Yan Qing walked lonely on the road, although the dance just now was successful, and the summer night was hot, but her heart was cold.

It's over before it even begins.

Fortunately, the holiday is coming soon, and it is a good thing for Yan Qing to leave the campus temporarily, because she can change the environment and forget everything that happened on this youth campus for a while, and she wants to leave them behind now, but this seems to be a luxury for her.

When the two first came to separate, she asked, "This is leaving, what should I do with the money I owe you."

"What money?" Gao Yuan asked drunkenly.

Yan Qing didn't know if he was really drunk or pretending to be drunk, and explained: "The 10,000 yuan you borrowed from me to dance, and ......"

"What else?"

"And our original bet."

Gao Yuan worked hard to recall what he had said to Su Yanqing in the past, and said with a smile: "Yes, I once said that if you can practice horizontal and vertical forks within three months, you don't have to pay back the 10,000 yuan."

"It's not three months yet, are you leaving?" Although Yan Qing knew that she was soft-spoken, and she also knew that this 10,000 yuan was nothing to Gao Yuan, she still had a glimmer of hope in her heart, a little bit of starlight.

Gao Yuan looked at her fixedly, pointed to her injured knee and said: "You are already injured, don't be reckless, just treat dancing as a hobby, you don't have to take my words seriously, as for the 10,000 yuan, you owe it first, and it will not be too late to pay it back when you have money." Finally he playfully said, "No interest."

"No, I'll take everything you say seriously." The two looked at each other, Yan Qing turned his head a little weakly, and changed the topic and said, "I don't like to owe people things, I will pay you back this money as soon as possible."

The words have been spoken, it can't be counted, in addition to how to repay Gao Yuan, Yan Qing also thought of her own dance class, no matter what happens from tomorrow, she will not miss a class again, this world can be turned away from anyone, and no one can live without anyone, what we have to do is to work hard to live our own lives and become a better version of ourselves.

I figured it out, but I'm still sad, everyone understands the truth, but how many people can really do it...... Yan Qing felt that he couldn't do it himself, he really couldn't do it, so he squatted on the side of the road and cried.

It's okay to hold back the tears, but after the tears come out, they are as violent as a leaked flood, and you can't stop it.

"Su Yanqing, Su Yanqing, what's wrong with you?" A girl's voice was calling her, who would appear on this street at such a big night, she couldn't help but raise her head to look at her, it turned out to be Xu Jie, but there was a girl beside her, Yan Qing quickly wiped the tears on her face and asked, "Senior sister, why are you here?"

She looked at her companion and said, "My friend and I were singing nearby just now, and when I came out, I saw your back at the intersection and followed me all the way, but I didn't expect it to be you."

Yan Qing stood up, stopped his tears and said, "That's really a coincidence."

"Why are you crying here?" Xu Jie looked at her eyes seriously

Ask.

She avoided her eyes, and just as her friend answered the phone at this time, saying that her boyfriend was coming to pick her up, so she said goodbye to the two and left first. As soon as the companion left, both of them felt that it was very suitable, Xu Jie looked at Yanqing and said, "Let's go."

The nights in June are cooler than day, with the occasional breeze, there are not many pedestrians on the streets, and many shops are closed, but they are still lit with neon and traffic.

The more prosperous the city, the more lonely the wandering people are, although Yan Qing has a home in Jiangyuan, but none of the lights in this city are lit for her, what is the difference between wandering and wandering? The two sighed in unison, then looked at each other again and smiled.

Remembering that she heard the conversation between Liu Wei and Xu Jie in a coma, Yan Qingman thought that she would be full of resentment or sadness, but she actually smiled, and Yan Qing felt relieved.

"What are you sighing for?" The two asked at the same time, and when they saw that they had said the same thing to each other, they smiled tacitly.

"You speak first." Xu Jie looked at her and asked.

"Okay, I'll talk about it first." The two walked forward slowly, and she said eloquently: "You should also know a few things that have happened in school recently, and you don't need me to say more, but there are some things you definitely don't know."

"For example?"

"Takato is leaving."

"It's expected, he doesn't belong here in the first place, not to mention that he was not only expelled from the school, but Ruo Ling also went through the transfer procedures, which is completely imaginable." Xu Jie looked at her, "It's just you...... I don't know if I can put it down. ”

Yan Qing sighed, "If you can't let go, you have to let go, what can I change, I can't change anything." ”

Xu Jie patted her on the shoulder, "Since you can't change anything, let yourself go, stop thinking about those useless things, and live every day well." ”

"If the spirit is also getting married."

"Marry?" Xu Jie also expressed surprise at this incident.

