Chapter 3 Courage

After dinner, Li Jun returned to his room, his younger brother had already returned to his parents' bedroom to watch TV, took out Fang Ning's letter again, and read it again, Li Jun still decided to write a reply, so he replied to a more atmospheric letter like a big brother, since he had chosen to separate, why bother with it? It's better to be generous to restore everything that has been.

It takes courage to love, and then it takes more courage to let go. From letting go of Fang Ning and letting go of Yuan Yamin, Li Jun gradually saw the confusion in front of him.

Looking up at the photo of leaning on the desk and looking at the pure and pure as if there was no trace of fireworks, with a light smile on the corner of his mouth, everything in front of Li Junjue was like a dream, as if he had returned to his youth when he first entered middle school, everything was so shy and single, and the pure feelings of white paper flowed in his heart.

The corners of Li Jun's mouth couldn't help but rise a shallow smile, he took out a piece of letter paper and spread it on the table, thinking back to the simplicity and happiness of the past, the pen in his hand slid on the paper, all the days he and Fang Ning had lived happily together, and the unhappy and unpleasant things that happened were all banished to the back of his mind at this moment.

"Dear Ning'er, a girl I once liked deeply, a girl who was hurt and hurt for it, she is gone. But I found my dearest sister again, and when I think back to our days together, joy was so simple, and the reason why I became unhappy was because I wanted more, and the source of all unhappiness was my greed, which I did not understand before, and I apologize to you and ask you to forgive me for my selfishness. I hope that one day when we meet again, I hear you call me Brother Jun loudly, I will be very pleased to agree, thank you for having you on my way to growth! Li Jun put away the pen and read the letter he wrote again, took out an envelope from the drawer, put the letter in it, glued the seal without leaving a little gap, and then put the letter into the book, and went to his mother's club tomorrow to ask his grandfather to help send the letter away.

"Brother, your phone!" As soon as I put the letter in the book, the phone in my parents' room rang rapidly, and then my brother's voice came.

Li Jun stood up and ran to his parents' house in a few steps, his father was sitting in his ironclad seat, blowing in a water cup, drinking tea, seeing Li Jun walk into the house and stand up directly and walk out of the bedroom with a water glass, his face was still full of black gas.

The younger brother covered the earpiece with his hand and watched his father leave the house, and said with a wicked smile: "Brother, it's still your righteous sister, is it really you and Brother Yujun who are sworn to, my father and mother are not at home, you tell me the truth." ”

Looking at his younger brother's appearance, Li Jun was angry, but he was angry and laughed by his expression, walked forward a few steps forward and gently slapped him on the back of the head and said: "You little kid, what do you think about every day, and you will remember to call me sister when you see it in the future." With that, he took the earpiece from his brother's hand.

As soon as he put the microphone to his ear, Yuan Yamin's voice came out of it: "Oh, my eldest brother is still very busy, I can't see anyone when I make a phone call, and I don't know how to call back. ”

Li Jun frowned helplessly, but his younger brother Li Xiang put his ears on the voice in the microphone, as if he could hear some important secrets from it.

Li Jun pushed him aside, then stretched out his frowning brows, put on a smiling face and said to the microphone: "Xiao Xiang is so polite is also a good education for him as a brother, and our Min Min is also a polite and good child, we all know that my brother is not here, so I called again to greet him." Li Jun couldn't help laughing as he spoke.

"You are less here, Miss Ben is a polite person, and this has nothing to do with you, right? And I think I'm not as sensible as I used to be since I met you, because you taught me badly. Li Jun could imagine her pouting face when she listened to Yuan Yamin's slightly angry voice, and not only smiled in her heart.

"Hmph, did Fang Ning write you a letter, and there is no one else in your heart? I didn't know I was a sister, did I? A strong sour smell came from the phone, but Li Jun couldn't help but be surprised, Fang Ning wrote a letter to himself and didn't know how to know, it was really enough to fill in the mess.

I thought about who revealed the news, but I was busy saying: "Who is saying this, we haven't been in touch for a long time, who did you listen to?" ”

"Is it about to rekindle the old love? Why do you still want to hide it? What did you say, you said that you should study hard during high school and stop talking about feelings easily, and now that she writes you a letter, you immediately forget what she said to me, right? Yuan Yamin's voice was a little gloomy.

Li Jun became nervous for a moment, and hurriedly said into the microphone: "Minmin, don't think about it, yes!" It was Fang Ning who wrote me a letter and asked Song Jingya to transfer it to me, but it was not a revival of the old relationship, but everyone didn't want her classmates to end up being the same as the enemy, she just wanted to explain the misunderstanding. ”

"Explaining the misunderstanding isn't trying to ask you to forgive her, is it? Well, I wish you all the best of luck in reuniting your old days. Yuan Yamin's voice was a little choked. Good bye! ”

Listening to Yuan Yamin's voice and about to hang up the phone, Li Jun shouted into the microphone: "Yamin, don't think about it, it's impossible for me and Fang Ning, I promised you to study hard in high school and stop talking about feelings, I will definitely do it, I have already written a reply to Fang Ning, we will only be classmates in the future, it is impossible to have any feelings, or I will send you the letter and you can take a look first to see if there is a little emotion in my reply." ”

