Chapter 18, once had.

Narada Hotel.

"Hiccup~" Yan Xi burped and collapsed on the sofa.

"Are you an alcoholic? You can't drink less. Ling Xingyu looked at her half-drunk appearance, her handsome face was covered with a layer of frost, and her tone was displeased.

"Haha......" Yan Xi pinched his serious and serious face because of displeasure, straightened his tongue and said seriously: "Rice, you can skip it... Wine, can't not be drunk, can't..."

"You're going to be an alcoholic sooner or later." * Yu sighed and opened the thermos box on the coffee table, "Hungry!" ”

"What is this?"

"Yam pork rib soup, I stewed it." Ling Xingyu scooped a mouthful of soup with a spoon and blew it to her mouth.

"You stew, you actually stew soup, is it poisonous?" Yan Xi looked at the spoon in front of him, and said with an exaggerated expression: "Do you see that I drank too much and wanted to poison, and then plotted against me." ”

"Nonsense, open your mouth." Ling Xingyu urged.

"Ah~" Yan Xi opened his mouth and drank, "It's delicious, is it really stewed by you?" ”

"Of course."

"You don't look like a soup guy! I'm a little scared ......."

"Don't worry, I can't kill you by drinking," Ling Xingyu continued to feed her, "Just if you drink all day like this, your stomach will be broken by you sooner or later, and I will often stew soup for you to nourish your stomach in the future." ”

Ling Xingyu really doesn't know how to stew, but he can learn it! Wash your hands and make soup, just for you.

"Woo~" Yan Xi pouted and looked like she was about to cry with emotion.

"A little thing will move you!" Ling Xingyu scooped a piece of yam and blew it into her mouth, "After I am moved, give me some peace, pay more attention to my body, drink less wine, don't die in front of me when the time comes, I have to die with you." ”

"You're too romantic," Yan Xi nibbled on ribs in her mouth, Ling Xingyu put her hand to her mouth, she spit the bones into his hand, "You still want to die with me, you're too romantic Little Star, no, you're still young, you can't just die casually, you know?" ”

Ling Xingyu shook his head and sighed helplessly, it's not easy to communicate with people who have drunk too much!

After drinking the yam pork rib soup, Ling Xingyu took out a box of health and stomach medicine and put it in her hand.

"What is this?" Yan Xi looked at the bottle in his hand.

"Stomach medicine, this is a healthy stomach medicine for stomach pain after drinking." Ling Xingyu looked helpless and hated iron, "You put this in your bag, and if you drink too much and your stomach is upset, you take it out and eat two pieces, the fruity taste is not bitter." ”

"Woo~" Yan Xi threw herself into his arms and hugged him, "Little Star, you said that you were not a star in the galaxy in your last life, and then I saved the galaxy in my last life and secretly put you in my pocket and took you away..."

"You say yes, that's it." Ling Xingyu touched her head, with a hint of pampering in his tone, "Did you have fun at night?" ”

"Happy!" Yan Xi nodded in his arms and looked at him with raised eyes, "It's our store manager's husband who has brought two men who are particularly annoying. In the same way, he said that he liked me and wanted to chase me. ”

"It's a good thing that someone is chasing, it means that I have a good vision." Ling Xingyu kissed her on the forehead, "However, you can't be concerned." ”

"I know, our little star is so good, so handsome." Yan Xi touched his face, "Even if others chase me for eight streets, I won't stop to catch my breath." I'll wait until you get married, and then I'll ......"

"What are you again...?" Ling Xingyu interrupted her sharply, "Are you going to wait until I get married?" ”

Yan Xi touched his scales, and the humility, grievances, complaints, and dissatisfaction that had been deposited all came to his heart, and Ling Xingyu was speechless and choked in his throat......

"Is there something wrong?"

Ling Xingyu suddenly raised his voice, Yan Xi was startled, sat up straight, and looked at him in confusion as he exuded anger all over his body.

"That's right..."Ling Xingyu was silent for a while, "You never thought of being with me, you never thought of marrying me. ”

"I ......"

