Chapter 12: The Past Is Like the Wind
When the bright sun kisses the earth again.
The city is still bathed in a warm wind, as if nothing had happened, and this is all thanks to Xiaoliu.
Gege woke up and found that he was wearing an extra windbreaker, and other colleagues were still sleeping and teaching, and ran to the prisoner's place, frightened by the disgusting scene in front of him, retching, and estimated that he couldn't eat for a week.
Afterwards, I remembered that the key places in the monitoring were coincidentally broken, it was so bizarre, and there was really something wrong with that stinky hooligan.
The head of the room got up early, a pair of gray canvas shoes, sky blue casual small feet loose Harlan cropped pants, gray and blue light loose hooded sweatshirt, and a loose cartoon casual jacket that is half white and half blue on the outside. The overall style is casual, with a small and fresh complexion of the room chief, and the sunny and gentle temperament is blowing in the face.
Come to the quiet dormitory downstairs and wait for her.
The young ladies who came out of the girls' dormitory were all attracted by this handsome guy, and they didn't know whose male ticket this was, but they were so beautiful.
Being stared at like a monkey by the young lady, pointing and whispering, the head of the room is a little embarrassed, and the shy appearance is even more attractive.
The wait was very painful, and finally came out quietly.
The white long-sleeved shirt with floral lace trim is tied in a high-waisted white pleated A-line skirt, revealing her seductive snow-white slender thighs, flawless thighs like jade and pearls, a pair of white heightened sports shoes, and white invisible socks, which make her even taller.
The facial features of the logo, the jade face, the big eyes and thin eyebrows, the sweet dimples, the light flaxen shawl slightly curled with bangs, the first time I looked at it seriously, it was actually a pure and glamorous stunner without makeup.
Seeing that the head of the room came to wait for her, showing a sweet smile, the head of the room also walked towards her with a wicked smile, hugged her big, the two were reluctant like a couple, and began to be quietly and distracted, and slowly hugged the head of the room, and accepted him physically and mentally.
The handsome man and the woman are very well matched, hugging for a long time, and sprinkling a large bag of dog food on the girls passing by.
Jing Jing was going to ask him out, but as soon as he had this idea, he appeared in front of her with a clear heart, this is the fate of fate.
The two unconsciously held hands and strolled down the side streets.
Buying milk tea, snacks, shopping in the business district, going to the movies, catching dolls, watching the aquarium, and eating hot pot.
Suddenly, the room chief's expression and movements froze, as if he had been put in a plaster cast.
Quietly watched a woman come over, passing by the head of the room, with a strange expression, the head of the room suddenly became cold like an ice cube, and there was an indescribable depression.
After the meal, the appointment ends.
Jing Jing can feel that woman, sure that woman in her 20s has a relationship with the head of the room, and the other party should be a wife, that kind of temperament is different, isn't it...
After a week, I couldn't contact him, I really wanted to know what happened to him, what was the relationship with her, and I went to class every day in a muddy nightmare, and my cranky thoughts were uncontrollable, and I didn't think about tea and dinner, only to realize that he was already so important.
The head of the room was like a stone thrown into the quiet lake, and the waves could no longer calm down, and the calm of the waves was worried by his appearance, and the person was getting thinner and thinner.
I couldn't help but ask his roommate, and it turned out that he had taken a leave of absence.
Half a month later, under the sunset, he was still the same place he left, full of masculinity, and his quiet heart fluttered like a deer.
Regardless of the sweat of the head of the room, the black vest was already soaked with sweat, staring for dozens of seconds, the happiness and excitement of coming back aroused the courage of Jing Jing, regardless of others, rushed up, hugged the head of the room, leaned on the head of the room and rubbed his head, and tears appeared in his eyes.
After a long hug, the other classmates pointed and pointed quietly and didn't care, the head of the room touched her head, felt his heavy breathing, full of manliness, strong chest, the whole person seemed to be drunk, soft in his arms.
