Talking about Shurun - the past, you can't get by

Tan Shurun is a precocious and sensitive child, perhaps because of the ruin of her young family and the loss of the relationship with her parents, she learned patience and pleasing in the orphanage, and how to put on the most well-behaved smile in front of outsiders.

But Tan Shurun didn't think there was anything bad about this life experience, it taught her something, and it was precisely because of the life experience in the orphanage that when she was adopted by the old man Zhan later, even if everyone in the Zhan family didn't like her, she was able to maintain a superficial friendship with everyone, and lived a quiet life.

Of course, the premise is that she doesn't know the difference between high and low, and unilaterally likes Zhanhuan.

However, it is not easy to forget Zhanhuan, whether it is to forget his bad or ignore his good.

For a long time, she also reflected, the world is big, there are so many men, why bother holding on to Zhanhuan?

Probably, because she had never received kindness from others.

Therefore, when she met Zhanhuan, his goodness, even if it was just casual, she couldn't forget it, and she couldn't let go.

She thought that if Zhan Huan knew, why would she like him, I was afraid that she would regret not doing it at the beginning.

I don't know who is more unlucky between the two, starting from his kindness, being entangled by her all his life, and finally ending with her death.

After a long, long time, she still can't help but think that if she hadn't been so inconsiderate, perhaps, she could have lived an ordinary life quietly at that time.

However, she couldn't hide, and she was also helpless.

A heart, secretly hidden in the bottom of the heart, accumulated over time, as if in the mother of a pot of peerless wine, a point of eyes, two smiles, three grams of caution, four dollars of sincerity, blended together, with flesh and blood as an introduction, put on the tip of the heart to protect, waiting for one day, can open her, present to his beloved, taste that bite.

He will know how happy she is for all these years, waiting to be able to come together with him.

After Tan Shurun realized her liking for Zhan Huan, everything she did seemed to be for him.

She hated to turn into a roundworm in Zhan Huan's stomach, thinking about what he thought, thinking about what he thought, worrying about what he was worried about, and enjoying what he was happy about.

The young master of the Zhan family took the first place in the exam again, and she was even happier than him, and she couldn't wait to frame the exam paper full of red ticks, hang it in her room, and look at it day and night.

Old Man Zhan asked for his marksmanship, obviously it wasn't her who praised her, she could laugh all day, even when she was cooking, she cut her hand, and she could continue to be stupidly happy for a long time.

It's cold and it's time to dress and keep warm; It's hot and it's time to prepare sour plum juice to relieve the heat; After accumulating food, then boil a pot of hawthorn syrup, add soft and glutinous millet, and boil it into a paste, sweet and sour.

Zhan Huan didn't like to clean up the things in the house, so she helped him clean up, anyway, she often did housework, which was also a convenient thing.

However, when the relationship between them was not so bad, she once made fun of Zhan Huan for going out as a model and coming back like a dog, just because of this, Zhan Huan chased her for most of the garden, and almost didn't exhaust her to death.

She didn't have big ambitions, and she had the biggest dream, that is, to become a good wife and mother of Zhanhuan.

However, the world is impermanent, things backfire, and he doesn't love her.

He likes Zhan Meng, beauty, elegant and generous, smart and decisive, and a little girlish and cute, there are so many celebrities in Beicheng, but only she is worthy of the title of the first lady in China.

The two of them are a match made in heaven, if there is no blood relationship between the two who are brothers and sisters, Zhan Huan and Zhan Meng will definitely be the envy of everyone.

By accident, she and Zhan Huan got engaged.

On the day of the wedding, Zhan Meng found her, condescendingly, with the arrogance of the innate young lady of the family, and said disdainfully: "Do you think that with my grandfather's order, with that marriage certificate, and with today's wedding, you are really my brother's wife?" ”

It was the first time she dared to refute Zhan Meng's words in a tone and tone of argument.

