Yuan Tieshan took Zhuge Shaorong to a temple on the outskirts of Qingzhou.

The temple is surrounded by grass and trees, and it has been abandoned for a long time.

Zhuge Shaorong looked at the desolation here: "Uncle brought me here, is it to take care of my emotions?"

Yuan Tieshan didn't know how to answer.

He was silent, comforting the little girl, he was really not good at this kind of thing, and he didn't know where to start.

Like a night of heavy rain, the morning after it is not bleak, but it is very long.

Zhuge Shaorong said: "Uncle, why don't you speak?"

Liang Tieshan looked at Zhuge Shaorong very indifferently: "Because I really don't know how to comfort you, let alone how to evaluate my youngest son." ”

"And your daughter-in-law. ”

"You, like Zheng'er's mother, are hard-working women. ”

Zhuge Shaorong was stunned for a moment.

Curious, he asked, "What kind of person is Yuanzheng's mother?"

Yuan Tieshan said: "The one who sacrificed for me." ”

"But unlike you, she was a very reluctant sacrifice, and it was also because of my incompetence. ”

"Zheng'er is different, he is a very capable person, and he sincerely wants you to die. ”

"I also know that your heart is like ashes at this moment, and if you die, the world will be very sorry. ”

"So I don't want you to die. ”

Zhuge Shaorong smiled disdainfully: "Uncle, because I had regrets back then, I want to make up for it here." ”

Yuan Tieshan was speechless for a while, and he always had regrets in his heart.

The woman who didn't take care of herself at the beginning, and now she can't restrain her son.

I am sure that every middle-aged man, when he encounters such a thing, has an indescribable bitterness in his heart.

He smiled and responded, "You can also understand it this way, I hope you can bear my kindness." ”

Zhuge Shaorong sneered: "Uncle's kindness is like crocodile tears, and hypocrisy is not a star. ”

"I don't really know how to take it. ”

"If she knows about this, I'm afraid you father and son will turn against each other. ”

"I'm just a political victim, and if I die, the world will be in a lot less trouble. ”

"If the trouble is solved, then there is no trouble, and if it is not solved, it will always be a problem. ”

"Uncle should know in his heart that your youngest son is no longer the boy he was at the beginning. ”

"It's also your youngest son who made me understand what life is. ”

"For women, this kind of life is indeed a bit cruel, but this is my fate, if I continue to live, such fate will always haunt me, like a ghost. ”

This temple has been abandoned for a long time, and even as a place to live in the elderly, there is not the slightest benevolence and morality.

The aristocratic lady was really not interested in such a place.

It's really not a good place for people experiencing homelessness.

Zhuge Shaorong, I really don't like it here.

Even if it is to escape, she hopes to find a feng shui treasure.

The feng shui of the temple is generally a good place.

But it was broken, just as his heart was broken.

The choice of such a place, too, is also true, adding fuel to the fire.

Zhuge Shaorong asked curiously, "Isn't there a better place?"

Yuan Tieshan saw the sadness in Zhuge Shaorong's eyes.

Even he himself felt that it was too much, and it was indeed very cruel to arrange a declining noble lady in such a place.

At this moment, two more people came, one old and one young.

The old man didn't look very old, and his long hair was as black as ink.

Between his eyebrows, there was a somewhat sad look.

But the young man looked as if he was ten years old, and the sudden change made the young man's shoulders completely useless.

Or rather, his shoulders no longer have any meaning.

can't shoulder the responsibility, and he can't pick up the beam, and even his heart is numb.

The family, which should have prospered for a long time, became a ruin overnight.

Those living relatives and friends have also lost their original smiles.

He himself is the same.

Zhuge Shaorong, looking at his brother, suddenly had the desire to live.

In this world, there is still one relative left.

Often when there is only one person, or only one person with him, he will feel that person is so vivid.

His brother can't talk about doing nothing, and he is not a very capable person.

It's good to survive.

Two elderly people get out of the way.

Brother and sister, the two sat together.

I couldn't even say a word, only silence, only tears.

There was no hysterical crying, and there was no affectionate staring at each other.

Time seems to freeze, and there is no meaning except sadness.

Dugu Xin coughed, I don't know if it was because of an uncomfortable throat, or because of something else?

This cough did not spit out the regrets of his life.

The breath in my heart didn't come out.

It's the same with Yuan Tieshan.

