"Jun'er, are you okay?" Looking at Li Jun, who was standing silently and crying, Zhao Zhiguang was a little anxious, and looked at his mother anxiously while asking Li Jun.

"Xiaojun, don't worry, things have happened, it's useless to be anxious, your father said that your grandmother had a heart attack, and she didn't suffer anything, and she left very peacefully." Zhao Zhiguang's mother gently patted him on the back and comforted him.

"Jun, or you can ride my car back in a while, I'll go to school to ask for leave for you, or you will have to wait for the teacher to go to work for more than an hour, but it's still a little dark when you go back now, you have to be careful on the road." Zhao Zhiguang also looked at Li Jun with concern.

"It's okay, there are street lights in the county now, and the sky will be completely lit up in a while, I'll leave now, you can help me ask for a leave." Li Jun didn't eat anymore after speaking, and ran directly upstairs and rode in the direction of home.

Li Jun rode the bicycle quickly, tears flowed down his eyes, just rode through the north and south intersections leading to the school, vaguely heard someone drinking his name, but the sadness in his heart did not think about it carefully, and still did not stop to run towards the pass.

The street lamp has become a little pale in the faint morning light, Li Jun's tears are still sliding, the sadness in his heart has not stopped for a moment, and he is pedaling the bicycle hard, at this time, he just wants to fly back to his home at once, and he can see his once kind grandmother, even if she can only lie in the cold ice coffin now.

When I arrived at the house, all the funeral ceremonial things were ready, and the courtyard was full of people, including the villagers and relatives at home.

Li Jun stopped his bicycle at the door and hurriedly ran towards the main house, tears filled his eyes again, and his relatives at home also called his name, but he ignored it and ran directly into the house.

In the middle of the north wall of the room was an ice coffin, and the compressor made the slightest sound, and the grandmother was lying quietly in it at the moment, and her body was covered with a cloth, and only her thin figure could be seen.

"Grandma!" Li Jun let out a roar, knelt down in front of the ice coffin and cried loudly.

The burning white candles, incense, and paper rendered all this sadness even more sad, and the mother and aunt next to him also shed tears to pull Li Jun up, but Li Jun just crawled on the ground and cried loudly, hoping that his cry could wake up his grandmother again, let her stroke her head again, and bring herself delicious food, and she could help herself speak when her father reprimanded her, but all this was no longer possible, and this kind old man left forever.

Li Jun's crying also infected the relatives at home, and there was a cry at the scene, but everyone was just crying sadly, and finally his father walked into the house, forcibly dragged Li Jun up, and pulled him to the next room.

In Li Jun's heart, the extremely tall father is now also red-eyed, with vicissitudes on his face, and his beard is crawling all over his chin, and this person who has always paid attention to his appearance has lost his former demeanor at this moment.

In fact, the final maturity of a person may be after losing his dearest parents, who will always be like a child in front of every old man, only when they leave, will they be truly independent and mature.

"Xiaojun, your grandma is gone, I know you're sad, but no matter how sad you are, you have to calm yourself down, because there are still a lot of things to deal with in front of you. Your grandfather died early, and when he left, I didn't understand anything like you, but I felt that the sky seemed to fall, and it would be your uncle who presided over all the things in the family. Now that your grandmother has passed away, I can no longer be as ignorant as I was back then, we need to face relatives, friends and villagers in the village, if it is just a person immersed in pain will ignore everyone's feelings, so whenever we have to stay calm, one day in the future we will also leave, you now have to learn how to calmly face the sudden changes everywhere, because you are a man, you can't be like a woman when things happen only panic and sadness, Rather, we must learn to be sober and face and solve. The father was educating Li Jun earnestly, and looking at his father Li Jun, who was also sad but unusually calm in front of him, he suddenly grew up.

"Dad, I know, you go and get busy, I won't make a mess, you can do anything you can arrange for me, because I am also a man in our family." Li Jun wiped away the tears on his face and said firmly.

"Well, Xiao Jun has really grown up." The father stood up and patted Li Jun on the shoulder, turned around and walked out, but then Li Jun saw the tears in his father's eyes flashing, I don't know if it was because of the departure of his grandmother or because he felt the growth of his son.

