Chapter 18 Lost
When the homeroom teacher appeared at the door of the classroom, several people stopped laughing and lowered their heads to read, Teacher Gao walked up to the podium and looked around at the students who were "serious" reading books in the classroom, and the corners of his mouth showed a slight smile, walked down from the podium, walked around the gap between the two rows of tables to see what everyone was looking at, and then stood on the podium again after a few turns.
Coughed lightly a few times, Teacher Gao held his head high and began tonight's speech: "I just saw that the students are in good shape, we young people should be like this, we must seize every minute of time to study, the black hair does not know how to study early, and the white hair regrets studying late." On the first day of class today, I also communicated with the teachers of each subject in the class, and the learning attitude of the students in our class is still very correct, which is a good start, but there are also individual students who did not listen attentively in class today, and I think everyone knows who it is, and I will not name it, I hope this situation will not occur again tomorrow. Saying this, her sharp eyes still looked at Li Jun, Li Jun only felt a chill in her heart, and felt a cold sweat. At this time, Yuan Yamin also kicked his stool leg with his foot below, also reminding him.
"Today is Friday, we have the first day of class, tomorrow we will have another day, and we can go home after school in the afternoon and take Sunday. Some students have been living on campus since junior high school, and some students may not have started to live on campus until high school, I don't want to affect our learning passion and motivation because of going home on Sunday, and the other thing is that after going home this week, I will agree with my parents whether to transfer to science. After all, only sixteen or seventeen-year-old children have not left their parents, and this time it has been 10 days since they registered, and they will definitely be homesick.
"Okay, be quiet, wash and change your clothes when you go home, in fact, you are all close to adulthood, and you should be self-reliant, you should wash your own clothes at school, this point girls should be better, you boys should also be diligent, don't wear all the clothes smelly, pay attention to washing a little more in the hot weather in summer." The girls below let out a burst of laughter, while the boys lifted their tops to smell for the smell.
Teacher Gao hurriedly waved his hand to calm everyone down and continued: "There is basically nothing to talk about in today's class, you review it again, complete the homework left by the teachers of each subject carefully, and then preview the class to be held tomorrow, I will talk so much, you still have to pay attention to discipline, I will be in the office before class, you can go to me if you have something." After saying that, he walked around the classroom twice and left with his hands behind his back.
After the head teacher left, there were some slight whispers in the class, but most of them were still doing their homework and reviewing their homework seriously, Li Jun looked at Guo Jibin and Dong Yuqian next to him constantly exchanging notes, not knowing what sweet words they were writing, and he was really convinced.
took out the pen that I had memorized in a daze during the day and looked at it, and then finished the homework left that day as required, thinking about whether I should go upstairs to take a look at Fang Ning, whether I should give her the diary I wrote, even if I don't bother her in the future, I should let her understand her heart, but I am afraid that it will make her more difficult to choose, and increase her psychological burden.
When I was in a dilemma and bored, the bell rang at the end of the first evening self-study, "I should still go see her!" Li Jun took out his treasured diary from the depths of the desk bucket and strode out of the classroom, walking towards the brightly lit teaching building in front of him, Gao Yujun called him twice at the back door of the classroom, but he didn't hear it.
The narrow corridor of the teaching building is also crowded with people, in and out of chatting, some go to the toilet, Li Jun panted and climbed to the third floor of the teaching building, it is estimated that class is about to begin, there are few people in the corridor, only a few boys are holding on to the railing and chatting, Li Jun saw Liu Guangchao at a glance, and Liu Guangchao also saw him, so he greeted Li Jun, pulled him to the glass window of their class and pointed to the direction of the front row of the classroom.
Li Jun saw her at a glance, her face that used to smile like a flower was now full of paleness, and her smaller body was even more weak, at this time she was looking down at the desk, Zhang Limeng, who was at the same table, didn't know what to say to her, she nodded lightly, showing a hint of a smile.
"Do you want me to get her out for you?" Liu Guangchao looked at Li Jun's distressed expression and was also very sympathetic to his buddies.
"Well, thank you, buddy, no matter what, there has to be a decision, so that everyone can start a new life better." Li Jun walked a few steps to the staircase next to him, the light here was still a little darker, he didn't want more people to see him and Fang Ning.
Li Jun, who was standing in the shadows, watched the other students walk into the classroom one by one, but his palms were full of sweat, and he looked at the door of Fang Ning's classroom with anxiety, how he looked forward to Fang Ning coming out of the classroom, but he was afraid that she would come over and tell himself directly, "Don't bother me anymore!" ”
Almost 3 minutes passed, but in Li Jun's heart, it seemed as long as a year, and he saw a slender figure walking out of the back door of the classroom, and the class bell also rang throughout the campus at this moment, Li Jun's heart trembled, and he saw Fang Ning's body trembling, but she still walked over to him.
Li Jun walked out of the shadows to meet Fang Ning, and then the two of them walked into the shadows again, the two of them looked at each other silently, Fang Ning's eyes were full of sadness, and Li Jun felt distressed for a while, "I heard that you are sick?" Li Jun was the first to speak.
"Yes." Fang Ning replied softly, and then there was silence for a while.
"How can a cold cause such a serious illness?" Li Jun's tone was full of concern.
Fang Ning raised his eyes in surprise, "You know everything?" ”
"I went to Xiao Guang's house for dinner this afternoon, his mother said, let Xiao Guang take care of you more."
"Well, I'm fine, as long as I pay attention in the future, don't exercise too high-intensity during this time, don't catch a cold again, and pay attention to your emotions, it's fine", Fang Ning's tone was full of resentment, and he didn't know if he was complaining about Xiaoguang's mother or Li Jun.
"Then pay more attention to rest, drink more water, and wear more clothes in the morning and evening."
