Chapter 20: I was almost scared half to death
Facing the endless darkness, panic that penetrates deep into the bone marrow, has spread throughout the body.
At this critical moment, Fang Yuhao suddenly remembered a lot of information he had read.
A thought flashed out like lightning!
"Wait a minute...... It's ......"
He couldn't hold back his panic, and inexplicably felt a different kind of anthropomorphic emotion in the baby's corpse!
"Damn, no matter!"
Fang Yuhao is also a master of the arts, he forced himself to focus on the baby's corpse, and his pupils slowly shrank a little.
This action made his scalp explode, but he had to do it.
This corpse, in fact, was motionless, and I didn't know how the kitten-like meow came from.
Gradually, there was a wonderful beating that came to mind.
It worked!
He actually faced this corpse and successfully launched "spiritual communication"!
The emotions are very vague and do not have a coherent logic like normal people.
It's resentment, pain, loneliness, fear, and a ...... Sentimentally attached?
He seemed to understand something.
recalled that in the patient's diagnosis data I had just read, Zhang Lin had lost a child more than a year ago, and everything seemed to fall into place.
Fang Yuhao immediately shouted: "Zhang Lin, is he your child?" ”
"Is he your child? Tell me! ”
"You're his mother! Right! ”
Being asked like this, suddenly, Zhang Lin stopped crying, she turned her head and looked at Fang Yuhao blankly, with a look of astonishment in her eyes. Because of the long-term fear, the blood vessels in her neck burst out, and her body was very thin, and her face was ugly and terrifying.
Fang Yuhao didn't know if his guess was right, so he could only stubbornly continue to say: "He has grown so big and has been deprived of his life like this, won't your conscience be condemned?" Don't you feel guilty? ”
Zhang Lin cried again.
This kind of crying is different from the crying of that kind of fear, as if it is a deep self-blame and remorse.
"I ......"
Zhang Lin was crying and trembling, and Fang Yuhao couldn't understand what she was talking about.
Fang Yuhao sighed, the only daughter of a big family, she must pay attention to the family, right, and she may not be happy...... Anyway, what the reason is, he doesn't know yet.
"But no matter what you say, he's your child......"
Fang Yuhao thought about it, and he didn't want to be too persecuted, and tried to reassure: "He didn't come to harm you, otherwise you would have died a long time ago." You shouldn't be afraid of him either. You know? ”
As he reassured, the cold, as if being targeted by a poisonous snake, was slowly diminishing.
"Zhang Lin, this matter is that you can't live with him. How would you feel if you had been killed before you were born? Is it resentment, fear, or revenge on your mother? ”
"Life and death are the most important things in any life!"
"How can a mother be afraid of her child? You should try ......"
"To repent, to apologize!"
"Go and get his forgiveness!"
"Forgive me...... Untie? Zhang Lin was stunned for a while before she stopped crying. Yes, she felt very guilty and blamed herself, if it weren't for such and such emotions, maybe such a bizarre thing would not have happened.
She stared in amazement at the mass of flesh and blood that she had discarded.
The facial features look a bit like yourself, or double eyelids...... It fell from his own body. Just thinking about it, a wonderful, flesh-and-blood feeling came from the heart.
If he hadn't made this choice, perhaps the child would have been able to walk.
Perhaps, I will already call my mother.
I think back to the wonderful time when I was pregnant, stroking my belly and looking forward to the birth of my child, but unfortunately, for various reasons, this happiness can no longer be obtained.
Remorseful, very remorseful.
"I ...... Should...... How? Zhang Lin's eyes were full of bloodshots, and she turned her head again, sobbing while looking at Fang Yuhao.
In fact, Fang Yuhao was also panicked to death, where did he have too many ideas? Especially this Zhang Lin, there seems to be a problem with her mental state, and she is on the verge of collapse at any time.
After thinking about it for a while, Fang Yuhao was anxious: "What do you think a child needs most?" ”
"Is it real revenge, or is it ...... What else......"
"Like longing for motherly love?!"
"He's your child! If you are even afraid of your own children, what kind of understanding can you talk about! Don't be afraid, try and get his forgiveness! ”
Zhang Lin cried again, tears like pearls with broken threads.
At this moment, the guilt and fear that had been accumulated for a long time poured out of my heart, flooding my heart like a flood.
She didn't know where the strength came from, so she suddenly faced the operating table and knelt down!
"It's me who is bad, it's my mother who is sorry for you......"
"It's me who is bad, it's me who is not good......"
Little by little, she crawled over: "It's me who ignored your feelings...... You must be in pain and scared...... Mom is so selfish and it's all my fault......"
With trembling hands, she touched the corpse on the operating table, and then gently picked him up, like an ordinary mother hugging her child.
So cold that it loses all its temperature.
Having made up her mind, she was not afraid at all.
Yes, this is my own child, what is there to be afraid of?
"Forgive Mom......"
Fang Yuhao was confused, and he didn't know what to say. To put it bluntly, he's just an outsider who strayed here.
Suddenly, he felt that the thick resentment was quickly dissipating!
Seems...... I am very attached to such an embrace.
Children are always like this, sometimes they are very stubborn and like to cry and make a fuss, but once they return to their mother's arms, they can always slowly regain their calm.
Mom, don't cry.
Strangely, the baby didn't speak, but both felt the fuzzy emotion.
It's time, I'm leaving.
Suddenly, the world began to shatter in large swaths. All kinds of red, blue, and yellow lights appeared in the hospital, as if the wallpaper was suddenly torn apart, and the original dark and gloomy background was rapidly crumbling.
A hint suddenly popped up in Fang Yuhao's mind: [Note, the ultra-small idealistic world you are in is collapsing, the external channel has been opened, and you can choose to return to the main material world. 】
[Warning: If the outer access to the world disappears, you may be lost forever in the eternal ocean.] 】
[Hint: You can take the opportunity to collect the Faith Fragments created by the collapse of the world]
The prompt sound that suddenly sounded in his mind made Fang Yuhao overjoyed.
It's amazing, my connection to my original flesh is back, and I can leave here at any time!
"It's finally time to get out!"
"Wait...... Can you also collect Faith Shards?! ”
Without hesitation, he ordered: "Collect, collect!" ”
Suddenly, all kinds of colorful lights rushed towards him, wrapping him like a glowing insect cocoon.
At the same time, he quickly observed the speed of the disappearance of this hospital, and the countdown began in his heart, the small world of the province completely collapsed, and he had not yet run out. When the time comes, things will be a big deal, and who knows what the hell is "lost in the eternal ocean"......