Chapter 12 I can't help it

I don't know what I'm doing here. In the past, he wanted to kill Feng Ziling, but now he found the wrong person, but he is still guarded like a prisoner every day.

I lay on the bed, looking at the tear-soaked pillow, and Cai'er knocked on the door outside, urging me to eat dinner four times. I didn't want to go to dinner because I really didn't want to see Feng Ziling.

She called me outside, and I said, "Go away, I want to be alone." ”

After a long time, there was no movement outside the house, I wiped my tears and got up and looked out the window, I thought that since I found the wrong person, then I should not stay in this general's mansion anymore, I still have a lot of things to do, I want to find Feng Sheng, Liu Yiyi can't die in vain like this, revenge for her is the purpose of my life, but the sea of people is vast, and I don't know where to find Feng Sheng, but now the most important thing is to leave this general's mansion.

I don't want to be guarded by Feng Ziling like a prisoner, but I went out too long and came back late, but I just went to the Qinglou to see the fairy, which is a great crime?

I looked at the palm of my hand that was red, and remembered that it was the Lantern Festival in two days, and when it was time for the Lantern Festival, I would go out to see the lanterns, and I would never go back.

The idea has been decided, I wiped my tears and prepared to fall asleep, I don't know if it is because I am a little tired from shopping today, my head fell down and fell asleep groggily, I don't know when I slept until I slept, but there was a warm thing next to me when I turned over, I opened my eyes in a daze, and saw Feng Ziling sitting at the head of the bed, I don't know if it was a dream, he put his hand to touch my hair, I think his way of touching his hair is very comfortable, so he rubbed his hand and continued to sleep.

Tonight's dream is different from the usual, Feng Ziling in the dream is very gentle, sometimes touching my hair and sometimes touching my face. After a while, I lifted the quilt and lay down beside me, I don't know what happened recently, why I often dream of him, besides, it's still like this.

The weather in February was still a little cold at night, and it was hot next to me, so I couldn't help but rub aside, and when I got up the next morning, I found that the futon next to me was warm.

Presumably I have eaten more osmanthus cakes recently, and I have a fever at night.

When I got up in the morning, I didn't seem to see Feng Ziling's figure, and I was relieved to hear the maid say that he went out early in the morning, and I was extremely reluctant to see him in this general's mansion now. He was not in this mansion, but when he wanted to go out, he was stopped by the guards, saying that the general has an order, and I can't go out at will.

I couldn't get angry, and I had nowhere to start, and just sulking for a morning didn't help. When it was time for lunch, Feng Ziling still hadn't come back, I had no taste for a meal, but I was determined to leave, but although I was a demon, that little bit of spiritual power was really pitiful, so that it was so difficult to even get out of the general's mansion now.

I thought about the second half of the tea time, and felt that whether I could leave the General's Mansion or not, the key still depended on Feng Ziling, as long as he agreed to me to go out of this door, I had the possibility of escaping, if I didn't have his permission, I would not be able to step on the threshold of the General's Mansion.

Thinking about this, I pulled myself together again and hammered my legs. I haven't been a human being for a long time, and I haven't learned anything about the truth, but I have a deep understanding of the truth that I should be soft when necessary. What I have to do now is to wait quietly for Feng Ziling to come back in this general's mansion, and when he comes back, I will give in in front of him, at least to get a chance to go out and see the lanterns.

I sat in the courtyard and waited, and waited until sunset, and I didn't wait for Feng Ziling's shadow to come to Xishan.

There have been little maids who have come to the courtyard to hold the lamp one after another, I yawned for a long time, and I lost my appetite for dinner, so I was ready to go back to sleep with haha, Feng Ziling paced in from the front yard, I looked up and faced him head-on, and for a while I had some thoughts of turning around and leaving. But after thinking so much today, it was just to wait for him to come back, and now I just happened to meet him, but I didn't know how to speak.

He came over a few steps, and his voice was very soft: "What are you doing in the courtyard?" ”

I answered, "Wait for you." There was a wind in the courtyard, which blew a little cold, and his steps forward did not stop because of my sentence "Waiting for you", and when I thought he was not going to pay attention to me, I heard him say, "Wait for me? What are I waiting for? ”

I took a few steps to block in front of him, and there was an expression of recognition on my face, I said: "I shouldn't have gone to the Qinglou yesterday, that kind of place is not where girls should go, and I shouldn't go out in the morning and come back at night, it's not safe for girls to go out at night." I knew I was wrong. ”

A sneer on his lips flickered: "I'm going to say something obedient today." ”

Dare to love him like this, is he doubting my attitude of admitting my mistake? If I hadn't been able to help him, I had to bow my head under his roof? I've lowered my head like this today, and he's still not satisfied?