The sunset reflects the red sun, and the willows grow in the lake. Fragrant and fragrant, there are two people sitting idly. The heart is spiritual, and the silence is ethereal. The head of the room handed over a letter:
We met at Guizhou University for Nationalities, you go to your cousin, and I go to my college roommate. Because the University of China is on the mountain, no one can find the way, so I ask you for help and ask you to take me.
You said, you can't find it, follow the mobile phone map navigation, can't find the way This problem has also been complained by you after we were together, complained, and got angry, very angry, it is indeed I who has committed it several times, it is me who is not good.
I talked to you and expressed my friendliness to you Yida, but you only need one, and you know that you don't like to eat chewing gum, but as advertised: it's better to chew two together. You like someone, and then you also said that I don't want to eat chewing gum, and the tooth gang has grown up, and I have always remembered it.
On the road, I boldly asked for your contact information, added WeChat, and when I saw my classmates later, I said goodbye, I feel that you are so stylish, such as when we watched fish in the University of Finance and Economics, you said that you were very cold.
In fact, the first time we met, the deepest impression was that you were in good shape, with big breasts, spots on your face, and light makeup.
Later, the contact on WeChat was also a long time before there was a word, and I didn't expect it at all, just like going to your school at that time and playing together, I felt that you wouldn't fall in love with me.
Our official relationship should be regarded as the day you come home from vacation and come to the train station.
I sat in the snack street of the train station very early, knowing that you like to sleep more, and your school will take more than an hour to get here, about two hours of waiting, you came over after 11 o'clock, and then please eat in the snack street, in fact, I may have come here twice before, usually eat in the canteen, so I don't know what is delicious.
So I want to buy everything for you to eat, maybe that's it, I want to give you everything, whether it's material or emotional, a giver is destined to be serious first in love, I'm serious, so I lost nothing, before you reply to the message, let's break up, these words, like a knife into the heart.
After eating and drinking tea, I walked around Hongtong City, and then watched "The Predecessor Three", such a tragic love movie seems to hint at something to us.
Holding your hand, I don't want to let go anymore, and you also say: Don't say those coaxing words, you are no longer a little girl. You always give others the feeling of being superior, but in fact, your heart is very soft, because you are afraid of being seen through by others, so you disguise.
It was already dark, and you had planned to tell me after you went back, but you didn't hold back, and told me about your past, your painful experience, and worriedly said: I am too good to you, and I am afraid that after telling me, I will not continue to be good to you.
I hold you, let you cry, and empathize with you to cry, and when I decide, I will be good to you wholeheartedly. But I didn't take care of your mood in time, maybe the latter sentence touched your sore spot, although I tolerated your past, you couldn't cross that hurdle.
Actually, I want to say: even if you can't have a relationship, as long as you care about me, I care about you.
When I parted, I went and returned, and I gave you the ring, I hope you keep it well, which is not only a testimony but also a boy's sincerity and love for you at that moment. As I wrote later: fall in love at first sight, settle your heart with a kiss, and never change your heart in your life. Our kissing took place at the train station, and we met by chance at the National University of China, and you mentioned breaking up with me at the North Station.
I also remember that everything you wrote was written for you with all your might.
I want to write a song and only say to you, I only love you in this life, marry me soon, I can't wait for a happy and sweet life, hand in hand, live together: hand in hand, walk in the warm sun, watch the morning sun on the top of the mountain, and enjoy the sunset at night. Take your hand and go to twilight; Take your hand and wait for tomorrow; Take your hand and walk through this life; Hold your hand, life to life. Your hand didn't hurt by me, you have to endure the pain, I won't let go of it, I'm afraid you'll run away if you're not careful. I want to have a cat, a dog, another you, tease the cat, abuse the dog, and sleep with you. I want to nurture you, occupy every minute and every second of your future, and invade every inch of your body. I want to give you a home, a home that belongs only to the two of us, to be the father of your children, to give you all the things you want, to spoil you, to hold you tightly in my arms, not to let the slightest mischievous wind mess up your hair, and only I can touch and touch a trace of your hair. I want to live with you, all kinds of flowers, all kinds of grass, all kinds of babies, holding you to wake up and see your sleeping face buried in your chest; I want to hug you from behind while you're cooking; I want to watch the video screen together and listen to your complaints, and look at your snow-white teeth; I want to go for a walk together on a summer night and go back to our home with a watermelon; I want to hide under the covers together in winter and do shameful things; When you want to quarrel, you will be coaxed with your heart, and bow your head first, whether it is right or wrong; I want to walk the dog together, bask in the sun together, eat together, wash the dishes together, sleep together, get up together, go to work together, get off work together, stream water together, live together, grow old, sick and die together, and come to life together. I'm sorry, daughter-in-law, we can't spend our first Valentine's Day together, and promise me that we will spend all future Valentine's Days together. Love you
And the day of 38: 3737 You are my wife, 3838 You are my child's fuck...