"We have a marriage license, we are a husband and wife protected by the law! I'm naturally Ahuan's wife! ”

Zhan Meng's delicate eyebrows and eyes were sarcastic, and he casually lifted the wavy curls in his ears, opened his lips lightly, and said word by word: "Marriage certificate? Waste paper only! Where can it be compared, he himself said, I am his woman. ”

She clutched the wedding dress at her side, the sweetness that welled up in her throat stimulated her taste buds, and the strength in her hands was so great that she wanted to crush all the bones together.

"You go out, you're not welcome here!"

Angry to the extreme, she could only hold back this sentence, not that she couldn't use more dirty and dirty words to quarrel with Zhan Meng, but when she thought that it was Zhan Huan's person on the tip of her heart, if she really quarreled with Zhan Meng, I was afraid that the future would be even more sad, I was afraid that Zhan Huan, even the eyes, I was not willing to give her another charity.

Zhan Meng sneered, her steps were light, and the well-made burgundy wrapping dress set off her delicate figure more and more glamorous, and her every move was full of charm.

She thought this was the end, but Zhan Meng walked to the door, paused, turned around gracefully, looked at her, his eyes were full of contempt, and with a casual pull, he ripped off the floral embroidered silk scarf used for decoration around his neck, and said with a smile: "Last night, I asked him to be lighter, and he didn't listen, so I went out today, and I had to wear this Laoshzi silk scarf around it, and I died of heat." ”

Her eyes turned red instantly, and she bit her lip so hard that she didn't lose her temper and rushed up to hit someone.

But Zhan Meng didn't let her go, she casually raised her hand, and the silk scarf fluttered and unmistakably fell at her feet, lying quietly, the black gem on it, reflecting her delicate face, and her eyes, the sadness that could not be hidden.

"I didn't have time to prepare a gift, so this silk scarf will be given to you, I wish you a happy wedding."

After the words fell, Zhan Meng chuckled and left the room, and the moment the door closed again, there was a click, which seemed to drain all the bones from her body, and she collapsed to the ground with a soft body.

The sharp pain in the palm of her hand came, and she looked over in a daze, only to find that the flesh and blood in the palm of her hand were blurred, and the lips were also dripping with blood, as well as the speckled red on the white wedding dress.

She didn't cry, stood up, put on makeup again, touched up her lip gloss, put a band-aid on the palm of her hand, and finally picked up the eyebrow pencil and lip gloss, and directly sketched a pair of winter plums in those blood-stained places.

The wedding was held on time, Zhanhuan also appeared on the stage on time, the wedding march sounded, the attendant pushed open the door of the auditorium, she held a hydrangea in her hand, and the corner of her mouth hung a smile that had been trained for a long time in accordance with the etiquette requirements of the warlords, stepping on the beat of the piano music, walking slowly, and walking towards Zhanhuan.

With each step, her heart ached, but more than that, she was happy, and her chest was full of satisfaction.

That's fine, time will change everything after all, and he, Zhan Huan, the man who is about to become her husband, will one day know that she is silently guarding him in her own way.

From the door of the auditorium to the time when she put her hand in the palm of his hand, this journey of less than two minutes, she walked for twenty years, the best years of her life.

The veil was light, and I could vaguely see Zhan Huan frowning, and when he looked at her, his eyes were also extremely disgusted, and the gaze, like a blade, like a sharp sword, pierced through the air, hating to kill her and kill her at their wedding.

"Mr. Zhan Huan, are you willing to marry Miss Tan Shurun as your legal wife, whether she will be rich or poor in the future, whether she will be healthy or sick in the future, will you be with her forever?"

The priest asked, but Zhan Huan did not answer.

She became nervous, was she really so reluctant to marry her? Are you going to repent of your marriage in public?

However, in the next second, when the guests in the audience were whispering, Zhan Huan suddenly approached her, and the hot breath exhaled when she spoke hit her neck, like a feather gently sweeping the tip of her heart, causing a palpitation.

"Talking about Shurun, you are really scheming."

