Chapter 31 Cherish
Within a few minutes, I heard the west bedroom door open, and the footsteps of two people walked to the gate, and then Gao Dongliang's voice came, "Gao Qi, you little rabbit cub, today you are turning the sky upside down, for the sake of you drinking too much, I don't care about it, look back, I won't go to my sixth uncle to sue you!" ”
Hearing that Gao Dongliang was going to sue his son, Gao Qi opened the door of the east bedroom and was about to clean up Gao Dongliang, but when the door opened, he saw that the door was thrown from the outside, and at the same time, there was a sound of close footsteps in the corridor, it seems that Gao Dongliang was also afraid that Gao Qi would find him trouble.
Li Jun looked at the scene in front of him and not only smiled bitterly, these two brothers are really a pair of living treasure-level existences.
Listening to the footsteps outside, Gao Qi didn't plan to worry about it anymore, re-locked the door from the inside and said to Li Jun: "In the future, this will be our stronghold, I will go to change the lock when I go back, he Gao Dongliang dares to come here again, and I will go to my third uncle to sue him just like he said." I'll change the lock and give you a key, but I don't want you to cheat on the girls and bring them here to mess around like he did. ”
Gao Qi sighed lightly after speaking, walked back to the west bedroom, turned the quilt on the bed back and lay on the bed.
Li Jun also followed his example, and turned the quilt covered by the woman just now over and covered himself, but the fragrance in the quilt was stronger, and the pungent fragrance stimulated Li Jun's nose to itch, and he sneezed a few times.
"Damn, what kind of woman is this, you don't have to spend money to buy this flower water, and you can spray so much on your body in the winter, you want to choke people to death." Li Jun scolded angrily.
"Alas, what is flower water, people are perfume, look at this woman is not an ordinary student, it is estimated that she is also mixed in society, and few of our classmates wear such heavy makeup. When I first met Xiaoting, she was also like this, and she deliberately pretended to be mature, but her heart was actually so simple and conservative, far less open than this mixed society. Gao Qi's mind was full of Xiao Ting's shadow.
"Jun, what kind of generation do you say we are now, we were born with the reform and opening up, and we grew up with the reform, we did live a very poor life when we were young, but that kind of poverty is the poverty of the whole people. My grandfather was the county magistrate at the time, but our family didn't have anything more delicious than others, and everyone was corn flour tortillas and gruel, maybe our family's porridge was thicker, but I didn't feel much difference in others. But at that time, people were pure, society was also pure, there was not much fraud in our childhood, although people were hungry and yellow-skinned, but the sincerity between people would not be disguised. Gao Qi lay quietly on the bed, his eyes looking out the window and thinking heavily.
"Yes, when we were kids, we had a few pieces of candy in our hands to eat just like the Chinese New Year, and then we gave half of each candy to our best friend. My mother works as a supplier in our village, and sometimes she can bring me a small handful of candy, and I will bring it to school and distribute it to my best classmates in our class, and then I will be the most popular person in our class, because not everyone can buy it if they want to, everything has to be bought with a ticket. Li Jun also recalled the bits and pieces of his childhood, thinking about the expression of each classmate putting a piece of sugar in his mouth, it was so sweet and happy.
"But as we grow up, our lives have become richer and richer, and the large supply of materials has made people no longer satisfied with eating another piece of candy, and people's minds are no longer as simple as before, and they have begun to do whatever it takes to live a better life." Gao Qi sighed, "People's minds are starting to deteriorate, men can be abducted and women can sell their bodies, why don't everyone cherish the innocence of the past." ”
"Cherish!" Li Jun laughed a few times, "What do you cherish, do you cherish the hard days you once had?" We may still have too little understanding of society. We will miss our innocent childhood, but we also hope for a better future, but I still hope that we can at least be worthy of our hearts and not forget our original intentions. ”
"Jun, of course, it's not about cherishing the hard days, cherishing our friendship, our love, our purity, cherishing our troubles, cherishing the hands we once held, and cherishing the dreams of youth." Gao Qi said a lot in one breath, but he didn't say that he cherished Xiaoting who walked away.
Li Jun was silent, he didn't know what to cherish, he used to be young and frivolous, singing for love, and crying for love, but although he is no longer as simple as before, at least he still retains his original heart and has not been lost, and Gao Qi is also the same as himself, the softest place in his heart is still connected with himself, this is a lifelong friend, a friendship worth cherishing for a lifetime.
"Qi, Xiaoting leaving is the best choice, she can no longer face our small county, she came here to escape, this is just a transit station for her, here do you think she may have any future, we all have to work hard to escape from the place, do you want her to stay here?" Li Jun turned his face to look at Gao Qi next to him.
"Of course I don't want her to stay here, but I always feel that she left because of me, and I feel very uncomfortable, as if I forced her to go." As he spoke, Gauci's eyes flashed with tears again.
"Alas, in fact, you already knew that she would leave, you just want to keep her, you want to give her care and love, her departure has nothing to do with you, you don't have to blame yourself too much, all of this is fate." Li Jun didn't say anything more, silently staring at the pitch-black roof.
"Strange, things are over, tomorrow is a new day, you used to persuade me not to be too entangled in the love of children, maybe this thing is easy to say and not to do, but you are just a beginning, there is not too much emotional investment, not to love the heart, just as a good memory to cherish it." Li Jun put his hand on Gao Qi's shoulder and patted it a few times, but found that Gao Qi had fallen asleep, and through the faint light outside, he found that there was still a slight look of pain on his face.
Listening to Gao Qi's slight snoring, Li Jun's heart was difficult to calm down for a long time, thinking back to the junior high school years that Gao Qi, Xiao Jian and himself walked through, Gao Qi never suffered for love, his open-mindedness has always encouraged himself, how many times when he was trapped for love and borrowed wine to drown his sorrows, the two of them always accompanied themselves silently, without too many words, just accompanied themselves to drink bitter wine cup by cup; And when he fights for love, he is always the first to rush to the front. Now that Xiao Jian has gone to Tianjin and has always been uninterested in women, he is intoxicated with a fruitless love, maybe people who have not experienced love always care too much about his first love, think about how depressed and distressed he was several times for Song Jingya, but maybe this most innocent love is also the most cherished.
I thought back to everything Gao Qi said that I needed to cherish, and I unconsciously went back to everything I had from childhood to adulthood like a movie, from the innocence of childhood, to the ignorance of friendship in elementary school, and the shy first love of junior high school, but all of this is a simple paper-like feeling, no utilitarian feelings, just pure love.
In today's materialistic society, most of the feelings for the students in high school are still sincere, but as they grow up and have too much contact with society, many people no longer have the innocence they used to have, and how many people are still insisting on their dedication to love. Thinking about Zhao Yingzhong's slight liking from Fang Ning, he hated that the whole world knew that what he needed was not the care of true affection, but only to show off and be complacent just to get it.
Thinking about Fang Ning and thinking of Wang Xueyan who silently liked her behind her back but never dared to say it, no matter how she treated her, she just stuck to her love and waited for her persistence; Thinking of Yuan Yamin's daring to say and do, the courage to say what he likes, he can fight for love, and he does not hesitate to break with his brother, this kind of love persistence is even more touching to me. At this point in my life, I have a close friend like Gao Qi, and I know that I am like Wang Xueyan and Yuan Yamin, and it is really a blessing in three lives, if there is really anything to cherish in life, it is nothing more than that, because only sincerity can accompany each other frankly for a lifetime.
Thinking silently in his heart, Li Jun also slowly closed his misty eyes and fell asleep with satisfaction, but a satisfied smile appeared on his face.