Chapter 35 Let go

"Six, now I understand my buddy's feelings!" Gao Yujun took out a cigarette case from under his pillow, took out a cigarette and handed it to Cao Hongliang, while he also lit one.

"Alas, I'm also dazzled by love, thinking that I can move forward bravely, I haven't experienced these emotional things before, I really don't know how it will be, I just see you chatting so beautifully, but when I really meet it, I know that it is far from so simple." Cao Hongliang took a deep breath of cigarette, but white smoke slowly erupted from his nose.

"Poor child, I suffered setbacks at the beginning, but how can I make progress without setbacks, don't you see that Li Jun is also growing up in constant struggle!" Gao Yujun patted Cao Hongliang's shoulder, but his eyes looked at Li Jun who was standing next to him with a smile.

"Alas, don't always sprinkle salt on other people's wounds, but then again, you really can't force this thing to be emotional, six your failure today is not a loss at all, who let you meet cold-blooded animals, and other people's wounds are also bubbling blood, take your time, maybe one day her wounds heal and she will remember that you once chased her persistently!" Li Jun, like Gao Yujun, gently patted Cao Hongliang's shoulder to show comfort.

"Okay, let's not talk about it, go to bed early, I haven't slept on my bed in days, I really miss it, my dear top bunk, do you miss me?" As he spoke, Li Jun kicked his shoes directly under the bed and climbed down the escalator to the upper bunk.

"Sister, don't sleep, talk to my buddies again, this panic in my heart, I finally had the courage to do something, and I was directly denied like this, or that simply, hit, hit." Cao Hongliang couldn't stop shaking his head under Li Jun's bunk, and he didn't know if he was really hit or expressing his dissatisfaction.

"Haha, you're called a blow, it's better to end the love that hasn't started, it's better to end it sooner, the long pain is better than the short pain, if you really give you hope but you can't get it, that's the bitterness, wash and sleep early, wake up tomorrow and leave her behind, if you have any ideas, let Binzi's wife pull one for you, how to say that we also have so many lonely flowers in our class." After speaking, Li Jun didn't pay attention to Cao Hongliang anymore, and turned his head inside, he was really tired from the hard work of the past few days, and finally figured out everything, so he fell asleep after a while.

The next day, it wasn't until a few of them came back from dinner, listening to the laughter of a few people, that Li Jun opened his misty eyes, watched them set up their things, Gao Yujun picked up in front of his bed and shouted: "Get up and eat, you kid is really good, you can sleep when you say you can sleep, last night Cao Lao Liu pulled me and chatted for half the night, buddy is so sleepy!" As he spoke, Gao Yujun yawned long.

Li Jun embarrassedly got up from the quilt, took out his clothes from the windswept quilt and quickly put them on his body, turned over and got out of bed, didn't bother to wash his face and hands, sat next to a few people, picked up a fritter and stuffed it directly into his mouth and ate it.

"Girl, you're really not funny!" When Li Jun took the chopsticks to pick up the pickles, Cao Hongliang blocked his chopsticks with his chopsticks, and then looked at him with a dissatisfied expression.

Li Jun retracted the hand holding the chopsticks, put the chopsticks on the edge of the rice bowl, and looked at Cao Hongliang opposite with a smile. After all, it didn't start, so the relationship was just wishful thinking, and what was invested was only two love letters written by Li Jun and himself.

"Six, it's not that buddies don't ignite you, wouldn't I be playing with a big knife in front of Guan Gong in front of our boss, I don't think you're very good, Guan Xinlei is a special case, ordinary people can't surrender, so let's do you have a favorite of other beauties in our class, you said it, buddy must stick a knife in the ribs for the brothers, and he will never give up." Saying that, Li Jun put on a generous look.

"Li Jun, it's almost, don't say it's too dead!" didn't wait for Cao Hongliang to speak, while giving him a look, he stopped Cao Hongliang's words.

"Well, too, I'm still alone!" Li Jun hurriedly picked up the slope and got off the donkey, trying to jump out of this question.

"Girl, you will change when you say this!" Cao Hongliang gritted his teeth a little, "No, you still have to help me, you must be able to talk about this matter!" ”

Li Jun's heart trembled unconsciously, Yuan Yamin's shadow appeared in his mind, Cao Hongliang also showed what he meant to her a few days ago, but Yuan Yamin has been entangled with himself in the past few days, Cao Hongliang is embarrassed to intervene, could it be that yesterday Gao Yujun shook out the matter of himself and Yuan Yamin, thinking about this, he couldn't help but look up at Gao Yujun, but Gao Yujun turned his head out of the window!

"Hongliang, I can't help you with this favor, and the possible result will be worse than Guan Xinlei, if you really have an idea, wait a while." Li Jun's heart ached, he actually didn't have feelings for Yuan Yamin in his heart, but he was more afraid that he would hurt her, and now Cao Hongliang wants to beat her idea, in terms of character, he is still a more down-to-earth person, and he is more suitable for her than himself, but with Yuan Yamin's current thoughts, if he helps Cao Hongliang pursue her again, then he and her can still marry Jin Lan, it is estimated that she will be full of hatred and disgust for herself in her mind.