She smiled and opened her mouth to say something, but found that she couldn't say anything.

What can you say, refute her, isn't it? What about the evidence? Even if she explains again, today's wedding will already be confirmed, she is the kind of woman who secretly cheats, has a deep mind, and is scheming, and she is the most hated woman in Zhanhuan.

Zhan Huan retreated, and the eyes of the guests who came to watch the ceremony disappeared suddenly.

In the face of absolute power, he was silent, and the entire wedding hall could be heard, but Zhan Huan said slowly in his low, hoarse, magnetic bass: "I do." ”

The pastor's relieved voice was so heavy that she could hear it, and then the pastor hurriedly asked her, "Miss Tan Shurun, would you like to marry Mr. Zhanhuan as your lawful husband, whether he will be rich or poor in the future, whether he will be healthy or sick in the future, will you be with him forever?" ”

Her soul fluttered in the air, obviously this was her wedding, she was about to have a small family that belonged to her, and then the feeling of homelessness that surged up from the depths of her soul permeated every part of her body, cold to the bone, unforgettable.

She heard herself say, "I do." ”

When she was very young, her mother used to hold her in the yard to bask in the sun, and her father watched over them, and most of the time, her father would write a pair of calligraphy, and the content would never change.

It is advisable to drink alcohol and grow old with children. Qin Se is in the palace, and it is good to be quiet.

She envied her parents' love fiercely, like a cup of cereal that had just been filled in winter, quenching her thirst and carrying her hunger.

It's just that this kind of love, I don't know if she has worked so hard, will it belong to her even the slightest possibility?

That night, the Zhan family's mansion was brightly lit, she stood by the window, watching Zhan Huan drive away, and he was still wearing the dress above the wedding, which was the fabric she personally selected, the style designed, staring at the tailor to make it with stitches and threads, she knew that he didn't like the smell of potion on the new clothes, and specially washed it, ironed it, put it in the room where the incense was lit, and smoked it for a whole day.

She leaned against the window, the evening breeze was cool, and the corners of her eyes were moist, as if the snowflakes outside the window had mischievously penetrated in, melted into the corners of her eyes, and turned into a puddle of water.

She couldn't help but wonder, I don't know, when he saw Zhan Meng, when he took off the groom's dress tonight, he would remember it a little, and sighed, where did he buy this dress, it felt good.

Not long after the wedding, she heard that Zhan Meng's suitor knocked on the door and named him to marry Zhan Meng, the eldest lady of the Zhan family.

The entire Beicheng was in a sensation, and the ladies and ladies of the big family were looking forward to it, wanting to wait and see what the Zhan family would do this time, but in fact, she knew that most people were ready to watch a good show, and see how the Zhan family's Zhan Huan fought against another man for his sister.

She is also curious, the king of zombies, is determined to win Zhan Meng, how many times have he sent zombie armies to attack important cities, all for Zhan Meng, this time, Zhan Huan's possessiveness is so terrifying, will he give up Zhan Meng?

She was watching the play, but as everyone knows, it didn't take long for her to change from a bystander to a person in the play, putting on makeup, putting on costumes, and using her self-esteem to play a role called Zhan Meng.

At noon that day, she saw Zhan Huan in her room, and thought she was coming back to rest, and she didn't even give her time to hurry up for lunch and not get ready, so Zhan Huan told her that she hoped that she could replace Zhan Meng and marry the Zombie King.

Before the joy in her eyes could fade, she fell into the ice cave, and the cold air around her penetrated into her internal organs, almost killing her in the moment.

"She doesn't like that person, this marriage, she can't go."

She was full of grievances, her vision gradually became blurred, and she stood in place, looking at Zhanhuan.

"I, I don't like that guy either, I don't even know what he looks like, why should I go? Why should I go? ”

Then she heard Zhan Huan say, "Xiaomeng, she is different from you. ”

She couldn't help but ask, "What's the difference?" What's the difference? How is I different from her? ”

She really wants to know, what's wrong with her, he said, as long as he says it, she changes, can't she change it?

