After a while, I arrived at the wedding hotel, and I looked at the wedding scene in the car, which can no longer be described as extravagant.

Looking at the time, there was still an hour before the meal, and now the groom is estimated to be still picking up relatives, or already on the way to come, I have been sitting in the car during this time and watching the guests who have entered the table, a small number of them are Li Ranran's relatives, most of whom I have seen.

Looking at the huge poster from time to time, Li Ranran held Lin An, with a charming smile on his face, looking at it from a distance, even I felt that they were talented and beautiful, but it was more heartache, and I cried again.

lit a cigarette for herself, tried to ease her emotions, and kept telling herself that she was just a woman, so why be sad......

The salute sounded outside the window, and the wedding convoy with the salute stopped outside the wedding hotel, Li Ranran walked out of the car wearing a wedding dress, next to her was the groom, smiling and taking the initiative to hold Li Ranran, behind them were the best man and bridesmaids, and a team of people walked into the wedding scene in laughter.

I hurriedly wiped my tears, a man can be alone sad and cry, but he must not let people see the cowardly side outside, and tell himself to leave after giving a gift, to leave chicly, to go resolutely, and not to look back......

I collected my emotions and looked in the mirror to make sure I couldn't see any traces of the past, then I got out of the car and walked in towards the wedding scene, where two doormen stopped me and handed me the invitation before letting me in.

At this time, the master of ceremonies had already held a ceremony on the stage, and the groom and bride stood on the stage together, but Li Ranran's expression seemed to be unfocused, constantly scanning the crowd under the stage.

I came in through the back door, everyone was paying attention to the stage, and they didn't care about me, only Li Ranran saw me, and showed complicated emotions for the first time, I looked at her and her, she didn't look at me, and I found a quiet corner and kept paying attention to her, I saw her look at me from time to time, but she didn't stay.

Waiting for the master of ceremonies to say a lot, the groom and the bride went down to change into dresses, during this time, the big screen on the stage showed the bits and pieces of Li Ranran and Lin An's lives, I can't help but be a little ridiculous, the two are playing flash marriage, and I don't know where to find the bits and pieces, temporary acting?

A buddy next to me asked me, "Brother, who are you from the groom?" How come I haven't seen you. ”

"I don't know the groom."

Then the buddy said in surprise: "Dude, you don't know that the groom is still sitting here, it's the wrong wedding." ”

I couldn't help but ask funny: "Could it be that this is not the wedding of Li Ranran and Lin An?" ”

The buddy looked at me strangely and asked even more puzzled: "Brother Lai, you don't know the groom, you know the bride?" ”

I nodded, I didn't know her, or her ex-boyfriend, who didn't come to eat her wine to congratulate her.

The buddy nodded abruptly and said, "That brother doesn't know that these tables are made for the groom's classmates, right?" ”

I nodded in response, "I don't know, I don't even know anyone here." ”

I looked around again, and it did look like the groom's classmates, but fortunately, the table was not crowded, and some people must have something to do.

The chatty buddy next to me came to talk to me again, full of curiosity about me, but I casually talked to the others after a few perfunctory words.

The lights of the audience suddenly went out and suddenly lit up again, and the focus was on Li Ranran and Lin An, who appeared on the stage, and at this time, the two had already changed out of their previous wedding clothes and put on a set of dresses.

So the master of ceremonies began to talk boringly again, and I was sleepy when I listened to it, and if it weren't for the constant chatter and fragments around the brother, I'm afraid I would have fallen asleep at the wedding.

After drinking a few glasses of water on the wine table, I couldn't hold back and went to the toilet, Li Ranran saw me leaving, so he muttered a few words in Lin An's ear and left the scene.

After Xiao Jie, he saw Li Ranran behind him through the glass of the washstand, and after being silent, Li Ranran said, "You are still here." ”

I met her eyes and wished her, "Happy newlywed." ”

"Your wedding gift, but you don't have any money." He took out a box of hairpins from his bosom and handed it to her.

Li Ranran took the box, opened the box and looked at the hairpin, and after being silent, he said thank you to me, "thank you".

"Now that the salute has arrived, it's time for me to go."

Seeing me turn around and leave, Li Ranran stopped me and asked, "Don't you ask something?" ”

I calmly said, "No." ”

Li Ranran bit her lower lip, her eyes flashed with tears, and she asked again in disbelief: "Don't you want to know why I married him?" ”

I still said calmly, "Does it matter?" ”

Li Ranran bit two words: "Important!" ”

I didn't respond, I left the hotel with a dashing step, and without looking back, I told her with my actions that I don't love you anymore, and from now on, I have nothing to do with you.

......

night

"Sir, do you still want wine?" The bartender came up to me and asked, frowning at the sight of the bottles of wine piled up in front of me, a little unbearable for a man to hurt like this.