"You still can't put it down, can you?" Cao Hongliang's eyes were full of disappointment, "Our brother's relationship has been okay for half a year, you can't do this, eating in the pot and still occupying the bowl." ”

"Six, it's not like this, it's not what you think, I've decided to let go, let go of all my feelings, and cheer myself up, I'm not the same as you, in the town of your family, your parents have jobs and relationships to rely on, I'm just a rural person who has nothing, and my parents at home are just local farmers who crawl in the soil, I didn't understand this before, I always thought that I could play like you, squander my youth the same, and I have always pretended to be very mature, because of my inferiority complex and selfishness." Saying that, Li Jun's face showed a look of pain, and during this time, Xiao Ting, glasses and Gao Qi had deeply stimulated his heart.

"Okay, I won't let you help, look at how bitter and hateful it is, our good brothers share blessings and difficulties, a brother who eats in a pot, I don't care too much about you!" Looking at Li Jun's appearance, Cao Hongliang hurriedly picked up the chopsticks that Li Jun had put on the rice bowl and handed them to him.

"Thank you! Good brothers! Li Jun didn't say anything more, picked up the chopsticks and ate, the others didn't have the heart to say anything more when they saw what they had just done, and after eating breakfast together, Li Jun took the initiative to pick up the rice bowl and go to the water room to clean, while the remaining smokers lit cigarettes and spit out smoke.

After going to the classroom, Li Jun said to Gao Yujun who was sitting next to him: "Yujun, Yamin, do you have any opinions on the matter of us, I will ask you again, if you don't want to, forget it, after all, this has nothing to do with you, and you don't have to take this responsibility."

"Did I give Cao Hongliang an idea?" Gao Yujun's face was a little uncomfortable, "Can't you still let go?" I'm a you're an amorous, but if you want to let go, you must completely let go, what doesn't belong to you, don't always put it in your own eyes, it's not good, it's not good for you or her, if you let go, don't break the thread! ”

"But I always feel that we are her big brother, so don't bother her anymore!" Li Jun thought about Gao Yujun's words, and couldn't help but have no idea in his heart.

"Well, even if it is, even her own brother can't control her, what do you think you are, her righteous brother, or the love brother she wants. Otherwise, I'll forget it, and you two won't deceive each other! Saying that, a wicked smile appeared on Gao Yujun's face.

"No, absolutely not, things have come to this point and can only be pushed forward, Xiao Qi changed the lock of one of his brother's strongholds, didn't he give me a key yesterday, solve the matter before New Year's Day, you don't have any opinions, right?" Li Jun is still determined to give Yuan Yamin's freedom and innocence back, even if he thinks he can get it back!

"Okay, your boss has the final say, anyway, everything is directed by you, oh, your sister Yamin is watching you!" Gao Yujun nodded his head forward as he spoke.

Li Jun also raised his head and saw Yuan Yamin standing in his seat, twisting his head to look at the position of him and Gao Yujun, and seeing that he was looking at her, he had a displeased expression on his face, as if he was complaining about himself, and hurriedly squeezed out the brightest smile on his face and looked at her in the distance.

After Yuan Yamin saw her expression, a bright smile appeared on her face, and she turned around and sat in her seat, but Gao Yujun shook his head and said softly: "Alas, the sun rises in the east and rains in the west, and the road is sunny but sunny." Think about whether you can let it go, right? ”

Li Jun sighed in his heart, but he immediately calmed down, and said categorically: "Yes, I will definitely do it, tomorrow and tomorrow Sunday, anyway, the snow has not melted yet, and the road is not easy to walk, I will call home at noon and will not go home this week, we will buy some things tomorrow morning, go directly to which base, pack up some food by ourselves, and solve the matter as soon as possible!" After speaking, he gently covered his head, and an indescribable sense of loss arose.

"Youth" - Shen Qing

The flowers of youth bloom thank you make me tired but not regretful,

The rain and snow of the four seasons made me intoxicated but haggard.

Gentle wind and green dreams, gentle morning and dusk,

Faint clouds, faint tears, faint years.

With a little wandering joy I just went away and never returned,

No one hinted at the dull taste of homesickness in my youth.

I want to snuggle up to every piece of golden sunset,

Every transparent dew washes away my precipitated sorrow.

In that long spring I met her in full bloom,

Filled with dazzling brilliance, like a beautiful fairy tale.

Allow me to sing for you, and I will not be able to sleep night after night,

Allow me to weep for you, and in the tears I can fly freely.

The sky in my dream is very big, and I lie on your eyelashes,

There were many days in my dreams, but I began to want to go home.

On that green hillside I'm going to bury all my songs,

Waiting for the day when they will finally be known in the world.

The flowers of youth bloom thank you make me tired but not regretful,

The rain and snow of the four seasons made me intoxicated but haggard.

The entangled clouds entangle the tears, the entangled morning and the dusk,

The passing wind, the passing dreams, the passing years.