Just when I was about to arrive at the door, Li Ranran stopped me: "Wait! ”

I stopped, looked at her, and asked, "Is there anything else?" ”

Li Ranran looked at me with complicated eyes, was silent for a long time, and said when I was impatient: "I know you still doubt me, but I really haven't done anything to the dream of water dyeing, maybe Lin An did it behind my back." ”

I frowned, puzzled, "Why did he do this, and he is still your husband, it is impossible for him not to tell you what he did, because the water-stained dream used to be you...... I worked hard with one hand. ”

"There are some things I don't know, I haven't seen him for almost a month."

If what Li Ranran said is right, it can mean that she did not do the things at the press conference, but could it be Lin An who did it, and why did he do this? Just because I'm her ex?

As for Li Ranran's relationship with him, I don't want to get involved, even if she has too many hardships, betrayal is betrayal.

"I see, I'll go first."

Just as I was leaving, Li Ranran unexpectedly stopped me again and said to me: "Shui Han, I'm not looking for you to talk to you about this, can you sit down and have a good chat with me?" ”

I looked at Li Ranran and said, "The one in my family said that she wouldn't let me talk to you for too long, she was very difficult to coax." ”

"If she's jealous, will you help me?"

Li Ranran's eyes dimmed, and he fell silent again...... The location where she was dimly lit, her sideburns covered half of her face like willows, and she couldn't see her eyes clearly, and finally her red lips moved slightly, and she raised her eyes and said, "I know, you can go back." ”

My heart was deeply touched, after so long, knowing that Li Ranran's emotional struggle at this time was on the verge of collapse, I didn't say anything, nor did I coax as usual, because I knew that that position was no longer suitable for me, and I was not qualified.

What does it have to do with me when she cries and makes trouble, it's already how passers-by fall in love.

After leaving, I went to Shouxin River to try to calm down my impetuous heart, when Meng Yao called and asked, "Han, are you done talking?" ”

"I'm done talking, I'm gone."

"Oh"

Meng Yao was silent for a long time on the other end and said, "Han, where are you now?" ”

"Guarding the Heart River."

"It's getting colder, it's going to be even colder by the river, I'm worried about ......"

I smiled and said softly, "Don't worry, I'll go back immediately." ”

After hanging up the phone, I sat for a while, staring at the river in front of me in a daze, the sparkling lake reflected the sunset, the sun was setting, sprinkling a golden halo to render the earth, it is not autumn now, but there is the silence of autumn......

The vision in front of him began to blur, and the originally calm lake surface instantly began to "waves", and the golden sun distorted the illusory figure...... I don't know when a vague red figure walked into her side, a familiar faint fragrance came from her body, and my heart instantly calmed down under the blessing of Shouxinhe's original ability, and before I could see her face clearly, I leaned on her shoulder, greedily inhaling her hair incense, as if it was a fascination with incense.

"I'm so tired, really tired, is growing up based on the pain after separation?"

Finally, my eyes were moist, and I couldn't hold back my tears, leaning on her shoulder and crying silently.

She tried to bring me closer to her with her hand pressed to the side, and whispered softly, "I know, I know all ......"

I was tired of crying, my body and mind were tired, and I gradually fell asleep, and my breathing gradually evened out, and I slept peacefully by her side.

......

When I woke up, I opened my eyes and saw that familiar face close at hand, and when I woke up, I smiled and said, "Woke up?" Do you sleep soundly? ”

I was embarrassed and said, "I'm sorry, I'm asleep." ”

"Why are you here?"

I felt like I had forgotten the previous scene, and I was still the same as before.

Meng Yao sighed: "You said that you would come here every time you were in a bad mood, so I came over." ”

I nodded, looked up at the moon that was almost obscured by the hazy clouds, and said in surprise, "I've slept for so long, let's go back quickly, it looks like it's going to rain." ”

I was going to get up and leave, take Meng Yao's hand and walk out, but now Meng Yao resisted my strength and sat still.

I wondered, "What's wrong?" ”

"Han, I'd like to talk to you here."

I looked at the sky again, and it wasn't raining so quickly, so I nodded and said, "Okay, but hurry, it's going to rain." ”

Meng Yao nodded, pulled me down, leaned her little head on my shoulder, and suddenly said, "Han, your shoulders don't seem to have that much security as they imagined." ”

I gave her a blank look and said, "I'm not Donkey Kong." ”

Meng Yao didn't speak, so Meng Yao and I looked at the Shouxin River in front of us in silence, pinning on the eternal waiting love river, and legend has it that if a couple of lovers hug each other for one night, they will be witnessed by the Shouxin River This couple can stay together for a lifetime and form an eternal love.