In the next two days, Li Jun stayed at home quietly, helping to do what he could as much as possible, Xiaoguang called to greet the situation, and several other boys also called to greet him, and wanted to arrange a time to come and have a look, but Li Jun directly blocked back, because the study time was very tight, so I didn't want everyone to be distracted by grandma's affairs.

Yuan Yamin also knew about this, and called on the second night after returning home, comforting Li Jun not to be too sad, she said that she became a little choked up, because she and Gao Yujun, Li Hongjing and a few classmates also came to Li Jun's house, and her grandmother also liked her very much, and if people were separated forever today, she originally called to comfort Li Jun, and finally was comforted by Li Jun before she was no longer sad.

Putting down Yuan Yamin's phone, Li Jun hesitated whether to call Guan Xinlei to tell him about the situation, he originally said that he would go to relax together the next day, but he didn't expect his grandmother to be gone, and he left in too much hurry before he had time to tell her about the situation, I don't know if she knew what happened at home, if she didn't know that she had broken the appointment and left, and there would be no news for two days as soon as she left, and she said that she would be happy, but what she had just said was thrown away in the wind in a blink of an eye, would she be sad.

Hesitating and learning again and again is to put down the phone, the last time she called her father's attitude is still deeply imprinted in her heart, now calling again may make her more difficult, and wait for tomorrow after the funeral of her grandmother to rush back to her personally explain things clearly.

What Li Jun didn't know was that Guan Xinlei didn't go home at this moment, she was sitting alone at the door of the small shop where the two of them had sat together two days ago, looking at the stars in the sky silently, what happened in Li Jun's house did not expand in the class, because at this moment, everyone's heart was only learning, and there was no heart to inquire more about other people's privacy, so she didn't know where Li Jun went and what happened, but she knew that he suddenly disappeared without saying a word.

Li Jun went home full of sadness in the morning, she went to school full of joy and hoped to have a good chat with Li Jun, looking at his flashing figure at the intersection and thinking that he was wrong, but he still tried to call him, but he didn't seem to hear it, and when he rode to the intersection, Li Jun's figure had already disappeared into the distance.

After waiting for a day and not seeing Li Jun appear, she hurried to the school after dinner in the evening hoping to see Li Jun, but he still did not show up, until she went home disappointed in self-study the next night, and returned home by herself after wandering downstairs for a long time.

Li Jun still didn't show up the next day, she was a little worried, thinking about asking Gao Yujun what happened to Li Jun, but in the end she didn't open her mouth, and waited for another day and still didn't see him appear, her worries began to become a little complaining, and after studying at night, she went back downstairs and looked at the steps she had sat with Li Jun, and the resentment in her heart was even deeper, she still sat down alone, and then looked at the stars in the sky thinking about what he said that night, and tears couldn't help but flow.

"Sister, it's not lonely to sit here alone, do you need my brother to accompany you?" Suddenly, a girl's flirtatious voice came, Guan Xinlei jumped up in shock, saw a kid with dyed yellow hair in front of her looking at her with a smile, and hurriedly turned around and ran into the community.

When Li Jun hesitated and put down the phone repeatedly, she was also running back home in a panic.

"What's wrong with Leilei? Look at the panicked look on your face. Guan Xinlei's mother looked at her with a panicked look and asked with concern.

At this moment, Guan Xinlei is not only ashamed but also hated Li Jun, after all, she is waiting hard to encounter the molestion of these bad teenagers.

"Mom, it's okay, I'm fine, but I'm a little panicked, I want to sleep, you should rest early." Guan Xinlei said and walked into the bathroom and closed the door, looking at her pale face in the mirror, her face was still the same, but no one was with her, thinking that tears flowed out again.

After lunch on the third day, it was time to go out of the funeral, and all the relatives in the family had to send grandma away if they were unwilling, and the funeral procession was long and long, and when the last cup of loess piled up a bulging grave bag on the ground, grandma was forever isolated from this world.

Returned home with a sad heart, her mother had prepared everything for her to return to school, because now the study was already very intense, so the family did not want him to delay any longer, Li Jun also wanted to go back as soon as possible to explain to Guan Xinlei what had happened in the past few days.