After filling in the corners of his belly, Zhang Yang saw that he had nothing to do, and his hand itched for a while and said: "Feng, let's work together and take turns playing cards, whoever loses will let go." After speaking, he took the lead and fought with double buckles.

I remember that in the past, in order to cultivate his feelings, Zhang Yang went to the Internet café on time every night to play cards with his girlfriend, and he fought hard for more than two months, and his spirit was really valuable.

It's just that later, for some reason, the relationship with my girlfriend has faded, and I rarely surf the Internet. And the location of playing cards has also changed significantly, basically fixed at his house, and grabbed a computer with him.

Taking advantage of Zhang Yang's time to play cards, Lu Feng fiddled with Zhang Yang's newly bought mobile phone, and the screen showed that under a blue and faint full moon, a lonely wolf was howling at the moon with his head held high.

That vivid scene reminds people of the lyrics of "Wolf": "I am a wolf from the north, walking in the endless wilderness, the cold north wind blows, the yellow sand sweeps, and I can only bite* and hold two long howls, for nothing else, but for the legendary beautiful grassland." ’

Perhaps people's hearts are like this arrogant wolf, such as Zhang Yang, the owner of this mobile phone, with a bright personality and an optimistic and sunny attitude towards life. Many times it is a giggling look, as soon as the topic is opened, it is like a torrent, and you can talk about it wherever you want it, and you can do everything.

But Lu Feng is a silent person, he always has to think about it before speaking, and sometimes humbly asks Zhang Yang for advice with a learning attitude, what secrets can be gushed like him. Zhang Yang laughed and said, that's not simple, just talk more nonsense, such as today's wind and sunshine, someone is in a happy mood or something,

Maybe this is friendship, which will become more and more precipitated with the passage of time, until when you are old, you will talk to you about the wild words of your youth, and even brag about the partners of the cowhide together.

Playing with the new phone, the keyboard feels good, the controls are simple, and you can also play Tetris. Not long after trying it, Zhang Yang turned around and said, "Dude, playing games like this is very power-intensive, I have to charge it for twelve hours!" ”

Lu Feng was having a good time and didn't pay attention to him, but who would have thought that the phone rang at an inopportune time. Zhang Yang picked up the phone, it turned out to be a friend's invitation to an event, this nightlife is really rich enough, not long after he came back, he hasn't rested much, and he is going to fight in the Quartet again.

It's just that no one expected that just more than two hours after Zhang Yang went out happily, an unfortunate car accident happened. The moment he received Zheng Guang's call, Lu Feng couldn't believe it. Zheng Guang's voice was hoarse, and he vaguely said that Zhang Yang was hit by a car and is now being rescued in the hospital.

Zheng Guang, who was originally sharp-toothed, became slumped at this time, "I sat behind him and saw that his leg was crushed by the car, hanging straight there, probably broken." ”

Listening to him recount the scene with palpitations, Lu Feng's mind was confused, booming, his mouth opened wide, he couldn't make a sound, and his throat seemed to be blocked by something.

How could such an accident happen, it is really hard to imagine the tragic situation of that kind of car accident. Lu Feng settled down and hurriedly asked, "Have Zhang Yang's parents arrived?" ”

"His mother is crying, and many people are coming, will you come now?" Zheng Guang's voice was a little choked, originally the two were happily playing billiards, but on the way home, maybe Zhang Yang won a few more games, his heart was happy, and the car drove fast, and he didn't pay attention to the car on the side, but he hit it head-on.

Lu Feng's mouth moved, but he couldn't speak, he was silent for a long time, and finally said with a wry smile: "It's almost early in the morning, I'll go to see him after work tomorrow, even if I go now, I can't help." ”

Hanging up the phone, Lu Feng's heart was like a needle piercing into the bone marrow, and it hurt to the core. stood up and stared blankly at the dark sky outside the window, and there seemed to be a little cold light in the darkness.

Lu Feng lay down on the bed weakly, and in an instant, the past flashed back to his heart. Thinking of the days when the spring flowers bloomed last year, Zhang Yang took him to trace the footprints of spring in the green mountains and fields, and rode the wind to watch the emerald colors flying in front of him. Thinking of the two of them by the smoke-filled dam, the scene of laughter and laughter, and the bright and clear friendship, diluted the worries brought about by the growth in Lu Feng's heart.

However, all this was ruthlessly collided by fate, Lu Feng suddenly felt a burst of sadness and fear, Zhang Yang was only twenty-four years old, if the grace of youth lost the support of his left leg, would his future life be like the winter wind, the night without stars and moons, making people feel cold and dark, and there was no hope.

When I woke up, it was already slightly bright, and I was woken up by the sound of my parents chatting, so I didn't feel sleepy anymore, and I got up without waiting for the alarm to ring. Looking at his parents' peaceful looks, Lu Feng pretended to be relaxed, saying that Zhang Yang was hit by a car last night, and it seemed that his left leg was broken, and he didn't know what was going on now. When the parents heard this, the smiles on their faces gradually faded, and their expressions became solemn.

For breakfast, Lu Feng only asked for a bowl of delicious tofu brain, and his heavy mood could not accommodate anything else. Holding a spoon in his hand and stuffing it into his mouth, the child's innocent smile was opposite, but the tears in his eyes somehow dripped into the bowl. I thought that I could learn to see through life and death like Shen Congwen, see through the scenery of life, and not be moved by emotion.

But when the partners who get along day and night, when the people he once loved are hurt, he still can't control his emotions. He couldn't help but look up at the sunny sky and ask the heavens why they were so ruthless and unfair.

But how can God care about this sand between his fingers, even if there is, it is impossible to manage the sorrow of the world, so the fate must be controlled by oneself so that there will be no regrets, but how many people can catch it.

Riding a bicycle on the vast street, occasionally seeing a car similar to Zhang Yang, Lu Feng's heart would always pass by that familiar smile, the friend who was lying on the hospital bed and couldn't stand up.

In the days of playing and playing with Zhang Yang, you will ignore the preciousness of getting along with friends, but now the lonely back makes Lu Feng feel the precipitation of this friendship.

Sitting at his job, Lu Feng's thoughts were chaotic, and he really wanted to make a call to Hongye and pour out the sadness in his heart at the moment. But the moment he picked up the phone, he hesitated, the girl he once loved, at this time there was another man by his side, how could he bother her again. Even a faint hello, okay? Didn't have the courage to ask.

Lu Feng could only open Hongye's avatar, and tapped the keyboard with both hands for no reason: Are you there, can you talk a few words, I feel very sad. At this time, he just wanted to find a spiritual sustenance, a corner of catharsis.

A burst of QQ online sound woke him up in the chaos, Lu Feng looked up, it turned out to be a ceramic doll, and after learning that the moderator Feng Xiao Chiying, who had passed without a trace, had an accident, he was stunned and said: "I work in an insurance company now, and I often see some car accidents, and every time I feel very heartbroken." I can't say comforting words, and I'm most afraid of seeing people sad, and I'm really at a loss at that time.

"Sometimes I want to ease the sad atmosphere, and I might tell a few jokes, which will make people angry, and I feel like I'm in a bad mood, so be happy and things will always work out. Relax and believe that things will always turn around. There is a saying that 'in trouble there is blessing.'" ”

Lu Feng's eyes were bright, and his eyes were sad, "Thank you, but I'm still worried." There are things that a person simply can't control their emotions when it appears in front of their eyes in a bloody way. Now that I think about this, the tears keep flowing, and I calm my mind first. ”