"Yes, of course." I replied in a drunken state, constantly recalling the picture of Li Ranran's marriage before, and smiled at the waiter with a drunken smile: "You...... Did you know that today...... I'm happy with my ex-girlfriend today...... Married! ”

"Hey" The waiter shook his head, his eyes were a little sympathetic, and he brought a few bottles of wine with him when he came again, but he didn't leave again after putting it down.

Watching him leave, I shed tears, how could Li Ranran know the bitterness and pain in my heart when I left in style, how could she understand how uncomfortable I was at that time, my heart was tingling like acupuncture.

Gradually, the drunkenness hit, in the haze I seemed to see a sea, I was adrift on the sea, I was a little helpless, desperate, confused, on the sea, there were groups of desert islands, and there were countless small towns.

In every small town, there is a fireworks woman waiting, waiting for someone to go ashore to rest, someone stays there and starts a life of coarse tea and light food with the woman, and some people only stay for a while, tell a good story, and leave a relationship, but he is not the wishful husband in the woman's heart.

Seeing this, I seem to see through the future, just like me and Li Ranran, I am adrift on the sea looking for a harbor, if Li Ranran is a woman in the ancient town, and I am just a passerby who goes ashore to rest and beg for water to drink, but I will not stay there, she will wait for a better person, I will set off to find my unique ancient town, my rouge woman.

I fell asleep drunk, and in my dream I found the Jiangnan town in my heart, but I couldn't go ashore, a hazy fog hindered me, and also covered the woman in the town, and her silhouette was faintly visible, and there was a red back.

"Cold, wake up." In my drunken dream, I heard someone shouting at me, and when I opened my drunken eyes, I saw Meng Yao standing in front of me and looking down at me.

Meng Yao said distressedly: "Han, didn't I say that I would wait for you at home?" ”

I looked at her and looked at her appearance, comparing it with the woman in my heart, but unfortunately, the hazy and visible back was only a rough idea and could not be compared.

"Why are you here?"

Meng Yao endured her distress and said, "I miss you." ”

"Cold, let's go."

I was a little tired and didn't want to leave, and I was in love with the atmosphere here, as if this place could hide my scars, and I pleaded, "Meng Yao, talk to me." ”

Meng Yao nodded and responded, "Okay, what do you want to talk about, I'll accompany you." ”

As he spoke, he sat down next to me, ignoring the smell of alcohol on me.

I recalled when I was a child, the corners of my mouth unconsciously raised, and I smiled: "Mengyao, do you remember when I was a child, I called you Little Fat Ya?" ”

Meng Yao pursed her lips and said angrily, "Of course I know." ”

"You were fat then." I remembered how chubby she was when she was a child, and she surrounded me every day, calling Brother Xiaohan.

I didn't dislike her at that time, on the contrary, I liked her entanglement with me very much, watching her every day, accompanying her, since I went to college, I gradually became indifferent to her, and I was even more disgusted after having Li Ranran, or I didn't want to have much intimacy with her in front of Li Ranran.

Thinking about this, I feel a little guilty of myself.

"That was all before." Meng Yao lowered her head and said, then raised her head again and asked me, "Aren't I beautiful now?" ”

I sighed a little bit at God's unfairness, Meng Yao is really beautiful, and she is really a female college when she was a child, and she is getting more and more beautiful day by day.

"Meng Yao, do you know what you look like in my eyes?"

Meng Yao was silent and looked straight at me.

"In my heart, you have always been a perfect woman, perfect not like a person, perfect unreal, like Snow White who exists in a delusional, fantastical, beautiful fairy tale...... If you have to say that you are not perfect, it is that the ugly duckling has become a white swan, but it doesn't matter, this is your bloodline, the genes inherited from your parents. ”

Through the wine, he said how he had always felt for Meng Yao.

"In my eyes, you are flowers, I am a green leaf, every time we are together, no matter who will admire your beauty, I am like a green leaf to accompany you, I am just a green leaf how to match the flowers, I will always look down at the flowers above my head......"

"Han, I'm not perfect, I'll be sad for you, sad for you, how can a perfect woman make a man sad and cry?" Meng Yao hugged me, cried and shook her head, and persuaded me not to think so.

"Meng Yao, you sing a song for me to listen to." I said to Meng Yao.

Meng Yao nodded, wiped the tears from her face, and sang softly in my ear.

Meng Yao's voice is like a heavenly sound, a dream-like existence, healing me from exhaustion, gradually, I sank in Meng Yao's song, and was awakened by her, and finally washed away the exhaustion of my whole body in my sleep.

Meng Yao saw me fall asleep and stayed with me all the time, even if the waiter came over, she didn't disturb me.