Chapter 30: Confusion
The greatest cultivation of a person is patience.
The head of the room, who was in a bad mood, hid in the piano room and practiced frantically.
There is always an emotion that cannot be expressed in words, and the subtle nerves of that delicate feeling cannot be conveyed, and can only be expressed in the music of the slow flow of water.
All loneliness comes from losing oneself.
There is always a sense of powerlessness, disappointment after a rout in the pursuit of perfection.
When Xiaoliu arrived, the head of the room stopped: "Come in!" ”
Xiao Liu respectfully came in and reported: "The mountain has completed the teacher's preliminary task and is expanding externally. The construction of an important city for space teleportation has also been completed, and the next step of the plan is being carried out in cooperation with the mountain. ”
The head of the room glanced at Xiao Liu: "It's hard work!" "Get up and go out for a walk in the playground, Xiaoliu said goodbye and retreated.
As the playground ran to walk in circles, there were classmates running and exercising in the evening, handsome boys playing basketball, girls playing badminton, classmates playing music, young ladies who practiced physical fitness, couples, and people walking like room leaders.
It seems to follow a regular movement on this playground. There will be a curve after walking in a straight line, and it may still be a straight line after a curve.
The head of the room looked at the full moon in the sky from afar, is this all there is to it?
A beautiful girl came over and talked shyly, the head of the room communicated with her casually, walked around, her roommate also ran over, they are all beauties, but the head of the room is not in the mood of hooligans now, just the exchange so far, and finally under the obvious hint of the girl, he did not give contact information, and refused euphemistically.
On the way back to the dormitory, I heard a teacher discussing that there was a master in the piano room who had played the music for an afternoon, which was wonderful.
When I opened the dormitory, it was clean and tidy, and I thought it was the credit of the teacher opposite, so I found a time to invite her to dinner and thank her.
Put on slippers, go to the toilet to take a bath, turn on the subwoofer and connect to the Bluetooth of the mobile phone, turn on the music, wash the fragrance, look at yourself in the mirror narcissistically and say: "Damn, handsome again!" ”
It is very comfortable to enjoy a relaxing shower, wash away the distractions on the body, and feel like a new one. It was as if I heard someone knocking on the door, and I was in a hurry.
The head of the room rushed to the door to open the door wrapped in a bath towel and stepped on slippers, and when he opened the door, he saw Xinyi nervously wearing sexy pajamas.
Xinyi said embarrassedly: "Teacher winter, can you help change the lamp?" ”
The head of the room was a little hesitant, because there was no change of clothes, so he could only wrap a bath towel, but seeing that the bedroom opposite was dark, it was really inconvenient, so he agreed.
Because her hair had just been washed and not blown, she was a little wet, so she used her hand to pull her hair upwards, and Xinyi was a little stupid.
I tried to turn on the switch, but it didn't light up, and asked Xinyi to bring a new lamp, Xinyi turned on the flashlight with her mobile phone, and moved a stool to step on it to change the lamp.
Xinyi cared: "Be careful. “
The head of the room looked at Xinyi and smiled, it didn't matter at first glance, seeing the most blood-spurting scene was tempting reverie. I thought to myself: Teacher Xinyi can't see that she has such a proud figure, and she shows her charm against the backdrop of sexy pajamas.
Xinyi found that she had been staring at herself for a long time in winter, and it turned out that she was gone, and her blushing pretty face hurriedly wanted to refuse and cover it with her hand, but it seemed that it was too big to cover it at all.
Coquettish: "Scoundrel! ”
The room manager's peek was discovered, and he explained a little embarrassedly: "I didn't see it, I didn't see the 36D big steamed buns, I really didn't see anything" and continued to change the lamp at the same time.
"Hmph, let's say it, if you see it, you see it..." Xinyi thought in her heart: It seems that he also likes my figure, thanks to my friend's suggestion to buy this sexy pajamas, but it is just exposed, he won't think I'm a random girl.
