she knew that she didn't have any feelings for him.

I just don't want to face it, and I don't want to admit it.

Su Yan never let herself reminisce about the past, she knew that she had feelings for Gu Chaohan, but she warned herself over and over again not to fall in love with him.

"I told her no, I can lie to others, but I can't make a fool of myself."

The two of them, it was an ordeal from the beginning, and now they have gone through hardships and dangers, and they can finally come to the bitter end.

Gu Chaohan sighed lightly, and hugged her tighter.

Su Yan was silent for a long time, and then didn't speak for a long time.

He felt a heat rippling across his chest and nudged her head, but she didn't move.

Gu Chaohan used a little strength, and after pushing her away, he realized that her face was full of tears.

The corners of his lips hooked slightly, and he pulled the quilt over her body, "Okay, it's all over, don't cry." ”

Su Yan cried silently for a long time, and his eyes were red when he looked up.

She pondered and asked, "Your friends and family...... Do you hate me so much? ”

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