But the reality of society has mercilessly erased my enthusiasm and proved my weakness time and time again. The boredom of work and the dullness of life made me depressed and at a loss.

A little bit of the bonus coefficient in the unit is self-endangered and unscrupulous, and the boring work I am responsible for can also be coveted by others, and I did not give it up, not because of money, but because of one's ability, for which I defended this ridiculous competition with the most positive attitude and the fastest speed. But after the incident, my heart was still empty, not satisfied, and I knew that my ideals were not here.

My monotonous life was changed by a girl who was my girlfriend and hopefully would be my wife in the future. I really didn't expect my love to come to me so early, she has a lot of ideals, a lot of yearning, many times I just listened to it and was silent, without expressing approval and understanding.

I know sometimes she is unhappy, but when I understand that her expectations are not much different from mine, and the ideals of the two people let me realize them alone, I can't be at peace in the face of the current situation. I think what a man should do is not to make a promise, but to work hard to achieve each other's goals.

My initial goal of learning graphic design was not to like, but to lay the foundation for my career, Feng Wu once wrote a paragraph, roughly: why do people come to this world, why do they live? I also often think that a man who does not have his own career in his life thinks is a failure.

Therefore, I use design as a guiding stone to change my life. After I really got in touch with graphic design, it became a hobby of mine, and although I didn't have any decent works, it was a pleasure to be able to express my feelings and thoughts in pictures. Despite this, my original intention has not changed, I know that it is funny to realize my ideal through design, but I hope that it will change my life.

I live in a small town, and the people around me have similar living standards, and I really hope to live such a quiet life, live a happy life with my son, and grow old with my son, but whenever I see the outside world and hear the praise of others for outstanding people, my heart can no longer be calm. I know that no matter how numb I am, no matter how unheard of the world, the desires buried in my heart will always stab me from my sleep.

I talked about life, work, ideals and ambitions, and my friends. I consider myself a willful person, a little casual with my friends, but more concerned about it. My family and girlfriend say that I give too much for my friends, but I think that friends are exchanged with my heart, how can I not cherish them.

From study to work, I have a few very close friends, play together, study and work hard together, but one of them hurt each other's feelings because of my casualness and indifference in some things, I have talked to him very deeply, and I also tried to redeem it, but the loss cannot be made up after all.

And the rest of the people together also alienated me for no reason, which made me lose and not understand countless times, now I don't want to go back to the past, I won't force anything, face them, familiar feelings and can't express, I don't know what their feelings are, if I will regret it for a lifetime like me, then I have no regrets. Since them, I cherish my existing friends more and don't want to have any more regrets.

It's early in the morning again, and I like to drink strong green tea like this to organize my thoughts. It's a real me. ’

Savoring it, I didn't expect that the trench coat brother, who is so confident on weekdays, would have a lot of troubles. Brother Trench Coat is the same word as Lu Feng in the University of Electricity, especially the web production was inspired by Brother Trench Coat. Lu Feng thought for a long time, and replied later: For competition, I think that the best way to exist in this realistic and cruel society is that you are stronger than others, and only the strong can be admired from the bottom of their hearts.

The reason why others covet it is because they think they can do better than you, but when you are far ahead of them, they will admit that you are indeed better and more suitable, and the rest will be admiration and praise. Just like in my eyes, Brother Fengyi has a good family environment, and he is a person with excellent qualities, after understanding his diligence, I have always taken him as a goal to motivate myself.

For friends, it is especially rare to be able to confide in each other, it is indeed a pity to lose the friendship of many years for a little misunderstanding, I don't know who is right or wrong, but I think that I only need to do my best to be friends, with my own sincerity to cherish friends, because the tolerance between friends is also very important, only know each other to get along.

I believe that our dreams and ideals, through our unremitting efforts, can reach the other side of success, I am convinced that we will be able to achieve, then the time to drink fireworks, laugh at life.

QQ avatar flashed, it was the information of the windbreaker sweeping the pavilion, "What are you busy with, I saw your homepage last time, and it's getting better and better." And the green main background gives people a sense of harmony and quietness, but that feeling will gradually disappear after a long time, and it is better to do something that everyone is interested in, such as I want to open a graphic design column in the wind without a trace. ”

To have the help of a trench coat is exactly what he can't ask for. He said, "Actually, I also want to improve my skills in this area through communication with others, let's think about how to make some popularity?" By the way, I know a girl called Ceramic Doll, who is a bit sentimental, and I think it must be appropriate to come here to host the emotional section. ”

"Okay, let's meet friends with Wenwen!" Lu Feng happily agreed. The trench coat swept the pavilion and smiled: "You soak here every day on the Internet?" ”

"There's no way, not long after the forum opened, in order to increase popularity, I can only work hard by myself. If a friend publishes a new article, the administrator has to reply as soon as possible, so that the author has a feeling of being valued, so that he can capture the heart of the audience and visit here often. ”

Lu Feng thought for a while and said: "Of course, there are still words I like in it, especially the article I saw you in the altar today, which is real and powerful, clear in thought, and very fluent, which gives me a deeper understanding of you." And I'm content to have a good friend like you to talk to. ”

"Hehe, I usually look very happy, but I know that I am not very talented, and only perseverance can move God. So I'm going to work hard and do my best. And 'a person's perception' is a text I wrote after thinking about it for a long time, and we should work hard while we are young now, and rely on ourselves in the future. ”

"Although it is true that it is ordinary, I think that in this short road of life, I must leave traces of my own worth pursuing." Lu Feng said with deep sympathy.

"I'm thinking, you can learn your web page better, I'll do a good job in graphic design, and we will open a design studio together in the future, how about it?" But the main deciding factor is that we should all be professional. I plan to work hard for another year, I can learn a lot in a year, and then I can achieve it after a year, which should be possible. ”

"Well, it feels a little far away, but I'll try. By the way, how does Brother Trench Coat set goals and complete tasks? Lu Feng asked with interest.

"Generally speaking, I set a short time for myself and I was in a hurry, so the process was tiring and painful, but in the end I did it. Just like last time I was determined to be the first to finish in so many departments, so I took my break and worked overtime for two weeks, more than ten days earlier than them. ”