Chapter 39 Forgetting
"Li Jun, don't let Yamin drink it, you see she has another drink." Li Hongjing saw that she couldn't persuade Yuan Yamin, so she hurriedly thought about asking Li Jun to dissuade her.
"Brothers, sisters, don't persuade me, how do I feel like the house is a little shaky, you also drink some, this feels really good, is this called the feeling of drinking too much, light and fluttering, as if I can fly." There was a hint of confusion and excitement in Yuan Yamin's eyes.
Gao Yujun and Li Jun touched a glass of wine, sighed lightly and said: "You said Li Jun, why do you have to come to this point, in fact, all the shackles are not necessarily broken." Looking at Yamin's girl's appearance, I feel so uncomfortable. ”
Li Jun's heart was full of bitterness, and he poured himself another glass of wine and drank it all before he said: "Big brother, have you forgotten Xiao Qing, do you also want me to live in regret forever like you?" ”
Gao Yujun didn't say anything more, just silently poured a glass of wine for Li Jun and himself, and then the two wine glasses touched each other gently.
"You can't just drink with the two of you, I also want to drink with you, we are brothers and sisters to share the blessings, I haven't drunk before, I really don't know that wine is really a good thing." Yuan Yamin watched the two of them drink wine continuously, and also shook to get the wine bottle to pour himself wine.
"Xiaomin, let's not drink, let's drink next time, you can't drink too much for the first time today, otherwise you will get drunk, we are such a beautiful beauty, it won't look good when drunk." Li Jun hurriedly put the wine bottle back to his side.
"Li Jun, you take care of me now, am I beautiful in your eyes? Do you care about my pretty? Anyway, there is no one else today, and I have made myself ugly. And don't play any savior, I'm going to get drunk today, and when I'm drunk, I can forget everything, and I will forget you. Saying that, she stood up directly and grabbed the wine bottle on Li Jun's side, Li Hongjing hurriedly supported her, and looked at Li Jun with an angry face.
Li Jun looked at Yuan Yamin in front of him with a blank face, he didn't expect that she would value herself so much, and the obedience she showed was to hide how much pain and helplessness she had.
"Li Jun, what do you want? Hurry up and coax Amin. Under Li Hongjing's strong pull, Yuan Yamin sat back on the sofa again, leaning weakly on Li Hongjing's shoulder, but tears slipped silently down her face like short-term pearls.
"Xiaomin, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I'm not good! Let's forget about this today, let's go back and start again. Li Jun's tears also slipped from his eyes.
"My little third brother, do you think all this can be done again? The four of us made a vow that we would be brothers and sisters who would depend on each other for life and death in the future, how could we break our oath so easily. Yuan Yamin raised her tearful eyes and looked at Li Jun in front of her. I just hope you can treat this silly sister of yours well for the rest of your life. After speaking, she crawled into Li Hongjing's arms and cried.
Zheng Zhihua's singing voice sounded in the tape recorder at this time, "Don't cry my favorite person, tonight I bloom like an epiphany, withering at the most beautiful moment, and your tears can't be retrievably withered......"
Li Jun's heart was like a thousand cuts, he picked up the wine bottle and poured half a glass of wine into a drinking cup, and drank the wine into his mouth with a tilt of his neck, the fiery wine passed through the stomach and intestines along his throat like a fiery snake into his body, and the consciousness of his brain began to be hazy.
Yuan Yamin's whimpering cry was like a strong electric current stimulating his nerves, making him feel extremely painful and sad, but Yuan Yamin's every sentence drilled deeper into his brain, "It's impossible for us to start all over again, the oath we just made together, can we break it in the blink of an eye?" "Could it be that I am too selfish and self-righteous? I thought that we would be happy with each other, but before the future, what we faced in front of us was painful torture.
The emotions of frustration began to wander all over his body, Li Junjue had nowhere to vent, picked up the wine bottle and poured half a glass of wine in the teacup in front of him, staggered up and said to the three people in front of him: "I'm sorry brother, sister and sister, I'm too much of a bastard, Xiaomin, I'm sorry for you the most, but you remember that I really want you to be happy, forever happy." As he spoke, he raised his glass and drank it in another gulp.
A heavy feeling of powerlessness slowly hit, Li Jun only felt that his whole body was weak, and his body slowly sat on the stool, but Yuan Yamin on the opposite side screamed loudly, "Li Jun, what are you doing here, you are not sorry for me, I also understand your heart, you don't want to torture yourself by drinking like this anymore, it's all my fault, it's Xiaomin's mistake, we are already brother and sister, I won't embarrass myself like this in the future, I won't embarrass myself anymore, I will slowly forget, forget my feelings for you, there is only the deepest family affection between us." ”
"We have the deepest affection between us!" Li Jun smiled stupidly, looking at Yuan Yamin, who was crying and having messy hair in front of him, and had mixed feelings in his heart, "Yes, we will be the closest brothers and sisters in the future, and I propose that we have a drink together." Li Jun went to get the wine bottle and pour the wine again.
