136 Past
"Do you know, when I first entered the palace, I was also my maternal grandfather, the biological father of my mother's concubine, in order to sell her daughter for glory, and saw that she was born extremely beautiful, so he gave her as a gift to the first emperor."
Gong Xuan paused, "These are just nightmares before she entered the palace, and later she entered the palace, because of her appearance, she was excluded and framed, fortunately, my mother has the blessing of God, and because of her beauty, she was favored by the emperor." ”
Erya was curious, "I only heard that your mother had an extremely prosperous life during her lifetime, ranking as the fourth concubine, and was deeply loved by the first emperor, but later she had an accident and the queen mother was inseparable, but there was no detailed explanation." ”
"Of course you can't get a detailed explanation, what happened at that time, all the palace maids and eunuchs present were killed, and the only one who survived was also taken away by me."
Gong Xuan didn't look back, standing by the window, Er Ya saw that he was wearing thin clothes, and wanted to remind him, but his mouth moved but he still didn't speak.
"The favor she got was really short-lived, I remember that when I was born, she was being favored, and the first emperor also loved me in every way, until the then Shu Concubine gave birth to a child, but died early, and a carefully arranged conspiracy fell on our mother and son."
Gong Xuanchi's tone remained unchanged, "In order to protect me, she was pregnant with Liujia, and she was serially designed, first framed the imperial heir, and then said that she committed adultery with others. But what she had in her belly was the child of the first emperor, the adulterer who was caught, and later I learned from the mouth of the palace maid who did not die that it was actually the adulterer of her concubine Shu! ”
Erya looked at Gong Xuanchi, listening to the faint and depressed words in his mouth, but there were already turbulent waves in his heart.
"How ridiculous, my own adulterer, planting the adulterer's child to others, saying that the adulterer's child is a blessed child from heaven, and then killing the child born to him with his own hands, how terrible is such a heart!"
Oh my God, the original Queen Mother actually had such a story, it is really terrifying, the Queen Mother actually did such a thing, but such a scheming and heart, after the death of the first emperor, she also sat on the throne of the Queen Mother, which is really a good fate.
The Queen Mother, who has passed away, did a lot of evil in her life, and now she is dying so easily, it is cheap for her.
"If I had known this, I would have cut off the intestines and let her suffer a lot, which can be regarded as a punishment for her, and it would be too cheap for her to die like this!"
Listening to the girl's muttering of regret, Gong Xuanchi's heart seemed to be much lighter, he had never mentioned these things for many years, even when he mentioned his mother, he felt that his heart was like a knife, and he hated that he was not able to protect his mother at the beginning, but let his mother suffer because of himself.
"Now that she is also dead, it is said that when people die, the things before life will disappear like a cloud, don't always suppress yourself and live so painfully."
Erya softly reassured.
"You don't have to feel pathetic to me, I don't need your pity."
Gong Xuanchi's words were a little indifferent, and Erya felt that in this life, I am afraid that no one can enter his heart, because this man will always reject people.
Since he was not polite to speak, and Er Ya didn't say much, the atmosphere between the two was suddenly very awkward, and no one spoke, so they were silent.
But Erya really felt that he was very pitiful, she knew that Gong Jueyi had also lost her mother since she was a child and lost her shelter, which was somewhat similar to her.
"I know."
"What do you know?"
"I know how you feel, I have also lost my mother since I was a child, and most of the children who have lost the protection of their parents are miserable, I understand your feelings, although you are a prince and you are in the palace, but you must always be on guard against all kinds of ill-intentioned conspiracies in all directions."
Gong Xuanchi turned around at this time, and saw that the girl was facing him with bright eyes, and the appearance of bright eyes and bright teeth was really good-looking.
"When I didn't enter the palace, I felt that the royal heirs must be brocade clothes and jade food, with unlimited scenery, idleness all day long, walking horses and teasing birds, until I entered the palace, I didn't know what it meant to hide needles in Mianli, hide knives in smiles, sisters in front of me, knives and guns behind my back."
Erya thought about the many things that had happened since she entered the palace, and she also felt that she had been suppressed for a long time and wanted to say it.
"When you didn't send Mei Sha Tiangang, the days were even more sad, I had to guard against Gong Jueyi, the Queen Mother, Concubine Hua, and Concubine Ruan...... Guarding against everyone in the harem, even if a mouse escapes, I'm afraid that it will come to harm me. ”
She sighed, "Embattled, all the grass and trees are soldiers, what do you say about the palace, you must fight to the death like this, men do not have the responsibility of men, the whole world thinks that he Gong Jueyi is a hero of the world, but in my eyes, he is an out-and-out coward!" ”
Gong Xuanchi heard for the first time that anyone dared to scold Gong Jueyi like this, hearing this, he couldn't help but raise his eyes and look at this girl carefully, the longer they got along, the more they could find that her different temperament, her personality, everything was different.
"He has to rely on women to solve difficulties, use women's fights to sit on the fisherman's advantage, and use women as a tool, as long as he wants to use it, he will try his best to get this tool."
"Tools?" Gong Xuanchi didn't know why, she had this kind of sigh. "I think he has some genuine feelings for you.
"True?" Erya learned Gong Xuanchi's tone and said with a smile: "He has true feelings for me, this is the biggest joke I have heard recently, his true feelings, I'm afraid his mother has never seen it."
Hearing Erya's words of self-deprecation and anger, Gong Xuanchi suddenly had a happy mood.
"But you also know that since he ascended the throne, no woman has ever conceived his child, except for Ruan Concubine, there is only you, which shows his grace to you."
Erya turned her head to stare at Gong Xuanchi, and was silent for a moment, "Do you think it is a gift for a woman to give birth to a child for you?" She laughed a few times, "Isn't there something wrong with your men's brains, women have become a grace to give birth to children, since you think it is a grace, why don't you give birth to your own children and get this grace yourself?" ”
Gong Xuanchi looked at Erya with an angry face, I don't know why, why she was suddenly so angry.
"My mother gave birth to four children for my father, my eldest sister died early, and when she gave birth to my fourth sister, she had a difficult birth, and the fourth sister survived safely, but she never opened her eyes again.
Erya took a deep breath and calmed down, feeling that there was no need to argue pointlessly over these things.
"Okay, these things don't make sense to say, let's get down to business."
Gong Xuanchi had never heard of Erya's theory, so when he heard it at first glance, he felt a little difficult to accept, although if he thought about it carefully, it was indeed what she said.
But after years of education, what he knows is that the feudal patriarchy of men and women is inferior, although it is not as deep as the concept of Gong Jueyi, but he still has this kind of thought, and Erya can also see it.
"Okay, let's get down to business."
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