Chapter 14: Complex in this life
"Is it pretty?" Yin Si looked down, Zhezhe with an obsessive face, smiled even deeper, and he liked her reaction.
Although the world says that he is a man of the world, above board, and how wise and martial, he has always known that the gossip in the market says that he is the child of the enchantress, with a charming appearance, indistinguishable between male and female, good at demagoguery, and scheming.
He has always liked how to show his face, he doesn't want to hear people praise him for his outstanding appearance, and he is even more tired of being in a trance when others see him. In this world, those who saw his appearance, but did not react, except for his uncle and mother, and his father-in-law Zhezhe two years ago.
But now, looking at the person in front of him, revealing the same gaze as ordinary people, he was not upset, but felt very interesting, the thoughts in his heart were surging, his eyes were like silk, he was close to her face, and he spit out words like an orchid, "Are you satisfied?" β
Zhezhe's mind was blank, only his heart, fluttering and beating.
Oh my God, this is what it feels like to be going crazy?
Gongbo Zhezhe's saliva was about to flow out, and he was stunned for a long time before he could barely regain his senses, swallowed his saliva, grabbed the mask to his chest, and glanced around in panic, not daring to put it back on the person in front of him at all.
It's a long life! This look, this voice, this look, I have a little heart, I can't bear it, no, I have to stay away, his surroundings are too dazzling, and the hearts of the people who are shaking are rippling, and they can't think rationally.
Thinking so, that's what she did, Zhezhe stepped back, thinking about opening up the distance, calming down, thinking about what Yin Si said just now, and then pondering to give him a reply, it was too close, her mind was blank, and she couldn't think of anything.
Unexpectedly, she took a step back, Yin Si followed a step, and the two of them took a step by step, only retreating to Zhezhe's heels, and touched the hat that fell on the ridge, and the center of gravity of her body was unstable, so she was about to fall back.
Zhezhe was flustered and stunned, one thought in his mind shouted that it was over, he was going to be embarrassed, and the other thought was already fluttering and wondering, would Yin Si be like the male protagonist in the idol drama, reaching out to hug her, with a red heart and petals in his head, he was going to blush and be ashamed.
O God! Don't let my senior brother catch me, just throw me into the lotus pond next to me, pour two mouthfuls of water and calm down! Zhezhe's reason, so emotional, I look like I see it, I have to hate it when I see it, senior brother, it's not me who I admire, although I have the appearance of the person he admires, but I and her are two personalities, I tease him so shamelessly, if he doesn't get angry and catches me, then how will I explain to the original body in the future?
Thinking like this, Zhezhe subconsciously took a hand, clenched the two copper bells around his waist, and apologized in his heart, Gongbo Zhezhe, you see, if you really make trouble today, don't blame me, someone else has to like you, wait for you to come back, no matter what you plan, everything I do now is in accordance with nature, don't blame me!
After such a chaotic jump of thought, Zhezhe's body stopped falling, Yin Si really reached out and grabbed her waist, with a little force, she was in his arms, looking at each other, Zhezhe's breathing stopped.
If only he liked me!
He is so good-looking, although he has a strange temper, and he is still a Taoist priest, but I am not a person who hates the poor and loves the rich! Well, I'm from the 21st century, I don't bother with the right person, as long as I like it, as long as I'm happy, everything else is floating clouds.
In the bottom of Zhezhe's heart, there was a burst of joy and a burst of sadness.
Happily, she saw the liking from Yin Si's eyes, a young man of this age, no matter how old he is, he can't hide if he likes someone, even if he can hide it, pretending to be so similar, it is also a bit of friendship.
The sad thing is that the person in his heart is not himself, but the original body. She is a lonely soul in another world, what else can she ask for in someone else's body?
Sooner or later, she is leaving, she will return to the original world, the people here, the things here, the more she does not give too much effort and emotion, when she leaves, there will be no reluctance and sadness.