Gao Yujun snatched the wine bottle and said to him: "Li Jun, you are almost forgotten, the four of us are happy today, you and Xiao Min both calm down, since this is already the case, don't put yourself back into the circle of feelings, or let's treat it as if it didn't happen today, let's leave here together now, how can you two develop and develop, do you think you can really forget about it by drinking like this, you were still talking about Gao Qi last night, How did I get to myself and make the old mistake again. ”
"What the eldest brother taught us, we are all calm and calm." Saying that, Li Jun looked up at Yuan Yamin, and she was also looking at herself, when the two pairs of eyes met together, Li Jun's hesitation met Yuan Yamin's resoluteness, and he knew that he really couldn't go back. Although Yuan Yamin grew up in a pampered environment, her character is still her unique strong and decisive, and it can be seen from her that she did not hesitate to break with Yuan Yajun for herself, and the things she recognized will not change. Now she has made the current decision for herself, and she will definitely not regret it, maybe in her heart she also expects to continue to develop a relationship with herself, but everything is too late, because she thinks it is a good way to completely change their fate.
"Big brother, let me toast Li Jun with another glass of wine, just a small glass, after this glass of wine, I will gladly accept her as an elder brother." Yuan Yamin wiped away the tears on her face with her hand, and regained her composure, and her resolute little face was full of determination.
"Xiaomin, don't drink anymore, and you see that Li Jun has also drunk a lot." Li Hongjing looked at the two of them worriedly.
"Hongjing, you let them fulfill this wish." Gao Yujun picked up the wine bottle and filled the small wine glasses of the two of them, "This is the last glass of wine, I have to go back to school in the afternoon, I drink too much and will be reprimanded by the head teacher in the evening." ”
"I see!" Yuan Yamin said and picked up the wine glass, and said to Li Jun: "Li Jun, I will toast you with a glass of wine for the last time, our relationship is in this glass of wine, let us drink her together, I will not ask about your feelings from now on." But if you have a more suitable candidate in your heart, I hope you can treat her wholeheartedly, I will silently bless you, thank you for the happiness you have brought me in the past six months! She drank it all as she spoke.
"Xiao Min, thank you for taking care of me in the past six months, I hope you can take care of me as before, remind me, let me know that I did something wrong, in the future high school life I don't think I will easily touch the feelings, I want to seize the time to study hard, change my destiny, only when I am strong, I can protect the people I want to protect, Xiao Min, thank you, thank you sincerely!" Saying that, Li Jun also drank the wine in the glass in one gulp.
"Okay, that's great, but can't we be so polite in the future, after all, we are brothers and sisters, who have any problems in study and life, we must supervise each other to do a good job in learning, and don't let others laugh at us." Li Hongjing joked with a smile.
Gao Yujun poured the last bit of wine from the wine bottle into the teacup that Li Jun had just used, and then put the wine in the corner of his side, and said with a smile: "Li Jun, this kid is really good, such a good wine is half a cup and half a cup of wine to his stomach, I have never seen such a pleasure when I drank Shijiazhuang Daqu!"
Listening to Gao Yujun's ridicule of Li Jun, Li Hongjing and Yuan Yamin also laughed softly, but Li Jun retorted: "You can't be a big brother like this, why don't I only recognize good wine, and Shijiazhuang Daqu didn't drink less with you."
"I don't know what wine is good, but I think there are still a few bottles at home, go back to my house for dinner, and I'll get you wine!" Yuan Yamin also calmed down completely.
"Thank you Xiaomin, my brothers and sisters will be mixed with you in the future." Gao Yujun looked at Yuan Yamin with a smile.
"Look at your brother's chance!" Li Hongjing looked disdainful on the side.
Several people regained their initial calm, as if nothing had happened, everyone was eating while talking about interesting things in the class, and the happy atmosphere made Li Jun feel infinitely confused, and there was a feeling of not knowing where he was.
When the time came to one o'clock in the afternoon, Li Hongjing looked at the eating and drinking about the same, but Yuan Yamin became more and more confused, she almost leaned on Li Hongjing's arm and was about to fall asleep, "Let's go, if it doesn't work, let's send Yamin home, I see that she can't go to class in this state." ”
"I'm fine." Hearing Li Hongjing's words, Yuan Yamin struggled to sit up straight.
"Xiao Min is not strong, listen to my brothers and sisters." Li Jun reached out and patted her on the shoulder, comforting her.
"Well, I'll listen to you, let's clean up and go back." As she spoke, she stood up and tried to clean up the garbage on the table, but her body fell uncontrollably on the sofa again.
"Yamin, you don't have to worry about it, I'll clean it up!" Li Hongjing hurriedly supported Yuan Yamin, got up and cleaned up the things on the table.
Don't cry for the person I love the most
--Zheng Zhihua
Don't cry for the person I love the most
Tonight I bloom like an epiphany
Don't cry for the person I love the most
I know I won't wake up again
Blink in the most beautiful night sky
My dream is the brightest starlight
Do you remember what I said proudly
I've been to this world before
Don't tell me what eternity is
I perished in the most brilliant moment
Don't cry for the person I love the most
Tonight I bloom like an epiphany
At the moment of the most beautiful me, it withered
Your tears will wither irretrievably
Don't cry for the person I love the most
I know I won't wake up again
Blink in the most beautiful night sky