Chapter 258: The Most Failed Life
Long Yejue ate the bowl of cold millet porridge little by little, and then picked up the phone and called An Yi.
The voice was still cold, but when he asked, he was concerned about Tang Mianmian, "How is she?"
The voice was too small, and Li Xinnian couldn't hear what An Yi said, so he could only judge from the expression on Long Yejue's face.
His brows tightened slightly, and then he ordered, "Look, if something happens to her, I will only ask you." ”
After that, he threw the phone aside, and then lay back on the **, looking at the ceiling coldly.
From beginning to end, I have never seen the existence of her Li Xinnian.
I don't know how long I stood there, but when my legs were a little sore, Li Xinnian opened her mouth with difficulty, "Jue, did you call me here to act for Tang Mianmian?" ”
Long Yejue closed his eyes slightly, and just said, "I'm sorry." ”
"You don't have to apologize to me, and I don't want your apology." Li Xinnian shook his head, shed tears, looking at this man he had loved for so many years, and suddenly felt so strange, so strange.
She used all her strength to suppress her choked voice, and her voice sounded a little flat and less sad, "Do you know how happy I was when I received your call? I can't wait to come over, I will cook those meals every day, waiting for the day when you can think of me, I can bring you to eat as soon as possible. ”
Long Yejue closed his eyes tightly and fell into a deep silence.
And Li Xinnian was still talking, his voice became colder and colder, more and more desperate, as if he was about to confess in his heart before he died, "So when I received your call, I was happy to be dreaming for myself, and pinched myself a few times to understand that this is not a dream, although I have had countless dreams like this, I put those painstaking meals in a specially bought food box for you, and I came over after hitting it, and when I saw you for the first time, I only felt that my world was complete." ”
"Don't talk about it." Long Yejue interrupted her loudly, "Don't say it. ”
This kind of self-analysis is painful and unbearable.
Li Xinnian still said stubbornly, "When you eat the food I cooked, I was very happy, especially when you ate in front of Tang Mianmian, and said those words, I thought that you finally remembered my goodness, so you treated Tang Mianmian like this, I was surprised and happy at the time, but now I ......"
She smiled bitterly, a desperate smile blooming at the corner of her mouth.
Long Yejue frowned, his patience seemed to be exhausted, "I'll tell you to stop talking!" ”
"Actually, I should have understood that I have become a thing of the past in your heart, and I am unwilling to wake up." Li Xinnian covered her face and cried.
Slowly and slowly squatted on the ground, hanging his head, choking uncontrollably.
The slender shoulders shook and shook.
Long Yejue looked at her, and his heart was complicated.
He was lamenting.
Mourning the failures of your life, lamenting the failures of your life.
This feeling is falling from the clouds into the abyss.
I was so scared that my heart was pumping, but I still couldn't relieve it.
From the moment he was born, with a golden spoon in his mouth, he became the prince of the Long family who was envied by the entire Jiangcheng City.
Everything given to him, the best, the top.
Grandpa spared no effort in cultivating him, and he was very reluctant to pick all the stars in the sky into his hands.
There is also a childhood sweetheart who everyone envies, Li Xinnian.
This woman used to be a landscape in high society.
Any rich daughter, famous lady, and film and television star take her as a weather vane.
At that time, the two of them were called the most suitable golden boy and girl in Jiangcheng.
So it also created a perfect picture of the two walking together, and how many people were envious.
He has the best background, the most beautiful girlfriend, and it's all perfect like a dream.
Let such a dragon night lord be arrogant and unstoppable.
So much so that then that happened.
The rich young master from the province next door who used to drag race with him broke his legs because of a car accident.
So he counted this hatred on the head of Long Yejue, and found someone to take revenge on him.
And Li Xinnian was defiled by that group of scum in order to save him.
Therefore, Long Yejue felt that he owed Li Xinnian all his life.
has always firmly expressed that he will take care of her for the rest of her life.
If Tang Mianmian hadn't appeared, he thought that he would wait for Li Xinnian for the rest of his life.
Since that incident, he has worked hard, created the Jue style, and made the Jue style bigger step by step.
also avenged the revenge of the year.
He has gradually become introverted, calm, and matured a lot.
He thought he could be on his own.
But fate is such a trick on people, Tang Mianmian appeared, taking him from the dark years to the light and warmth.
He is greedy and wants to use all means to keep this woman by his side and enjoy this warmth, light.
But now, he Long Yejue has become the laughing stock of Jiang Cheng, and he knows very well what kind of life he is about to meet.
Therefore, he didn't want Tang Mianmian to suffer with him.
failed to give Tang Mianmian a good life, failed to take good care of Li Xinnian, and lost his status in Jiangcheng.
These are the most failed things.