And I think, maybe Li Ranran and I may not be destined to be together, maybe my selfishness is destined to the current ending, if I can share this heart-guarding river that once pinned love and sadness with Li Ranran, maybe our ending will be different, at least it will silently bless us.

"Han, if it were possible, would you get back together with her?" Meng Yao said suddenly.

I looked at Meng Yao in surprise, and after a long time I said, "No." ”

"I knew you wouldn't want me." Meng Yao suddenly smiled, the starry eyes in the moonlight were so bright.

She said to me again: "Actually, after you fell asleep, Li Ranran also came over, right here, and watched you sleep." ”

I was surprised: "She's coming?" Why don't you wake me up. ”

"Of course I can't wake you up, what if you are abducted by her, then I don't have to cry, and I can't cry." Meng Yao said as a matter of course.

I really don't know how to talk to Meng Yao, who doesn't play cards according to common sense, she can always move me from sad topics.

"However, just after she left, I also thought about it for a long time, and I figured it out, for example, if you really don't love me anymore, I won't force it." Meng Yao said with tears in her eyes again.

"You can continue to look for her, I won't rely on you, I can see that she still loves you."

I didn't speak, looking at Meng Yao a little distressed now, her delicate face was a little haggard, I hugged Meng Yao tightly, and whispered in her ear: "I won't love her anymore, even if I still think about her in my heart now, but this is not love." ”

"Hmm." Meng Yao leaned quietly on me and listened.

"Yaoyao, in fact, women can be divided into many kinds in many ways, such as traditional women and modern women ideologically, but do you know what kinds of men can be divided into?"

"I don't know, but I know you're idealistic."

I smiled and said, "Actually, men can also be divided into traditional men and modern men. ”

"The difference between tradition and modernity is that traditional men will be persistent for a long time for a love, and they can't extricate themselves when they fall into an unforgettable love, if this love ends he needs to use it for a long time or even a lifetime can not forget, and modern men, you can use Sansheng and Ye Hua as a metaphor, before meeting real love, he will be bohemian, unrestrained about his private life, and unaware of the seriousness, but when he meets the other party who wants to accompany him for a lifetime, he will change his former self, become more traditional and more mature, They tend to be safer after marriage because they have all experienced what other men have experienced before marriage. ”

"That cold, is a modern man a married type of man?" Meng Yao said worriedly.

I smiled again and said, "Yes and no." ”

This kind of man, if there is no strong woman who can still capture his heart, often can't really change this kind of man, once they get tired of a woman after marriage and dislike her appearance, their hearts will become wavering, but they are afraid, because they are mature and have children, they will become cautious.

Therefore, when you meet the right person, you are truly destined to have a share, and you can abide by it for a lifetime. ”

"And I, hehe, is a traditional man, I will be sad for her, but if I meet another woman who can enter my heart, I will gradually let go of the past in my heart, I will seal it, maybe in ten years, or in the twilight of my life, I will take it out again, but this past has long been settled, even if there is still a little hope, but it is impossible to change, maybe let go at the beginning, or maybe my own self-esteem, so I can go back together unless fate is not exhausted."

"So Meng Yao, don't worry, my fate with her has long been broken, and I only have you now."

"I'm just you." Meng Yao smiled bitterly in her heart and hugged me sweetly.

The clouds obscured the moon, the night completely fell, the dark clouds pressed the realm, the wind before the storm gave people a refreshing feeling, but with the depression that could not breathe, the rain, dripping, the wind gradually began to riot, the old rickety street lamps began to crumble, can no longer withstand the wind and waves, the last dim light gives us the last warmth, let us leave as soon as possible.

I picked up Meng Yao and walked out, Meng Yao carried an umbrella with me in her bag, lying on my back to hold an umbrella for me, and the small umbrella of color sheltered me and Meng Yao.

"Is it cold?" I asked Meng Yao.

"It's not cold with you." Meng Yao leaned behind me and said.

I smiled, this sentence seemed to give me infinite motivation, lifting Meng Yao up, and the wind began to grow under my feet, and the footprints left along the way became farther and farther.

Not long after leaving, the last street lamp could no longer support it and fell, the light gradually dimmed, and finally completely paralyzed, its life was dedicated to the Shouxin River, and also dedicated to our countless pairs of passers-by, even if they died, no one buried it.

In my heart, there has been a sentence that has not been finished just now: traditional men, if they are tired in the end, will eventually find a woman to spend their lives......