Chapter 19: Willingness

The night is deep, and the moon is on the top.

"Princess, then Gongzi Xie is still outside."

Shaking Light groaned slightly, "Bring my cloak, I'll go out and have a look." ”

Green Su bowed his head and should be.

"Gongzi Xie guards my princess's mansion, I don't know what?" The guards opened the door from both sides, and Shake Light walked out of it.

Late autumn, cool nights.

Xie Qiyuan saw at a glance the person he wanted to see after waiting here for most of the day, with black hair and white fur, and he seemed to have a dignified energy.

It's just that the man's eyes are no longer enthusiastic from the previous days, and there is no fluctuation in them, the only thing that remains is indifference. It's as if they were strangers.

"Shakubuchi is here to apologize." Xie Qiyuan saluted, smoothly and naturally, even after waiting here for most of the day, he did not have the slightest embarrassment. Dressed in white, looking at it, it is like a spring breeze.

"Apologize?" Shaoguang bit these two words, and the meaning in his eyes was unclear, "Gongzi Xie, what do you have to apologize for?" ”

Since that day, he has been thinking of the princess's mansion to apologize in person. After all, this person is the only relative of Princess Kaiyuan in the world.

And that day, he did go too far.

Without waiting for Xie Qiyuan to continue speaking, Shao Guang turned around and walked into the princess's mansion with his back to Xie Qiyuan. The door was closed, and the words of shaking light came out from inside, with her unique cold timbre, "Master Xie, please go back, there is no such apology between you and me." ”

"Childe has no affection for me, and neither does Shake Light. A few days ago, playing made Childe unpleasant, it was the fault of shaking the light, and there was nothing wrong with Childe's doing. It's just that I hope that I will never see my son again in the future. "The sprouts that have just grown somewhere in my heart have died unconsciously.

The door had been tightly closed, and at this moment in late autumn, Xie Qiyuan, who had always been in good health, felt a chill in his heart, and then flowed to all four limbs.

Did he do something wrong?

"Oh, what is our eldest son Xie doing at the door of the girl?"

"When did you come?" Xie Qiyuan turned around, just in time to see the ridicule on Wu Zhizhi's face that he didn't have time to contain.

"It's just when someone was told a heavy word by a girl." Wu Zhizhi shook his head, "Grand Master Xie, I think this girl is good, she has a good appearance and outstanding temperament, and she is more than enough to match you Grand Master Xie." It's just that...... It's a pity, it's a pity. ”

"Fold it." Xie Qiyuan looked at the closed door and suddenly said, "She is Princess Shake Light." ”

"I know." It's late autumn, and you can already feel the chill at night. But Wu Zhizhi couldn't feel it, and he didn't know where to find a fan and shook it gently, with a faint peach blossom on it, and he looked graceful. Those who don't know will not guess that he comes from a family of generations of military generals. "But this princess of shaking light is not bad."

"That Princess Kaiyuan has been dead for ten years, can't you still guard her for the rest of your life?" Wu Zhizhi sneered, and the fan shook faster and faster, "Everyone knows that Princess Kaiyuan and Lord Shaoguang were originally seven points similar, what can you do if you regard her as Princess Kaiyuan?" Is it true that you can't be a single person for the rest of your life? ”

Seeing that the chill in Xie Qiyuan's eyes was getting stronger and higher, Wu Zhizhi quickly stopped his words and chuckled, "Let's go, now everyone in the capital knows that Xie Qiyuan, who is famous, admires Princess Shaoguang who has just returned from Jingshan." I don't know how many women are going to hide in the boudoir and cry secretly. ”

"Fold it." Xie Qiyuan called, his voice faint, "Uncle Wu doesn't know yet...... You're back? ”

Wu Zhizhi closed the fan and said with a haha, "I will tell my father there, so I won't trouble Gongzi Xie." ”

Wu Zhizhi raised his eyes and just saw Xie Qiyuan looking at the closed door of the princess's mansion, surrounded by a sense of loneliness, which made people feel uncomfortable for no reason.

"Alright, Gongzi Xie." Wu Zhizhi stretched his waist, and a gust of wind penetrated into his body, with a chill. I couldn't help but shudder, "Let's go, let's go, you see what time it is now, what is it like to stay here." The girl still wants to be innocent. ”

"Hmm."

Before leaving, Xie Qiyuan glanced at the closed door again, and his eyes were obscure.

He always felt that he had left something very important here, but what was it?

"Let's go." Wu Zhizhi urged.

"Okay."

"Princess, Gongzi Xie is gone." Lu Su said to Shaguang, who was sitting on the edge of the bed reading a book.

The candle flame is dim, and the other half of the face of the shaking light is hidden in the half-hidden and half-visible. Hearing this, she just replied casually, "It's good to go." ”

It's as if the enthusiasm of the previous days was all a big dream.

