Chapter Twenty-Seven: Return to Suzhou
"Han, I will always love you, love you forever......" Meng Yao hugged me tightly and cried.
My heart is constantly shaking, but the heart of longing for love is bound by the last bundle of thorns, and the pain makes it reasonable.
I lit a cigarette and stopped looking at her, took a heavy puff, kept exhaling all the smoke in the cavity, every breath I wanted to vent the pressure of my whole body, Meng Yao hugged me tightly behind my back, kept talking, talking about every encounter with me, every experience...... But every time she spoke, my heart that was impatient with love wanted to rush out, struggling and despairing, and every time I spit out a cigarette, it was also painful, until finally, Meng Yao said affectionately: "Han, you know that I don't just like you, why can't you try to love me and not give me a chance to try?" ”
"Good ......" I spit out the last word hoarsely, at this moment, as if letting go of the "persistence" in my heart, and the heart that fought for love also broke through the shackles of thorns, although with embarrassment, but the joy of victory.
Meng Yao was stunned, stupidly leaning behind me and looking at me, I also turned my head to meet her eyes, tears soaked her face, but tears no longer came out of her eyes, the pity was distressed, and she couldn't afford to hurt a little.
"Han, what did you say?" Meng Yao asked uncertainly.
"I said, okay."
Meng Yao smiled at me, wiped her tears, but couldn't wipe them clean, I gently brushed away her tears with my hand at the corner of her eyes, and said with a smile: "If you cry, you will have acne." ”
Meng Yao didn't seem to be afraid of acne, so she asked me, "Han, do you mind?" ”
"Don't mind."
"Hmm......" Meng Yao leaned her head against me, and I hugged Meng Yao into my arms.
As the snow grew heavier and heavier for the first time of the year, I looked up and watched the snow fall from the dim sky, a chill dissipating the last shred of warmth around me.
The Shouxin River began to freeze at a speed invisible to the naked eye, heralding the city for the coming year!
I looked at Meng Yao in my arms and said, "It's cold, go home." ”
With a visible chill in her mouth, Meng Yao nodded and responded, "Okay, go home." ”
Meng Yao's car when she went home, because the car was still parked in the company, although she ran to eat around the company, but Shouxinhe was one stop away from the company, and it was too cold, so she didn't go back to drive.
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After a night of hard work, snow covered the roofs, occupied the roads, blocked roads and traffic, and eroded tree branches.
Even after the night passed, the snow was still flying in the sky, and I stood inside the house and looked out the window, the cold wind roared, driving away the snow in the sky, but it angered the snow and made it even more crazy, like countless snow vines dancing wildly in the air.
After the blessing of the snow, the cold wind raged in the city, and the windows kept swaying and colliding, I was worried that the windows would explode, and jokingly said, "I have to get some tape to glue it well, otherwise I will have to spend the winter in the ice cave this winter." ”
Meng Yao added fuel and vinegar and said: "The tape is not reliable, you have to plug it with a stone." ”
"Makes sense."
I looked at the time, it was not early, and I asked Meng Yao: "You don't go to the company?" ”
"It's snowing so hard today that it's time off for them."
I nodded, today is really not suitable for work, the road is full of traffic police in command and clear snow, but it has not had much effect, the snow that has just been cleared will be covered by the next wave of snow immediately, and the tired traffic police are weak.
I can't help but feel a little distressed, in the bitter cold and heat, we give ourselves a holiday with peace of mind...... And those lovely people who are forced by life and shoulder their responsibilities and missions have not yet been dissatisfied with life and complained about the injustice of the world, but we are complaining about life dissatisfaction and calculating.
I remember that when I was in college, I didn't do public welfare work in my spare time, and I had a good understanding of the hardships of society, so I boiled a few pots of water and went out to hand out a cup of warm water to the people who worked hard in the cold cold.
I said to my grandfather, an elderly environmental worker, "Uncle, warm up." ”
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While handing over the water and helping to work, I returned to the warm cottage after a busy morning, Meng Yao was watching TV comfortably in the living room in her pajamas, and when she saw me embarrassed, she said curiously: "Cold, are you going for a winter trip?" ”
I glared at her angrily and said, "You want to freeze me to death?" ”
I was trembling, and there was still cold air on my clothes, and Meng Yao said distressedly: "Come over and blow the heater, and take off the coat on your body." ”
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The heat blown out of the air conditioner seemed to be so pleasant, the snow on the hair quickly melted, and the chill was blown away by the warm wind.
