Chapter Eighty-Five: Imagine, Prepare
Yesterday's mood for the day, Yan Qing's heart was like a roller coaster, sometimes high and sometimes low, always happy, often nervous. But the days with Gao Yuan are always happy, even if the mood fluctuates and is exciting, she is looking forward to such a day.
Some people say that true love will make people better, isn't Yan Qing slowly becoming better now? Although she has not yet noticed this change, some habits and certain thoughts have been imprinted in her mind, just like today she feels that she is in a particularly good mood, walking on the road with her head held high and full of confidence. The rich are like lofty, like the spirit, the poor are like Tingting, like herself, the ugly and sinister like Tao Fei, these personal things are nothing more than that. Come to think of it, she suddenly felt ridiculous about her previous timidity and weakness.
When I arrived at the classroom, today's classmates were very enthusiastic, they usually knew each other, they didn't know, they had spoken, they hadn't spoken, they all greeted her with a smile, and they responded to their greetings politely and generously. She admits that she still has to learn from Gao Yuan in terms of dealing with the world, but it is just a cup of milk tea, and she will clean up the entire organization from top to bottom, and now everyone knows that Su Yanqing of the national dance class has a very generous 'boyfriend' friend.
With yesterday's lesson, Yanqing came exceptionally early today, and Xiaoya and Lili also arrived, and they came very early every time because they lived very close.
Yan Qing took off his coat and changed into a dance costume, and walked towards the training side of Lili and Xiaoya with a smile, and now they are classmates who have eaten together.
"It's an early day." Xiaoya said jokingly.
"Of course I came earlier, I don't want to be punished again." Yan Qing replied with a smile and a smile.
"It's good that your boyfriend explained it to you yesterday." Lili said while pressing her legs.
Yan Qing also began to warm up, and said sweetly: "He's not my boyfriend, we're just ordinary friends." ”
"You're not boyfriend and girlfriend?" Xiaoya asked in disbelief.
"No, really not, I don't lie to you." Say it in a serious way.
"Then he must like you." Lili guessed.
"Why does he like me?" Yan Qing wanted to explain, but listening to Lili's words, he actually wanted to listen to her analysis and analysis.
"It's definitely interesting to you if it's so good to you, otherwise how could I explain to the teacher for you, and invite everyone to drink milk tea, and I've been watching you outside during class."
Yan Qing smiled in her heart, feeling that Lili had some sense, but she still replied: "He doesn't like me, it's because I always like her." ”
"Obviously he likes you, we can all see that he likes you, why do you always say he doesn't like you?"
"Because ......" Before Yan Qing could answer, the teacher came to class.
In class, Yanqing kept thinking: yes, why do I subconsciously feel that Gao Yuan doesn't like me? Is it because Ruoling is preconceived or because he is too unconfident, or because Gao Yuan has never seen his own heart clearly. In the end, she was also a little confused, and it was better to take classes seriously than to think about it again. However, she decided to ask Xiaoya and Lili what they thought after class, they were from here after all. The authorities are obsessed with bystanders, and sometimes outsiders may see more accurately.
After class, seeing Xiaoya and Lili packing up their things and preparing to go home, Yanqing was a little embarrassed to directly open his mouth and take the initiative to reveal his direct privacy to others, so he also changed his clothes and went with them.
A few people walked leisurely on the street, Xiao Ya and Lili were talking here, and no one took the initiative to talk about him and Gao Yuan.
Forget it, since they don't say it, forget it. Yan Qing thought to himself.
"Qingqing, I see that handsome guy liked you very much yesterday."
"I think so too." Xiaoya echoed.
"However, he doesn't like me, and the gap between us is too big." Yan Qing lowered his head and said sadly.
"You are all students now when you are really in love, the gap is not a problem for you now, and when you are out of society, you will know how difficult it is to meet a clean and simple love on campus, you just think too much."
"We can all see that he likes you, why do you always say that he doesn't like you, you have to be some confident." The two said encouragingly.
"Do you remember when I signed up, I said that I met a very beautiful and temperamental goddess Ruoling in school? It was she who influenced me, I just wanted to be like her to learn dance, and I felt that only by becoming like that could I be worthy of being lofty. Yan Qing said with a hint of sadness.
"Everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses, you don't have to envy others, you have to imitate others, you also have your own advantages."
"Gao Yuan has always liked Ruoling. I like it very much. ”
Xiaoya and Lili looked at each other, both of them were silent, and probably those who didn't understand the situation didn't know how to answer at this time.
Yan Qing continued: "His family is in business, his father and stepfather are very rich, and he has been going abroad with his mother since he was eleven years old. Once when I returned to China, I saw her at Ruoling's birthday party, so I decided to return to China to study. ”
The two listened attentively, "And then?" ”
"Then, then he launched a crazy pursuit of Ruoling, but Ruoling didn't like him and rejected him many times, and now Ruoling is with a senior in our school."
"Isn't he sad then?" Xiaoya asked emotionally.
"Now you have a chance." Lili analyzed rationally.
"Yes, he was very sad, it was like a different person during that time, he made trouble all day long, and said that he wanted to go back to the United States."
"Why didn't you leave?"
"I don't know about this, maybe I figured it out suddenly, maybe I want to stay and protect Ruoling, the boyfriend she has now is not a decent man."
"Maybe it's because of you that you're staying." Lili said mischievously.
Yan Qing smiled bitterly, "How is it possible, I once asked him if it was possible to fall in love with someone else, and he definitely told me no." ”
"You don't look at what he says, you look at what he sits."
Although Xiao Ya and Lili repeatedly analyzed that Gao Yuan was likely to like her, she still didn't believe it. "Actually, I came to learn dance because I wanted to be what he wanted." After saying this, Yan Qing suddenly felt very stupid, and for some reason she was secretly laughing at herself in her heart, laughing at her pitifulness, and laughing at her humility in her relationship.
"Everything will change, what you can't get is always in turmoil, and he's just deceiving himself, and so are you."
"You haven't seen your hearts yet, in fact, it's time now, as long as one of the two of you takes the initiative a little, you will be together."
"Qingqing, happiness is in your own hands, you have to control your own destiny."
Take your destiny into your own hands. This sentence felt like a luxury to Yan Qing, when would she be able to control her own destiny, she had not yet grasped her own destiny in her life.
"I've always thought this way since I was a child, but I've never fulfilled this wish."
"You're coming to dance now, do you know at home?"
"I don't know." Yan Qing shook his head.
"But you're not here yet, aren't you in control of your own destiny this time?" Xiaoya hit the nail on the head.
"I ...... But I borrowed money to learn dance this time. I simply can't afford to pay such an expensive tuition fee myself. ”
"You see that you actually took the borrowed money to learn dance in order to change, it is certain that there are difficulties, and if you solve them, there will be no difficulties."
"That's right, that's right, Yanqing, I think you're good at everything, but you're too unconfident, you and him study the same way, the same class, what are you not worthy of him?"
"Now is really the best time for you to confess, who said that only men chase women, women can also chase men, if you like, don't hesitate."
"Yes, Gao Yuan is handsome and has money in his family, you look at the eyes of those women in our class yesterday when they look at him, I can't wait to eat him in, you don't want to seize the opportunity to be careful of being chased by others when the time comes."
Looking at the encouraging eyes of the two of them, she really believed that Gao Yuan liked her.
Thinking about it, I really haven't said to him bluntly that I like him from knowing Gao Yuan to the present. Missing is an eternal regret, a mistake is only a temporary regret, maybe it's really time to show your heart. Even if he doesn't like himself, it doesn't matter, at least he has worked hard and fought for it.
After returning in the evening, Yanqing met Xu Jie on campus.
Xu Jie's face was full of spring, and she greeted her very happily, Yan Qing guessed that Liu Wei must have given her a response, and Xu Jie looked so radiant.
She slammed over and grabbed Yanqing's hand and said, "Yanqing, thank you." ”
"Thank you, you look so happy, you got off the list?"
"How can it be so fast." Xu Jie pursed her lips and said, "It's just that the relationship has eased a little bit compared to before, and we have been having dinner together for the past two days." ”
"It's a good sign, and you'll be together one day." Yan Qing said with blessings.
"Haha." Xu Jie laughed, "If we are together, I will be the first to tell you." ”
"Does that need to be said? Had to be the first to tell me. \