Chapter 11 Why
As soon as she said this, Huang Shuai was also asked, stunned for a moment, and couldn't pick up.
"Forget it, it's not much point to discuss these now, and when you know a little more, it may become clear." Tang Hongye saw that Huang Shuai was asked by Du Juan like this, and he was also very embarrassed because of Fang Cai's long speech, and suddenly he inexplicably gave birth to a bit of friendship between brothers and brothers, so he opened his mouth to end the topic of Fang Cai, which can be regarded as relieving him, "Tomorrow Huang Shuai and Yin Mei, you will first go to the bank to find out where the source of Xiao Ling's overseas travel is from, and we will go to Xianheyu's company to inquire, and we will make the next step according to the harvest at that time." ”
Huang Shuai and Du Juan both agreed, Yin Mei naturally would not be a person who took the initiative to jump out and sing the opposite, so the next day's work arrangement was arranged so neatly, the time was not early, and the four of them ended the day's investigation work, Huang Shuai and Yin Mei originally planned to go back to the guest house, but seeing that Tang Hongye and Du Juan decided to stay in the bureau for a night, they also chose to stay, so Yin Mei and Du Juan lived together in a small duty room, Tang Hongye and Huang Shuai went to find Tang Li who happened to be on the night shift.
The last time I spent the night in the same room with Yin Mei, it was to investigate Ding Zhengqing's case, when I was at the farmhouse in their village, Du Juan was not very familiar with Yin Mei when she was in the original unit, so the two of them lived in the same room and made her feel more or less unaccustomed, but this time it was different, Du Juan had never felt that his quiet character was so likable as he is now, Compared to the pair of roommates who don't take much care of each other but make people feel their existence strongly all the time, I really don't know how much cuter they are.
Lying on the bed in the duty room, Du Juan couldn't sleep for a while, so she put her arms behind her head, silently thinking about some things about this case, the duty room was quiet, and I don't know how long it took, Yin Mei, who she thought had fallen asleep a long time ago, suddenly opened her mouth.
"Cuckoo, you...... Slept? She asked quietly, cautiously tentatively.
"Oh, I haven't slept yet," Du Juan was thinking about things, and suddenly Yin Mei was really a little startled when he opened his mouth like this, and hurriedly responded, "What's wrong?" What's the matter? ”
"It's okay, it's okay," Yin Mei hurriedly replied as if she was afraid that Du Juan would misunderstand her meaning, and even waved her hand in the dark, "I'm just asking casually, if you don't sleep, and you don't rush to sleep, I don't know if you mind talking to me......"
"Don't mind, I just don't feel sleepy," Du Juan agreed very happily, and by the way, she couldn't help but say to Yin Mei, "Although the two of us didn't deal with each other very much, we were also colleagues, so we didn't have to be so careful when we talked." ”
"I'm sorry, my personality is like this, I don't think it's good, but I can't change it......" As soon as Yin Mei heard Du Juan say this, she immediately apologized without saying a word, and her voice was very small, even in such a quiet environment, she still needed Du Juan to prick up her ears to hear every word she said.
Du Juan didn't know how to open her mouth all of a sudden, she really didn't want or like Yin Mei's cautious attitude when talking to her, but if the other party's personality was like this, her own well-intentioned advice might become a burden.
Fortunately, it was rare that Yin Mei couldn't squeeze out a word for a long time without being passive this time, and took the initiative to ask Du Juan in a low voice: "You and that Tang Hongye have known each other for a long time and are very familiar with each other, right?" He...... How are people? ”
Suddenly Yin Mei took the initiative to ask herself about Tang Hongye, Du Juan was a little puzzled in her heart, and she was not particularly comfortable, although she knew very well that with Tang Hongye's character, Yin Mei's state of being more timid than a rabbit could simply make him go berserk in minutes, but from her own point of view, hearing other women of the same age inquire about Tang Hongye's personal situation, there would still be an instinctive rejection.