Both of them were a little embarrassed, there was no communication, the head of the room finished changing the light, and was just about to turn on the light, Xinyi somehow stopped the head of the room's movements, just grabbed the head of the room's bath towel, mixed it with the stool and fell, the head of the room felt that his fig leaf was about to fall, and his hand quickly grabbed it.
The two happened to fall on the bed, Xinyi pressed on the head of the room, the two almost went on a skin-to-skin relationship, Xinyi moaned in pain, stimulating the nerves of the head of the room, and the body seemed to react.
The two of them tacitly did not speak, and were silent for a long time, listening to each other's heartbeats speeding up, looking at each other's eyes with the help of a faint light, which looked watery and full of charming fog, as if it were illusory reality.
Feeling that Xinyi's body was slowly getting hot, she said embarrassedly, "I didn't hurt you!" “
Jiao whispered and continued: "I'll get up first" The coquettish body is like a weak willow supporting the wind, and he can't get up.
The grinding of the body made the head of the room feel an evil fire burning, burning all over the body from the place where Xinyi's body touched.
For the woman's embrace, no matter how stupid the head of the room is, he understands it, turns over and presses on Xinyi's body, Xinyi moans, softening the bone marrow of the head of the room.
The head of the room looked at Xinyi's eyes badly and spat out a breath of heat: "On purpose!" ”
Xinyi teasingly kissed the head of the room's lips: "Happiness depends on yourself!" I never believed in love at first sight when I didn't meet you, but when I saw you, I believed it. At the same time, he crossed his legs and practiced his words with actions.
kissed Xinyi's lips, how could he be a hooligan who couldn't understand the amorous feelings, wouldn't that be stupid.
The head of the room wanted to put down Xinyi and close the door, but Xinyi's small mouth just left the head of the room's lips, so she said in a daze: "Don't" entangle the head of the room's body.
The head of the room got up with his arms around Xinyi's soft and hot body, Xinyi hung her hands around the head of the room's neck, and her feet wrapped around the waist of the head of the room, and her body was more tightly together.
Closing the door, the head of the room boldly said intoxicating hooligan words: "Let me love-love-you well!" Rudely pressed Xinyi on the bed, Xinyi didn't make a sound in pain, the head of the room had already kissed it fiercely, a mania of a wild tiger pounced.
Xinyi was conquered by this ferocity, and soon indulged in the master's attack, at the mercy of the director, and began to slowly cooperate to cater to the director's attack and demand.
Suddenly, the head of the room stopped his movements and looked at Teacher Xinyi, who was out of breath.
Xinyi stroked Winter's sturdy back and whispered, "Don't!" ”
For Xinyi's refusal, the head of the room was unmoved, Xinyi begged again, to no avail, and pushed the head of the room's body with her weak and boneless little hands, and the head of the room pressed Xinyi to death, like a naughty and angry brute.
Xin Yi muttered: "People are not coming!" You're bullying me! “
Winter knowingly asked: "Where did you bully!" “
"Bad guys! It's still a man, no, bully me a weak woman" suddenly changed the conversation, "I want you to be fierce and bully people!" ”
The head of the room sat still, and was not carried away by desire.
Love without feelings is incomplete, and if it is just a catharsis of desire, it will only make people more lonely and empty.
But it's all about dignity, and even though it's like that, the body is still very honest and undisciplined.
Crazy all night, resting at dawn, sleeping until night, the two ordered takeout, and continued to linger. Forgot about the class, forgot about the others. The mobile phone was turned off, the ears didn't hear the things outside the window, and the only thing was to resist the lingering of death, and went to Wushan together.
What bullshit ideals are not sensual to please the body directly. Drunk and lying on the knees of beauty, awake to the power of the world. Maybe it's every man's dream! With nephrite on the hot kang head, the world doesn't want it.
The head of the room thoroughly explored the woman's body and unlocked all the poses.
After experiencing it, it turned out to be like that, just like eating.
Drunk and dreaming of death, indulging in women, like having a peach-colored dream.
