Li Jun's tenderness still failed to impress Guan Xinlei again in the following days, at least on the surface, it failed to move her cold expression again.

After every class, Li Jun would wait for her to push the cart out at the door of the carport, and then asked gently, "Xinlei, let me accompany you home, right?" ”

And Guan Xinlei always said coldly: "No need, I can go home by myself." Then he rode away into the night.

After Guan Xinlei leaves, Zhao Zhiguang will come over and ride a bicycle back to his house together.

The atmosphere of learning is not relieved at all, the head teacher always adds some pressure to the students from time to time, and the students who can't keep up with the study have begun to give up, several students in the class have left the school in advance, and the departure of the classmates has increased the pressure on everyone, and there is a feeling of wind and depression, easy water cold.

The weather is getting colder day by day, the leaves have fallen off, and the whole northern winter is immersed in a withered yellow world, and all the trees are bare, leaving only the withered yellow branches sharp and straight to the same dusk sky.

Li Jun insisted on waiting every day to watch her push the cart away, and then followed behind him from a distance, watching her arrive at the door of the house, and then walked into the courtyard of the community, and then rode back to Xiaoguang's house.

Guan Xinlei also seemed to notice the tail behind her, but she never said anything to Li Jun, just let him wait for her in front of the carport every day, and then she decided to leave after two simple dialogues.

But sometimes when she came downstairs, she didn't go home directly, but sat quietly on the steps of the small shop she had sat with Li Jun and looked at the starry sky quietly, and Li Jun would hide in the shadows in the distance and watch her quietly, until she got up again and walked back to the courtyard of the community, and then rode back to Xiaoguang's house.

And every day when he came home, his aunt would always wait for her to come back and greet him, Li Jun felt a little embarrassed, but he was always unwilling to give up his love for Guan Xinlei.

On a night approaching New Year's Day, Guan Xinlei left the classroom just after a night of self-study, and Li Jun hurriedly chased her out, watching her walk down the stairs and then towards the carport. Li Jun also followed closely, hoping to accompany her, but was rejected by Guan Xinlei again.

After watching her leave far away, he also rode his bicycle and slowly chased her home, and saw her figure driving in front of her.

When she was about to arrive at her community, she did not stop the bicycle, but continued to ride forward, Li Junjue was a little puzzled, but still followed her forward, did not ride far away to hear music in front of her, and some people are dancing ballroom dance, this dance was popular in the early days of reform and opening up, and now it is popular again, although there is no dance hall, but it has become an open-air dance hall in a spacious place on the side of the road, and the precious dual-card tape recorder has now become the main sound.

At this moment, there are many men and women dancing in various strange postures in the open-air dance hall, and the tape recorder is also playing a song that has been circulating recently: "Du Shi Niang".

Lang Jun

Are you hungry?

If you're hungry

Tell me Shi Niang

Shi Niang, I'll make you noodle soup

Lang Jun

Are you panicking from the cold?

If you're cold

Tell me Shi Niang

Shi Niang, I'll make you clothes

The voice sang poignantly, singing Du Xianiang's longing for Lang Jun sincerely, and the dancers were also swaying and spinning with the music.

Guan Xinlei parked her bicycle on the side of the road and looked at the crowd in the dance hall with a thoughtful look.

After singing "Du Shi Niang", Qiu Haizheng's "People Who Love Me and People I Love" came to the song, her voice is very tactful, and the song is not as sad as Du Shi Niang, but sings both love and being loved so sincerely.

Guan Xinlei also walked into the dance hall, dancing alone with the music, the song ups and downs, and her figure continued to rise and fall, as if she was showing her feelings in response to the song, and then Li Jun saw her loneliness even more, as if she was left alone and her heart in the entire sky, and she actually longed to love and be loved.

The people who love me have no regrets about me

But I grieve for the people I love all my life

The people who care are always wrong

Who doesn't have to be hypocritical to whom

The people who love me give everything for me

But I shed tears and broke my heart for the people I loved

To love is to be loved as to be sinned

Why don't you know how to refuse the encirclement of infatuation

After singing a song, the crowd erupted in warm applause, and everyone expressed their admiration for her dancing skills, because after all, there are few professional dancers in the county, and many people have learned three or five steps from TV or from others, so Guan Xinlei's solo dance just now is much better than a group of people just now.

A man in his forties wanted to come forward and invite Guan Xinlei to dance together, but Guan Xinlei shook her head, she didn't hear her talking far away, just looked at her and shook her head, and then left the place, got on the bicycle again and rode in the direction she just came.

Li Jun hurriedly retreated into the alley next to him and hid himself in the shadows.

Guan Xinlei rode to the alley where he was and stopped the car, and then stared straight at Li Jun who was shrinking in the shadows.

Seeing Guan Xinlei looking at herself, Li Jun was embarrassed, so she had to slowly walk out of the shadows with a smile on her face.

"Li Jun, am I dancing well?" Guan Xinlei's face was a little sad at the moment.

"Okay, Xinlei, although I can't dance, but from a distance, I see that you dance really well, and the sense of rhythm is also very good, and the body is colorful, which is really amorous." Li Jun wanted to take all the good words.

"But don't you see anything else?" Guan Xinlei was not happy at all.

Li Jun's expression also darkened a little, of course he saw other things, but these were what he had been trying to make up for and smooth out for him, but she had insisted on not accepting it again, and today was not an opportunity?

"Li Jun, in fact, I don't like to dance solo, I also hope that someone can dance with me, so that I will feel that I am not so lonely, but I am afraid, I am afraid that the dance partner I find will be snatched away by other better dancers." Guan Xinlei's voice was full of poignant tremors.

"Actually, after we came home at the evening when we first strolled together, there was a war going on in my house, and this war can't be said to be commonplace, but it also happens from time to time, which is also my terrifying side of men, men can scold their wives and children openly when they are crazy, and even irrational enough to do it to soft women, so I'm afraid. I also have repeated observations about you, I feel that you are not that kind of person, because you like to write poetry, I think a boy who loves to write poetry must be a boy who loves all good things, he will definitely not trample on beautiful affairs, but at the same time you are too close to many girls, and I am afraid that I can only be one of your sisters or sisters, until we walk together, your gentleness and thoughtfulness really touched me. Guan Xinlei seemed to be completely immersed in her own thoughts at the moment.