Chapter Eighty-Four: The Loneliness of the End of the Song
In the miserable moonlight, you say, you will not forget.
I saw crystal teardrops in your clear eyes.
- Nine days of phoenix dance
Red leaves bit their red lips tightly, fine sweat appeared on his smooth forehead, and a faint pale color passed over his beautiful cheeks, and he lowered his head and said, "Thank you!" ”
Time freezes, drowning all the rivers of joy and sorrow, drowning all the rivers of love and hate, drowning all sorrows, drowning all regrets, drowning all those who don't want to leave and finally leave......
After pouring the wine here, a guest over there followed closely, and said with a smile on his face: "If you want me to do this, I have to go through a small test first." ”
He smiled and said to the two newcomers: "This is a grass mold wearing a red line, I will hang it in the air later, you need to eat it mouth to mouth within the specified time, if the two do not cooperate well on the way, causing the grass mold to fall, then you have to take out some heart to comfort everyone here." ”
As soon as these words came out, everyone else coaxed and waited and waited, and the scene suddenly became lively. But the excitement is all theirs, and it has nothing to do with me. Lu Feng poured another half glass of wine, got up quietly, and came outside the house alone, he was afraid of the piercing red when he saw the lips facing each other.
The faint moonlight shone on the eaves, the treetops, and the shadows of the flowers, reflecting a strange bleakness. Looking up, I saw three or five small stars engraved in the gray sky, faintly shining brightly, like a pair of tearful eyes.
He seemed to be unable to hear the lively sounds in the room, but he looked at the moon in the sky with a fascination, and a thousand tastes poured into his heart. Gone, happy dreams. In this life of the Ming Dynasty, who knows where to send this life at the end of the world.
Sigh lonely, I am like duckweed, and singing, drinking, drunk, burning out the hatred in my heart. I love, this cup of bitter wine is poured carefully, inviting the waning moon to drink with the lone star and tears.
In the corner of the secluded courtyard, a kitten with white fur is sitting leisurely.
Momiji: Yesterday I caught a white cat. Listen, cats bark so happily. Hehe!
Lu Feng: It's so good, I like it, next time I must see it, how much like you!
Lu Feng slowly squatted down, stroked its soft fur, and whispered, "I came to your house for the first time today and came to see you, are you happy?" ”
"I'm not happy." Lu Feng muttered to himself, stood up and looked around at the cold surroundings, and felt a burst of loneliness in his heart. In the days when she was there, she had stopped being lonely. The most painful thing in the world is not birth, old age, sickness and death, but the journey of life, although short, but full of eternal loneliness.
Lu Feng silently returned to the banquet, and the guests had gradually dispersed at this time. He laughed stupidly, what is the taste of loneliness? After the feast was dispersed, the figures were scattered, and the wretched was at a loss. It is the loneliness of waking up from a dream, people going to the empty building, and the fragrance is far away.
At this time, Hua Hua saw him come back and said happily: "Brother Lu Feng, where have you been, we are planning to take a group photo with the four sisters and brothers!" ”
Lu Feng looked at the red leaves not far away, in his dark eyes of deep concern, with a strong sense of affection, his heart was full of mixed feelings, if love has never come, if the dream has never been broken, if the heart has never hurt, then I, am I still the me you know?
He looked at the gentle and delicate jade face of the red leaves, and wanted to say something, but suddenly felt that any words at this time seemed superfluous.
"Kaede, you unbutton your suit, spread out like Brother Cheng." Aunt Hua saw the four of them standing still, and hurriedly reminded. When Lu Feng heard this, he loosened his suit, and there was a brilliant tie clip on the light blue tie, which hung there prominently.
"It's a beautiful thing." Hua Hua couldn't help but love it.
Lu Feng looked at the small and delicate clip lovingly, it was a gift from the girl on his birthday, he gently brushed off the marks on it, I would like to be silent, I chew this dreamy life alone in silence, and I only wish I knew it with tears and smiles.
Momiji glanced at him deeply, his clear eyes seemed to penetrate into his heart, and he said slowly, "Let's start taking pictures!"
