I leaned on his shoulder and murmured,

"You're right, as long as you die, I don't have to live like this anymore, only when you die, I will be fine."

Yin Le's footsteps suddenly stopped, but he immediately moved again.

He is such a strong man, no matter what blow he receives,

He can take it silently, and then turn pressure into motivation and bad things into good things.

He is so good, like a beam of light that pierces people's eyes,

And I am humble as dust, ordinary and unremarkable. ”

Speaking of which, my neck was suddenly burned by something,

I reached out and touched it, but there was nothing,

Yin Le died, it was impossible for him to shed tears, this must be my hallucination.

He hugged me tightly and choked up,

"I didn't know you were in so much pain at the time, if I knew, I would definitely leave the house as soon as possible,

Get your life back to where it started, sorry, sorry! ”

"It's me who says I'm sorry, you say this, it can only make me more self-blame and guilty,

Some ideas, like seeds, will continue to sprout and grow once they take root, and finally in the absorption of water and sunlight, they bear fruit.

It's just that what I got was a bad result. ”

Gao Ge once thought,

If you could do it all over again,

He's not going to make that decision, he really won't.

But what happens is what happens, and there will be ifs.

Yin Le lowered his head and kissed Gao Ge's face, and even the tears on his face swallowed into his abdomen.

"Okay, don't say it, enough talk today, obedient!"

His tone was gentle and dripping,

But Gao Ge looked at that extremely familiar face, and his heart hurt like a knife,

He was also flesh and blood,

If it weren't for him, Yin Le wouldn't have been so attached to the temperature of the living that he was so sad that he forgot the cause of his death.

Now, he is the one who he is.

Gao Ge poured another sip of wine,

Stretched out his hand and gently touched Yin Le's eyebrows, cheeks, and finally stayed on his lips.

"Brother Yin, it's very rude to interrupt before you finish speaking."

Yin Le took a deep breath and stopped talking.

Of course he doesn't want Gao Ge to continue, it's like someone on your already healed scar,

Not to mention cutting it with a knife again, he sprinkled a handful of salt hard,

Let him remember the pain of that time,

But Gao Ge didn't know that it hurt in his body, but it hurt in his heart.

Gao Ge didn't wipe his tears, let them slip off his face, and continued,

"In another ambush, Yin Le and I were separated,

Although I am skilled in talismans, I can't withstand so many people after all, so I was captured.

In order to survive, I did not hesitate to betray him.

I still remember that day, I also made four dishes and one soup and waited for him to come back, and I beckoned him to sit down and taste my first cooking.

I picked up the glass and handed it to him, but he just held the glass and kept shaking.

I asked him, "Why don't you drink it?" ”

He looked at me and said lightly, "Do you really want me to drink it?" ”

I was terrified, afraid that he would know that I had poisoned the wine.

I was not calm, and the kind of thought that forced him to drink poisoned wine could be seen by ten people.

I pretended,

"Of course, this is the first time my brother and I have sat at home and drunk."

"Do you really want me dead?"

His sudden questioning made me both scared and panicked, but the words that had been suppressed in my heart for decades could no longer be suppressed.