Chapter 201: Love is like a gossamer

Don't let me get drunk alone, don't let me go alone,

I have you with you on the lonely road, and I wake up and have dreams.

Don't let me get drunk alone, don't leave me alone,

With you at midnight, tomorrow's love will be long.

The sad song is expressed in Sister Zhao's slightly hoarse voice, which makes people unconsciously have a thick sadness lingering in their ears.

Momiji couldn't help but sigh: "I talked to Sister Zhao for a while last time, but in fact, she works here, and there is no one to support her, so sooner or later she will come down, and she understands." In terms of relationships, after more than a year of marriage, my husband always spends all day drinking outside and never returns at night. Sometimes I go home in the middle of the night and quarrel with her, a good person like Sister Zhao, I find such a person who doesn't care about my family, I really should be a shame! ”

"I remember you also said that they were so loving and sweet in the past, but after they really stepped into the grave of marriage, everything is changing, let alone people. Sister Zhao's illness was accompanied by her parents to the hospital, and she happened to see her husband in the hospital accompanying another woman to see a doctor. Hey, no one can say anything about this feeling, maybe for men, if they lose their feelings, they will be nothing. ”

At this time, Sister Zhao's long black hair poured down like water, flowing on the snow-white and crystalline skin, but the pale face was already haggard under the dim light. Looking at the touching Sister Zhao in front of the screen, who doesn't love pity when she sees it.

Lu Feng stood stunned, listening attentively, as if he was stupid. I don't know when, a teardrop suddenly dropped, and whispered: "Marriage is probably like this, our younger generation has lost the perseverance of the parents' generation, together is gathered, quarrel is separated, it doesn't matter if you want to open, or you will accompany the baby to spend the day and drink, heh!" ”

This husband is already *, plus the mother, this day is really heaven and earth. Momiji said in a resolute tone: "That's not good, I have to raise the baby well." ”

Looking at Hongye's serious and serious appearance, it was very cute, Lu Feng couldn't help but joke: "It's not bad if you train the baby to be Dong Xiaowan, famous all over the world, and the man in the world." ”

"Not good." Momiji said very dryly. Although this is a beautiful woman, it is better to be a happy little woman and be at ease.

Lu Feng thought for a while, and then fantasized: "If you don't cultivate Li Qingzhao, she is talented, and she can do everything in poetry, prose, calligraphy and painting, and she is really the first female lyricist in the ages." ”

"It's okay to do this, but it's a pity that it's also a miserable person. Looking for and seeking, cold and lonely, miserable and miserable. ”

I remember that the teacher once said that Li Qingzhao's words were sincere in the early stage, bright and bright in color, and desolate and gloomy in the later stage, with gloomy tones and deep sentimentality, and experienced the turmoil of war, the fall of his homeland, the violent death of his husband, the loss of family property, the burning of books, the travel of thousands of miles, and the sick body*.

The cruel blow of fate made Li Qingzhao experience the vicissitudes of life. Learn from the pain, cry for a long song! Faced with the empty bottle of wine and the light and dark candle light, he can only look for the dream of resentment and illusion. Only by experiencing inhuman hardships can one become a peerless talent and beauty, and this is true for all great successes, as is Zhang Ailing and Xiao Hong.

The low and lonely singing gradually ended, as if a moving story had quietly ended and became a passing cloud. Lu Feng raised his head and said to Hongye, "It's time for us to go up and make an appearance." ”

The lyrics of this song "Pingju" are really aptly written, imprinting the true portrayal of the hearts of the two at this time: don't care how it will end in the future, at least we have been together, we don't have to bother to restrain each other, and we don't need verbal commitments.

The two chanted repeatedly, until the final chorus, as if the low turn, a hundred turns, at this time, everything is in plain sight: as long as we have had, it is enough for you and me, there are many memories in people's lives, I only wish that your memories have a me.

After seven years of ups and downs, life and death, to the end of the song, people are scattered, and there is a result after all. Thinking of this, Lu Feng knew in his heart, picked up the wine beside him, poured it into his cup, and said, "Come, I'll pour you some too, let's have a drink." ”

Thinking of the top of the victory, Momiji's wish is to drink wine with him, just to get drunk, but it has not been realized to this day, and it is a pity that this opportunity may be able to satisfy her wish. Looking at Lu Feng's complicated gaze, a touch of crimson flashed on the pretty face of the red leaves and white temporarily.

Gently inject my sorrow and sorrow into your eyes, and pour my happiness and pain into your hands. Put your hopes and dreams, slowly lean into my arms, and pay tribute to me with your loss and your suffering. Life is like alcohol, sometimes strong and sometimes thin, and the amorous years are dripping in my heart.

C gently raised his glass, how much youth ended sadly in the meantime. They looked at each other and drank what was in their bosom. Wine is bitter, especially for people like Lu Feng who have not touched a drop of wine, but what is it, parting is more bitter than wine. Since you left, no one touched me in the empty wine glass, and I could only carry my yesterday and dissipate in the west wind and weed.

Both of them sat quietly, Lu Feng lowered his head and tasted the wine in the glass, while Hongye filled their respective wine glasses with a smile on his face, and there was an indescribable emotion in his smile. I have no regrets about playing a song for you. Who would have thought that the prosperity would end, and that they could only drink a cup of sorrow, the red dust, and taste all kinds of tastes. I thought I could forget you, who would have thought that the west wind would not dissipate the sorrow.

They were like two silent statues, allowing the winds of time to slip silently between them. After a long time, Lu Feng turned his head, his eyes trembled slightly, and he said in a low voice: "You really plan to leave at the end of this month?" ”

Hongye hesitated for a moment, for embarrassment: "Sister Zhao's health is not good, I'm afraid that if I leave, she will be more tired." I don't know what will happen to her body in a few days, otherwise I really won't be able to leave. "Originally, Momiji wanted to leave for a long time, but in order to call her sister, she has been here for a few more days.

Lu Feng pondered for a moment, looked at her fixedly, and said: "Actually, I think you should get out of the house earlier, if you want to have a big meeting next month, you will definitely be very busy, and you will have to take on heavy responsibilities at that time, and it's okay to do well, but in general, it's not bright, you want the leader to have fixed your image." ”

"But if something happens, then you have to bear all the responsibility, and then you pat your ass and leave, that is to abscond in fear of sin, and have a bad reputation; Moreover, you promised the new unit that the next week would pass, and once you took over the meeting, it would take 10 more days for it to be successfully completed. ”

"And now the main station is full of novices, if you are busy, it is inevitable that there will be mistakes. At the juncture of this large-scale meeting, how can the leader allow you to make mistakes, and then he will definitely criticize and review the deduction of money at the morning meeting, and the supervisor has nothing to say on the leader's side, and it is not a decision made by the leader, and the punishment is heavy, and you will be difficult to get rid of the relationship at that time, and you will be charged with ineffective command. ”

Lu Feng's dark eyes rolled, and he further analyzed: "Besides, you have already said that you will leave next week, and now you are staying for the time being, so I don't know when you will leave next time." As soon as the meeting is over, Sister Zhao should also be transferred, at that time, the main station conservatively estimated that it would not be able to pick up people within a month, because the main station was complicated and complicated, and it was difficult to learn in a month. Do you want to keep helping Sister Zhu all the time, it's not feasible! I said you should think for yourself, too. ”