He has failed in this life!
Gritting his teeth, he got up**, hugged the crying Li Xinnian in the past, pressed her head in his arms, and comforted her over and over again.
Even silent comfort.
Li Xinnian was in his arms, slowly settling down, occasionally sobbing a few times.
The pair of green muscles appeared in his hands, holding Long Yejue tightly, and choked lowly, "Jue, don't leave me, I'm afraid." ”
"Won't leave you." Long Yejue replied, his eyes revealing a desperate sadness, "It's just that I can't give you the best life now, are you still willing to follow me?" ”
"I do." Li Xinnian nodded firmly.
Long Yejue hugged her tightly again, keeping her in his arms.
*****
Tang Mianmian hugged his knees alone and sat on the sofa.
She didn't know how long she had been in this position, and it wasn't until her mother came back that she came back from her daze and smiled.
This kind of her made Chen Qiuhua feel extremely strange.
In the past few days, Tang Mianmian's mood has not been very good, and he rarely laughs.
How this time, she actually laughed.
Chen Qiuhua asked suspiciously, "Mianmian, are you okay?" ”
"I'm fine." Tang Mianmian smiled, looking at the things that his mother bought, "Don't you have any snacks I want to eat?" I'm so hungry. ”
"Hungry?" Chen Qiuhua looked at her in surprise.
Tang Mianmian nodded violently, pressed his stomach with one hand, and said emphatically, "I've been hungry for a day, Mom, hurry up and make something to eat for me." ”
"What do you want to eat?" Chen Qiuhua screwed things into the kitchen, intending to cook food for her.
As long as she wants to eat, she will definitely do it.
And Tang Mianmian hadn't eaten properly for a long time, and Chen Qiuhua even coaxed her to eat a little before, which made her feel sad.
Now that she said she wanted to eat it, it was too late for her to be happy.
Tang Mianmian leaned against the door frame of the kitchen, looking really hungry and ruthless, "I want to eat everything, you make a little more, I have to eat double!" ”
"I'll warm you a box of yogurt, you drink it first." Chen Qiuhua took the yogurt and put it in the microwave.
Tang Mianmian nodded, waiting with blank eyes.
It was as if I was really hungry, and I couldn't wait for a few minutes.
When the yogurt was in her hand, she couldn't wait to drink it.
It's still the brand she likes, although she can only eat hot food for a while, but it doesn't affect her love.
A box of yogurt, it bottoms out in a short time.
And Chen Qiuhua has already started chopping vegetables, "Here are the washed grapes, you take them to watch TV for a while, and I'll be fine right away." ”
"Okay." Tang Mianmian took the fruit bowl and sat on the sofa to watch TV with satisfaction.
It's still those somewhat boring soap operas, nothing more than love comes and goes, misunderstandings come and go.
In the past, Tang Mianmian didn't have the patience to watch it at all, but now, she found that when she was upset, watching TV series could make her forget her life for a while, live in a world made up by the screenwriter, be happy for the protagonist, and be angry for the protagonist......
A plate of grapes bottomed out in a short time, and Chen Qiuhua's meal was almost done.
The stewed fish soup was very fragrant, Tang Mianmian was already hungry, and he was spinning around on the side, "Mom, okay, I'm so hungry." ”
"Right now, right away, you drink the soup first." Chen Qiuhua said in the kitchen.
Tang Mianmian was not polite, and ate happily.
By the time Chen Qiuhua served the last green vegetable, she had already drunk a small bowl of soup and was eating vegetables, "Mom, what you made is so delicious." ”
"If you like to eat, you have to eat a little more when the baby is growing up, you know?" Chen Qiuhua said earnestly.
Tang Mianmian nodded with a smile and continued to eat.
How long has it been since Chen Qiuhua has seen Tang Mianmian in such a good mood?
The doubts that had been bothering her seemed to have dissipated, and she had returned to her original smile appearance.
That's Chen Qiuhua's favorite look.
This meal may be Tang Mianmian's fullest meal this time.
She was lying on the sofa with her heart and content, stroking her lower abdomen, looking like her mother's love was bursting.
When Chen Qiuhua sat next to her, she leaned her head over and asked in a low voice, "Mom, how did you feel when I moved for the first time." ”
Chen Qiuhua's face was stunned, and he asked suspiciously, "Fetal movement?" ”
"Yes, fetal movement is the first fetal movement when the child is in the belly."
Chen Qiuhua smiled awkwardly, "It's been so long, where do I remember." ”
"How can you not remember? This is the first interaction as a mother and daughter, and if it were me, I would remember it for a lifetime. Tang Mianmian said proudly.
Chen Qiuhua laughed, "It's still exciting, then I have to think about it carefully, what's the matter?" Is the baby moving? ”