Affected by this rejection, Du Juan's response was a little colder, and it was also relatively concise, and it could even be said to be a little perfunctory: "It's okay, just ordinary people, nothing too special." What's wrong? Why don't you go to bed and suddenly ask me about Tang Hongye? ”
"Du Juan, the relationship between the two of you seems to be quite good, don't be angry when I say that," Yin Mei seemed to be entangled for a long time, and then finally mustered up the courage to open this mouth, "I...... I'm a little scared of him......"
This answer was very different from the original judgment in Du Juan's heart, so she was stunned for a moment, and after coming back to her senses, she suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and felt that her reaction was too cautious, so she hurriedly softened her attitude a little, and asked Yin Mei with a smile: "Why are you afraid of him?" He's not the kind of person who is particularly serious, not smiling, and he doesn't speak with prickly words, especially shocking, I think he can be regarded as the most easy-going and talkative in the criminal police team here, right? ”
"Actually, it's nothing...... It is...... I always feel that since I didn't do a good job in helping you rent a house, I messed up, every time he sees me, there seems to be a little unhappy emotion in his eyes, it feels like he is quite angry with me, as if he hates me, and every time I see him, I feel hairy and nervous. I can see that he knows you very well, and the relationship between the two of you seems to be quite good, so I guess he thinks he didn't help you get things done, so ......"
When Yin Mei said this, there was suddenly no sound, the cuckoo listened with his ears pricked up for a long time, still waiting for the following, but he didn't wait for the following, but heard the sobbing sound that was suppressed by his efforts, she hurriedly got up and turned on the light in the duty room, and after her eyes readjusted to the light, she saw Yin Mei lying on the duty bed opposite with her back to herself, wrapped in a quilt, her shoulders shaking, obviously crying.
"What's wrong with you? Why are you still crying? The cuckoo had a big head, so he quickly got up and got a few facial tissues, walked to Yin Mei's bedside and handed them to her.
Yin Mei took the tissue handed over by the cuckoo, sat up and hurriedly wiped her tears, she seemed to be trying to control her emotions, but the result was the opposite, the more tears were wiped, the more people sobbed, the cuckoo stood aside and didn't know what to say, so she could only stand there helplessly and with an embarrassed face and watch her tears break the beads so that no money kept falling.
Those stupid goose boys who don't know how to coax their girlfriends in love see their girlfriends crying, is this how they feel now? The cuckoo couldn't help but think wildly.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't hold back my ......" After crying for a while, Yin Mei finally calmed down a little, and she apologized to Du Juan with red eyes, "I was just scared in my heart, so I lost control all of a sudden." ”
"What are you afraid of? It's not that you're afraid that Tang Hongye will have any hostility towards you, right? No, you think too much, he's not that kind of person, and I can assure you of that with my personality. Although Du Juan knew that Tang Hongye really didn't like Yin Mei very much, although the reason was not the same as Yin Mei's guess, but the kind of respect that was just a little unbearable for his personality would not scare Yin Mei like this, right? Then she really has to feel aggrieved and unhappy for Tang Hongye, with her understanding of Tang Hongye, that guy is famous for being talkative and easy to get along with, whether it is for men or women, I am afraid that the only person who makes him become yin and yang as soon as he speaks is himself.
With such a "honor", the cuckoo doesn't know whether he should be happy or sad.
