Chapter 40: Double Loss

"If we really leave one day, I hope we can go back to a city, where there are only you and me, no matter what has happened, let it be a thing of the past, I will take good care of you, do not let you be hurt a little, in the future, I will always spoil you, so that you will always feel happy." Li Jun also secretly swore in his heart that if he really took good care of her one day.

Guan Xinlei raised her head, and under the illumination of the light, Li Jun saw the tears in her eyes flickering, in this most innocent years, everyone and every word are in their hearts, and everyone and every heart will also feel its sincerity.

Li Jun raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears that slipped from the corners of her eyes, and said softly: "It's not early, let's go back, in the rest of the time, I only hope that you can be as gentle as today, the same little woman, behind every strong is endless pain, we are deliberately hiding a lot of times, not wanting others to see our weakness, in fact, this will only add more sorrow to ourselves, no matter how I am in the future, I am willing to listen to your weakness, and I am willing to share my pain, In the remaining senior years, let us support each other and create our own brilliance together. ”

"Yes!" Guan Xinlei nodded vigorously, wiped her eyes with her hands, and then changed to a smiling expression.

"Thank you, thank you, no one has ever encouraged me like this, I am patient all day long at home, and it is the same at school, everyone only sees my Qingling, but no one sees the helplessness behind me." The smile that Guan Xinlei had just squeezed out turned into endless sadness.

"It's okay, there will be me in the future, as long as you believe me, I will be your most faithful listener, you can confide all your unhappiness to me, tell the sorrow in your heart, and only happiness remains." Li Jun tried hard to make her happy.

"Well, I will, I definitely want to believe you, otherwise I wouldn't have followed you all over the world, and I'm afraid that you will abduct me." Guan Xinlei's mood has changed a little.

"Hmph, maybe someone sold whom, but I'm a Sailor Moon who is smart and beautiful!" Guan Xinlei completely walked out of her grief and played poor with Li Jun.

"You're Sailor Moon, I'm a Saint Seiya, see who's more powerful." Li Jun laughed and compared to the appearance of the Saint Seiya.

"You don't look like a Saint Seiya at all, but a little like a big monkey scurrying around." Guan Xinlei covered her mouth and smiled, she really couldn't afford to laugh.

Li Jun looked at Guan Xinlei who was smiling like a flower, and her heart was full of warmth at the moment, because she could let her out of the depression and let her laugh to her heart's content, and now I just hope that she can maintain this happy mood forever.

may have seen that Li Jun was thinking about something, Guan Xinlei also slowly straightened her waist, her face also returned to calm, and said softly: "I said that you are like a monkey, won't you be unhappy?" ”

"No, as long as I can make you happy, I'd rather become a big monkey myself." Li Jun said and followed the example of Sun Wukong, his left leg was cocked, and his right hand was stretched out in front of his eyes to look into the distance.

"Li Jun, you're so nice." Guan Xinlei didn't say much, just looked at him affectionately.

"It's okay, it's just not as good as you say." Li Jun also looked at her stupidly.

On a breezy night at the end of summer, two lonely souls collided violently for the first time, and the cause and effect that they had tried to avoid did not escape the arrangement of fate.

"Go back, it's not too late, and my parents will be nagging again." Li Jun still didn't want Guan Xinlei to be reprimanded for going home late.

"But I don't want to go back, even if I sit with you silently than go home." Guan Xinlei pouted.

"If you want to distract us, we'll run out tomorrow, it's always bad to come home too late, good behave." Li Jun gently patted her shoulder and comforted her.

"Well, in fact, I don't want to go home because I'm afraid, tomorrow my mood will change again, and it's hard to have the mood like today anymore." Guan Xinlei let out a long sigh and walked in the direction of the door.

The night is already a little deep, there are very few pedestrians on the street, Li Jun looked at his watch and it was almost time for self-study next night, the two of them walked out of the gymnasium and did not return to school, but walked towards Guan Xinlei's home from another road, after all, if they return to school, they may meet their classmates, and the two of them don't want others to see more at present, and they also leave some private space for each other.

The two of them didn't say much on the way back, they were silently thinking about their hearts, maybe the development of things today was completely beyond their imagination, and now they are afraid that at this moment the separation has become strange again.

Finally walked downstairs to Guan Xinlei's house, Li Junjue's own steps became unusually heavy, and Guan Xinlei also slowed down.

"You can sit with me again, I don't want to go home." Guan Xinlei turned around and looked pitiful.

"Yes, no problem, I hope to be with you forever." Li Jun's face was full of smiles, although he didn't know what was going on at her home, but he also hoped that his current short company could make her feel more comfortable.

The two of them sat on the steps of the small shop at the entrance of the community, watching the stars in the sky twinkle non-stop, like countless eyes looking at the two of them under the starry sky.

In the distance, the noise of children after school and the sound of car bells come and go, and they don't care about the people who have fallen asleep, wantonly releasing their youth.

"Xinlei go back! We'll see you tomorrow, and we'll go out for a walk after dinner tomorrow and we can stay a little longer. When all the noise has returned to calm, Li Jun still hopes that she can go home early, so as not to worry her parents, after all, if a girl comes home late, her parents will definitely be very worried.

"Well, then I'll go back, but I'm really afraid that tomorrow maybe I'll change again and won't be able to find the feeling of today again." Guan Xinlei had already stood up, but she was still reluctant.

"No matter what you look like, I'll warm you up slowly." Li Jun stared at her with a smile on his face, hoping to give her confidence.

"Well, I will try my best to maintain today's mentality, goodbye Li Jun." After saying that, she turned around and walked into the courtyard, leaving Li Jun looking at her back and disappearing into the night.

I don't know if I was excited or lost, thinking about everything that happened tonight was like in a dream, Li Jun quickened his pace, and he didn't tell Xiao Guang where he went in a hurry today, and it was estimated that he was also worried about himself.