Thousands of flowers fall to the autumn rain, tears are not from the east, do not earn spring, only because of the new green, in the cold summer, more to wait for the trees to become forests, even the branches are like wings, and the wings are flying to provoke the immortals, envy, thousands of words, endless words, lovesickness, relatives can know that time and space are not the bridge, the true feelings are hidden in the infatuation
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Maybe you're tired and tired, whether it's a heavy study, or you're afraid of the feeling I give you, and you don't want to have any contact, and if I go to you and you're not there, you already feel like you're avoiding me, and you go out to play, and you have to explain to me, you are not in the state and have to reply to me that I miss you, and you are already very tired and have to take time to accompany me and delay your studies, at this moment I know that whether it is for the future or to prove yourself, studies are more important than me, learning is more important than feelings, not to mention that you have been injured.
It's not that I don't understand, look at the problem rationally: we are not suitable.
But who is the right fit? You said that a woman is not interested in the house and the car, but how good that person is to her, as long as she is good to her wholeheartedly, money is not so important, this is not the case, and I don't have such a good memory.
We are in a different place, although about 2 hours by bus, but after all, it is inconvenient, can not meet and accompany at any time, your table you think he understands you, it is because he accompanies you silently when he is with you, long-term companionship is better than any sweet words, I can't do it, I also try to say nice things, but you don't like it, feel unreal. I can't take care of you at all when you're emotional.
The personality is not suitable, everyone is very independent, they all have strong personalities, either I become naïve and take the initiative to find something to talk about, or you become like a cat, there will be problems for a long time, no one wants to admit defeat when the problem comes, of course you want to break up, I will be serious about this relationship first, I can only compromise. Everyone is awkward and uncomfortable.
But these problems are actually not problems, you know, you are my first time, the first woman, you may not know how important you are to me, I can't wait to give you all of myself, change for you, give up work, and even think about how to educate children outside in the future.
In fact, I am a scoundrel, although I know that everyone is very tired, in order to maintain this relationship, it affects my normal study and life rules. I've complained to you, I've said explicit things, and I've been jealous because others buy you things, and you'll think I'm annoying and immature.
But if I don't express it, do you know how much I care about you and love you as family. In fact, if you don't let go, I will definitely insist, you don't have confidence, you don't have confidence in this relationship, and you don't have confidence in me.
You loved, I loved, I don't regret it, I hope you read it, we remember the bits and pieces of our past in my heart, even if Yelang Valley was the last time we met, even if this was the last contact, even if you won't have me in your future life, I hope you don't forget that there was once a person who loved you wholeheartedly, he was stupid, on the day you sent us to break up, he cried hysterically in the tunnel, slept for two hours and left the city, like a fugitive, he didn't come back for a week, and he may never come back.
You have a good personality, a sweet smile, a beautiful person, a good figure, self-motivated, independent, capable, and there is no shortage of suitors, but when you marry someone in the future, try not to face that past in advance, you can say that we are not good, and it is difficult for a man not to care when he is not sure that he is sincere, even if he says no, in case you quarrel or something in the future, he will definitely expose your wounds, and you will be more uncomfortable and hurt. It's for your good.
Finally, I want to tell you, in fact, I hope that she is a virgin, I hope it is the first time, because I am, I want to give everything I have to my wife, when I give up my principles and identify you, I have already treated you as my daughter-in-law, all of them have always called you like this, and treated you like this.
I love you, daughter-in-law.