Zhan Huan didn't answer, just asked, "Do you agree or not?" ”

She looked at the big red Xiuhe wedding dress in his hand, it was as dazzling as blood, and the blood in her whole body was afraid that it had flowed to the wedding dress, she didn't know why she laughed, and the laughter became more and more desolate with Zhan Huan's brows.

"Do I have a choice?"

Zhan Huan was obviously impatient to the extreme, and said gloomily: "No." ”

"That's it. What else do you ask me to do? You are the acting school, pretending to be perfect. ”

How much do you dislike it to be able to watch your newly married wife put on a new wedding dress for other men? After the wedding ceremony, it's a candle night in the cave room, don't you care so much?

Before getting into the car, she glanced back at Zhan Huan who was standing at the gate of the Zhan family's compound, with her hands in her pockets, her expression indifferent and indifferent.

At the beginning of the month, she married Zhan Huan, the favorite man of her life, the sun shone like her dark and damp life, he was her, looking up, and not getting the light.

At the end of the month, she married the Zombie King, a man who didn't even know his real name, didn't even perceive whether he was round, flat, tall, short, fat and thin, that man was extremely cruel, eating human flesh and drinking human blood, marrying him, almost to pull her back to hell.

On the way to the zombie base camp, she was anxious and restless.

After more than a week's drive, I vomited, vomited, and was stunned that I didn't get a drop of rice water, arrived at the zombie base camp, and looked at myself in the mirror, and almost couldn't recognize the thin and humanoid person, it was her.

Fortunately, the Zombie King was not interested in her who was not Zhan Meng, she got along with the Zombie King wearing a mask for a month, and when the Zombie King was not paying attention, she pretended to be a zombie, mixed in the zombie army, and secretly fled back to Beicheng while the two armies were fighting.

The first thing Mrs. Zhan did was to take her for a physical examination.

She looked at the old lady Zhan with a sad face, and when the doctor confirmed that she was not pregnant, she breathed a sigh of relief, smiled, and became the amiable old lady.

"You helped Xiaomeng, we don't want to be too harsh on you, fortunately you are not pregnant, in the future, you will stay in the hospital well, don't go anywhere, do it, this incident has never happened."

Old Madam Zhan said this, she smiled, nodded, and said okay, she was still very well-behaved and obedient and sensible.

The news of her escape was not hidden for long, first Zhan Meng came to see her and brought a box of pomegranates.

"The customs of our Beicheng, by the way, you don't have a mother's family, so naturally there is no one to help you prepare these things." Zhan Meng smiled innocently, "However, since you are married from our family this time and come back, our Zhan family naturally has to prepare, otherwise it will be rude, this is a pomegranate, a symbol of a hundred sons and thousands of grandchildren!" ”

For the first time, she was angry with Zhan Meng, swept all the makeup bottles on the dressing table, bottles and cans, shattered to the ground, the whole room was filled with the smell of various perfumes, rich and exciting, but it was like her mind at that time, destroying everything, destroying everything in the world, destroying everything in her hands, and crushing everything to ashes!

The smell of perfume choked Zhan Meng and coughed repeatedly, and on her delicate face, she smiled fiercely and mocked: "You dare to take some things to, but what qualifications do you have to steam on these things?" This is also our fighter! You bought it with my brother's money, why don't you pick it up quickly! ”

These are the money she earned by helping other people paint, except for tuition, after going to college, she never asked for a penny from the Zhan family!

"Lemon, keep your mouth clean!"

The first time she lost her temper, she was greeted by a slap from Zhanhuan, a fierce, extremely loud slap.

Suddenly, her whole cheek was hot and painful, and her mouth was full of blood, filling her nasal cavity, which made her almost cry uncontrollably, but fortunately, she held back.

"Who gives you the right to teach her!"

