When the forest is big, there are all kinds of birds, but the objective law of the natural world determines that there are always more bad birds than good birds. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

This is what a big brother who was admitted to college told Doudou, Doudou has never understood what the law of the jungle is, what is the objective law, and why there are always more bad birds than good birds. Today, Doudou can finally understand this sentence, because Doudou has become a bad bird himself.

Doudou is an orphan, I don't know where my parents are, I heard the big brothers and sisters in the welfare home say that thirteen years ago, the swaddling clothes with Xiao Doudou secretly appeared on the steps of the children's welfare home in the middle of the night in the cold winter wax moon, Xiao Doudou's crying woke up the whole welfare home, and when the nurse picked up Xiao Doudou, he had two strings of ice beads on his face.

The economic situation in 98 is not as good as now, the heating and air conditioning on the streets, the winter at that time was really cold, the cold was biting, and tears could freeze on the cheeks as soon as they flowed. Speaking of this, Doudou had to be glad that he was not a Northeasterner, otherwise he would definitely freeze to death outside that night.

It is said that if you don't die in a catastrophe, there will be a blessing, but this sentence has not been fulfilled in Doudou. narrowly escaped, but the rest of the life is not easy. Some children's welfare homes have complete facilities, the nurses are kind and kind, and the children are harmonious and friendly to each other, so they can have a happy childhood and grow up in joy by integrating into such a big family, but some children's welfare homes are just the opposite.

The number of children's welfare homes in China is small, and there are only a few hundred in the country, and they are under the jurisdiction of civil affairs departments, and there is a lack of supervision departments. In fact, the children's welfare home is an orphanage, because there is no effective supervision, and the orphans have no support, sometimes the nurses or directors will try their best to deduct benefits for their own personal gain, and even worse, they will abuse the children violently in order to vent their grievances that have gradually accumulated in the society and life.

Unfortunately, the welfare home where Doudou is located is such a cruel place. In order to prevent the abused children from confiding in the outside world, the orphanage even set up an in-house school.

The children in the welfare institutions also have to go to school, otherwise they will not be unable to find a foothold in society when they grow up, so the welfare institutions with conditions will open their own classes, and the welfare homes without conditions will send their children to nearby schools to study, and when the children are a little older and complete the nine-year compulsory education, those who have hope will be sent to high school and college, and those who are not hopeful will be given vocational education and skills training, so that the children can learn some basic skills and be able to engage in simple manual labor work.

And the Nandu Children's Welfare Institute, where Doudou is located, pretended to invite a few life care and cultural teachers, and then announced that the hospital would open classes, and the children would not be given the opportunity to go out to study.

But where do children understand this? They are born with no support, no sense of security, no vision for the future, and for them, as long as they can live and have something to eat, it is an acceptable life. Whether it was the whip and wood that were whipped on their bodies for no reason, or the porridge that was eaten twice a day, whether it was a musty-smelling Chase shop or a shabby clothes that smelled of rancidity, they had no choice but to go along with it.

Losing the opportunity to receive an education, for these ill-fated children, is the loss of their entire life, but they don't know this, they only have two things in their little minds, when will they have the next full meal? How do you have some fun with your boring life?

The answer to the first question depends on the mood of the dean's nurse, but the second question can be solved by yourself.

Eating, sleeping, beating beanie, this is the origin of the name Doudou. Doudou heard that he used to have a name and surname, surnamed Ni, with the previous old dean, I forgot what it was called, anyway, everyone called him Doudou, so let's call Doudou.

Playing Doudou is the daily pastime of many children in welfare homes, the children have no concept of good and evil, they are beaten by the nurse in the morning, and they go to beat Doudou at night, venting all their grievances and resentment on Doudou, and when they are tired, they lie down and fall asleep in the Chase Shop, and they do pre-bed exercise and then rest, and they can always sleep well in this dilapidated and dripping house.

At first, Doudou was very angry and puzzled, there are so many small people, why do they just bully him? But Doudou has nowhere to complain, as long as no one is killed, the nurse will not care, and secretly suing can only be exchanged for a more violent beating.

After a long time, Doudou gradually got used to it, hit it, it was all fun, and he could go to the infirmary to sit when he was injured, and sometimes the nurse would give him some candy when he was pitiful, which was a treatment that other children could not enjoy, among which the most delicious black candy seemed to be called chocolate, which made Doudou the most obsessed, and felt it slowly melt in his mouth with a mouthful of chocolate, so that the sweetness spread from his mouth to his heart, and suddenly seemed to have healed any pain.

After being beaten like this for many years, Doudou originally thought that in a few more years, he would be able to leave the welfare home and go to society. For other children, leaving the welfare home is not a good thing, because the nurses always describe the society as extremely sinister, as if entering the society is entering the blood basin of monsters, and the society will be chewed into scum after two or three efforts. But for Doudou, leaving the welfare home is the beginning of a new life, the college student's brother secretly told him that the society is not as terrible as the nurse said, as long as the brain is smarter, hard-working and practical, and does not want to take advantage, he can live a good life with food to eat every day and new clothes to wear every year.

But Doudou didn't expect that just when this new life was about to come, Niuniu died.

Niuniu is a girl of the same age as Doudou, with congenital diseases, and rabbit lips and stuttering, it was her parents who sent her to the welfare home, she is Doudou's only friend in the welfare home, she is kind-hearted, likes to read, and there is always a light in her eyes, which is a yearning for the future, which is particularly attractive to Doudou, because in the eyes of others, Doudou can't see this light. Whether it's the nurse or the other children, their eyes are lifeless, and they look like a pool of stagnant water, which makes people's hearts chill.

The claim of the welfare institute is that Niuniu committed mental illness and committed suicide by jumping off the building, but Doudou knows that this is not the case, the highest building of the welfare home is only two floors, how can she fall people to death? And Niuniu was still telling everyone the night before that she wanted to be a star in the future, and she wanted to be an idol like Zhang Xinyi's sister, although everyone was laughing at Niuniu, but Niuniu didn't care, and confidently raised her chin and said that even if it was a rabbit lip, she could still sing, Doudou believed her, because Niuniu's singing is really good, whether it is only her mother in the world, or two tigers, Niuniu sings the best in the whole welfare home.

How could such a girl commit suicide? Doudou didn't believe it, so he asked the dean's nurse to ask for an explanation, and the explanation given by the nurses was that Doudou was locked in a small black room and beaten half to death, and he didn't eat for two days.

After coming out of the little black room, the big children laughed and ran out to beat Doudou. To everyone's surprise, this time Doudou did not lie on the ground with both hands and curl up into a ball, but beat people like wolves, bite if he can't fight, spit if he can't bite, and don't admit defeat when he is beaten with blood on his face, and more than a dozen children who are beaten by one person hold their heads and run around.

After this fight, Doudou snatched all their porridge, drank it to their heart's content, and then found a stone step to sharpen the chopsticks.

At night, Doudou quietly got up from the Chase bunk, took out pointy chopsticks from his trouser pocket, and walked to the caregiver's lounge, where he wanted to ask for an explanation.

On the concrete floor without floor tiles, Doudou walked bummerally and to himself.

"If you don't give me an explanation, I'll give you an explanation."