As a friend of Lin Miyang, Yasui and the most embarrassing time he saw was at Liu Zihua's funeral.

A few days after Liu Zihua's accident, Lin Miyang didn't shave for a few days, and the whole person seemed to be the same as Liu Zihua's parents, who looked a lot older because of their thinness.

He hid aside, followed Liu Zihua's parents, and bowed to Liu Zihua's other people one by one.

When they came to worship others, not many people recognized Lin Miyang, after all, Lin Miyang in their eyes has always been the dazzling violinist, and the person in front of them is more like Liu Zihua has an unbounded relative.

In front of the mourning hall, Lin Miyang stayed for a day and a night. Occasionally, when I came out, I just took out a cigarette from my pocket and swallowed the clouds.

Yasui snatched the cigarette from his hand: "When did you learn it." ”

Lin Miyang looked at him: "Do you still need to learn this?" But he no longer snatched back the cigarette in his hand, but turned around and returned to the mourning hall.

Yasui looked at Lin Miyang's appearance, and didn't know how to comfort him, thinking that he must have a lot of whispers to tell Liu Zihua, so he didn't go in to bother anymore.

After all, the Zhao family also seems to have become a little unable to take care of themselves.

But he thought that things would pass, that the dead were gone, and that the living would always live well. Maybe Liu Zihua's death will make Lin Miyang depressed for a while, but time is the best medicine, and it will always make Lin Miyang heal.

Fortunately, this time was not long, Lin Miyang seemed to have returned to his original state very quickly, still holding occasional concerts, still being a guest professor at that school, and still making amazing tunes.

He still seems to be the same Lin Miyang as before.

Yasui only thought one question was strange, so he asked Lin Miyang: "Why did you quit your favorite police job?" ”

Lin Miyang looked at Yasui and sincerely said: "Because she doesn't like it." ”

Yasui and suddenly lost his words. Zhao Jiajia told herself about Liu Zihua's feelings for Lin Miyang, starting from fans, she likes the way Lin Miyang plays the violin, and she also likes the way he lectures, as long as he is on stage, Liu Zihua will always be in the third row.

It's no wonder that Lin Miyang's recitals always leave an empty seat in the third row.

Lin Miyang's surface didn't seem to care anymore, his external injuries had recovered, but only he knew that his inside was rotten, and there was no longer any freshness and beauty.

Yasui and still remember the relationship between the girl Shiyun and Lin Miyang from the front, the two are neighbors but they are better than neighbors, Lin Miyang admires Fang Shiyun's piano very much, and has said more than once in front of him, if nothing else, Shiyun This girl will have a lot of achievements in the future.

Of course, Lin Miyang admires not only Fang Shiyun, he has an attitude of appreciation and respect for all talented people, including that Gu Chuanlan.

It's a pity that Fang Shiyun doesn't think so, she wants more than just appreciation. When the two families talked about marriage, Lin Miyang decisively refused.

Lin Miyang and Yasui said that in fact, he didn't like marriage or anything, it was just a legal brand of reproduction, and if he met a suitable one, he would agree.

Yasui He actually thinks that Fang Shiyun is very good, with her appearance, talent and family background, she is actually qualified to match Lin Miyang, and she is single-minded about Lin Miyang, why doesn't he agree?

So Yasui and have a question to ask.

Lin Miyang just smiled and said: "I want an equal marriage, I can't give her what she wants." ”

Yasui and naturally didn't understand the connection between Lin Miyang's two sentences, and only felt that he was an overly rational person. According to his meaning, he just wants to find someone who appreciates him and doesn't love him, after all, he won't fall in love with someone else.

Even Fang Shiyun's like that, he can't look down on it. He can only look at himself.

But suddenly one day, Lin Miyang took a wedding invitation to himself, saying that he was going to get married, and his face was full of joy, so that Yasui couldn't help but tease him: "You have found the object you love and love you?" ”

Lin Miyang still meant the same thing: "No, because she just admires me." ”

Yasui and suddenly felt that Lin Miyang was a little stunned, there were more people who admired him and didn't love him, how could he find one and make up his mind to marry someone.

After looking at the bride's photo, Yasui Kazuzu realized that this was clearly the person Lin Miyang had always felt indebted, and he was using his own way to make up for the debt that he stood by and watched at that time.

Yasui immediately stopped: "Lin Miyang, are you crazy? You're just on official duty, and no undercover agent would have reached out in a situation like that at the time, and wasn't she safe and sound? You don't have to! ”

Lin Miyang has never been a person who owes others, especially in this matter. No matter how Yasui Kazuzu explained, he didn't owe that girl, it was just his own demons.