It's snowing today, and there is no need for the company to go, and Lily, Weiwei and Qin Jun have each returned to their hometown for the New Year, and the coffee shop has been closed for the past few days.
I blew the hot wind and asked Meng Yao, "Meng Yao, I'll go to the coffee shop in the afternoon, will you go?" ”
Meng Yao looked at the snacks around her with some reluctance, and after a moment of silence, she said, "Okay, I'll go with you, but will anyone come out for coffee in this weather?" ”
"I don't know, but it's better than staying at home like a pig."
Meng Yao was stunned, then understood the meaning of my words, and then glared at me and said angrily: "You say I'm a pig? ”
I looked at her with a smile and said, "Hehe, you're not stupid." ”
"Hmph, I'm angry, the kind that can't be coaxed!"
Me: "......"
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After having dinner with Meng Yao, I walked slowly towards the coffee shop in the afternoon, the road was slippery in the snow, so I didn't drive, even if I walked, I always asked Meng Yao to pay attention to my feet.
All afternoon, Meng Yao was bored drinking coffee at the bar, taking out her mobile phone and watching TV.
I said angrily to the lazy pig, "I'm not here to have fun when I called you to the coffee shop. ”
Meng Yao said resentfully: "There are so few people, you can't handle it alone." ”
I rolled my eyes speechlessly, there were really few people in the shop, and the people who came to the coffee shop in the afternoon counted on both hands.
"Han, my mother urged me to go back to Suzhou for the New Year with you in a few days, what do you think about this matter?"
I thought about it, now the road is blocked, and there is snow, I can only take a plane, and after a silence, I said: "I will deal with Weihai's affairs tomorrow, and we will go back the day after tomorrow." ”
Meng Yao nodded and replied, "Okay, I'll tell my mother now." ”
Meng Yao asked me when she dialed her mother's number: "Han, don't you call your aunt?" ”
After that, her mother answered the phone and didn't look at me anymore and talked to her mother.
I put down what I was doing, and I didn't know what to do for a while, and until now I haven't figured out how to face my mother, and I don't even want to see it, so I don't want to go back a little bit.
Meng Yao and Aunt Zijin hung up the phone happily, saw my sad look, and said worriedly: "Cold, what's wrong?" ”
Seeing that I was silent, thinking of what she said before, she comforted me: "Han, when the time comes, if you admit your mistake, my aunt will definitely not blame you." ”
"You don't understand, my mother and I didn't have an ordinary quarrel this time."
"How the hell did you quarrel with your aunt? Can you tell me about it? I'll help you figure it out. ”
Although everyone knew that I had a quarrel with my mother, only my father and my mother knew the reason for my quarrel with her, and even Li Ranran, a key figure, knew nothing.
Now that Li Ranran broke up with me, I wasn't embarrassed to say it, and I felt a little resentful in my heart, "If it weren't for Li Ranran, I would have quarreled with my mother?" ”
"My mother couldn't say whether she liked or disliked Li Ranran at the beginning, but I don't know why, my mother suddenly disliked Li Ranran." Speaking of which, even I don't understand how my mother could suddenly be so disgusted with Li Ranran, and my mother hasn't seen her four times.
"Do you know why my mom is like this?"
Meng Yao shook her head and expressed puzzlement, and asked in surprise: "It is estimated that my aunt has reached menopause." ”
"I also think so, today's women are afraid of even young tigresses when they reach menopause."
Meng Yao kept looking at me and was silent for a long time before asking, "What should I do then?" ”
"That's all." I said with a look of indifference, but who really understands what I am worried about and what I think.
I stood by the window for a long time, during which countless cold winds raged, but fortunately, the glass was silently resisting me, but the cold eroded me through the window, but fortunately, the warm wind in the house dispelled the chill again and again.
I moved a few potted plants from the windowsill into the house, and found a sunny and warm place to put them, which was kind to them.
The next day, I was busy in the company, and I told the company to hurry home for the New Year, but Su Li was still busy in the company, working overtime.
I persuaded: "Let's let it go first, go home for the New Year, and then be busy after the New Year." ”
Su Li thought about it and had to go home, even if she wanted to go to work, it was useless, because she was the only one in the company, and even if she had a heart, she had nowhere to put it.
Time is neither fast nor slow. On the way home, Meng Yao bought a ticket early and said to me with a smile: "Cold, there's nothing wrong with Weihai, right?" I'm going home! ”
"It's all taken care of, what about you?"
"I'm long gone!"
I took the ticket from her hand, took the suitcase in her hand, and said, "Let's go, go home." ”
"Let's go, go back to Suzhou!"