"Yes, marry a rich businessman who is older than her father."

"What, who did you listen to, that's Ruo Ling, isn't her family very rich? How could you marry her to an old man. ”

"There was a problem with her father's capital chain, and her fiancé promised to come up with 500 million to save the group."

"That'...... Isn't that selling a daughter? What Xu Jie said was exactly the same as what Yan Qing said when he heard the news.

"Is she for Du Yu, with her family's power, will her father let go of a rural phoenix man who is weak and incompetent to spend his daughter's hard-earned money and finally abandon her? It was Ruoling who signed an agreement with her father, and as long as they let Du Yu go, she agreed to marry a fiancé. ”

Xu Jie sighed, "I thought Ruoling hated Du Yu very much, but in fact, she really loved Du Yu, and gave up the happiness of the second half of her life for him. Xu Jie's lament is not only sighing Du, Ruoling is also sighing herself.

"Who said it wasn't, Ruo Ling is really stupid, Du Yu is not worth it for her to do this."

"Only she knows whether it is worth it or not, and many things that others think are not worth it are the best love in the eyes of the parties, just like Liu Wei is to you

Taste otherwise. Yan Qing stopped, and Xu Jie turned to look at her.

"Su Yanqing, I really envy you, the person I love is deeply in love with you."

"I ......" Yan Qing choked up for a while, not knowing what she said at this time was the most correct word, she was afraid that she would accidentally hurt Xu Jie.

"You don't have to say anything, you can't hide if you like someone, and you can't force it if you don't like someone. I love Liu Wei, but he loves you, and I admit defeat. ”

"Senpai......"

"Why don't you grasp the happiness in front of you?" Xu Jie questioned her.

Yes, why do you have to touch the unreachable star with such a good man in front of you? Who said clearly, but isn't this love? Isn't this torture love?

The senior sister persuaded again: "Gao Yuan is also going abroad, Liu Wei is really a good choice, I believe he will be very good to you, an excellent boyfriend, and an excellent husband." It's just a pity that I don't have this blessing. ”

"Senior sister, I'm sorry." Yan Qing's apology was said for lying in Liu Wei's house that day, because if it weren't for that incident, Liu Wei might really try to drink Xu Jie together as he replied, but this Yan Qing couldn't say that she heard their conversation.

"You didn't feel sorry for me, everything was my own choice, and I voluntarily gave it up."

Yan Qing looked at her stupidly, and Xu Jie also looked at Yan Qing, as if the two were old friends who hadn't seen each other for a long time, and suddenly hugged each other. This is the mutual encouragement of two women after the failure of love, but one woman envies the love of one woman, and this woman envies her family background, independence, mind, experience and freedom.

The two broke up, and each walked in their own direction, one step at a time, Yan Qing looked back at Xu Jie, and reluctantly stepped forward.

"Su Yanqing." Xu Jie turned her head and shouted.

"What's wrong?" He turned his head sharply.

"Since you still have lofty thoughts in your heart, you should boldly say what you think in your heart, and don't leave regrets for yourself." Then she lowered her voice and said, "Liu Wei is very good, but she also really likes someone."

Yan Qing nodded with tears in her eyes, and waved goodbye to her: "Senior sister, it's going to be summer vacation soon, I don't know if we have to wait until the next semester to meet again, I hope that the next time we meet, we can all become better versions of ourselves."

"Yes, we will all meet our best love."

With a wave of his hand, he said goodbye to an old friend.

Yan Qing ran forward with tears in her eyes, and the shadows of many people flickered in front of her, the hard-working mother, the young brother, the dead father, the kind grandmother, Gao Yuan, Ruoling, Liu Wei, Xiaoya, Lili, Tao Fei...... The shadows of many people, these shadows were talking to her, laughing at her, but when she wanted to reach them, they were all gone.

One day she will not see, she will disappear too, those who die, disappear, and leave are just one more step in her life, what is sad, what is not to see, everyone is the most

The end result is the same, so why bother with one result, one process, everything that happens now is just a passing moment in retrospect.

The starry sky winked at her in the sky and smiled at her, as if they were all saying: "Su Yanqing, you have to be strong, you have to work hard."

"The stars are beautiful, the night sky is beautiful, but beautiful things are fleeting."

"You're beautiful, too." Suddenly, a voice whispered in her ear, "You're dancing so beautifully." He showed a mouthful of big white teeth and smiled at Yan Qing, it was this smile that made Yan Qing fall in love at first sight.

"Gao Yuan...... It's really you. Yan Qing screamed, but when she reached out and touched him, he disappeared......

"Don't go, don't go." Yan Qing woke up in his sleep......

(End of chapter)