Although Hongye is married, he still remembers his birthday, which makes Lu Feng's heart warm, and he said generously: "It's very simple, give me a song, of course, if you are free that day, accompany me to chat on the Internet!" I'll talk about the rest, I'm going to blackmail you slowly. ”

"It's so bad, and it's blackmailing, hehe! But I'm not afraid. The red leaves smiled, straight like a spring breeze. Lu Feng grinned and said: "Do you think my sister is so easy to do, since I became Huahua's brother, I will be blackmailed a little bit every month, buy tapes, buy game CDs or something, and my head is dizzy." ”

"Haha, you also have times of dizziness! However, I also owe Hua Hua a cassette tape. Last time, I promised him to buy him for the progress of the midterm exam, but he only advanced one place, which is really accurate, dizzy! Okay, I'm down, I'm going to middle school, see you then! ”

The moonlight shines through the light mist like smoke, if it is in the quiet of the night. At this time, Liu Mengling said quietly: "I think I have found the person I love, but this is not enough, I also want the person I love to love me, love me very much, I think I am not what you want." ”

Many times, I think I am really strong, in fact, I know in my heart, no one is without tears, I am afraid that once the tears burst, too many things will collapse and disintegrate at that moment, so I endure, even if I bite my lips, the pain is only hidden in the bottom of my heart.

When Lu Feng heard this, he said guiltily: "It's really not easy to find someone I love and someone who loves me in this world, maybe there are many people who can't find it in their lifetime, if it's me, I have the fate to find the person I love, I will love her sincerely, and I won't give up until the last moment." ”

Love is the responsibility of both parties, I know very well, if you really love someone, I think others will also love you sincerely, after all, it is a lifetime and not a moment, if someone really loves me, then I will also use the same love to move each other.

Lu Feng thought about it, and specially invited: "It's my birthday in a few days, why don't you accompany me to Linjiang to express my feelings?" A few days ago, Zhang Yang asked what gift he wanted for his birthday and how he wanted to spend it, and he also replied in this way, thinking about it, because once it is deliberately arranged, the meaning will become conspicuous.

"I didn't say it to my parents on my birthday, so I said "Happy Birthday" to myself, so simple that there were no birthday gifts, no birthday cakes, and no birthday wishes. Besides, I'm so busy with work these days that I don't even have the mood to celebrate my birthday. ”

Thinking that Yuan Shihui left quietly like this, tomorrow only Lu Feng will be left alone in a room, especially the mountain of work that has only been done for a small time.

Lu Feng felt a headache, especially the large pile of thick hotel daily operation manuals, there were as many as eleven copies, the thick ones had more than 100 pages, and the thin ones had more than 30 pages, and they also required copies on the front and back, which had to be repeated for thousands of pages, and it was impossible to get back to the gray hair.

Lu Feng was stunned and looked at this incomparably huge project, which made people unable to see the light of hope at a glance, and lost the courage to set off.

After listening to his complaints, Liu Mengling sympathized: "You are so pitiful! If I had died of depression. ”

"I'm a ninja, and I want to turn grief into strength." Lu Feng continued in a weak voice: "If you don't explode in silence, you will perish in silence, that's all." It was Lu Xun who said it, no way, who made him a master, but people will always hesitate! ”

"It's more classic, shouting, a happy move. But now it's the twenty-first century. Some old things can be thrown away, and I feel that my mentality is very important, and it doesn't matter what I want to do. ”

The years, according to a touch of light fragrance in the heart, look at the year to the evening, smell the fragrance of flowers to send warmth. Give a shallow look back at time; Give yourself a smile and take it easy. precipitation, fragrant; Remembered, warm.

Liu Mengling said with a hint of memory in her eyes: "Since last year, everyone in my family has at least one small cake for their birthday. But eating it on my birthday makes me feel pretty refreshed! ”

"Happiness!" Lu Feng also wanted to have a warm place, orange lamp, soft sofa, and a cup of warm tea in his hand, no words, no need to accompany him, that's all.

"Actually, some things are just momentary brilliance. It's a flash in the pan. Stuff is nice though. But only temporarily. It's like a shooting star. Liu Mengling replied softly after a moment of silence, when a few pictures flashed in her eyes.

Many times, many friends always think that I have a happy life, but how much do they really know about my life, and how do they know that one night, as at this time, I can only sit alone in front of the computer, using the cold keyboard to warm the colder hands.

Her voice was soft, falling on Lu Feng's ears, as if it was fluttering from the years, awakening the sadness buried in the depths of his memory, he no longer concealed his heart, and said calmly: "But I still want to keep the splendor of that moment, if I have a choice, I would rather be a meteor and bloom the beauty of the moment, although the star is permanently peaceful, but there is no passion." ”

"Don't be too childish, always dreaming, in fact, I like to dream very much, and I don't want to wake up, but reality is reality after all, and we can't escape it." Liu Mengling spoke calmly, and there was no vicissitudes or memories in her voice.

Many times, many friends always advise me not to ask too much, but I know that I have never asked for anything at all. The faces around me have passed one after another, but there is never the face that smiles for me, those may be solid and warm arms, but they are never the end of my reliance.

"It's not a dream, it's a mindset that goes all out in successology." Lu Feng's serious tone made her stunned: "Really? I didn't understand, I tried to be an adult, but I realized that I was actually very childish. Because I don't want to take on too much, I can only choose to escape. ”

"The day you become an adult, you can't escape if you want to, so take advantage of how happy you are now. Otherwise, it will be very tiring to be a human being. I've been writing something lately, looking back at the journey over the years. Of course, I also want to use words to leave some people or things that I can't keep. ”

If there is no one to express my feelings, words have become my only way to express them, whether it is catharsis or record, just like those who let go and rub shoulders, do not want to regret it.

Lu Feng's tone carried a touch of firmness that could not be changed, "I like Lu Yao and his "Ordinary World", and I like the sentence that regards hard labor as a necessity of life, even if there is no hope of harvest, you must cultivate calmly, so I take it as my direction and motivation to move forward." ”

Yes, what is sown with tears may not be able to reap with a smile. But no matter what, we have to be thankful for life, for our ever-changing ordinary world.

"Actually, sometimes learning something is to make yourself more fulfilling. But the idea must have a foundation, just like a high-rise building, even the foundation has not yet been solid, then it can be built. At least I think so, although I have ideals, but I think that I can't be too frivolous, but be practical, step by step. Don't set your goals too high, that will only increase your psychological stress. Liu Mengling said.

A person's life is very much like walking in the fog, looking at it from afar, but it is only in the fog, and it is impossible to discern the direction. However, when you have the courage to let go of your fears and doubts, and take one step at a time, you will find that after each step, you will be able to see the next step a little more clearly.