Zhezhe lowered his eyebrows and eyes, and his sad and tactful emotions jumped on his face, and he couldn't help but warn himself from the bottom of his heart, Zhezhe, don't think nonsense, you have to be calm, think about what you are here for? It's to avenge the original body and wash away the grievances, in addition, intersect with people, gags, and no matter how deep the emotion, you can't have it anymore!
People, if they have feelings, they will be greedy, and if they are greedy, they will be easy to let go, and Zhezhe doesn't want to let go of this world. She still wants to go back to the original world, although, in that world, she has always been alone, living a cold and hard life. But she still wants to go back, alone, free, chic, without love entanglement, there will be no joys and sorrows and pain.
Seeing others in a love story, the injured body is incomplete, and the sweetness is as sweet as sugar and honey, everything is good, but when it comes to himself, Zhezhe just wants to avoid it.
With two love experiences, she has already seen the word love thoroughly. Like, will not last, love a person, at the beginning, she is your heart and liver, is your god, but once the god walks off the altar, for you to become an adult, the days are long, firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar tea, grinding and beating, many people can't stay up to respect each other, they dislike each other, and they look like gods.
Some people can't survive and go to the end of the world, and some people have cold hearts and lungs, and they sleep with their backs for a lifetime. It's not that I don't love anymore, it's this love, I can't become family affection, and I can't warm up my passion, stuck in this position, tortured and consumed, either erase this love, say goodbye with blood, or endure the pain and entangle until death.
Love, in reality, is really bitter, the kind in the novel that is unswerving to death, is a living person, and can't be desired, so many people like to watch it. That kind of betrayal, loneliness and pain, and tragedy, and the truth that everyone knows in the dark, the closer it is, the more it can resonate, the more people scratch their hearts and lungs, and want a good result, and it is precisely because of this that those tragic stories have always been imprinted in people's hearts.
Everyone knows the truth, but they still want to lie to themselves, or hope for sincerity and beauty. It's human nature and it's a human weakness. I can't see the flowers falling, but I like the flowers to bloom, and I rejoice that people come, but I can't keep people from going.
Zhezhe is such a person, she always wants to keep the original innocence, and always wants to be perfect for everything, but she also knows that she either wants to have it. People sometimes have to see their own ability clearly, if you don't have that strength, then don't fight for it, anyway, in the end it's still empty, it's better not to go, sit back and wait for the wind to be light, and your heart is empty.
Yin Si didn't speak, he looked at Zhezhe with a sad face, and his heart hurt a little, I don't know why, her appearance made him shake his heart more than when he first saw her. He wanted to protect her so much.
If he hadn't agreed to let her go at that time, but forcibly arrested her, would the two of them be a different scene today?
If he had come over earlier, would he have been able to avoid these two years of suffering?
When I first saw him, I always thought it was because I admired talent, but now it seems that it is indeed as my uncle said, it is his duplicity. He was to her, from the very beginning, he was moved by the love of men and women. It's just himself, he can't believe it in love at first sight, and he has been distracted for so long before he dares to find an excuse to approach her.
Yin Si gently hugged Zhezhe in his arms, as if promising to her, and also to himself, "In the future, I will protect you and never let you suffer at all!" β
Zhezhe didn't reply, nor did she move, her thoughts were sorted out, she calmed down, and she didn't dare to respond, for fear of misunderstanding Yinsi, and the two of them hugged each other for a while before they let go.
Zhezhe held the mask to Yin Si with both hands, and his eyes were clear, "Senior brother, your mask, I just messed around!" You better put it on! β
Yin Si didn't pick it up, but still asked her, "Are you satisfied with me?" β
"What am I satisfied with," Zhezhe rolled his eyes, thinking, how to reply, so as not to appear to have any thoughts, "It's good if you are satisfied with yourself, you look so good, you must have self-confidence, don't keep asking others, what others say is good-looking or not, you can't take it seriously!" β
"What do you say? I want to hear from you! Yin Si looked at her dodging gaze and smiled, thinking about it, she was shy, this little girl, when she pulled the mask, wasn't she quite courageous, how could she come back to her senses in a blink of an eye, and she knew that her daughter's family was reserved.