I stretched out my hand in front of him, spread out my palm that was still red, and showed him through the light: "Look, I beat it yesterday, and it's still red today." ”

He didn't show any expression on his face, and I leaned in to show him my hand, and he frowned slightly, grabbed my hand, and blew lightly on it.

There was an inexplicable throbbing in my heart, this scene seemed familiar, as if in a dream, he had also looked at me so gently, grabbed my palm like this, blew gently in the reddened palm, and asked me if it hurt, I think it was probably today in the courtyard to hold his cheeks and wait for him to be dizzy for too long, and he had such an idea for a while.

The evening breeze blew the lights slightly, and the maids who were still holding the lamps in the courtyard were all gone, but for some reason the wind blew my cheeks red, and when I looked at him through the light, I only felt that his face was exceptionally handsome, and the other hand couldn't help but raise it to caress his face, it was clearly a face exactly the same as Feng Sheng, it was clearly a similar face, but it could be a weak and pale, a hard and handsome, the things in this world are really magical.

I haven't finished feeling in my heart, he suddenly lowered his head, only slightly biased, the kiss happened to fall between the lips, slightly cool and soft, my brain was like electricity, but I remembered the last time I was in the study, that time he kissed me as if it was for Princess Yushan to see, so what about this time?

I didn't understand, so I wanted to push him away, but he hugged me tighter, probably indulging in beauty and couldn't extricate myself, I didn't resist, and waited until the advantage was taken away, until he raised his hand to pick me up, and waited until I touched the soft mattress under me, I reacted suddenly, pushed him away from my body, tightened my clothes, and stammered: "Why are you ......"

He leaned down, but the movements of his hands did not stop: "You took the initiative yourself first, and you came to ask me?" ”

"What am I taking the initiative for?" I ran away from his hands, quickly rolled into the bed, rolled myself up with the quilt, and said stiffly, "I'm still young, don't you want to do anything with me!" ”

He couldn't laugh or cry, so he sat down on the edge of the bed, pulled the quilt and covered me carefully, rubbed my face repeatedly with his fingertips, and then said, "Where did you learn these things, eh?" ”

It was a small bed, and it was even more cramped when he sat on it, and I protected my chest: "What is it?" "Pause," is it a romantic affair? ”

The forehead was flicked by his fingers, and the pain made me burst into tears, and I heard him say: "A little girl's house, open and close your mouth, you are romantic, and you know what is not romantic?" ”

He underestimated me, in the three years I stayed in Cuiyun Pavilion, there were still some winds and waves that I hadn't seen, and I was used to the little bad things between men and women, but now that I have become a person, I have never experienced such a romantic thing, I only know that every time such a romantic incident happens, it must be the lights out, there must be a woman moaning and a man gasping, in the end it seems to be how tired it is to do such a romantic thing, even the bed curtain is shaking.

Maybe I know these things, so I don't seem to be dignified enough, he is a general, naturally I can't see women are not dignified, I figured this out, only to understand why he was so angry yesterday, and hurriedly said: "I was wrong, I won't say it in the future, don't be angry." ”

"As long as you're obedient and well-behaved, I don't need to be angry."

Seeing that his tone was softened, I said again: "I don't know if you know that there is a lantern festival in the city tomorrow night." ”

"How is the Lantern Festival?"

I said, "I heard that the Lantern Festival only happens once a year in February, and I want to see it tomorrow." ”

He pondered for a moment, then nodded again: "Okay, I'll go shopping with you when I have time tomorrow night." ”

But I didn't expect him to answer like this, it was really very unfavorable to my escape plan, I hurriedly said: "I heard that the people who go to the Lantern Festival are some daughters' houses, you are a big man to run, it seems inappropriate, or let Cai'er go with me, and then listen to your meaning, you should have something to do tomorrow night." ”

"Something is true. But...... "he looked at me," he said, "how come I haven't heard of the fact that only some daughters go to the house at the Lantern Festival?" ”

I pretended to be calm: "Of course...... Of course you haven't heard of it, it's because you're busy with some things about the government and fighting all day, where will you know this, don't worry, I'll go and see the lanterns, and I'll be back immediately, by the way, what kind of lanterns do you like, I'll bring one back for you tomorrow night. ”

Recently, I have indeed become more and more artistic to speak, and he nodded after listening to my words, and I was happy in my heart, so I endured it again, and as long as I endured it until tomorrow night, I could escape from this general's mansion and regain my freedom, and see how he used me to send Princess Yuzen away.

February 15 was a good day, not only was the wind and the sun beautiful, but the air was fresh, and even the wind was blowing with the fragrance of flowers, just like my mood, it was wonderful.