So I'm sure Leng Si is 100% hiding something from me, maybe he's afraid I'll get hurt, but I still want to know.

"I don't drink, I finally came out of the post station, I'm going to find Yan Beishen, since he saved me in the palace that day, he told me that he remembered me, but it's been more than ten days, he hasn't had any news to me, not even a message, I'm a little worried about him, I don't know if something happened to him, it's okay you tell me the truth, is he having an accident? You have just come out of the palace, you must know something, don't hide it from me. ”

Leng Si saw that my attitude was so resolute, and he also knew that he couldn't hide it, so he sighed and said, "Nan Kite, don't be too sad, do you know that Yan Bei is going to marry Long Shili soon, and now it's just a matter of announcing the world." ”

"Is this what Yan Beishen told you personally, or did you guess it yourself?"

"He told me in person, I questioned him, asked him if he married Long Shili because he didn't think of you, but he told me that he remembered you, and he believed that you were the former Qing Princess."

What the? He actually said such a thing, since he remembers me, he should know what kind of temperament I am, I will never tolerate the matter of two daughters serving one husband, what the hell are you doing, Yan Beishen?

I must figure this matter out, otherwise I am unwilling, since you remember me, you can't betray our feelings, even if you don't remember, you can't betray, love is the most sacred thing in the world, if you can't be completely alone in your heart now, then I don't want you.

Regardless of Leng Si's pursuit behind, I still ran to the palace.

This time, I really didn't have to break into the palace, because I saw that Long Shili and Yan Beishen were coming out of it together at this time, and it seemed that Long Shili's punishment in the Qin family ancestral hall was just for outsiders.

"Brother Beishen, you can't break my heart this time, do you know, I almost married you before, but it was delayed for so many years by mistake, I hope there will be no more tribulation between us, as for what you told me before, I will not object to this matter if you want to let Nan Kite enter the mansion, although I know that person is not South Kite, she just has the same face as South Kite, but as long as you are happy, then I am willing to do anything."

Long Shi Lili's words were like a needlepoint, stabbing at my heart one by one, so I was too optimistic about things, so I was too optimistic about the relationship between us?

This person is still someone I know, Bei Shen, why can you do such a thing so easily, or does his heart originally yearn for this kind of life of three wives and four concubines?

No, by no means.

Can't think of him like this, others don't know who he is, I don't know, he's Yan Beishen, he used to care about me so much, he has become a madman for me, he must have something unspeakable, it must be like this.

After Long Shili left, I immediately appeared in front of Yan Beijing, and then asked, "Do you really want to marry her?" Do you really want me to share a husband with his two daughters? ”

Yan Beishen was not surprised by my sudden appearance, but asked kindly, "I originally thought that I would go to the post station to find you later, but I didn't expect you to come to me, how are you doing these days?" ”

I thought he would be in a hurry to explain to me, I thought he would take me by the hand and tell me that he had a reason to do so, but seeing that he was so plain now, it was as if the matter was not worth discussing.

"Can you not know if I'm doing well? These days, I still think about when you will come to see me, and I still think that since you have recovered your memory, then you wish I would go back to you immediately, but why did you not move at all, but others told me that you were going to marry Long Shili, you knew that I and her did not share the sky, you knew that sooner or later I would have a day of life and death with her, but you want to marry her, you tell me, why is this? Didn't you tell me you just treated her as a sister? Didn't you tell me you couldn't have a second woman in your life! ”

I admit that I am an uncompetitive woman, when I say these words, my tears have flowed uncontrollably, I feel as if I am not at all like my former self, if I had been in the past, I would have said very chicly that since this is the case, then congratulations, I will not accompany you.

But when this happens, I will find out that I will also be a resentful woman, and I know the answer, but I still want to ask for a dead heart.

"Let's go inside."

The only sanity I had left was in control of myself, and I followed him into the palace to a place where there were only the two of us.

