Chen Xi didn't speak, sneered, and sat back in his place.

"Yes, yes, every step is my own choice."

When she said this, something flashed in her eyes, and in her tone, she was sneering, and it was not difficult to detect the helplessness.

"So why did Miss Shang go to such great lengths to call me out? Is it to laugh at me? To show off to me how superior you are now? Or do you want to be a good old man and pull me along? ”

It's to see if you can turn back.

Shang Xia didn't say this sentence, obviously the words had reached her throat, she just couldn't say it.

Not to mention what kind of reaction Chen Xi will have when she hears it, she herself feels hypocritical when she hears it, which makes people scoff.

"Don't speak? If you don't speak, you're being said by me? If that's the case, please go back, I have nothing to say to you, you have said it, this is the path I chose myself, since I chose it myself, I don't bother you. ”

She got up from her seat and shouted again.

"Boss! Checkout! ”

She ordered a dozen beers throughout the whole process, and she stuffed two hundred yuan for people, and didn't let anyone change.

The boss has not never seen a quarrel at the barbecue stall at night, so he didn't bother to care, said thank you and turned around and left.

"Chen Xi!" Seeing that she was leaving, Shang Xia finally stopped the person by making a sound.

"What's the matter, Miss Shang?"

She turned around, and a big wavy curly hair was thrown away by her,

Under the streetlights, the light illuminated half of her face.

A young face was bright and dark, with an indescribable evil aura.

"I can get you a job."

Shang Xia responded to the scalp and puffed up his breath before he said this sentence that had been rehearsed hundreds of times in his heart.

Now is not the hottest time for the barbecue stall business, and there is a dead silence in this small alley.

There are lights, but they don't warm people's hearts.

In this silence, Shang Xia clearly heard a cold snort.

Obviously, I have heard it thousands of times before, but this time, it makes people feel inexplicably chilled.

Chen Xi smiled and took a sip to the side.

"What? Started to sympathize with me? Let me tell you, I Chen Xi don't need your sympathy, I now have an income of several thousand yuan every month, I have good food and drink for people, and my clothes are not the same for half a month, this kind of life, I really don't need your sympathy!

Be! I know it's not a decent job, but is it decent when I do the job you gave me? Isn't it controlled by you? Rather than that, I might as well be a young lady. ”

Shang Xia's stomach churned inexplicably, and this feeling suddenly became intense.

She didn't feel sick, she felt uncomfortable.

It was like this before, when she was uncomfortable, she could even spit out yellow bile water when she drank water.

"I didn't ask you, I just asked you to think about it, three days, you think about it, call me."

She crushed this feeling in her stomach and said sharply.

At this time, it seems that only a loud voice can bring out her momentum.

Chen Xi was stunned, and then went crazy, kicking a pair of high heels and rushing over directly.

Shang Xia instinctively stepped back and hit the table of the barbecue stand, and at that moment, she felt as if her tailbone was about to shatter.

"Shang Xia, you slut!"

The beautiful image that she had carefully pretended to exist no longer existed, and she showed her true face, her facial features were twisted, her face was hideous, her teeth were grinning, and her eyes were full of red bloodshots, staring at her, as if she wanted to stare at blood.

She grabbed Shang Xia's throat.

Shang Xia heard her own loud swallowing sound, because of the lack of oxygen, her whole face quickly turned red, and her ears were buzzing.

"Why didn't you say these things at that time! Why? Why wait until such a time to say such a thing? Why? You know, there's no going back! ”

Chen Xi was roaring almost with all the strength of his body, and his entire chest began to rise and fall violently because of excessive force.

And Shang Xia only saw the mouth of the person in front of him quickly open and close, and his eardrums were shaken as if they were about to explode.

Yes, you can turn back.

She wanted to say this, but all she was responded to was a series of violent coughs, as if she were about to cough out her lungs.

At such a critical juncture, in order to sign up, people will instinctively tear each other's hands away.

But she didn't, her hands were clenched into fists, harder than stones, and her entire palm was bloodshot, and even her nails were pinched into the flesh and oozing blood, and she didn't feel any pain at all.

The owner of the barbecue stall saw that he was going to die and was hungry, so he stepped forward without saying a word.

Huang Biao too, almost flew over.

They knocked Chen Xi away.

Finally there was oxygen like her lungs, and she breathed heavily, feeling like she was finally alive.

"Here, drink some water."

Someone helped her sit down, and someone handed her a glass of warm water.

She took a sip, and her vision became clear.

By the time she reacted, Chen Xi was gone.

"Brother Biao, what did she say before leaving?"

Just as she was relieving, she heard what Chen Xi said, but she didn't hear it clearly, and her brain was no longer able to recognize and understand what others said.