Zhan Huan was furious, and the long trench coat that he had just come down from the meeting and had not had time to change out of his body lined him with a long body and a straight and long body, like the Qingfeng long sword that was ready to be unsheathed at any time, and every pore was cold and ruthless.

She could barely steady, and fell to the ground under the hostile gaze of Zhanhuan.

Zhan Huan didn't even ask if she was hurt.

He didn't know how much she wanted to, she complained to him, complained, and talked about how terrifying and scary she was along the way!

There were living dead people shouting everywhere, and several times, she was almost caught and eaten by the living dead, and she thought that she hadn't waited for his word of like, how could she die?

She can't die!

With such thoughts, she crawled out of the dead and rushed home in a bumpy way, and she even prepared a birthday present for him, a bouquet of bellflower flowers.

She remembered that he had said that it would be interesting to see with her own eyes the fresh, alive bellflower flowers.

When she fled back, she saw in a flower bush in the suburbs, which was originally a farm, and it is estimated that the owner had escaped or died, and the flower field in the farm was deserted, but the bellflower flowers were still blooming.

"Ah Huan, you don't have anything else, do you want to tell me?"

She asked, expectantly waiting for his answer, he wiped away the tears of Zhan Meng in his arms, and when he looked at her, the tenderness in his eyes was gone, and his sword eyebrows were furrowed, "Apologies." ”

"What, what?"

"Apologize to Xiaomeng."

She stared at Zhan Huan in disbelief for a long time, and finally realized that he was not joking, what he said was true.

The bottom of her heart is like a pool of stagnant water, she can't make any waves, she can't even think of herself, this situation can still laugh, she climbed on the edge of the table, got up from the ground, straightened her back, bowed deeply to Zhan Meng, who was sobbing in Zhan Huan's arms, and said word by word: "...... Yes, no, up. ”

"Brother, I'm tired, I want to go back and rest first, you can handle the things here. I believe in you. ”

Zhan Meng turned and left, unwilling to stay in her room for a second longer.

She watched Zhan Meng's figure disappear at the door of the room, and then looked at Zhan Huan, without looking in the mirror, she could know how embarrassed and unbearable she was at this time, with her hair scattered, like a ghost, with two empty and godless eyes, looking at Zhan Huan in a daze.

Zhan Huan still put his hands in his pockets, taking advantage of his height advantage to look at her condescendingly, with disdain in his eyes.

"Why, come back?"

She propped her hand on the edge of the table, her blood surging up, and she couldn't say a word.

"Don't want to say? Then never say it. This matter ends here, Mrs. Zhan's position is still yours, even if it is compensation for you, as for the rest, don't be delusional, and don't move your crooked brains to Xiaomeng's head again, otherwise, I won't show mercy. ”

When the words fell, Zhan Huan didn't even pause, and turned to leave.

In the next second, she pressed her chest, but she was still a little late, and she didn't have time to stop the blood gushing out of her throat, and it was sprinkled on her chest in large pieces, and the ground, like the scarlet flowers swaying on the shore of the Yellow Spring.

She didn't have the strength to hold on any longer, so she simply sat on the ground, holding herself in her hands, and shrunk into a ball, wishing that she would crumple herself like that, disappear into this world, never see him again, and use death to completely cut off her delusions about him.

She thought, this is the case in this life, just indulge for a lifetime, and just let herself be willful for once.

In the next life, she and him, like the flowers on the other side, bloom for a thousand years, fall for a thousand years, bloom and fall, and never see each other again.

After a long time, they were finally safe and well.

After she learned to ignore all the white eyes and cynicism from the outside, she thought that she had trained her new self to be invulnerable, and rushed to the battlefield the next day, where was his grand cause, and what she could do in the back house of the war family was to try her best to learn to be a qualified war lady and take care of the stability of the backyard of the family house for him.

All tranquility was completely shattered until the outbreak of the most famous Battle of Nanguang.

