Chapter191 Forever Falling into Darkness (Thanks to Love, Walking in the Breeze and Drizzle)
In the evening, the sun was setting in the west.
It was 5:35 p.m., less than half an hour before the college entrance examination voluntary filling system was closed.
At this critical juncture, the Yu family villa was gloomy.
The servants of the Yu family all gathered outside the morning light room, anxiously waiting for the closed door to open.
Seeing that the time passed minute by minute, Yu Chenguang was still hiding in the room and refused to come out, and everyone was so anxious that the corners of their mouths were about to grow bubbles.
Xiaoying shook Uncle Liu's arm anxiously, "Uncle Liu, you should think of a way, the system will be shut down soon, and the young master has not yet filled in the volunteers!" Once the entrance is officially closed, all candidates can no longer go in to fill in the volunteers, so isn't the young master equivalent to taking the exam in vain? ”
Uncle Liu's brows were so furrowed that he was about to tie the knot, and he sighed: "What can I do!" Since Miss Lin left that day, the young master has never left the room for half a step, and the food sent in is almost intact and sent out, and Lao Wen and I are so sad that our hair is about to turn gray and there is nothing we can do about him. ”
Uncle Wen also sighed helplessly, "It's not!" You don't know the young master's temper, if he can listen to the persuasion, the sun will come out in the west. ”
The people outside the room were in a hurry, but Yu Chenguang in the room was half-lying on the bed, his eyes staring at the mobile phone screen for a moment.
The curtains in the room were tightly drawn, so black that you couldn't see your fingers, but the mobile phone screen was emitting a faint blue light, which vaguely shone on Yu Chenguang's handsome face that looked too haggard due to his unshaven beard.
This is the most raunchy he has ever been, and when he encounters unhappy things in the past, no matter how decadent he is, he is still a handsome and lively boy.
Only this time, he stayed in the room for five days and five nights, without seeing the sun or smelling the rain and dew, like a puppet that had lost his soul, lying on the bed tired and sleeping, and when he woke up, he looked at the set of photos on his mobile phone in a silent daze.
He didn't know how to laugh or cry, as if he had lost his seven emotions and six desires and was only a shell, hiding in the dark and living a life of the walking dead.
These days, his mind is like a looping movie, replaying the bits and pieces that happened between him and Lin Xiwei over and over again.
From the first meeting of the two as children, to the later scenes, they met and fell in love, and then they are now strangers.
All this was like a sharp blade, smashing his heart over and over again, until the whole heart was dripping with blood, until the whole person was covered in bruises.
Yu Chenguang felt that the whole person was numb with pain, and he lost consciousness in pain.
He had forgotten how to cry, all the tears seemed to have dried up on the day she left, and there were endless tears in his eyes, but they could only be so dry that they hurt, and he could no longer squeeze out half a tear.
Yu Chenguang felt that he should never forget how she walked out of his world that day, she took another man's hand, and under the reflection of the morning sun, she stepped away from his sight step by step with the morning dew, until she disappeared again.
And so she went, leaving his world without looking back.
On that sunny morning, she took away the only morning sun in his world, and from then on there was no more morning light and light in his world, only endless darkness accompanied him until the eternal night.
The moment she vanished, he closed the curtains tightly and shut himself up in darkness, as if he had imprisoned himself in a desolate castle that had never seen the light of day.
For five days and five nights, he did not step out of the door.
He just kept indulging in the grief of losing her, and didn't want to wake up.
He knew that it would not be long before the college entrance examination voluntary filling system would be closed, and after that, even if he regretted it, he would not be able to make the time start again.
Everyone has only one choice, and if you miss it, you can only regret it for life.
But what does it matter? Anyway, no one cares if he goes to college or not.
His mother is gone, who is he trying to show to?
His little cherry no longer belonged to him, and she had abandoned him and thrown herself into the arms of others.
She has completely forgotten her original promise, and she probably doesn't care if he goes to college or not, right?
She once told him so seriously that she wanted to study in the same university together, walk the sunset and morning dew side by side, see all kinds of beautiful scenery on campus, and witness the cycle of the four seasons and the flowers blooming and falling together.
It's just that now the person she wants to watch the sunrise and sunset side by side is no longer him, what's the point without her college campus?
Yu Chenguang felt that it was extremely boring, but he walked from one dark cage to another, and continued to live in a muddy manner day after day.
The loneliness at the end of this sight made Yu Chenguang unable to raise the slightest interest to open the webpage of the volunteer filling system.
He thought decadently, so be it! Let him fall into darkness forever like a vampire who has lost his light!
He didn't want to wake up, he didn't dare to wake up to face the bloody world.
He was afraid that he would run to break them up without hesitation, selfishly ruin her happiness, and pull her into the dark abyss together, never to see the light of day.
He still couldn't bear to hurt her, and after she stabbed him in the heart, he still wanted her to be happy.
Just because I love her too much, I don't want to drag her to sink into the darkness with him, and I hope that she will always live in a place where the sun and rain can shine, and there will never be pain and trouble.
Let him bear the pain alone, anyway, he has nothing to worry about, and no one cares whether he is doing well or not.
Yu Chenguang fell into the quagmire of despair in such a decadent manner, unable to extricate himself.
He had no idea that the people outside the door were so anxious about him that their hair was about to turn white.
Just when Uncle Liu and the others were panicked, two uninvited guests broke into the door.
They are the rescuers who Li has moved in late, Chen Shiyi and Li Wanwan.
Fang Cai Xiaoying had no choice but to call Li Chichi to come over to support, but Li Chichi had no choice!
It's just that he can't do it doesn't mean that others can't do it, he immediately called Yu Chenguang's nemesis, Chen Shiyi and Li Wanwan, they have a good medicine for Prince Chenguang's disease.
Li Chichi saw their figures, and greeted them excitedly, "Brother Yi, sister, you are finally here, there are still twenty minutes, if you don't come, you won't be able to catch up!" ”
Chen Shiyi looked at the closed door, and couldn't help frowning slightly, "Haven't come out yet?" ”
Li Chi Chi nodded, "It's not!" It's been five days and five nights! ”
Li Chichi raised five fingers, his face full of helplessness.
Li Wanwan snorted coldly, "He's really capable, but he's just falling out of love, and it's like the end of the world." ”