Huang Biao glanced at her and said as calmly as possible, "She said don't come to her again." ”

Shang Xia didn't speak.

Huang Biao waved his hand and motioned for the barbecue stall owner to go back.

"Fuck this son of a bitch, she did this to others? The fucking life is almost gone! ”

Huang Biao finally didn't hold back and began to scold.

"I don't owe her."

Shang Xia said a word, his voice was very soft, like a gust of night wind, which dispersed as soon as it blew.

Even she herself was a little skeptical that she had just spoken.

Huang Biao didn't speak, just sat on the chair next to him.

I don't know how long it was, but Shang Xia finally came to his senses and opened his mouth to speak.

"Alright, let's go!"

The two of them, one tall and one short, walked slowly.

"I've said everything I need to say, and three days later, if there is no news of her, this matter really has nothing to do with me.

But you have to talk to your parents about it, after all, they also have the right to know. ”

Shang Xia said lightly.

It's like I'm talking to Huang Biao, and I want to be talking to myself.

Huang Biao didn't say anything, waiting for her to figure out her thoughts by herself.

"She chose all the paths herself, and I don't owe her anything."

Huang Biao let out a long hum.

Even though he had repeatedly told himself about it, Shang Xia still had insomnia that night.

Early the next morning, I came to class with two panda eyes.

"Beaten?"

A soft, soft voice came out of her ears, serious and a little teasing.

From the night she took leave, he knew that something must have happened.

If you ask directly, the other party will definitely not say.

People like her are really stubborn, and would rather bite their teeth and swallow them in their stomachs than expose their wounds to others.

"Well, I was beaten."

Shang Xia listened, smiled, and took the initiative to admit it.

Before class, the two chattered.

"I'm a little curious, who can beat you like this?"

Lin Ran said again.

Shang Xia thought for a moment and responded, "Mosquitoes." ”

"It's September, and there are still mosquitoes? Shang is different, and everything he sees is strange. ”

There was something in this, Shang Xia couldn't hear it, so he had to give up.

"I didn't sleep well yesterday."

Shang Xia responded honestly.

In the third year of high school, there are less than six hours of sleep every day, and as long as you want to sleep, you can fall asleep while standing, how can you have insomnia.

"It's going to be a quiz soon, don't think too much."

He got up to fetch water and said something softly.

When I returned, I brought back a box of instant ground coffee.

"I don't know what's going on today, I'm also sleepy, do you want to have two bags too?"

Lin Ran sat down, unpacked it, took out two small bags, and handed them to Shang Xia.

The young man's little bit of caution, Shang Xia naturally understood it in his heart.

She smiled and took it.

The smell of ground coffee spread through the classroom as the hot water poured in, and she took a sip of it.

For Shang Xia, who knows a lot about coffee, she can count the size of instant coffee, and this cup is not even worth a bottle of energy drink.

I don't know if it's a psychological effect, she feels a little more energetic.

A warmth slowly rose in my heart, I don't know if it was because of the hot drink in my stomach or because of something else.

……

For three days, Shang Xia didn't wait for news.

Shang Xia panicked, and when he said this, he couldn't help but worry in his heart.

She went to ask Huang Biao and went to the "City That Never Sleeps" to inquire.

Huang Biao went and brought back the news on the same day.

"The people there said she followed the contractor at the construction site."

The reply that Huang Biao brought back was this.

"Gone? Where did you go? ”

Shang Xia's tone was full of anxiety.

"It seems to be Guangdong, and it seems to have gone to Yunnan."

After hanging up the phone, Shang Xia sat on the newsstand.

"Girl, what's the matter? Got something on your mind? ”

The owner of the newspaper seller in the newsstand looked at her sluggish appearance and said a word.

Shang Xia didn't speak, just smiled back.

Worry?

What could she have on her mind?

She looked at the ground, there were ants on the ground that were moving, and the pet dog was being led behind her, walking with spirit.

Everyone is going their own way.

The owner of the newsstand saw that he had not responded, and did not say any more.

After a while, a guest came, and he greeted him again.

She glanced up at the sky, and it was blue.

So blue that she felt that she would have a blue future.

She can't decide the future of others, and she has already done a good job by being able to do it alone.

Chen Xi left, and didn't forget to leave a message for Chen Yougui.

Chen Yougui immediately made a phone call to Shang Xiaohe, and the fire in his heart was vented.

As for how ugly he scolded Shang Xiaohe's mother and daughter, only Shang Xiaohe knew.

In this matter, Shang Xiaohe slowly sank it to the bottom of his heart.

And Shang Xia understands it.

There is no need for her to waste her life and feel sorry for other people's lives.

The depression in her heart opened, her mind was old and pure, the Chen family never called to school again, and she was happy at school.

I want to talk about "Rebirth 1996" with more like-minded people, pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~