Chapter 51: Don't Go
When Nie Congcong got home, he began to pack his things, and his father Nie Xing followed her out and walked in, until he saw Nie Congcong put all the things he wanted to bring into his bag, and then asked sullenly, Congcong, can you not go to Zhengzhou? Not going, why? Nie Congcong asked. Nie Xingdao, if you are alone in such a distant place, we can't see you, we don't know how your life is, what if you are bullied?
Nie Congcong smiled, Dad, what are you talking about, I'm already working over there, and the editors I recruited started to officially go to work on Tuesday, you said I wouldn't go, how would I explain to the leaders and the editors I recruited, not to mention, if I don't go, what am I doing in Xi'an? There is no place for me here. Nie Xing sighed, I'll help you find a job again. Nie Congcong said, this is not good, Dad, I have already taken that step, and it is impossible to turn back. Nie Xing let out another long sigh, didn't say anything more, turned on the TV, and sat down on the sofa.
Nie Congcong knew that her father was uncomfortable, to be honest, she was also reluctant, but she really had no way back, she sorted out her things, came to the living room, and sat down in front of her father. There was a wordless chat with Nie Xing, Nie Xing asked, Cong Cong, are you really planning to break up with Wenxuan? Nie Congcong said, that's the case, Dad, I can't bear to be with a person for a lifetime except for eating and drinking, there is nothing else to communicate with, this kind of life is better than death for me, I don't want it.
This time Nie Xing didn't say anything against it, just said, Cong Cong, I don't want your life to be the same as mine, I will give you freedom and let you choose the person you love and the life you want, but you have to pay attention to the method with Wen Xuan, get together as well as possible, and give Wen Xuan the money you spend, you can roughly calculate it, pay it back to others, don't let Wen Xuan suffer. Nie Congcong didn't expect his father to say this to himself, he knew that Li Wenxuan was very filial to his father, and his father also liked Li Wenxuan very much.
Nie Congcong took his father's hand and said, Dad, don't worry about this, I will take care of Wenxuan's side, you just take care of yourself, there is my sister at home, she is also very good to you, I will work hard outside for a few years, and strive to earn a little money to come back. Nie Xing didn't speak, just watched the TV silently, Nie Congcong found that the joints of his father's fingers were even more swollen, this is a typical rheumatoid arthritis, his father has worked hard all his life, and now he is getting older and older, and she can't be by his side with him, and she feels a little sad in her heart.
Her parents divorced when she was one year old, and her father took her to live with her 8-year-old sister, not to mention the hardships, until she was 5 years old, her father met her current mother, he got married, and there was a person in the family to help him. Before that, every time my father went out of the car, my father had to ask my colleague uncle to take care of them, and my uncle was not a father after all, and he had to rely on his sister to complete all things.
She still remembers that it rained heavily that summer, they lived in a bungalow, the rain flowed into the house from the outside, and her sister, who was less than 10 years old, didn't know what to do, and her uncle was not at home that day, so she took her two-year-old and took her passbook and the only cash she had to stay in the fifth-floor corridor of the opposite staff building for most of the day. It wasn't until dinner time that her uncle found them, took them home, and helped them sweep out the water in the house, and at night she and her sister ate dinner around the stove with a bun, and through the lamp, she could see that her sister's thin face was full of tears, and then her father came back and found out about it, and hugged them and wept silently.
Later, in order to take better care of her, her father asked her sister to let her go to boarding school and take her with her, the road at that time was not like now, there were highways everywhere, Nie Congcong sat in the passenger cab, tied to the seat belt, ate the bread and milk that his father brought with him when he was hungry, and drank the water in his father's big teacup when he was thirsty, sometimes the car broke down to the road, not in front of the village, not in the back of the store, in order to find her food, his father often took her to walk several kilometers of road, just to be able to find a bowl of food for her in a family, needless to say
That kind of life has lasted until now that her mother and father got married, Nie Congcong ended the kind of car life with her father to get up early and greedy for darkness, she remembered that when she didn't get out of the car with her father in the first month, she happily got up every day to go to kindergarten and went to school, and the aunts in the kindergarten praised her for being very capable, but she didn't know that compared to the upheaval of riding in the car every day, the life of going to kindergarten was already very happy. Therefore, until now, Nie Congcong does not like to travel by car, in her words, she has already driven herself when she was a child, in a word, it is too hard, she never wants to live like that again.
After the age of 18, Nie Congcong never told others the story of her time, the life she showed to others must be only the present, not the past, for her, growing up is a difficult pain, too long. Many times, she didn't dare to think about it, and it was all tears when she thought about it.
It is about this reason that when Li Wenxuan appeared in her life, she knew that she didn't like it enough, but she was still deeply moved by his carefulness and care, at that time, she thought that such a man was her most ideal partner, she wanted to be with her all the time, a girl like her, who lacked love since childhood, needed someone around her to keep her warm at all times, someone to be on call, and a phone call to be able to be at any time.
This kind of on-call and on-call call, for Li Wenxuan, it is indeed the ultimate, Nie Congcong has always had the habit of writing manuscripts at night, no matter what time she works overtime at night, if she wants to speak, she will call Li Wenxuan, at that time, no matter whether Li Wenxuan has already fallen asleep, he will pick up and chat with Nie Congcong for a while, sometimes Nie Congcong has nightmares at night, as long as she feels scared, no matter what time it is, she will also call Li Wenxuan, he will call her all night.
Once, Nie Congcong and his girlfriend went to the mall, and knew that on the street, Nie Congcong's shoes were broken, and that day she called Li Wenxuan because she didn't think about shopping and didn't bring much money, and after Li Wenxuan asked for the address, she asked her to stand there and not move, and he would arrive in half an hour at most. However, Nie Congcong didn't wait for half an hour, Li Wenxuan came over, first bought her a pair of slippers for her to change into, and then took her to buy a pair of shoes to put on, and then hurried back to the unit to go to work. This incident moved Nie Congcong very much, for a long time, Li Wenxuan was the person she relied on the most, and the person she was most satisfied with.
When, exactly, did Nie Congcong's dependence begin to decrease? Around the time when Zhao Jin invited her to Zhengzhou through Murong, Murong opened a window for Nie Congcong's life, so that she suddenly saw another hope in life, and she suddenly found that life could change places and start a new life.
Especially in Nie Congcong met Zhao Jin, the kind of mature man's own elegance, maturity, and profound knowledge and some domineering and care in a successful man moved Nie Congcong, and the feeling of strong need to be cared for began to slowly disappear, and she finally understood that she and Li Wenxuan were not the same kind of people, she was more suitable for a man who resonated spiritually and could interact with her soul to spend her life with, although she knew that she could not be with Zhao Jin, but he awakened her sense of love from the depths of her soul, so, made it clearer for her to break up with Li Wenxuan and find her true love.