Zhan Huan was defeated, everyone said that Zhan Huan was dead, even the old man Zhan gave an order and began to prepare Zhan Huan's clothes and mounds, Zhan Meng cried into tears, gathered the soldiers of the Zhan family, and vowed to avenge Zhan Huan!

She didn't believe it.

She didn't believe a word of the battle report from the battlefield!

rushed to the battlefield non-stop, saw the cruelty of the war with his own eyes, corpses were everywhere, blood flowed like rivers, the entire Jiangnan Plain, broken corpses, bright red rivers, the smell of blood in the air, crows crowed in the air and hovered for a long time and did not want to leave.

Everything scared her, but she didn't find the battle, she could throw away her fears and become an iron man, without any weakness or weakness, she rummaged through every place on the battlefield, her hands were used to holding paintbrushes, and they were full of blood.

I don't know how long I searched for her, until she was dirty, and the crows took her for a corpse and swooped down to peck her shoulder.

She finally found the unconscious Zhanhuan in the river of blood, desperately rescued him and took him back to Beicheng.

She waited with joy in her heart, waiting for Zhanhuan to wake up, she cherished her pathetic thoughts, and secretly thought, she saved him, there would be something different between them, right?

After all, when Zhan Huan was in a coma with a high fever, he refused to let go when he was still holding her.

At noon that day, the sun was very strong, the flowers in the garden were blooming, and the bellflower that he had brought back last time had been planted in the garden, and if he could wake up, she would push him in a wheelchair to walk around the garden, enjoy the flowers, and tease the cats.

She returned to the room from the kitchen with the medicine bowl, and as soon as she walked to the door, she saw Zhan Meng holding him, he gently patted Zhan Meng's back and comforted her: "I'm fine, don't cry, I won't let you worry so much in the future." ”

"I'm so scared, when I go to the battlefield, I don't know what to do when I look like you're covered in blood! Brother, you scared me to death, in the future, you don't want to go to such a dangerous thing! ”

"I promised you that I would hold the whole world in front of you, how could I not go? I'm fine. Don't worry. ”

Later, they said something more, and she couldn't hear it.

Because she was taken away by the old lady who came later, she was locked up in the ancestral hall for three days and three nights, and when she was released, all the people related to that incident were ordered to be sealed, and everything was a foregone conclusion.

It was Zhan Meng who saved people, and all she did was serve tea and water, chant sutras and pray for peace...... These are ordinary in the eyes of others...... The so-called ...... Bagatelle.......

She stood in the corridor, looking at the garden, the two people who swam hand in hand, harmonious, loving and sweet, admiring the bellflower that she planted with her own hands, watered and fertilized day and night, and carefully cultivated.

The medicine bowl in her hand was crushed raw by her palm.

Since Zhan Huan died and walked away from the ghost gate for a lifetime, he has proposed to divorce countless times, and the old man Zhan's reply depends on her meaning, as long as she agrees, she can divorce at any time.

However, she couldn't agree, the old man Zhan had looked for her in private, the old man was old, his beard was gray, and his eyes were not very good, but when he was young, for the honor of the Zhan family and the integrity of the Chinese country, he fought bravely countless times to kill the enemy, and finally, he held her hand and said, "Shurun, no matter what means Zhan Huan uses, you can't agree to divorce him." ”

The old man who adopted her knelt down in front of her and begged her not to divorce.

What could she do, she could only agree.

And after agreeing, naturally, he couldn't let go of Zhan Huan's divorce request and said a good word.

She began to really worship the Buddha all day long, as rumored outside, except for those things in the Zhan family compound that had to be brought forward by her, the Zhan Lady, the rest of the time was quiet, just like the plaques in the Zhan family ancestral hall, which was regarded as an ornament.

However, she never expected that Zhan Huan's drunkenness would once again expose all her softness in front of Zhan Huan, let him bully and insult, take away the things she cherished the most, and then disdain it again and leave.

After a night of torture, the bedroom left behind at the end can be called a murder scene, the bed is full of blood, and the word Zhan Meng that remains in her mind and keeps repeating it.

