Chapter 39 Lingering
"Li Jun, thank you! Although I know that you may not be able to do what you say, I am very happy and I have made up my mind to ask you out. Guan Xinlei's face blushed a little bit as she spoke, and the shy beauty made Li Jun even more excited.
"Xinlei, I will definitely be able to do it, I will give you all my truest heart, you touch, see how fanatical she dances, that is its most sincere performance." Li Jun said excitedly, grabbed Guan Xinlei's hand and put it on his beating heart, Li Jun could feel Guan Xinlei's hand trembling with the beating of his heart.
Guan Xinlei got rid of his hand hard, the flush on her face had spread to her neck, and she turned her head and ran slowly forward.
Li Jun walked a few steps with joy to catch up with Guan Xinlei, who had slowed down, and then silently accompanied her, and the figures of the two people lengthened and shortened under the projection of the street lamp.
"Why don't you speak?" Guan Xinlei raised her head and looked at Li Jun with a quiet expression.
"I like to accompany you silently like this, looking at your handsome face, I am afraid that my abrupt words will break the tranquility with you on this summer night." Li Jun stood up and looked at her with a smile on his face.
"Haha, I only have a good side face, isn't the front side very incongruous?" Guan Xinlei pursed her lips and pretended to be angry.
"There, there, you look good everywhere, people can't get enough of it, and they never get tired of it." Li Jun hurriedly put on a salivating look.
"You're so annoying, you look like a little rascal." Guan Xinlei snorted and laughed, and then gently pounded Li Jun's chest with her fist.
"I'm just expressing anyone's love for beautiful things, how can you become a little hooligan, Master Confucius has said, 'Erotic sexuality,' that is, liking beauty is a normal way of thinking." Li Jun was still quibbling for himself.
"I'm so tired from studying, I really don't want to stay in that stuffy and panicked classroom every day, facing endless test papers and books every day, I feel that my youth has been squeezed into gray, without a little beautiful color." Guan Xinlei suddenly felt some emotion.
"Well, I can't bother others yet, when I'm tired of studying, I want to talk to someone for a while, and I'm afraid that people will see it as having ulterior motives to delay other people's study time, it's so boring, so boring." Li Jun thought about the joy when he used to laugh and play, but now everyone seems to be estranged, between boys and girls, and between boys and boys there is no leisure in the first and second years of high school, everyone is studying day and night.
"I feel like I'm going to get depressed, I really hope to end this life soon, no matter what the result is, I won't live my senior year of high school again, Li Jun, what about you, if you can't get into college this year, will you still review?" Guan Xinlei flickered two big black eyes and stared at Li Jun.
Li Jun never thought that when he graduated from junior high school in the past, he thought that he would never go to school again, but after experiencing many things in high school, he only had to study hard in his heart, and get admitted to an ideal school, so that he could get out of the countryside and change to a new life, but even if he worked hard, would he really be able to get in in the face of such a low admission rate, and if he couldn't pass the exam, would he come back for another year?
Now the pressure has put him on the verge of collapse, and now the pressure of several repeaters in the class Li Jun can also feel it, they are facing double pressure, not only to study but also to be psychologically pressured.
"But if you can't pass the exam, if you don't repeat your studies, you can only go back to the countryside, and the change I have made in the past two years is also to change my living environment, and I must go out of the countryside and live in the city." There is a fire burning in Li Jun's eyes, which is a vision of beauty.
"Xinlei, what are your plans? The pressure of learning is indeed unbearable, but for the sake of a better future, we must face it head-on, and we should not retreat in the face of pressure, nor should we surrender to it. Li Jun clenched his fists tightly and stretched them out to his chest, expressing his determination.
"I don't know, if we don't do well in the exam and fail the list, maybe we will reply to study like you said, maybe we will choose another way, in fact, there are not only universities to choose from, we can also study technical secondary schools and technical schools, but my goal is the same as you, I must leave here and go to live in a new city, I hope that we can still be in the same city at that time, and we can talk while walking like this." There was something vague in Guan Xinlei's eyes, but Li Jun couldn't understand it, but she just knew that she was a person with a story.
The two of them chatted all the way and walked all the way, and unconsciously turned to the oil stadium, the oil stadium is located in the west of the county, where the fourth survey department dormitory of the North China Oilfield is stationed, the employees of the survey department mostly work in the oil field, and the salary level is much higher than the county where Li Jun lives, so the living standard is much higher than the people in the county, and the living area has its own park, stadium and swimming pool.
The two of them entered the stadium through the pedestrian revolving door, slowly walking on the tree-lined flower path, Li Jun always looked at Guan Xinlei's face quietly, and then waited for her to speak, or find an interesting topic to say a few words to her, and Guan Xinlei's face always showed a relaxed smile, and two dimples also appeared on her face from time to time, which increased her charm.
The gymnasium is still very lively at night, and in the aftermath of summer, the outdoors is still much cooler than the indoors, especially the dense shade here and there also provides a comfortable environment for people.
The basketball court is surrounded by finger-thick iron nets, and on top of the four iron nets are searchlights of several heights, which illuminate the basketball court as if it were daytime.
There are still a few people in the basketball court at night who are constantly shuttling back and forth to play basketball, Li Jun looks at their beating bodies, everyone's heads and bodies are wet with sweat, obviously they have been active for a while, and they can't help but be a little nervous, after entering the third year of high school, the physical education class has almost stopped, and the physical education class is only some jogging or light activities, the teacher's reason is that there can not be any high-intensity use now, so as to avoid hurting the body and affecting the review, This ban on compulsory sports made the boys in the class extremely depressed, knowing that basketball is a favorite sport for more than a dozen boys in the class in the past two years.
After stopping playing basketball, the boys in the class basically stopped attending physical education classes, and the two physical education classes a week were also nested in the classroom to review and do problems.
"Li Jun, do you want to go up and play basketball too, look at your eagerness." Guan Xinlei asked with a chuckle.
"Haha. I have this idea, but forget it, I said that I would accompany you out for a walk, and I couldn't throw you aside to have fun by myself. Li Jun also smiled and looked at the empathetic Guan Xinlei.
"It's okay, I'm watching, if you can be happy, I'll be happy, you know? Happiness is contagious. She met Li Jun's gaze without a trace of evasion.
"I'm already very happy, so whether I play basketball or not, I'm very happy today, and it's the happiest time in my life, I don't know if it infects you?" Li Jun also met her direct gaze and said to express his heart.
Probably unable to face Li Jun's pressure, Guan Xinlei lowered her head and didn't speak, just let out a soft sigh.
Li Jun was afraid that her words would sting her again, making her cold again, and hurriedly said carefully: "Xinlei, I don't mean anything else, I'm really very happy to come all the way with you today, I feel that no matter what kind of pain you have in your heart, I can slowly soothe her, I just hope you can be happy too." ”
"Alas, this may be fate, in fact, I should spend another year of high school life silently by myself, and then leave this sad county town and find a place where no one knows to live the life I want to live." Guan Xinlei's words were full of loss, and at this moment Li Jun thought of Xiaoting again, she left to escape, and Guan Xinlei was the same, as if this place of life made her extremely unhappy.