I woke up from a dream, in bed, looking at my naked body, there seemed to be nothing to hide, I went to the toilet and looked at myself in the mirror, so strange, I almost couldn't recognize it.
There is a knife on the head of the color word, and the knife urges people to get old. Looking at his beard and decadent self, he hasn't gotten out of bed for several days, and he is fascinated by women.
smashed a fist on the glass, and watched himself shatter, and the crisp sound of the glass knocked on the most hated appearance in his heart was actually his current self.
Xinyi heard the voice of eager concern: "What's wrong, it's not hurt!" “
The head of the room did not answer, and the blood from his fist flowed down the broken glass.
Xinyi screamed twice, but still didn't respond, got out of bed and stepped on slippers and walked into the toilet, looked at the head of the room in a daze, found the blood on his fist, and asked with concern: "What's wrong, why are you hurting yourself." ”
The head of the room picked up the glass stained with his own blood and swallowed it in his mouth.
When Xinyi saw it, she hurriedly hugged the head of the room and cried out: "Don't you do this, if you hurt yourself like this, I will hurt you more than you, you know?" If you have anything on your mind, just say it, let's share it together, don't abuse yourself, okay. ”
The head of the room seemed to have lost his soul, chewed and swallowed the glass, and was so frightened that Xinyi couldn't cry, and hugged the head of the room to prevent him from continuing to do it.
kept saying words of encouragement to enlighten the head of the room, Xinyi actually didn't understand why the head of the room was like this, obviously she was good before, like a lion, full of masculinity and domineering, and suddenly gloomy and depressed.
Mood, not because of food and clothing, not because of desire. It's just that I simply became the person I hate the most, I have no expectations for the future, no desire to eat, no pursuit of appearance, no desire for beauty, no care about face, it's just very low, muddy nightmare, like a nightmare, but it's not the end but just the beginning.
The head of the room kept swallowing the broken glass, hoping to eat the decadent truth.
The most feared loss is hope, and if you lose your expectation of life, you will lose your surging fighting spirit.
Xinyi hugged the head of the room tightly, hoping to stop him from giving up on himself.
The head of the room said to himself: "I'm living so decadently, nothing, like a ghost, since that time..."
Xinyi retorted with tears: "You are still young, don't be so pessimistic, what's there to get by!" The person who leaves you can't be stopped, I will always be by your side, you have to understand, you still have me! ”
The roommate resisted loudly: "But I don't want you." ”
Tears were swirling in Xinyi's eyes, and her heart lost her mind as if she had been struck by lightning. Although he spent more time with the head of the room in bed, he didn't expect that in just a few days, a man had already occupied his whole heart like his ferocity.
The fate is you, and you will fall in love over time.
The head of the room's words cut his heart like a sharp knife, and the wound continued to bleed out.
Is this the feeling of heartache, and the pain is the most painful feeling for Xinyi now.
The hand of the head of the room was clenched but not relaxed.
After sneering for a while, the head of the room said inexplicably, "Come out!" I'm in a bad mood today, and I don't have time to hide and hide with you! ”
Xinyi was awakened from her injury by these inexplicable words, and questioned it. Then I looked out of the toilet and there was nothing.
The leaves outside the window trembled slightly, and when he looked back, the head of the room suddenly disappeared and hugged the void.
Dragonflies jump and run on top of the high walls of the campus, dodging the edges and corners of the building.
The killer last time led the head of the room around the campus and asked curiously, "Do you care about her?" So to protect her? ”
The head of the room snorted coldly: "I care more about someone's elastic place. "I know in my heart: at least I don't hate Xinyi! Even if she is not a virgin, she is brave enough, bold enough, and quite amorous, but if she says it, she has a grudge against the killer, and she may retaliate.
The killer spat out: "Hooligans." "I think back to the last time the head of the room was light.
The head of the room continued to play hooligan and said: "You have seen all the people, you are responsible, and I will also look at you later, and feel the elasticity of that place." ”
The killer gritted his teeth and glared at the headmaster: "Shameless, I'm going to give you some color to see." "I couldn't help but shoot at the head of the room.