Zhan Huan is really too capable of torturing people, and he knows how to destroy people's hearts too well.

In this world, the hardest thing is the heart, and nine times out of ten life is unsatisfactory, it can endure it.

In this world, the softest is also the heart, as long as a fluttering sentence, I don't like you, it is enough to push it into a situation of no return, broken into slag, and no matter how hard it is, it can't be completely spelled.

She has both hearts, but when she was in an accidental coma and was diagnosed with the existence of the child, she only had one heart left, which was the hardest and hardest one in the world.

This child is a gift from God, even if the night he came, she experienced the most tragic and dark day of her life, she did not have any resentment, but only full of anticipation for the baby that was about to be born.

After a long time, she saw Zhan Huan again, and the first thing Zhan Huan said to her was to beat the child.

"The doctor is right outside the door, the surgery is very simple, and there will be no damage to your body."

Zhan Huan, who said this sentence with such an expressionless face, seemed to be saying a small thing that had nothing to do with him.

The strange and alienated Zhan Huan, and the memory of the blue eyebrows and shy Zhan Huan, formed two different people, and she suddenly found that she fell in love with the boy who would smile at her many years ago.

He would laugh with her, be sad with her, comfort her, encourage her, help her celebrate her birthday, give her a paintbrush as a birthday gift, and know that she wants to be a painter, so he encouraged her to take the Beicheng University entrance examination in the future, because there is the best art major in China, and he will also go to that school in the future, they can also be alumni, he is a senior, and he can take care of her.

Zhan Huan once gave her a particularly beautiful teenage time, which is the most unforgettable memory after the time when she lived in the countryside with her grandfather and parents when she was a child.

How unforgettable, probably when she was bullied that night, she recalled it over and over again in her mind to help her survive, and over the years, she also relied on this increasingly vague memory in her mind to survive until now.

She couldn't hold it anymore.

For the sake of her children, she rebelled for the first time against the man who had absolute power in her life - her husband, the father of her children.

"Dear Commander Mr. Zhan, you have killed so many people and stained the blood of so many innocent people, do you think your hands are not dirty enough? Now even his own flesh and blood are going to be poisoned? You say I'm vicious, you call me cruel, but do you want to be like me? ”

She saw the stunned in Zhanhuan's eyes, but it quickly disappeared, Zhanhuan was still Zhanhuan, the youngest iron-blooded ruler of Huaguo, ruthless and resolute, and never took the initiative to give the enemy a way to live.

"It was a mistake. Since it is a mistake, it should not exist. ”

She smiled and asked rhetorically: "So, how did this mistake come about, do you remember?" ”

Her unrelenting reluctance made Zhanhuan very dissatisfied, but when she decided to completely block Zhanhuan's influence on her from her heart, she was already fearless.

"Commander, I don't know if you remember, that night, I refused, so humbly prayed to you, but you didn't stop, not even the slightest mercy and mercy, unwilling to give me alms."

She laughed coldly: "Want to fix the mistake now? Well, is there a punishment for you who make mistakes? Zhan Huan, I warn you, if you dare to touch my child, I will definitely let you, Zhan Meng, and the entire Zhan family, regret it. ”

When the words fell, her hands were shaking, in fact, these were just her bluffs, she gambled, gambled that Zhanhuan didn't dare to touch her now, since marrying him, she was sent by him as a gift countless times, maybe she was alone in this world, no support, but she was not empty in her hands.

Zhanhuan wants to be the king and the emperor, and under the emperor's power, most of the remnants of the upside-down family are watching from the sidelines, wanting to find his slightest mistake and drag people directly from the throne.

Zhan Huan is ambitious, and power is more important to him than Zhan Meng.

She made up her mind that even if the fish died, she would have to protect her child after all.