"Got it, is there anything else, our teacher is going to come over in a while, and now it's all in class, so that the teacher can see that it's not good." I don't know why Fang Ning's tone changed a little.
"Fang Ning!" Li Jun wanted to speak and stopped.
"Li Jun, I also wrote to you during the holidays, we are still too young, really, we can't control us now, how can we decide our future in a few years!" Saying that, Fang Ning was a little excited. "Yes, I also liked you before, but I think you are a caring and considerate big brother, I also want to have a brother like you, maybe some of my behaviors have misunderstood you, but I am afraid of losing you, afraid that you will no longer pay attention to me after saying this. I also received several letters you wrote after the exam, looking at the sincere words you wrote, I didn't dare to say no to you, I was in a very bad mood during the whole holiday, especially depressed, but I didn't dare to tell my parents. Fang Ning's tone was full of crying, and his body trembled a little uncontrollably.
Li Jun's heart was like a knife, and he was afraid that Fang Ning's illness would have an impact, so he grabbed Fang Ning's hand and said: "Fang Ning, don't get excited, don't aggravate your condition because of this, I will always treat you as my best friend, no matter what we become, I won't hate you because of this, really!" Saying that, Li Jun handed his treasured diary to Fang Ning, and then said: "My heart for you is always the most sincere, everything I do is also a piece of sincerity, I don't miss you all the time during the holidays, I can't see you I wrote it into this diary, every day I will write a lot, I feel that you can see it when I write it myself, every day I finish writing the diary and put it under the pillow and fall asleep with it, I will dream of your sweet smile every day, but you have been worrying about me, I'm sorry, As long as you can understand my heart, I will treat you as a sister of mine, a good sister, as long as you can be happy. Li Jun's heart was dripping blood, but his face was still sincere.
Fang Ning's eyes were already full of tears, and his pale face was also flushed with excitement, "Li Jun, I understand your heart, but I don't want it to torment my heart anymore, I won't take the diary, you can take it back." ”
"This is written for you, I still hope you can keep it, just help me realize my beautiful dream." Li Jun still insisted on giving it to Fang Ning, but Fang Ning refused to take it, the two of them were in a stalemate, and suddenly the voices of several middle-aged people came from the corridor downstairs.
"Our homeroom teacher is here", Fang Ning was like a frightened bird, she didn't shirk anymore, turned around and walked towards the classroom with the book, and then turned around and said to Li Jun: "Actually, I also wrote you a letter, and I asked Liu Guangchao to give you the letter and this book together." With that, he went straight to the back door of the classroom.
Li Jun calmed down and turned his head to walk downstairs, just when he met a male teacher in his 40s who turned up the stairs on the third floor, saw Li Jun and asked, "Which class are you in, why aren't you in the classroom, where are you going?" ”
Li Jun walked down without raising his head, and said softly: "I'm looking for someone." Then he ignored the teacher and went downstairs. As I walked, I heard the teacher above say, "I don't know where the student is: why did you come to our class to find someone?" I don't know how to respect the teacher at all, and I really don't know how to be polite. ”
Li Jun walked in the quiet campus like ashes, her heart was empty and did not fall at all, tears flowed down unconsciously, looking at the bright lights in the classroom, her heart was full of darkness, and in her heart she only regarded herself as a good brother, but he already had so many sisters, and he didn't want her to have another sister.
After a few turns in the dim campus to calm his mood, Li Jun walked towards his classroom, and heard the crisp sound of high heels from a distance, he quickly ran from the dark shadow to his class, the classmates in the class watched Li Jun run in from the back door and were all stunned, Gao Yujun patted him on the back, Li Jun didn't pay attention to him, and walked directly to his place and sat down, the sound of high heels had already sounded at the back door of the classroom.
He felt Yuan Yamin kicking his stool under his feet again, and he didn't look back at him, Guo Jibin, who was at the same table, turned his head and asked softly: "Why did you go, I came back so late, I'm not afraid that the old class will repair you, you have been in constant condition these days, is there anything wrong?" ”
It seems that Guo Jibin is not wholeheartedly rooted in Dong Yuqian's heart, and is also paying attention to his tablemate, "It's okay, I went to see a classmate, she was sick, I went to condole, the head teacher came", Li Jun put on a serious look, Guo Jibin also showed surprise, I don't know how Li Jun changed so quickly.
Maybe the head teacher also saw Li Jun's shadow just now, but she didn't see who it was, she walked to the podium and looked at the people in the class suspiciously, and didn't find anything abnormal, so she continued to walk around the classroom to see what each student was doing.
Li Jun took out a notebook and copied today's notes on it seriously, writing with a brush, but he didn't know what he had written, just mechanically let the pen move and move in his hand, until he finished writing a page and then the pen was written on the desk without noticing, all of this was in Guo Jibin's eyes, he quickly touched Li Jun's arm lightly and reminded him, Li Jun also instantly sobered up, turned the page and wrote on it.
The bell rang again, Guo Jibin was not in a hurry to leave with Dong Yuqian, he nodded to Dong Yuqian, Dong Yuqian and his tablemate Wang Xueyan left the classroom, Guo Jibin took Li Jun's hand and walked towards the dormitory, Gao Yujun saw that there was something wrong with today's situation and walked over.
"Is Li Jun okay?" Gao Yujun was also full of concern, "Broke up with your girlfriend?" ”
Li Jun shook his head and nodded again, I don't know if Fang Ning counts, if not, then where did the breakup come from, but in her heart, did she really think that she was his boyfriend, she just wanted to treat him as a big brother who cared about her.
Several people walked back to the dormitory together in silence, no one joked with him anymore, everyone walked silently like this, Li Jun returned to the dormitory and climbed directly onto his upper bunk, twisting his head to the wall, tears unconsciously filled his eyes again.