Chapter 291 How can you not blame yourself?

The two hugged each other for a moment, silent.

Lin Xiwei didn't know that Yu Chenguang was deeply blaming himself at this moment.

From the words sent by Du Shengnian, it is not difficult for Yu Chenguang to know that the mastermind behind the kidnapping incident is Yu Zeran.

Unexpectedly, Lin Xiwei suffered such a catastrophe this time, in the final analysis, because of himself.

It seems that every time she has an accident, she can't get rid of herself, before they reunited, her life was peaceful and smooth, and since the two reunited, she has had frequent accidents, and her life has been full of disasters since then.

Although she can turn evil into good fortune every time, in the end, she still suffers a lot and suffers physical and mental trauma.

Every tear she shed, every fright she has suffered, in the final analysis, is because she likes her.

His liking for her has brought her so much trouble and attracted so much hostility, and in the end it has become the sharp blade that hurts her, carving ugly and painful scars one after another in her originally peaceful life, how can Yu Chenguang not be sad and blame himself!

He loved her so much that he wanted to hold her in the palm of his hand all the time, but now the person he loved the most was so frightened because of his negligence, he really wanted to slap himself a few times.

He should have thought of it a long time ago, with Yu Zeran's insidious despicability, knowing that he liked Lin Xiwei so much, how could he put such a good weakness and not take advantage of it!

He hates himself so much, he must wish that he was better off than dead!

He was too careless, and during this time, he put all his body and mind on dealing with Tian Chengjun, so that he neglected to protect Lin Xiwei, which gave Yu Zeran an opportunity.

If Du Shengnian takes a step late tonight and makes Yu Zeran succeed, I am afraid that he will really do what he wants, and the rest of his life will be spent in endless regret and pain.

He was originally the proud son of heaven praised by everyone, and he could easily stir up the entire Shangjing City with a raised hand, but he had no ability, but he couldn't give the best protection to the person he loved the most, so that she was humiliated three or four times, how could he not be lost and depressed!

He even wondered a little pessimistically whether he was a disaster in Lin Xiwei's life, from childhood to adulthood, all the bad things she encountered seemed to be caused by herself.

Since knowing herself, she has never lived a happy life, when she was a child, the two separated when they first met, she searched for herself for more than ten years, and the two finally recognized each other, broke through many hardships and walked together, but had to separate again.

He went to the United States for two years, and when he came back again, he had many misunderstandings, and finally released his suspicions, and before she could catch her breath, she was targeted by Yu Zeran, a poisonous snake, so that she was almost murdered, innocently implicated by herself.

Over the years, how many tears she has shed for herself and how many grievances she has suffered, her life that should have been carefree has added a lot of sorrow because of one more self.

The more Yu Chenguang thought about it, the more he felt wronged for Lin Xiwei, and the more he hated himself for bringing her so much suffering.

It's just what to do, even if he feels sorry for her and hates himself, he can't let go of her hand, he can't imagine what he would do without her in his future life?

Forgive him for his selfishness, knowing that forcibly bringing her into his life would bring her great disaster, his identity doomed him to countless enemies, and countless tribulations like tonight awaited her in the future.

But even so, he couldn't let go of her hand, and without her, his life would be dark and never bright.

Yu Chenguang hugged the person in his arms tightly, and the black eyes buried deep in the other party's strength silently left tears.

Please forgive me for being selfish, Weiwei, I love you, I can't lose you, don't leave me!

If it's hell ahead, let's go to hell together! I don't want to go anywhere without you, even if it's heaven!

Feeling a burst of warmth coming from his neck, Lin Xi was slightly stunned, was he crying?

She was so frightened that she didn't dare to move, after all, since she met Yu Chenguang, she rarely saw him cry, and the last time she saw him cry was because of his mother's illness.

But now it's obviously not, so is he crying because he's worried about himself?

Lin Xiwei felt inexplicably sorry in her heart, she didn't expect that tonight's events would have such a big impact on Chenguang.

She raised her hand and gently rubbed Yu Chenguang's slightly rough black hair, and coaxed softly dryly: "I'm fine, don't worry!" Don't worry, I won't do such a dangerous thing in the future, and I won't let you worry about it again. ”

What a stupid girl! Yu Chenguang sighed, raised his head and lowered his eyes to stare deeply at Lin Xiwei, and there were still water marks in his red eyes that had not yet dispersed.

Seeing this scene, Lin Xi felt more and more guilty, he really cried, this time he must have scared him enough!

Lin Xi involuntarily stood on tiptoe, kissed him lightly on the cheek, and apologized with a red face: "I'm sorry!" ”

Yu Chenguang held her cheeks with both hands and murmured, "Stupid girl, the person who should say sorry is me!" Therefore, the person who should take the initiative to kiss you should also be me! ”

With that, he lowered his head and grabbed her cherry lips accurately, and kissed deeply the woman who made him worry about him all the time.

The two lingered for a long time and were inseparable.

Understanding that Lin Xiwei had just suffered a fright, Yu Chenguang was afraid that her body would not be able to stand it, so he didn't dare to toss her for too long, and finally let go of her lips when she was almost out of breath.

The corners of his lips rubbed lightly on her forehead, and he reluctantly said in a dumb voice: "It's late, go to sleep, you must be very tired after a night of tossing." ”

Lin Xi was slightly reluctant to let him travel a long distance, and wanted him to take a good rest, so as not to get tired and get sick.

She plucked up the courage to look up at him, "The bed is very big, you can come up and sleep too, the conditions here are limited, there is only one bed, let's squeeze ......"

The more she spoke, the quieter her voice became, and finally she hung her head in embarrassment and did not dare to say more.

After all, this kind of words seemed to be recommending herself to the pillow seat, and before she finished speaking, she felt an inexplicable sense of shame, and she couldn't say the following words anymore.

Looking at Lin Xi's delicate appearance with a slightly flushed face, Yu Chenguang's eyes became deeper and deeper.

He unconsciously rolled his Adam's apple and asked in a dumb voice, "Are you sure?" ”

Although Lin Xiwei was shy, he nodded without hesitation, and his voice was like a mosquito calling, "It's okay, you can come up!" ”

After saying this, she was so ashamed that she didn't dare to look at Yu Chenguang anymore, so she simply climbed into the bed and lay down in the corner, giving Yu Chenguang most of the bed.

Yu Chenguang looked at the undulating body under the quilt, couldn't help but look up and touch his nose, and suddenly felt a little worried about his self-control.