"What I said can't be taken seriously, my vision is different from normal people," Zhezhe wanted to divert the topic, "Senior brother, you better put on the mask, you look so good, if someone else passes by later, be careful that people take a fancy to you, and arrest you back to be a son-in-law!" β
"I know why you wear a mask, such a good-looking person is generally eaten by both men and women," Zhezhe paused, afraid that Yin Si would not understand what it meant to eat both men and women, and hurriedly explained, "It's just men and women, when they see you like this, they will like it, and if you wear a mask, it won't make people feel sorry for you!" β
"Senior brother, you are so smart!" Zhezhe's hand touching the mask was getting tired, and Yin Si didn't pick it up.
"Finished?" Yin Si waited for her to be speechless before speaking, "I'm not afraid that people will rob me, but you, a little girl, came here alone with a man, and others saw it, how can you say it clearly in the future?" β
"There's no one else here," Zhezhe looked around, she just wanted to divert the topic, so she said this, there are indeed no people around.
"Are you afraid of being robbed and being the lady of the village?" Yin Si blinked and looked at her with interest.
"What do I have to fear, don't I have you?" You are not afraid, what am I afraid of, although I don't know why I brought up this topic, but after all, I didn't ask any more ambiguous words, she was also relieved, and she said whatever she thought.
"Then what if I come to rob you to be the lady of the village?" Yin Si's words were neither light nor heavy, and they all fell on Zhezhe's ears.
"This, that," Zhezhe's tongue knotted for a while, "Senior brother, don't joke with me, rob me to be Mrs. Zhai, how is this possible, you are so good-looking, I, I'm average, and I still promise to be married, how can you look at it?" β
"You're going to make fun of me," Zhezhe laughed awkwardly for a while, how to do it, why did the topic suddenly change from Yin Si asking her what she wanted, to Yin Si expressing his heart to her?
"I'm looking for your wife," Yin Si couldn't help but tease her when she looked at her scratching her ears and cheeks, "You have taken off my mask and looked at my appearance, what, you still don't want to be responsible?" β
"Huh?" Zhezhe had a question mark on his face, isn't it, didn't I just take off a mask, why did the senior brother talk like this, making it seem like she was a gentleman, and he was such a beautiful fairy like a flower, such as today, the immortal came up and asked her to be responsible?
Isn't it, in ancient times, not all women wanted to be three and four virtues, and they had to be promised by men to be thin, and those who took off his mask like her should say that she was debauched, he was a man, where did he come from?
is so upside down, and what he says is so reasonable, Zhezhe is really speechless, sullen, and even more difficult to get angry.
"Do you want to continue to avenge your original self?" Yin Si changed the conversation and asked her.
"Think," seeing that he didn't tease and ask again, Zhezhe's heart finally let go of a little, if he asked again, she really didn't know how to answer her, just for a while, Zhezhe's thinking, from big grinning, to lustful gall, from lustful gall, to rational warming, and from rational warming, to the current retreat, really, EQ IQ is not high, really can't be by temperament, you must control your mouth, control your hands, even your legs, feet, facial expressions have to be managed well, otherwise, It's going to be a catastrophe, and I don't know how to face it.
"I'll give you two choices," Yin Si knew, she would take the bait, "First, let's go back to the Taoist temple, what happened here today, God knows what you know, I know, you can still go to find your previous memories in the future, however, you are the third young master of the same country, even if you have a marriage contract, you can't have anything to do with him." β
"Why?" Zhezhe didn't understand, didn't everything that happened here count, why did she have to be asked to go back, and she was not allowed to have entanglements with the third young master of the same country!
To be honest, she never thought that she would have anything to do with this third young master, if she hadn't heard from the corner of the wall that day that she had such a marriage, God knows that she still thought she was a carefree single girl!