Then he looked at me and said, "I do remember you, but there is only a momentary memory, when I rushed into the fire to save you, I saw it in a trance, as if I had also saved you in the fire before, that is not fake, if it didn't really happen, I wouldn't have this impression in my mind, so I believe that you are indeed my princess, you can re-enter the palace with a different identity, but you can't re-become the princess as a princess, but I promise that I will be good to you in this life." ”

In a few words, the past between me and him was so clear that it turned out that he remembered me only by remembering a very small thing back then, so he didn't love me at all.

"Do you really want to do this to me? If you tell me now that you have something unspeakable, for whatever reason, I will believe you, but you use such words, then I can only say that it was a mistake for me to come back. ”

I thought that after I said this, Yan Beishen would reconsider, but he told me, "If you really can't tolerate people, then it can only mean that there is no husband and wife between you and me." ”

He said that there was no husband and wife between us, so he thought so, he thought that I should accept another woman between the two of us, and then I couldn't help but look at them, and then wronged myself to be an invisible person among them.

Although I am not a very smart person, nor am I a very principled person about the big things that matter right and wrong, but this kind of thing is unforgivable to me or to any woman.

I wiped my tears from my eyes, and then said, "In that case, then don't regret it, Yan Beishen, I will definitely let you beg me again, I forgive you, beg me to love you again." ”

It took me a lot of courage to say this, but after he heard it, he was a little angry and said, "If I really loved you before, it was also because I didn't know anyone." ”

"It's a good person who doesn't know anyone, Nan Kite has been taught, I hope that Lord Qing can always be so ignorant of people, and don't be blinded by lard again one day."

I finished the sentence very quickly, and then left the palace.

When I arrived outside the gate of the palace, I didn't expect Leng Si to be waiting for me outside, he saw me and asked with an angry face, "You quarreled with him, shouldn't you break up?" ”

"You're right, it's more accurate to break up, Leng Si, if one day you dare to marry a little wife, I will definitely let Kun Yu break your legs, I'm in a bad mood now, don't provoke me, I want to be quiet alone."

"Actually, maybe he really has a hard time, although he didn't tell me why this time, but I know that Yan Beishen has never liked Long Shili's vicious woman from beginning to end."

Bitterness, where did so much bitterness come from, are you a fool to me, if he doesn't want to, no one can shake him, he just doesn't remember me at all, he just doesn't love me at all. "If nothing else, how long will it take for Yan Beishen and Long Shili to get married?"

"A month, it's not long after it was abolished, and it will be at least a month later."

I didn't expect that I came out to find Yan Beishen today, and it would be such a result, I thought I told him very clearly, but I didn't expect to become like this with him.

Do I really want to follow Baili Qiye back to Licheng?

Before he came out today, he seemed to know that I would be in a bad mood, how did he know? Could it be that he could have foreseen it, or maybe he knew something in advance that I didn't know.

Forget it, I'd better go to Qin's house to find Zhou Liu first.

From today onwards, I have to plan more and more things, the first step is to make Yan Beishen and Long Shili unable to get married, even if Yan Beiyan no longer loves me, I will not allow other women to touch him for half a point.

As for the rest, I haven't thought about it, let's go and see, just now I talked to Yan Beishen about the flowers, to be honest, a large part of the reason is that I am angry, and I still can't convince myself to give up on him like this.

If I don't work hard until the last moment, I am not reconciled, and I have paid too much price to come back to this world.

Everyone knows what Yan Beishen's feelings for Long Shili are, if he liked her, then he would have married her in the past three years, and he would never suddenly fall in love with Long Shili.

So now why he has to marry her, thinking about it, he is either coerced or has a request.

It is unlikely that I will be coerced, and the most likely thing is to ask for help, so I will figure out the cause and effect relationship between this, and then make myself stronger.

Suddenly, I somewhat understood the mood of a hundred miles and seven nights, it turned out that falling in love with someone who didn't love him, that is this kind of mentality, it turned out that I wanted to be with the person I loved, and sometimes I did need to pay some price and use some means.

I can no longer be like before, not thinking about anything, just thinking about others to love me, others to love me, others to protect me, from this moment on, I also want to protect myself.

What's more, Yan Beishen, I will never give up on you like this!