Chapter 111 Silent Hill (15)
The suite is a dance studio, not only is the interior space very empty, but also... Also on the wall opposite the door, there was a huge mirror that covered almost the entire wall.
Only to the right of the door is a wooden counter with drawers.
However, what really interests Yi Qi is not the environment in the suite, but... The woman's behavior at the moment, and... Her face was numb and dazed.
At this moment, the woman is lying on her side in front of the mirror, playing with a Western-style kitchen knife, and with the help of the kitchen knife, she makes many strange gestures, as if she is taking a photo model.
However, what really makes people speechless is that women still refer to the image in the mirror to modify their movements little by little, just like an actor full of self-cultivation.
However, as long as you are a little more mentally normal, after seeing a woman's behavior, you will not think that a woman is a model or an actress or anything like that.
Because, the first thought that came to them was only one - suicide.
Yi Qi's mind is still normal, so his thoughts are the same, but... What he can see is still slightly different from ordinary people, after all, suicide is also divided into many types.
In fact, suicide is no different from homicide, one is to kill oneself, the other is to kill others, its essence... It's all about killing.
So, the difference between them is really not big, if there is any difference, probably... It's not illegal to commit suicide!
But then again, this so-called non-breaking law is nothing more than self-deception, otherwise... If a person lives well, why should he commit suicide?
Could it be that it's because the wind is very noisy today, so some brainless guy wants to run to the rooftop and jump off - want to give the wind a little color?
Therefore, in Yiqi's view, suicide is also a crime, but... Because of the fear of the law, or the cowardice of the heart, the perpetrator does not dare to hunt others, and can only point the butcher's knife at himself.
Let's go back and talk about the suicide classification.
Although in the elaboration of the theory of suicide, it is divided into four main categories, such as... What kind of altruistic suicide, anomie suicide, but in Yi Qi's opinion, this is actually a common problem among scholars - idle and bored, love to talk nonsense, pull and pull... I pulled out the inspiration.
So, it's good to have something to look at, after all... You can't take the egg too seriously, unless you really want to kill yourself.
Of course, when not, scholars are still very rigorous.
For example, historians are rigorous, but alas... Although they don't talk nonsense, they can't resist other people's nonsense, and these guys who come to talk nonsense have the same title - winners.
That's why the sages said... It is better to believe in the book than to have no book.
After all, in addition to recording knowledge, books... It also records the thoughts of others, so ... Those who are not even sound in their self-knowledge run to perceive and understand the thoughts in them, which is undoubtedly a kind of logical rape, a kind of rape that only exists on the spiritual level.
Therefore, despite reading a lot of books, Ichi still has reservations about certain opinions.
Like, suicide.
With the kind of scholar ... Taking logic as the starting point and being full of academic classifications, Yiqi's classification of suicide is undoubtedly much simpler, roughly... It can be boiled down to three categories.
The first type should be regarded as agitated suicide, people... I always like to drill the tip of the horns, and I can't think about it for a while... He ran away and committed suicide, which is about the same as a crime of passion.
This kind of person basically doesn't have the courage to face death, but various things pushed him to this position, and then with a moment of bloody bravery, he ran to die once.
So as long as it doesn't die, this kind of suicide... You will lose the courage to continue committing suicide.
The second type can be seen as a purposeful suicide.
This kind of person... I also don't want to die, but from ancient times to the present, there are too many inexplicable things - righteousness, morality, integrity, and discipline, and this... It just so happens that people have the courage to face death.
Therefore, in order to insist on the justice in their hearts and show their determination, some guys who are not afraid of death run to commit suicide.
Among them... The more successful guys will become the pioneers and martyrs who are remembered, as for... Unsuccessful guys can only become what people call fools, and then they are quickly forgotten.
Among them, the most successful example is a sage who threw himself into the river.
Although the death of this sage did not change the situation and outcome at that time, but... Today, more than 2,000 years later, the death of this sage is indeed very meaningful, at least allowing people to enjoy a day of vacation.
Even though, many people don't know why he died.
As for... Unsuccessful typical, that's too many, almost too numerous to mention.
Say, a few ran to the square... Guys who play with fire, they are very failures, not to mention the most basic sympathy, even the name ... None of them have been remembered.
So, in addition to being a victim of the struggle, their death ... There is no value at all.
If, this kind of person is not considered stupid, probably... In this world, there will be no stupidity!
The last type of suicide is very similar to fatalistic suicide.
Fatalistic suicide refers to those who... Lost hope in life, and committed suicide in search of death.
However, Yiqi's view is more extreme, he believes that this kind of suicide is actually a destructive tendency, a tendency to deny everything after denying himself.
Therefore, after seeing the woman's behavior, Yi Qi immediately judged that the other party might have borderline personality disorder and... Has a strong tendency to destroy.
After all, Yi Qi had denied himself and wanted to destroy everything he saw.
However, just like the small town of Silent Hill in front of him, Yi Qi sealed this twisted desire and the tendency to destroy everything in the deepest part of his heart.
It's just that the woman's behavior at the moment is like a mirror reflecting herself, so what Yi Qi sees... It's not a woman, but a self that was once full of sin in her heart.
Even if he didn't think about it, Yi Qi could guess who did it.
Despite the feeling of being toyed with, Ichi... Surprisingly no anger, only a cold, ironic smile on the corner of his mouth.
Because, Yiqi's attitude towards games has changed, from playing games... It became murderous......
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However, the contemptuous smile was only fleeting, and then a look of concern, for the woman had already seen her presence in the mirror.
However, the woman didn't react much, still playing with the kitchen knife with a blank expression, and just whispered, "It's you......"