Behind them is the bright red and translucent joy, like an insurmountable chasm, faintly separating the two; is like the final ending of a dream, people who love each other go through a lot of hardships and finally become a good match.
After taking the photo, it was almost eight o'clock. Momiji held back his gloomy thoughts and said softly: "Aunt Hua, Kaede, let's go upstairs for a small meeting, and the song that the young lady ordered for me will start playing soon." ”
Walking down the stairs to the second floor, Hua Hua ran to the front and said curiously: "This is the room where the eldest sister lives, it is very spacious, and there is a balcony in front to see the scenery, which is really good!" ”
It turned out that this was the girl's boudoir, Lu Feng couldn't help but look around, only to see that the color of the wallpaper was a little old, and it seemed that this house had been around for some time.
A few steps forward, you can see a reduced photo frame on the desk, in which the red leaves of the woman dressed as a man, pretending to be a handsome boy in ancient times, with a chic demeanor and a lofty atmosphere.
Lu Feng once saw a miniature version of this photo in her photo album, and fell in love with it at first sight, so she snatched it from Hongye as a treasure.
There was also a box of pear paste candy on the corner of the desk, which was a few days before the Mid-Autumn Festival recitation, the red leaves may have been infected with the wind cold, and he always coughed non-stop, so he risked deducting money, and he was frightened to buy it from the drugstore, and he didn't know if there was any remnant of this box now.
At this time, someone served them hot sugar tea, and Lu Feng sat quietly on the edge of the bed, tasting the sweet tea.
Soon the song was crossed with the words wishing the red leaves a hundred years of good harmony, and the very old but very moving "The Most Romantic Thing" spread: The most romantic thing I can think of is to grow old with you......
Lu Feng came to the balcony wordlessly, stood quietly, stared at the vast starry sky, and said in a low voice: "Growing old with you is my greatest wish!" "In the desolation, the moonlight is clear, and the night is deep.
Suddenly, a night breeze passed by. Grinding countless leaves in the darkness, there were fireflies flying towards the free summer night, and the faint and faint points of light were like disoriented spirits, wandering back and forth in the dark and heavy night.
Several times I reached out into the night, but my fingertips did not touch me, and the small point of light always kept a little untouchable distance from my fingertips.
In the waning moon and cold wind, he was alone and alone, Lu Feng didn't feel the pain in his heart, if love only has memorial, then love is still not love, what is our memorial? In the world, when we reach out for many things, it is too late.
A petal quietly withered from the branches, the edge was over, and the tea was cool. Aunt Hua looked at the time, stood up and said to Momiji: "Let's go home first, we have to go to work tomorrow!" You're tired from the day today, so rest early! Next time we have the opportunity to visit your new home. ”
"Then you should come back often in the future." Momiji greeted him with a smile, but he couldn't hide the sleepiness in his eyes. Lu Feng's heart was immersed in her eyes, and an inexplicable wisp of reluctance appeared in her heart, and she smiled and waved her hand: "Goodbye!" ”
Lu Feng turned around slowly, and the moment he walked down the stairs, he clearly heard the singing of "Providence" on the TV station, how rugged and bumpy this road is, you and I have no way back......
On the boundless moonlit night, he wandered alone in this vast wilderness, what a cold autumn moon it was! His smile, which had been strong for a day, was finally shattered in this moment when no one was around. His body slumped limply in the parking space, and there were no tears in his heart.
The car drove slowly in the direction of home. How great it would be if this road could go on like this forever, with no end, heng, whether there is tomorrow or not!
When you asked him to put you on with a ring
I perceive a complicated smile on your face
That should have been the promise I made to you
Now I can only hide into the hustle and bustle
When I follow everyone to congratulate you
Only you know that I drank a few more glasses of wine
I can't look at you anymore / One more glance is a pain
Even if you know that secretly you turn back
I finally knew the loneliness of the end of the song
Only sad people have
Your last red/remnant in my eyes
I have no excuse to get attached anymore