Chapter 40: In the next life, will we meet?
It's like liking someone, liking it shallowly is the most beautiful, and you don't need to tell her. As long as you can hear her voice and see her smile, it will be like drinking tea, faint and lonely, picking off the lamps, full of Zen, it is the plain clear of the snow in the silver bowl, but it seems to listen to the clouds across the water, which is extraordinarily lingering.
"Yesterday I caught a white cat." Momiji smiled shallowly, and the eyes like swans, even with a hint of anticipation, were so sweet. Lu Feng glanced back and said stupidly: "I want it, bring it tomorrow, how about it?" ”
"Cats and cats want to bite, you're not afraid!" Red leaves opened their teeth and claws to pounce on him, bow-like eyebrows, covering their bright eyes.
Dare to bluff me, I grew up raising cats since I was a child, Lu Feng leaned back, then opened his hands, danced back and said: "Of course I'm not afraid, what you brought must be a good cat, even if you are half naughty, that's it, I will treat it well." ”
"This white cat is very tight, no one is allowed to approach, you listen, the cat is so happy. Hehe! Momiji cleared his throat, and two fluffy cat paws swayed in front of his beard, imitating them vividly.
"It's so good, I like it, I'll see it tomorrow, how much like you." Lu Feng laughed and couldn't help but applaud, the name of this kitten is indeed well deserved, and he has worked hard.
Momiji snorted lightly and said mischievously: "I won't let you see it, you are so bad, big villain!" It's really cute to be angry and angry like this, Lu Feng said without showing weakness: "You are the real big villain." "It would be nice if we were happy together like this every day,
But our love is destined to be missed, even if it is a permanent wait, it is difficult to change, so if love is destined to be missed, will I choose to meet you again?
I think, yes, because I really love you. After a while, he said in a tone of love and helplessness: "Alas, just let me meet, I really want to think about it, I've been thinking about it all these days!" ”
"Haha, it misses you so much! If you want to see you, I will meet you yourself, and I will not hinder you!" The autumn leaves look at the snow-white pear blossoms, and the intoxicating colors flow in the sunlight. Suddenly I thought that we should believe that everything in this world will take a turn for the better, and believe in the generosity and beauty of fate.
Lu Feng turned his face and looked directly at her and said, "But it's in your hands!" Why don't you let it go, so that we have lovers and end up married, you selfish ghost. ”
Selfish? Yes, in order not to go against the wishes of my parents, I have a piece of your sincerity, I want to marry someone who does not love each other, I have resisted, but it is useless, I can't give up family affection to pursue the happiness I love.
Momiji sighed lightly and shook his head, and turned his body helplessly, "I didn't tie it, how can you blame me, if you want to blame it, time does not allow, you can only let you pass by, look at each other from afar." ”
"But I really like that white cat, can time really cut off everything, heh, how can I blame the ruthlessness of time, I can only blame the two people for not falling in love to the depths. But no matter what, I will stand silently behind you, waiting for your turn all my life, even if I know that I will never be able to wait. ”
Lu Feng's words were gloomy with perseverance, life is so short, I think people's lives should not be gloomy, even if I exchange all my life for a moment of shine, I am willing.
"I think it's too, although it has left you, but I will always plant a pure love flower for you in my heart, and I see it watering you every day!" Maybe love is always bitter, if love is a lotus, the most beautiful love must be the bitter lotus heart, all the way to the heart, and then, there can be that beautiful lotus!
"It's really happy, mixed with helplessness, maybe this is the most complete ending. There are many times when you don't have to ask for too much, it's enough to have this love. "Some loves, even if they have passed thousands of sails and turned a thousand times, cannot be satisfactory. But I don't regret it, because true love is always worth waiting for.
"The incomplete is the most beautiful!" Momiji's eyes flashed with a faint mist, and his voice gradually lowered. Love, in the final analysis, is still a distressing thing, if you have been distressed, it means that you have been loving, when you are numb and indifferent, then, it is the love that has passed, and the love has cooled.
"Then let's live in the next life*, and don't miss it again, okay? At that time, he will deduce a wonderful life, which is more romantic and touching than Liang Zhu. "But I'm afraid that the world is impermanent, and there are six reincarnations; If love can really have an afterlife, even if it can transcend the world, it will fall into samsara. Thinking of this, Lu Feng's heart really hurt.
Hongye turned around, with a trace of sadness in his expression, and what echoed in his mind was Lu Feng's words, which lasted for a long time, as if it was a beautiful promise. She tapped her chin and said, "Okay." I hope time doesn't play a joke anymore and let's meet at the right time!"
Lu Feng quietly put on his glasses, unexpectedly that this thing could hide the scars on his face. "Speechless to the front, and Jun to share a glass of water, there is a strong meaning in this, flowing into the bottom of the heart drunk. Don't complain, I just want to be in the next life, and thousands of rivers and mountains will fly by. He chanted softly, a little melancholy, a little lonely.
The wind blew up the broken flowing years, Hongye raised his head and saw his figure swaying in the wind, he was so lonely and desolate, his heart was like a knife, and he sang hoarsely: "Love is broken, don't blame anyone, just because the encounter is too beautiful." Even if you dry your tears, hurt to the end, and your heart turns into ashes, it doesn't matter. I broke out of the cocoon into a butterfly, and I would like to fly with you......"
The two were silent for a long time, speechless, and finally Momiji picked up the phone and read quietly: "Are you secretly thinking about me?" Are you really thinking about me secretly, if you really want to tell me, I won't let you miss me, everyone is reasonable, I miss you too! ”
Lu Feng smiled slightly, and said solemnly and slowly: "I'm secretly thinking about you and wanting you to accompany me, but is this useful?" I really want to wait until I graduate from junior college and then go to Ningbo for an undergraduate, so that I can leave this sad place. ”
Looking at his solemn expression, Momiji couldn't help but be stunned, and hurriedly explained: "Don't be so serious, this is just a message from someone else." ”
"I already knew, I saw it on your phone that morning, but I said it, and it didn't mean anything. I also touched the scene and felt it. Lu Feng's figure gradually lengthened in the dusk, looking so bleak and lonely. Yes, I was happy when I missed you, but happiness made me a little sad.
Momiji saw his depressed expression, and was silent for a while. But he immediately raised his head and smiled happily, as if he wanted to bury all his unhappiness deep in his heart, as if he was constantly telling himself to know how to be satisfied.
"Haha, interesting, it's okay to think about it, I miss you too, I want you to send you a message, can't you? I'll send you one more sentence: love is a feeling, and even pain makes you feel happy. Love is an experience that feels sweet even when the heart is broken. Love is an experience that feels beautiful even when broken. ”
It's a nice thing to say, but I think it's an excuse for people who are out of love to be beautiful! Is it a kind of happiness, a sweetness, and a beauty to let go for the sake of the loved one and fulfill the unhappy marriage of the other two people?
The reason why you want to let go, because it's not in your hands at all, the result is still the same if you let it go or not, it's not yours if it's not yours, and you can't catch it if you don't let go, because when love has become a kind of pain, a kind of helplessness, letting go, maybe the best ending.