He smiled bitterly: "I don't know if I should be happy or sad, I'm growing up." ”

"It's not the kind of thriving you imagined, it's more like turning into a demon overnight. ”

"For most fathers, it should be a matter of pride to have such a son. ”

"But I couldn't be proud in my heart, and even my pride had collapsed. ”

"You, who are grandfathers, how do you feel at this moment?"

Growing up is to endure a lot of loneliness, and after a long time of loneliness, you will forget what you were as you were.

But the man who becomes a father still remembers what his son was like before.

Although he is not doing his job, although he often causes trouble.

But it always looks like a lively and cute look.

Go back to a distant place that you can never reach.

It's always easy to frown when you look at it now.

Dugu Xin said: "I am actually quite happy to have such a grandson, at least she knows how to live better." ”

"In this cannibalistic world, he is the kind of person who has the ability. ”

"For a man, hard-heartedness is a quality that must be possessed, and he has done it. ”

Yuan Tieshan looked at his father-in-law incomprehensibly, and said: "I understand your feelings for Zheng'er, but this kind of Zheng'er, even I feel very strange." ”

"Don't you think so?"

"Or did you know from the beginning that he was going to get this far?"

"I want to know your answer. ”

Dugu Xin looked at his son-in-law, although he never admitted that this was his son-in-law, but in fact, he was his son-in-law.

There is no way to admit it.

"He had two masters, and I only taught him martial arts, but I didn't teach others the sophistication of the world, nor did I teach him the art of war. ”

He didn't teach him the insidious and vicious imperial mind. ”

"For this reason, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart for a certain time. ”

"Because I don't know these things. ”

"I don't know how to teach Zheng'er. ”

"Fortunately, Guiguzi taught him these things. ”

"If there are no such things, your son is dead, and so is my grandson. ”

"Looking at the big picture, Zheng'er made the right choice. ”

"But in order to take care of the so-called overall situation, some people still have to be sacrificed. ”

"You are the Martial King, such a thing, you should treat it with a normal heart. ”

"But because this is your son, you can't keep your mind at bay. ”

"Or that your son has grown beyond your expectations. ”

"You're going to feel so bad that you don't even know what you're supposed to do. ”

"You have also lived a long time, what should be the truth of life?"

"You should know it deep down. ”

"It's just that you don't want to admit it. ”

Yuan Tieshan touched his head, such a thing was too complicated, and he didn't know where to start.

What is imagined is not always the same as what has already happened.

When people are young, they are afraid of the reproach of their parents.

When I was a teenager, I was afraid of losing the battle of will.

When I was young, I was worried that I had no future and a future to speak of.

Or they are afraid that they will not find their daughter-in-law.

After starting a family, I was worried that I would not be able to take care of my wife and children.

When people reach middle age, they are worried about their children.

At the same time, I am also afraid of losing, losing my wealth, losing my position, losing everything.

When it comes to old age, people who are lucky feel that life is not bad.

People who are unlucky are full of disgust with life.

When you fight against hostile forces, you are afraid that you will lose, and you are even more afraid that you will die.

There are also too many things that I don't know whether to be happy or sad.

Yuan Tieshan said: "Your good grandson can already drink the Great Wei Temple." ”

"Judging from the strength on the surface, he no longer needs the help of my father, his wings are already stiff. ”

"But then, he'll be quiet for a long time. ”

"In three or five years, there will be no war. ”

"You can take advantage of this time to get to know your good grandson. ”

"The things on the rivers and lakes, let's not talk about it, it's just the things in his own family. ”

"It's enough for us to worry about, but in fact we're a little redundant. ”

"Internal matters, he seems reluctant to let anyone meddle. ”

Duguxin doesn't care much about these things, because it's useless to care.

He was more concerned about how the two siblings should settle down?

"Don't you have a better place here? This temple is sheltered from the elements, but not a home haven. ”

Yuan Tieshan asked rhetorically: "Could it be that you have a better place to go, so let's hear about it?"

Dugu Xin, I don't know how to answer.

Tokai's home can't go back for a long time.

"The most dangerous place is also the safest place, Qinling, what do you think?"

Yuan Tieshan laughed and said, "If Zheng'er knew what the two of us did. ”

"Will he be angry with us?"

Dugu Xin replied: "He will thank us, he is also a kind child." ”

"By the way, the brother and sister had murderous intentions, but they just made a decision, not his original intention. ”

If he knew that the two siblings had survived, he would have been happy. ”

I hope so.