To be honest, before the end of the last life, she would spend time decorating her house, and after the end of the world, she had neither the conditions nor the mood, and it would be good to have a clean place to live.

In this life, there are conditions, but she is used to it, and she doesn't care too much about the place she lives, just clean and tidy.

Therefore, it was the first time for her to live in such a fresh and elegant room, and the long-lost girl's heart came out at this moment.

"Aunt has a heart." Lian Zi was very moved.

In Mrs. Murong, she felt a motherly warmth.

After she learned about her mother's deeds, she didn't have hope for her mother's love, because she had lost her mother a long time ago.

She thought she didn't care, but when she really felt it, she realized that she didn't have hope in her mother's love, but just in that person.

When I was a child, some children were not sensible, so they asked her, "What about your mother?" ”

Lian Zi replied, "I don't have a mother. ”

At that time, she was still ignorant, and her grandmother told her that she didn't have a mother, and she only remembered that she didn't have a mother.

Then the child asked, "How come you don't have a mother?" We all have moms. Adults say that without mom, there would be no us. ”

Lian Zi couldn't explain this question at the time, so he could only keep answering that he didn't have a mother.

Later, she went home and asked her grandmother, "Why does everyone else have a mother, but I don't?" ”

My grandmother said, "You also have a mother, but she gave birth to you and left, and she went somewhere else and didn't come back." ”

Grandma didn't want to coax her, who was still young and ignorant, so she explained the matter simply in words she could understand.

Therefore, when the friends asked her this question again, Lian Zi replied to them according to what her grandmother said.

The friends accepted this answer for the time being, but as the years went by and they grew older, they thought it was strange that their mother didn't come back, so they asked, "Why didn't your mother come back?" ”

Of course, she didn't know why her mother didn't come back, and it just so happened that she heard some adults say that her mother didn't want her anymore, so she couldn't help but run back and ask her grandmother.

Grandma looked at the little Lian Zi, her eyes were full of distress, but she still told her the truth.

It's better not to report expectations at the beginning than to be disappointed after expecting them.

At that time, Lian Zi was still young, and she was really not too sad after listening to the reason, she didn't have a mother and no expectations, how to talk about disappointment and sadness?

When Lian Zi is older, understands things, and knows how irresponsible her mother is, she will really die completely.

Anyway, she has a grandmother, who will comb her beautiful braids, make her beautiful clothes, cook her delicious meals, and teach her to write......

Grandma taught her everything about survival, and she used all her warmth to make up for the lack of her mother's love.

Therefore, she has not felt that it is a pity to be without a mother.

But it wasn't until she met Mrs. Murong and felt her care, and she cared for herself, that Lian Zi realized that maybe in her subconscious, which she didn't find out herself, she wanted to experience what it was like to be a mother's love.

Or is it nature that is imprinted in human genes?

Lian Zi couldn't tell what it was. However, this experience can be regarded as a fulfillment of her shortcomings.

"Azi? What happened to you? Murong Yue saw Lian Zi looking at the room with a stunned expression, a little unclear.

"It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly think of some of the past." Lian Zi woke up from his memories.

"Hmm." Murong Yue didn't ask any more. If she wants to speak, he listens, but if she doesn't want to, he doesn't ask.