"It's not...... I'm not afraid of what he will do to me," Yin Mei shook his head, indicating that Du Juan had misunderstood, "Du Juan, you may not remember me, but I remember you, we are a professional, but not in the same class." When you were in school, you were the kind of person who performed very well in all aspects, your academic performance was back to the top, the scholarship was always first-class, and every time you held a conference to commend outstanding students, you must have your name, and even the work was directly pulled out of the file, rushing to stay. I'm different, no one looked down on me when I first wanted to be a police officer, my family didn't support me, I barely passed the physical fitness test every time in school, the test results were ordinary, four years of college, almost no teacher remembered my name, and after graduation, I was admitted to our bureau, and it was also just in time for the lack of manpower to 'return' me. I finally stayed, and my performance was not satisfactory, just before this secondment, the leader had already talked to me, and he wanted to transfer me to the back office, because I desperately fought for the opportunity of secondment, and wanted to give myself a chance to prove myself. So I'm very afraid, because as soon as I came, I smashed the matter of helping you find a house, Tang Hongye hates me, and his opinion of me will affect other people here, affect the leaders here, and if the leaders here have a bad evaluation of my performance during the secondment period, then I really have no chance to fight for it at all. ”
This is the first time that Du Juan has heard Yin Mei say so many words in one breath, and it can be seen that Yin Mei didn't know how long it took to have the courage to say such a thing, and now after she finished speaking, she seemed to be out of strength after overexerting herself, leaning against the wall, panting heavily, her eyelids were already a little red and swollen, her face was white and almost bloodless, and she looked haggard and pitiful.
Yin Mei said these things, Du Juan really had no concept before this, including the fact that the two of them turned out to be classmates in different classes of the same major, just like Yin Mei said, Du Juan really had no impression of her at all, if it weren't for the fact that the two of them were transferred and seconded one by one this time, and they happened to meet in City A, I'm afraid that for Du Juan, Yin Mei is limited to being able to remember his appearance and name, that's all, it is unlikely that there will be more other interactions.
But now that everyone is crying like this, and the words they say are seriously lacking in self-confidence, the cuckoo is embarrassed to tell the truth, so he told a white lie: "Actually, I also had an impression of you when I was in school." But...... I ask this and I hope you don't mind, why do you have to be a policeman, or a criminal policeman, a front-line criminal police officer in the field? There is indeed a gap between your personality and your ideals. ”
"Because of my father, he used to be a policeman, and then he died, he used to say that he hoped that his daughter would be a policeman when she grew up, so I didn't want to disappoint him, although he couldn't see it anymore......" Yin Mei's voice sounded a little trembling and choked, and as she spoke, tears slipped down the corners of her eyes again, and she hurriedly wiped it with a tissue in her hand, as if she was afraid that she would be annoying if she cried again.
"I'm sorry, I don't know...... Don't be sad......" Du Juan listened to her words, feeling embarrassed and self-blaming, she didn't expect that Yin Mei's efforts to become a policeman turned out to be such a reason, now that she knows, she is also very uncomfortable in her heart, thinking that if it is not for the attachment and nostalgia for her father, who would be willing to work under so much pressure to engage in a job that does not match her personality at all.
She searched her stomach for a long time, and finally thought of something that could comfort Yin Mei: "Actually, you don't have to be so pessimistic, I heard that Gu Xiaofan in the team was originally also very soft, and no one thought that she could do a good job as a front-line criminal policeman, don't you see that she is now reversing other people's opinions through her own efforts!" So you still have to have confidence in yourself, if you don't have enough strength, it's impossible to go all the way from being admitted to the police academy to the present, isn't it? You don't have to think about anything else, Tang Hongye is really not the kind of person you are worried about, and you have already helped me a lot by helping me rent that house, how can it be considered a mistake? If you don't help me, I'll really have to choose whether to sleep on the bridge or on the road! ”
Of course, Yin Mei could hear that Du Juan's joke with herself was a kind of comfort to herself, and her eyes moistened a little at the moment: "Du Juan, thank you for helping me feel relieved, I heard that you haven't found a new house yet, last time I also rented a house for the first time, I have no experience, and when this case is over, I will help you find it, this time I must find a reliable and ideal." ”
Du Juan originally wanted to say that there was no need to bother, and it would be good to solve it slowly, but she was afraid that Yin Mei would be too careful after saying it, and mistakenly thought that she was still blaming her, and if she cried again, she would really have a headache, so she nodded to her and responded vaguely.