Listening to Li Jun's anxious voice, Yuan Yamin burst out laughing on the other side of the earpiece, "Who wants to read the letter you wrote, and you didn't write it to me, so I don't read the letters you wrote to other girls, but I still hope that my brother is a person who keeps his word, so that he can play an exemplary role for your little sister." ”

Li Jun smiled bitterly in his heart, just said that he had brought her badly, and now he wants to play an exemplary role, a woman's heart is really changing rapidly, she involuntarily shook her head and relaxed her tone and said: "You can say that you don't want to read it, then I will send it away, and if you solve one thing, you can easily make up for the knowledge you have learned this semester, and you can also review it during the holidays, although your grades are better than mine this semester, but it is not good in the class, we have to work together." ”

"Okay, you're really annoying, my parents have given me a half-day class at dinner, and now you're still talking about studying, you can do your own thing, I have a plan for my business." By the way, I called to ask if you still came to the county seat to catch the market? If you come, remember to come to me, and I'll go around with you. Yuan Yamin's voice was full of excitement.

The twenty-second day of the twelfth month of the year ago was the last set in the county, and the things that people wanted to buy were basically bought, and the reason why they went to the market was just to join in the fun, Li Jun always squeezed around in the bustling crowd with a few partners in the village, and after being tired, he sat in front of the stall made of wooden planks and sat on a small wooden stool to come to a piece of grilled cake, inserted a small piece of grilled cake with a small wooden fork, dipped in garlic paste and vinegar to make a delicious bite in the seasoning, and then everyone was full of garlic taste, and then returned to the crowd and then squeezed around.

Thinking that it is not the same to take Yuan Yamin to squeeze around like this, they have nothing to hesitate about, let Yuan Yamin follow her, maybe some bad boys will take advantage of her, and maybe it will cause some unnecessary trouble.

"Are you coming?" Yuan Yamin's voice pulled him back into reality.

"It's not decided yet, ask a few people in the village tomorrow, and if you have a companion, go over." Li Jun also didn't feel Yuan Yamin's enthusiasm directly.

"Okay, if you want to come, you must tell me, I won't go anywhere tomorrow and I'll wait for you at home to call, if you don't call me again, I'll go directly to your house to find you." After speaking, he hung up the phone directly without waiting for Li Jun's response.

Li Jun shook his head and put the receiver back on the phone.

"Brother, I'll also go to the market with you, let me meet my sister too, I heard that my sister cares a lot about you, it's really just my sister and not my sister-in-law." The younger brother Li Xiang is now full of doubts about Li Jun's words.

"Go, go aside, don't talk nonsense to your parents and parents, if you talk nonsense, see how I clean you up." Li Jun said with a dark face and raised his right hand, making a picture of wanting to hit someone.

"Unless you take me to the market tomorrow too, or not." Saying that, the younger brother made a picture of running out of the bedroom to the kitchen to complain to his parents.

Li Jun grabbed his arm, and immediately put on a smile and said, "Okay, I'm going to the market and I'll take Xiao Xiang with me, but you have to know that it's only my sister who is talking to me, your sister, don't have any other thoughts and nonsense." ”

"My brother is the best, of course I know what to say and what not to say." The younger brother is cunning like a little fox, but Li Jun has mixed feelings in his heart.

The father walked in from outside with a water cup, the two brothers exchanged glances, the younger brother sat on the edge of the bed with his head down and watched TV, Li Jun turned around and walked to the kitchen, he still had to help his mother do some work within his ability, although his mother said every time that she didn't need to help, she could do it, but when she saw her son seriously helping him work, his face would be filled with a knowing smile.

The kitchen is full of the aroma of fried food, and now the mother has finished frying the tofu cubes, and is squeezing the meatballs into the pot with her hands, and each time she squeezes one into the pot, it will make a sizzling sound, and then the small meatballs are bubbling in the pot, and at the same time, bursts of aroma waft out of the pot, slowly turning golden yellow, and the mother uses a fence to take the fried ones out of the pot and put them in the fried tofu pot, and then squeeze the meatballs into the pot again.

Li Jun took the fence in his hand and helped his mother stir it slowly in the pot, his mother didn't say anything today, but the smile on her face resurfaced, and the two of them cooperated tacitly, and the meat filling prepared by her mother was fried in a while.

Scooping the last balls in the pot into the basin, her mother smiled at Li Jun and said, "Who did you just write a letter to, do you need me to go to the club tomorrow to help you send it away?" ”

Li Jun's heart trembled, his mother didn't say anything on the surface, but in fact, she saw everything in her eyes, looked up at her mother's eyes full of love and inquiry, pondered for a while and said: "Mom, it's Fang Ning's, you also know her, but the previous things have passed, and now there is pure classmate love between us, let me handle my affairs myself." The Chinese New Year is coming soon, and I will go directly to the county town tomorrow to send the letter away, hoping that she will receive it before the year, so that each other can have a New Year with peace of mind. ”

The mother's eyes rose with appreciation, and said with a smile: "We Xiaojun have grown up, have the courage to face problems and solve problems decisively, we may face a lot of difficulties on the road of our life, we will make a lot of mistakes, these are not terrible, what is terrible is that there is no courage to face difficulties and mistakes, children, my mother watched you grow up little by little, no matter what happens on the road of life in the future, I hope you can be as brave as today to accept it and solve it, come on!" ”