Lixin grabbed my hand painfully, his dislike for me was not fake, it seems that Gu Yanbai really hates me, and even the people who serve him are so cruel to me.

After only a while, Xiao Ling and Fang Tian also rushed to Lan Qingyuan, Xiao Ling's eyes were already full of tears, after all, she had been following Gu Yanbai for so many years, she always had feelings, but Fang Tian was just surprised, the color of grief was not obvious, I was already completely confused, and I didn't have time to think about it.

Later, Xiaoling helped me back to the room, but after returning to the room, I just sat stupidly and cried, thinking about my past with Gu Yanbai, these past fragments were staged in my mind one by one, obviously it was still such a vivid picture, how could it finally freeze on Gu Yanbai sleeping on the bed, and then I desperately wanted to prove that he was still alive, but in the end it was just in vain.

The housekeeper in the house was very fast, Gu Yanbai was carried out in the morning and placed in the small black room of the palace, and in the afternoon the good Nanmu coffin was transported, I didn't dare to look at it at all, Xiaoling ran back again and again to tell me, she said that she saw the housekeeper and Lixin put Gu Yanbai into a shroud, and watched them put Gu Yanbai into the coffin and put the lid on the coffin, and all this went in an orderly manner.

"Nan Kite, why did the third young master leave, why did the good people disappear like this."

"Xiaoling, you go first, I want to be quiet."

I was afraid that if I talked to Xiaoling, I would not be able to stand it, Xiaoling saw that I was depressed, so he persuaded me a few words and left on his own.

I cried for a while only in the morning when Gu Yanbai was carried away, and now I don't know why, people who are obviously very crying can't cry anymore.

Someone came into the house, and I didn't even know it.

"Nan Kite, are you okay?"

It turned out that Gu Ran was here, she knew that her third brother was gone, so she came to see him off?

"Here we are." As soon as I made a sound, I was shocked myself, how could I be so calm.

Gu Ran sat beside me and reached out to hug me, and then her two lines of hot tears fell on my shoulder, I could feel her sobbing, but she didn't dare to cry too loudly, as if she was restraining herself.

"I want to accompany him, he must be very scared now, it's so dark inside that coffin, do you think he just faked his death? Gu Ran, I'm going to save him! With that, he pushed Gu Ran away and ran outside.

"Nan Kite, you wait for me!"

But as soon as I reached the door, I struck a solid chest, and the man held me in the hold so that I would not fall to the ground.

It's Yan Beishen, it's him back.

"Beishen, he's dead, he's dead." My state of mind that could have been calm collapsed at the moment I saw Yan Beishen, as if there was a safe place for me to unload my defense, and I couldn't stop crying.

"I know."

"Ah Qing, you came back from the Ling Mansion, I originally wanted to ask you to come back together, but my third brother had an accident, and I really couldn't wait."

Gu Ran, who caught up later, saw Yan Beishen, so he said this to him, it turned out that Yan Beishen was back to Lingfu today, no wonder he didn't see him all day.

Yan Beishen knew the position of Gu Yanbai in my heart, but I didn't have the extra strength to take care of his mood, he had already let go of my hand at this moment, and I immediately ran out.

Only Gu Ran has been following me, and Yan Beishen has not caught up.

When I arrived at the place where Gu Yanbai's coffin was placed, I saw that many people came over one after another to incense Gu Yanbai, even Gu Xiaoxiao and Sui Xin were inside.

Gu Xiaoxiao seemed to have a pair of eyes behind her, and when she turned around, she saw me and Gu Ran outside the door, and when she saw the red eyes, she knew that she had also cried for a long time, she had always had different feelings for Gu Yanbai in her heart, even if she was going to marry His Royal Highness the Crown Prince in the coming year, there must be Gu Yanbai's shadow in the deepest corner of her heart.

"You hurt the third brother so badly, and you made such a big fuss in the morning, what are you still doing!"

Gu Xiaoxiao's voice was full of anger, and he wanted to kill me quickly, but I didn't have the kind of domineering I used to have at the moment, I just wanted to accompany Gu Yanbai and accompany him quietly.

"I'm here to worship."

At this time, Concubine Suixin also turned around, she is now pregnant, it stands to reason that she will avoid this kind of thing, but she doesn't want to come, she is not as excited as Gu Xiaoxiao, she just glanced at me with disgust, and then said: "Nan Kite, what qualifications do you have to come to worship, the third brother didn't want to see you when he was alive, and he was bothered by you when he died, you are really ghostly, no matter how you say it, you have to take care of your current husband." ”

"I said that you are enough, but I just want to come to send the third brother, how much do you outsiders know about the things between them, besides, as a person who once served the third brother, isn't it normal for Nan Kite to come to worship!"

Gu Ran was very angry at the moment, and pulled me and walked in, but Gu Xiaoxiao wanted to step forward and beat me.