Shaking the light behaved as if nothing happened, as the most familiar person around the shaking light, Lu Su felt a little distressed in her heart, her princess ...... It's too hard.

Her princess, who should have been on the knees of her parents at this moment, has an excellent boy in her heart, not like now.

"Princess, we have returned to the capital." Lu Su persuaded, with concern in his tone, "Rest early." ”

"yes." Shake the light and smile, and his tone was soft, "But I can't sleep, midnight reincarnation, when I wake up from a dream, the most common thing I dream of is this capital. Shaking Light looked up and looked outside, "I'll always remember the day I left here." Midori Su, I'm back. ”

The last sentence fell into the air, dissipating silently. I don't know if it's with Green Su, or with other people.

And the place where Shake Light is looking at this moment is not anywhere else, it is ...... Where the Royal Palace is located.

Lu Su didn't know when he had already retreated, shook the light and put down the book in his hand, sighed, and looked out of the window in a daze.

She found that since she returned to the capital, she liked to be in a daze more and more.

"If you don't sleep, why are you in a daze?"

The window opened wide, and Rong Wen's head suddenly popped out.

"What are you doing running to me if you don't sleep?" Seeing Rong Wen, he shook the light and smiled lightly.

"I'm not guessing that someone can't sleep and came to watch the stars with someone." Rong Wen stretched out his hand, "Come, I'll take you to the roof to see the stars." It was a bit colder, but the stars were still bright. ”

Shaking light's heart warmed, remembering the scene when she turned Rong Wen to look at the stars, time passed, and it was so many years.

She slapped Rong Wen's hand aside, turned around and took off her cloak and threw it to Rong Wen outside the window, "You quickly put on your cloak, I'm afraid Uncle Wang blames me for not treating you well." ”

Rong Wen didn't refuse, and put the cloak on himself. "My princess, I'm already dressed, can I look at the stars with my brother now?"

Rong Wen looks very good, but there is a sick and weak air lingering between his eyebrows all the year round. Coupled with the frivolous energy just now, there was a sense of romance between his eyebrows, and he shook his light and smiled, "I don't know who will be lucky enough to be my sister-in-law in the future and be able to marry a flower in southern Xinjiang home." ”

"Won't you know in a few years?"

Rong Wen took the lead in jumping onto the roof, not to be left behind, jumped up, and landed beside Rong Wen.

The two were lying side by side on the roof, the evening breeze was blowing, and the cold was gusting, but this did not affect the mood of the two to look at the stars.

"This star is really not good-looking, it is not as good as our southern Xinjiang." There was a disgust in his tone.

"You'll be back in a few days." Shaking Light thought for a while and said something irlevant, "Look, the autumn wind has risen, and it will be winter in a few days." If you don't leave, I'm afraid you will have to wait until the beginning of spring to go to southern Xinjiang. ”

In winter, when snow falls, it hides a lot of things. Letting a sick and weak son die in the capital without knowing it, who can say anything?

"Shake the light, do you think I'll leave you alone in the capital?" Rong Wen's tone was light, with a fierce anger between his eyebrows, "You are the person we support in southern Xinjiang, how could we leave you alone in this land of wolves, tigers and leopards?" ”

"Outside the capital, the world is so big, where can't you go?" Shake Light did not agree with Rong Wen's decision.

"If I'm in the capital, what should I do if something happens to you?" Rong Wen's voice lowered, but he was no longer light in the daytime, and his tone at this moment was solemn, "You are the person we support in southern Xinjiang, and the hope of all people in our southern Xinjiang." If you have an accident, all our efforts will be in vain. ”

"Shake the light, anyone can have an accident, you can't."

"I will stay, in the capital, by your side, to protect you." Rong Wen stood up and jumped to the guest room where he was staying, "With me here, I won't put you in danger." Shake the light, this is our responsibility in southern Xinjiang. ”

Shake the light, your safety, more than anything else. Whether you succeed or not in the future, I will always stand behind you. Be your sword when you need it; Be your shadow when you don't need to.

Rong Wen, who returned to the house, coughed violently a few times, looking at the little red on the handkerchief, Rong Wen closed his eyes, and his face was gray. It's just that I don't know how long my sick body can last, I don't know how long I can protect her, I don't know who will accompany her in the future, and I don't know how graceful she will be standing on the Jinluan Hall in the future.

Shake the light, you say, why did I meet you? Why...... I'm such a body that I can't bear witness to all that you do.

I'm really unwilling......

He looked at the stars in the sky and closed his eyes.

Today, she should know that Rong Wen could not appear in the capital for no reason. The emperor issued an edict, if he didn't come, how could the emperor endure southern Xinjiang?

The king of southern Xinjiang gambled everything on her.

No matter whether she fails or succeeds, she has no regrets.

Open your eyes with determination in your eyes.

Since there were so many people standing behind her, she couldn't afford to fail.

Shake the light, you have to remember that you are not alone in this world. You still have important things on your shoulders.