However, Zhan Huan didn't care at all, he grabbed her trembling hand, approached her lips little by little, a cruel smile on the corner of his mouth, and said coldly: "This child must die." ”

She met Zhan Huan's gaze without fear, gritted her teeth and said, "You want him to die?" Maybe in state affairs, you say the same. But this is a family matter, and the Zhan family is not just what you say! ”

Zhan Huan's eyes were terrifying, and his scarlet eyes were like predators waiting for an opportunity to hunt in the dark, "Who do you want to save you?" Old man? It's a pity that he was on vacation at the hot spring inn and couldn't come back to save you at all! ”

"My child is the descendant of the Zhan family, and you can't control his life and death."

For the first time, she felt that in front of Zhanhuan, she spoke so proudly.

"Then try it, today, who will win."

She had already called Old Man Zhan, whether it was for the sake of the child who had not yet been born, or for the sake of the face that she had promised Old Man Zhan's request, Old Man Zhan would come, there was no doubt about it.

Sure enough, when Zhan Huan ordered the doctor to enter the house with a cold face, Old Man Zhan rushed back from the hot spring inn.

Before the sound of the people arrived, they shouted, "I think which of you dares to move?" This is the blood of my Zhan family, the people of my Zhan family, who dares to move?! ”

The old man Zhan arrived, and made a big fire in front of everyone, but he changed Zhan Huan's refusal to retreat and left the child behind.

Zhan Huan has fire, but she knows that in front of Old Man Zhan, he will definitely not be able to send it.

Moreover, after that, he and Zhan Meng will move to the small villa in the easternmost part of the Zhan family compound to live.

The room on this side of the main building, I'm afraid I'll never come back.

After such a violent fuss, her child will be safe.

Since then, she has only seen Zhanhuan twice, once when Zhanhuan came to her to find out the whereabouts of her father and the G-virus agent.

She wanted to help, but she couldn't do anything about it.

didn't get what he wanted, Zhan Huan looked very gloomy, there was no gossip, and he turned around and wanted to leave.

She mustered up her courage, raised her hand and grabbed the corner of his clothes, and asked him, "Ah Huan, the child is about to be born, can you, can you choose a name for him?" ”

Zhan Huan looked back at her, as if she was surprised, how could she be so brazen that she dared to ask him to name her child? It was the best joke he'd ever heard in his life.

"I hate being threatened, and you and your children are stepping on my bottom line."

What can she do, if she doesn't move out to fight the old man, her child will die!

"It's all my fault, I'll bear it alone, but can I, for the last time, I'll trouble you, help my child, and choose a nice name."

Zhan Huan smiled, the heating was turned on in the room, and the temperature was adjusted to the most comfortable 25 degrees, but Zhan Huan smiled, as if the temperature was beginning to rise, and the palms of her hands were slowly soaked with sweat.

"Wrong, wrong, wrong."

Zhan Huan's smile instantly turned into a sharp sword, and it pierced into her heart fiercely, it didn't hurt, but it was a little sad.

That night, while lying in bed telling a story to the little baby, she felt for the first time the child kick her in the stomach, with great force, a very healthy and powerful child, she rubbed it, and the child waved his little paws and kicked again.

The child had not yet been born, but he had already felt it very wisely, and during the day, his father's opinion of him was not kind, and the child in her belly, fluttering in her belly, was not at all happy.

"It's okay. My little baby~" She rubbed her belly, embroidered a small sweater and shoes, and coaxed softly, only feeling that there was nothing more happier than that time.

"Mom loves you very much, in this world, you are the person Mom loves the most."

The last meeting with Zhanhuan in this life was on her execution ground, she was a prisoner, he was a high-powered commander, holding her power of life and death, she met him again, full of anticipation and waiting for rescue, but it ended with a gunshot.

The child she had been looking forward to little by little turned into blood and disappeared from her body.

That past was her life in the previous life, full of chicken feathers and dog blood.

And she refused to admit defeat and stubbornly insisted to the end, but she couldn't even keep the child she wanted the most.

And in this life, start over, in the past, after all, you still can't get by.

Zhanhuan owes her, she will take it back one by one.