Besides, she hasn't seen this third young master before! It's still tangled, it's still entangled, how is it entangled?
When she finds the grievances of the original body and returns the original body to her soul, these trivial things have nothing to do with her, right? Unless she is stupid and has not found a solution, otherwise, in this world, in her daily cage-like life, it is either a Taoist temple or her own small courtyard of the Gongbo Mansion, and the gate has never been out, let alone the third son of the Xiangguo, that is, the stone lion at the gate of the Gongbo's Mansion, she has never said hello!
"Because you were robbed by me today, and you will be my wife in the future, if you have an entanglement with him, then how can I be good?" Yin Si's words were very light and natural, "Do you say I killed him, or did I kill you?" β
Ha? Homicide? A chill rose in Zhezhe's heart, looking at Yin Si in front of him, to talk about it, Yin Si really dared, he looked fierce, Zhezhe had seen it, his eyes looked like he was going to eat people without spitting out bones, he trembled for a while, Zhe Zhe asked, "What is the second choice?" β
This first one sounds so ridiculous and grotesque, Zhezhe really doesn't want to choose.
"It's better to hit the day than to choose a day, I will rob you back today, and get married!" As he spoke, Yin Si stepped forward, leaned against Zhezhe's body, and looked at her condescendingly.
"That-" Zhezhe hurriedly hugged his body, Yinsi's mask was in his arms, his flesh hurt, and his heart went up and down, "I think the first choice is very good, very good, very good!" β
"Why do I think the second option is better?" Yin Si knew that she would choose the first one, and he did have the will to rob her now, but when he thought of the purpose of his visit, he still stopped, but he said everything in his heart.
"Actually, look, senior brother, the uncle you like," Zhezhe pulled the bell on his waist and shook it in front of Yin Si, "Why don't you wait for her to come back, and then ask her in person?" β
Now you ask me, how shall I answer you? What I said doesn't count, Zhezhe looked at Yin Si with his eyes, you see, I'm a person, I've worked hard for a while, I've changed a few faces, so many changes, you still don't embarrass me, I'm a person, I can't control my own temperament!
"Isn't she you, aren't you her?" Yin Si looked at the bell, this girl, and now she still believes the nonsense he said before, and the bell has been wearing it.
"So to speak," Zhezhe felt that Yin Si's words were very profound, and he wanted to say something wrong, but he didn't feel that there was anything wrong, so he could only be vague, "But aren't our personalities different!" β
"It's all mine," Yin Si took it for granted with a face, "What I fancy can only be mine, and others can't even think about it!" β
"Huh?" This is the legendary domineering declaration, Zhezhe is really a headache, saying that he will not cause trouble, it seems that this matter is settled, and if he continues to pull it, it will only become more and more boundless, so he can only nod his head indiscriminately, so he can deal with it now, "What the senior brother says is what it is!" β
"What I say is what it is?"
"Yes!"
"Then you are not allowed to get entangled with Liang Zhecheng!"
"Don't pester!"
"Neither can any other man!"
"Good!"
"You have me in your heart, and remember me all the time!"
"Done!"
"In this life, you can only marry me, you can't wear a red dress and sit on someone else's sedan chair!"
"No problem!"
"You like me?"
"I like it!" After saying it in passing, Zhezhe covered his mouth with hindsight, my mother, what did she just say?
On the contrary, Yin Si looked triumphant, bent down, and leaned his face over, "Then you can help me put the mask back!" β
"Come back, we'll go back!"
Zhezhe was speechless for a while, compromised, and according to his request, he put on a mask with him, Yin Si stretched out his hand to her, and she also held his hand with a righteous face.
In the wing room just now, she shouldn't have thought so naΓ―ve in her mind, and when she got here, she shouldn't have broken her heart, now it's okay, this is a direct sale of the original body!
It's really miserable, in the wilderness, there is no other way, but to admit it, let's go to chant at night, so I can complain to the original body, and don't let her resent herself!