The day after returning from Gaoyuan, Yan Qing put down everything and found one dance training institution after another.

That's right, she wants to learn dance, she wants to reinvent herself, she wants to make herself slimmer, her posture elegant, and her whole body can become temperamental from the inside out. This is also the reason why she worked part-time during the winter vacation, she wanted to change herself after seeing the beautiful elegance of Ruoling's dancing and dignified and generous posture. Why Ruoling is so attracted to the opposite sex, appearance is a plus, but Yan Qing believes that Ruoling's unique temperament is the key.

Earlier, it was because he liked Gao Yuan too much, he was too good, no matter from all aspects, Yan Qing was very far away from him, and he didn't want to be able to keep up with his pace and stand side by side with him, but Yan Qing hoped that he could be closer to him, closer. But after returning from Gaoyuan Plum Garden yesterday, she thought about a lot of things clearly, and suddenly had a feeling that she was suddenly enlightened, learning dance and art to improve herself, not only for the people she liked, but also for herself. He only has the spirit in his heart and does not have himself, then why should he live only for him, what people should love most in this life is themselves, isn't it right? She also knows the gap between herself and Ruoling, even if she is given another ten years, she may not be able to catch up with Ruoling by one-tenth, but she wants to learn some valuable and excellent things from Ruoling, so as to make herself grow and become more valuable.

The idea is beautiful, but the reality is cruel.

I asked at least five or more dance art training centers, and their fees were far beyond what Yanqing could afford. The coach class is three months, and the price is all above 6,000, and none of them are lower than this price.

This completely exceeded Yanqing's expectations, and he worked for more than 40 days during the winter vacation, 80 yuan a day, and finally got more than 3,300 yuan. Knowing that his money was going to be used to learn the art of dance, he bought a very cheap mobile phone, and now he has 2,000 yuan in cash at his disposal, which is less than one-third of the price of learning dance. Three months of study has just started, but what about the cost of follow-up study, it will definitely be more expensive than this. If you only study for these three months, and then you will be wasted, then the 6,000 yuan will not be wasted. Learning has always been a long-term process, just look at Ruoling and Tao Fei, you know that one is the persistence from primary school to adulthood, which has made the difference today, and only then has the ability to dance with you when you hear music; But what about Tao Fei, who became a monk halfway, gave up after studying for a while, and now wants to go back to the past, Ruo Ling hadn't danced at the last New Year's Day party, just standing there, people couldn't take their eyes off, so as long as there was a place for Ruo Ling, people would never notice her.

The family can't count on it, and her mother will never give her a few thousand yuan to learn dance, and if she knows the conditions at home, she won't talk to her mother. Uncle can't help her now, if it was before, she probably could have been cheeky to borrow money from her uncle, looking at the posture at the reunion dinner that day, her aunt only thought about money in her eyes, and she didn't have half a family affection, so she asked her uncle to borrow money again, and after her aunt knew

I had to sell her to a distant cousin as a daughter-in-law.

The more I think about it, the more I feel that there are many difficulties in front of me, for a while it is pitiful for my life experience, Yan Qing looks good, and her figure can score eight or nine points, if she starts cultivating since she was a child, she believes that she is by no means so timid and afraid of things as she is now, and she will not do anything. After a while, I envy rich people like Ruoling Gaoyuan, envy them for getting a good deck of cards since they were born, envy them for never worrying about having a meal at home, worry about the family's economy and worry about their mother's hard work, and they will not blame themselves for their own incompetence, nor will they be looked down upon and bullied because their family is poor, and they will not cry secretly because they have no money to pay tuition, and they will turn their heads to pretend to be sensible to comfort their mothers who are also sad.

Thinking about it, I thought of Tingting again, and thought of Xiaoqing, who worked with her in a small claypot shop, if I compare it with them, I am also lucky, at least at their age, I am still studying, I can also go to high school and college, although the money is borrowed, but I am still studying, right? There is also Du Yu's sister, although she has only met once in a hurry, but she is also a lively and lovely little girl, she is even more pitiful, obviously younger than her brother, but she has to drop out of school early to work because of the family's traditional patriarchal thinking to help her brother study.

Thinking of these people who are luckier or less fortunate than her, she clearly feels that she has no choice in the first nineteen years of her life, but from this moment on, she has to be responsible for her own life. A person's life is so long, she still has a lot of things to accomplish, if she is just immersed in the existing sadness, then how to create a better life, for herself, but also for her family.