Lin Miyang shook his head: "No, she is very similar to my view of marriage, we both feel that appreciating each other is the best state, and she has full marks in her professional courses, where is it ordinary?" ”

Yasui felt incredible, when did Lin Miyang's vision get so bad that he actually used test scores to evaluate whether a person was an ordinary person.

Although Lin Miyang has expressed his view of marriage many times, Yasui always feels that it should not be such a girl.

Yasui began to observe this girl occasionally, but she didn't seem to care about anything, she was only interested in studying, but the girl who was often with her was more cheerful and lively, in contrast, Liu Zihua really didn't have anything outstanding except for studying.

Lin Miyang is also only interested in music, maybe these two people really have a common topic.

But on the basis of neither side having feelings, how can it last long.

Sure enough, when Lin Miyang rarely gets drunk with Yasui He, he will reveal that Liu Zihua wants to divorce. The two have only been together for a long time, and so many things have happened.

Obviously, the woman has no sense of security about this marriage. What is it that an insecure girl is based on?

Yasui easily thought that Liu Zihua already had feelings for Lin Miyang, but she and Lin Miyang had the same view of marriage, so once she had feelings, she wanted to escape.

This marriage should last long, after all, Lin Miyang has no feelings for Liu Zihua, he just admires her.

Yasui and just had the attitude of watching the excitement, the divorce of the two is a matter of time, Lin Miyang can't be tolerant of this girl who has always put divorce in his mouth, no matter how good his temper is, there will be a day when he loses patience.

It's a pity that before the marriage ended, death came.

Only then did Yasui understand that Lin Miyang's feelings for Liu Zihua were not just appreciation.

He watched Lin Miyang sink and rot in the name of Liu Zihua, and wanted to pull him, but he refused to reach out and buried his heart with Liu Zihua with his own hands.

I have never seen such a depressed Lin Miyang, which makes Yasui and a little scared, Lin Miyang is a world-class genius, and there has never been anything that can make him distressed, not even a frown.

But after Liu Zihua left, his brows never stretched.

In the past, Lin Miyang never showed his intimacy in front of the public, and he carefully hid his sincerity, afraid of being known.

No, he was just afraid that Liu Zihua would know.

Like Liu Zihua, he is afraid of letting go because the other party knows his mind. But the difference between the two sides is that when they found their minds, Liu Zihua kept letting go, and Lin Miyang kept retaining.

It has been more than a year since Liu Zihua passed away, and Lin Miyang's life is still three points and one line, school, research institute, and his villa, occasionally running around the world with a concert.

Yasui and a little nostalgic for the days when Lin Miyang was an undercover agent in the past, although he always advised him not to do this at that time, it was too dangerous, but Lin Miyang at that time could make people look forward to it, and he had the vitality that only those around him could understand.

And now, where the fixed point is every day, Yasui Kazuzu knows exactly where he is, and he can find him at any time.

He was very worried about Lin Miyang, and roared and shouted more than once: "Lin Miyang, she is dead, can you live well." ”

Lin Miyang just smiled slightly: "I'm living a good life!" ”

Yasui snatched his bag, took out a box from the bag, and opened the box, but it was the necklace that Lin Miyang took every day to see things and think about people.

"Is this what you call living well? She's dead, don't do this to yourself, okay! You can find someone you admire more, she admires you too, you are so good, you are so young, you have a good time ahead, for a woman who has died, do you have to be like the living dead? ”

Lin Miyang snatched the necklace: "She's different." ”

Sometimes, Yasui Kazuya was too tired to wake up Lin Miyang, so he quietly listened to what Lin Miyang was saying.

"Her mind is always on studying, and sometimes she will dislike me and tell me to go away quickly. Come to think of it, she still doesn't appreciate me occasionally. ”

"I took her to the Xu Le Opera House, thinking that she would surprise her by playing a violin, but she played a piece of music, and I was amazed. She can't play the piano as well as a master, but why is it so beautiful? ”

"I was dragged to the students' thank-you banquet, and she ran recklessly, for fear that I would be taken away if I was drunk. You see, marriage has this kind of benefit, even if she doesn't like me, she can be jealous of me. ”

Yasui couldn't bear to tell Lin Miyang that Liu Zihua had him in his heart, if he told him, would he be even more unable to let go?

"She finally called me, I didn't give her a chance to speak, you say, what was she trying to say? Even if it was a divorce, I regretted not letting her say it. ”

As he spoke, he pulled out another cigarette, and Ruth, who was familiar with the car, began to smoke.

Is it possible that she didn't come to tell him about the divorce?

When Lin Miyang said this, he immediately got up and walked out.

This point is the time that Lin Miyang has stayed in the villa, and if he changes this trajectory, he will have to do something unusual.