"You love me, but you don't have the determination or the need to be with me... At the end of the day, you still don't love me, do you? ”

"I ......"

"How long will you trample on my heart......

"I, I ......"

didn't give her a chance to speak, Ling Xingyu got up and went to the bathroom, leaving Yan Xi alone with a depressed face, muttering in a low voice: "Did I drink too much, or did you drink too much!" ”

Ling Xingyu's iceberg face was gloomy and could drip water, and he went straight over and carried her to the bed, and he also lay down with his back to her and stopped talking.

Yan Xi was a little depressed, wanting to speak but not knowing what to say, tossing and turning.

The two of us will not be able to achieve results together, and I don't think I can cross the three-year gap, and I don't want to run for what I once had.

"Star, let's talk!"

Yan Xi reached out to touch Ling Xingyu's face, and was stunned, stung by something in his heart.

"Stars?" Yan Xi leaned over to look at him, and was pushed away as soon as he touched his shoulder.

The wetness of his hands, wordlessly telling his sadness, silently burned her heart.

Once Ling Xingyu helped her open a can and accidentally cut her hand, the wound was very deep, and a lot of blood was shed, Yan Xi asked him distressedly if it was painful, if he wanted to cry twice, Ling Xingyu smiled: Men bleed without tears, don't you know? I'm not going to cry.

He is a man who bleeds without tears, but he sheds tears for you, do you know his sorrow?

The sense of self-blame was overwhelming, and she asked herself why she was so greedy, why did she have to last forever, why she was so selfish, knowing that she couldn't last forever, but she still coveted his tenderness, which made him fall deeper and deeper.

How sad Ling Xingyu was, she didn't know, she only knew that she was distressed.

Maybe it should have ended this relationship a long time ago, Yan Xi turned over and got out of bed, wanting to escape, can I set you free? I will no longer touch your years.

When he caught a glimpse of the stomach medicine on the coffee table when he took the bag, Yan Xi suddenly had a slightly sour nose and was at a loss, reached out and pinched his eyebrows heavily to hide his emotions, opened the bag and put the stomach medicine in.

Ling Xingyu was so good, so good that she was extremely greedy and reluctant to leave.

She stood in front of the door and thought for a long time: open this door, and you and I will never be involved again.

The eye socket was finally unable to bear its weight, and the tears slipped silently.

Reaching out to the doorknob, memories rolled in like a tide, the gentle and considerate Ling Xingyu, the domineering Ling Xingyu, the scolding Ling Xingyu because she didn't eat breakfast, the panicked Ling Xingyu who was a little injured by her, and the Ling Xingyu who always made her feel like a spring breeze.

Maybe it's time to say goodbye, Ling Xingyu.

Time passed minute by minute, and it seemed as if half a century had passed.

The hand that was gripping the doorknob was already sweaty and sticky, and she seemed to have made up her mind, and her hand was straining.

'Click~' the door lock opened, and then the door was locked again with a 'click~'.

Yan Xi held on to the doorknob and her crying shoulders trembled.

It's still too selfish after all.

"Decided? Not leaving? ”

I don't know how long Ling Xingyu, who had been standing behind her, dragged her into his arms, his black eyes were like the deep sea in the night, the surface was not shocked, but in fact the dark waves were surging.

Although he was ready to pull her back as soon as she stepped forward, he was still terrified, afraid that she would resolutely leave.

"I'm sorry," tears rolled down, and Yan Xi choked, "I'm too selfish, I can't bear you." ”

"Good,"

Ling Xingyu kissed her lips fiercely, aggressively aggressive, as if he wanted to pour out all the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time, the fiery kiss spread to his neck, he ripped open her collar, and couldn't wait to leave his mark on her.

There are no regrets when the clothes are gone.

Yan Xi finally understood that he should not lose the good times and cherish the people in front of him.

The flowers can be folded straight, and the branches must be broken without flowers.

Even if it's just a memory, it's a sweet memory, so there's no need to be afraid, so why be afraid.