Mustering up the courage, she decided to give it a try at the last agency she had just asked about that was a little cheaper, and she knew that she could get the boss to give a discount and a discount. Or see if there is any activity in the store and if you can pay in installments. In short, Yan Qing made up his mind to do this.

Things are not as smooth as imagined, and the course consultant is just unwilling to give a discount or concession, which is no wonder that others, and people are not charities that always want to make money. When Yanqing was about to leave, a person in charge came out, asked about Yanqing's situation and needs, and quietly pulled Yanqing aside and whispered sympathetically: I used to have the same experience as yours, and I also wanted to change myself, so I kept making money to invest in myself, I heard about your family's situation I understand your mood very well, I appreciate self-motivated young people with ideas, etc., and finally said that she is good at advocating a Yanqing with a discount price of 6000 yuan, and there is no less, No matter where you ask, there will be no more offers like this, but you must keep it secret.

Yan Qing thought about it, even if the mantissa of 399 was removed, but 6000 yuan was still a lot of money for her, what should she do, if she kept going to work part-time in the future, she wouldn't be able to get her salary immediately, Yan Qing thought about it and asked a little embarrassed: "Can I pay in installments?"

"Qingqing, I'm giving you the best discount

It's deducted, it's because I appreciate your thoughts that I gave you such a price, you go and ask our members here, no one has made an exception, I don't think it's easy for you to be a student. I gave you a discount privately, and our boss will blame me when he finds out. ”

"But I really can't come up with that much money right now."

"Why don't you figure it out? It's the same to go to someone to borrow some first, and then pay them back when you make money, but we have a regular agency here, so I can't help you with this. If you really want to learn to dance, if you really want to change yourself, I believe there is no difficulty to stop you. ”

"My relatives at home won't lend me money." Yan Qing whispered sadly.

"What about your classmates? For example, "

"Classmates won't be able to ......" Before the words were finished, Yan Qing patted his brain, by the way, the card that Liu Wei left her last time, there was money in it, but I don't know how much money was in it, and I didn't find it when I returned it to him last time, so maybe I can use it now? The first priority is to find this card as soon as possible.

Looking at Yan Qing, who was stunned, the smiling manager asked, "What's wrong, but I thought of a solution."

"Possibly." Yan Qing's eyes lit up and said: "Manager, you are a good person, keep this discount for me first, I will go back first and have something to do, and I will come immediately." After saying that, he immediately ran out.

"I can only guarantee that the discount will be valid for today." The manager shouted from behind.

Quickly returned to the dormitory, Yan Qing rummaged through the boxes and cabinets to find the bank card, the bed, the box, and the desk were rummaging messily but still didn't find the bank card, Yan Qing panicked for a while, there were thousands of dollars in it, and the most important thing was that the money was not hers. Dai Fangfang suddenly pushed the door in, and said a lot of this Dai Fangfang thoughtfully, she was a little skeptical that the bank card was secretly taken away by her, because after what happened last time, she didn't believe Dai Fangfang anymore.

"What's the matter, you're looking at me like that?" Dai Fangfang asked.

"Oh, nothing."

Yan Qing turned his eyes and thought about it again, it shouldn't be possible, how did Dai Fangfang know that the bank card was Liu Wei's, so he rummaged through it carefully, and finally found the bank card in a coat pocket. She was ecstatic, guessing that the money in it, plus what she had left, must be enough for her to pay for the dance tuition.

I went to the nearest ATM in the school and inquired, and it showed that a 5 plus three 0s was 5,000 yuan, enough enough, it must be enough. She ran to the dance agency.

But he suddenly stopped running, the money in it was Liu Wei's, he swore that he would return it to him, and he would not touch the cent, and now he suddenly changed his mind, so what he did to reject Liu Wei at the beginning is meaningless?

Yan Qing took the bank card in his hand and hesitated, as if he had persuaded himself to walk towards the institution for a while, stopped and walked back for a while, and stopped in a place for a while thinking nonsense.

After a fierce mental struggle, Yanqing decided to learn, and since he wanted to do something, he would go all out

Former. As for Qian Liu Wei's, when he went to work part-time on the weekend and got his salary, he would pay him back immediately.

Walking towards the dance institution with firm confidence, he saw a girl squatting on the side of the road with a very painful expression, Yan Qing slowly walked over and asked, "Are you ...... Are you okay? ”

She buried her head down, and there was a faint cry.

"You...... Are you okay? Yan Qingzai asked.

"Hurry up...... Hit 120. The girl raised her head, and the beads of sweat on her face turned out to be Taufei.

Yan Qing was stunned and saw a touch of blood flowing from Tao Fei's legs......

(End of chapter)