"I can let you fight, but not now!" I can't go to worship Gu Yanbai with a swollen face, I grabbed Gu Xiaoxiao's raised arm, very hard, she was caught by me and hurt, so she had to put it down, and then left angrily, and Sui Xin didn't want to stay longer, so she let her maid help her away, and this time only I was left with Gu Ran in the entire mourning hall.

Gu Yanbai's spiritual seat was placed on the table, and it was written that the coffin of Gu Yanbai, the third son of the Gu family, was written, so the lonely brand was the last proof of Gu Yanbai's existence in this world.

"Miss, my uncle is looking for you." Gu Ran's maidservant Xiao Qi came to look for her, it turned out that Ling Han came to the house, Gu Ran repeatedly confirmed that I was fine, and she followed Xiao Qi away.

"Gu Yanbai." I just read his name, but I didn't know what to say to him, and now he couldn't hear what I said.

"Gu Yanbai, I originally wanted to live a good life with my husband, thinking that one day I would forget you, do you know that no matter whether you live or die, I will never forget you in my life, so you dare to leave without scruples, you deliberately let me live in your shadow for the rest of my life, you are really the worst person in the world."

"By the way, the green shirt I gave you before, you let people burn it, right, so that you can at least have a new set of clothes over there."

"Lan Qingyuan will not be lived in the future, but I am still next there, you come back occasionally, I will prepare food for you."

I, a person, knelt on the futon in the mourning hall and muttered to myself, as if Gu Yanbai could hear what I said.

"Nan Kite, let's go home."

Yan Beishen still came after all, I didn't look back at him, I just said a word to him.

"Just this night, I want to be quiet with him, okay?"

"Then I'll accompany you."

"Don't, Gu Yanbai doesn't like people who are alive."

I knew that my words would hurt Yan Beishen, but I still said it, Yan Beishen later patted me on the shoulder, and then left, I am very grateful to him, he didn't bother with me.

"You see, my husband is very good to me, right, I tell you, I will definitely live a very happy life, and I will be very happy without you." Whether this sentence is meant for him or for himself, I can't tell the difference.

In this way, I stayed alone in this mourning hall all night, until dawn, when the princess sent Xiaorui to let me go back.

"Nan Kite, the princess said that you have done your last love, and the third young master will be relieved if he knows it."

Unexpectedly, I just left the mourning hall for a while, but I saw Yan Beishen standing there, his clothes were still yesterday, could it be that he waited for me here all night.

When he saw me coming, he came up to help me, my knees that had been kneeling all night were already sore, and I was a little better when he held me, and my heart couldn't help but be sour when I saw him do this to me.

"You're such an idiot."

"Each other, each other."

When I got back to my room, he found a washcloth, scalded it with water, wrung it out and folded it into a cloth bag and put it on my knees.

How can I make Yan Beiyan treat me like this, although I am still immersed in the sadness of Gu Yanbai, but with him, my heart can give birth to a little softness, I treated him like that yesterday, he didn't mind, but I knew in my heart that I couldn't live with him.

"In the future, I will bury him in my heart, and I will never do that to you again."

But at this time, Yan Beishen suddenly grabbed my hand and held it in his palm, and asked me a question very seriously.

"Nan Kite, what you said before you got married that you would never give up on each other is it true?"

I said that he was doubting my sincerity, so I reached out and took his hand, "I am serious." ”

"If you ever found out that I wasn't what you saw me like I was, would you still do it to me like I do now?"

What was wrong with him, as if he was really afraid that I would leave him, I pulled him to his feet, stood up myself, and leaned over and hugged him tightly, "Yes, we're only left with each other, aren't we?" ”

Gu Yanbai's funeral was held simply and grandly, and he was sent out on the third day, and this time Yan Bei Shen and I went to see Gu Yanbai off, Gu Xiaoxiao and Sui Xin didn't dare to trouble me because of Yan Bei's presence, and Gu Yanbai was really buried in the loess, I gradually accepted the fact that he had really left, he was buried in a not very good place, but in my opinion, it was good, at least this place is deserted, and no one will bother him.

After returning to the palace after the funeral, I learned that Lixin had left the palace, and Lan Qingyuan was about to be sealed, because this was an abandoned courtyard, and it was specially opened for Gu Yanbai to recuperate.

I wanted to see Lan Qingyuan again and walked in before the closure of the garden, I went to Gu Yanbai's room, but no one lived in it for just a few days, and there was actually a thin layer of dust on the table, and the bed that Gu Yanbai slept on was still hanging with a curtain, just like when I first came, I was going to send breakfast to Gu Yanbai, but he pulled me in.

I opened the curtain and touched the bedding sheets inside, there was still Gu Yanbai's remaining breath here, but I was unstable, and my body pressed down, but I found a mechanism, the bed board was actually empty, and there was a secret passage under the bed board.