Chapter 30 Respect
Tang Hongye hadn't come back to his senses yet, and the cuckoo had already run away, and when he came back to his senses, he could only see the cuckoo's back flashing, turning a corner at the end of the path, and he couldn't see it.
If Tang Hongye hasn't thought it clearly, he now feels that he has never thought so clearly, and hurriedly raised his feet to catch up, his speed of running has always been very proud, when he participated in the provincial public security games before, he also won several championships with an absolute lead, and was jokingly called "the all-round killing king from sprinting to long-distance running" by other public security policemen who participated together, so in just the blink of an eye, he had already turned the corner and caught up with the cuckoo's footsteps.
Du Juan really didn't expect Tang Hongye to catch up, with her perception of Tang Hongye's past behavior and habits, now he must be sulking and going his own way with her, so she was a little surprised to see Tang Hongye catch up.
"Don't run," running so many steps was a piece of cake for Tang Hongye, so he didn't blush or pant at all, and followed the cuckoo easily, "My car is parked at the gate of the community, and I will send you back by the way, what did you say before, I didn't tell you that I wouldn't even give you a ride." β
Du Juan shook her head, it would be false to say that she was not tempted, she tossed for so long during the day, and was quarreled with Shi Yuyan and Xian Weiwei for a long time at night, she can now be said to be in a state of physical and mental exhaustion, aside from anything else, it is also a very comfortable thing to go home quickly, wash up and rest early. But she didn't want to make a compromise, she was afraid that Tang Hongye would act as if he was close to nature with herself, so that she would sprout new hopes and expectations, and as a result, when he germinated in a solid state, it would be a real blow to herself, and then Du Juan was not sure if she still had the courage to just take a step back and continue to get along with him every day.
After all, transferring work is not a game for children, how much effort has been made in order to come over, how many twists and turns have been taken, Du Juan knows that no matter whether the result between her and Tang Hongye will develop as she originally expected, at least she doesn't want to hurt her face and hurt her peace, and it is unrealistic to transfer back in the end, and she is very embarrassed and sad if she doesn't turn her head back and don't look up.
"That's probably because the two of us don't have the same understanding, I don't plan to cause you any more trouble, just take the bus, it's good." Du Juan saw Tang Hongye running after him, knowing that in terms of running speed, he was definitely not his opponent, so he simply didn't run, but just walked forward at a constant speed with a big stride.
Tang Hongye also thought that Du Juan would compromise when he said this, give up catching the bus, get on the bus and let him send her home, so that he could also see if he could have the right time to reveal a few words in his heart to her, but Du Juan didn't eat this set, so he had to find another way.
"Ouch-"
Hearing a cry of pain, Du Juan subconsciously immediately stopped and turned around, and saw Tang Hongye, who was still closely following him, sitting on the ground, with his hand on his ankle and his head on his face, with a painful expression.
"What's wrong with you?" She told herself that even if the person sitting on the ground now was anyone else in the criminal police team, she would care about it like this, and it was not a thing that went out of the way.
"I just slipped and fell, it seems that my ankle was sprained, and it hurts a lot." Tang Hongye grinned his teeth, looking so painful that it was almost unbearable, and even the answer was squeezed out of between his teeth.
"So what to do?" The cuckoo asked with a concerned expression.
"I think I might not be able to drive the car, otherwise, you help me to the car, I'll try, if not, you are responsible for driving, how about it?" When Tang Hongye heard Du Juan's question, he immediately opened his mouth and said the set of rhetoric that he had prepared in his heart.
Du Juan sighed softly, the look of concern on her face quickly faded, she turned her head and looked around: "I don't think your method is good, why don't I give you a taxi, send you to the hospital, take a film, see if there are any fractures and bones, by the way, I can also help you call Team Yang, ask for a leave, you can rest with Huang Shuai from tomorrow, and the rest of the team can complete the rest for you." β
"No, no, no!" Tang Hongye didn't expect the cuckoo to suddenly say this, and hurriedly waved his hand, "How can it be so serious, it's not so exaggerated, it's really not that exaggerated......"
"It's not so exaggerated, just get up from the ground, otherwise it's not a big problem to pretend to be a foot, sitting on the ice and snow for a long time, what is wrong with freezing, it's hard to say." Du Juan raised his face and glared at Tang Hongye, "Did I know you on the first day?" Since you were a child, when have you ever bared your teeth like this because of a little injury or pain? When you were in high school, because you said in front of the class that the class teacher had made a mistake in the topic, the head teacher sued your parents and got angry. β
Tang Hongye was so mercilessly pierced by the cuckoo, and stood up with a smile, his movements were very agile and sharp, where did he look like he had slipped and sprained his foot.
"Cuckoo, isn't there anything I can do about it, if I don't give it a try, you won't agree to let me send you back." He scratched the back of his head, there was no other way but to tell the truth, "I just want to ease the relationship with you, really, let's get along with the two of us in the future, I didn't think it through before, I was wrong, too naΓ―ve, not mature enough, I think it clearly now." β
He thought that after he said this, the cuckoo's expression would loosen, but he found that in fact it seemed to be the opposite, and the cuckoo's face became even more gloomy after listening to what he said, which made him feel hairy in his heart, especially unsteady: "What's wrong?" Am I saying something wrong? Why are you looking at me like that? β
"You're a little too much, aren't you?" Du Juan's face was gloomy, and there was already a faint flame of anger burning in her eyes, "I wanted to get along with you well, but you were hot and cold, and you expressed concern inexplicably, and inexplicably caught the gun with thorns, so that I couldn't get up or down, and I hung there in embarrassment!" Now, I just stopped thinking about you so much, I stopped following you so much, and you said you wanted to get along with me? What did you take me for? Have you considered my feelings? β
Tang Hongye didn't expect Du Juan to be so angry, originally it was a little inexplicable, but after Du Juan finished speaking, his expression became a little embarrassed, he opened his mouth, and he didn't say anything.
"Tang Hongye, although I haven't expressed it directly to you before, but I have never been stingy in expressing my good feelings for you, I don't have to ask you to respond to me with the same feelings, I just want to make a little effort for my own intentions, whether it is success or failure, what I want is always just a clear result," Du Juan's face turned a little red, and she didn't know if it was because of excitement, or if talking about such a topic really made her feel embarrassed, "I've known each other for so long, You don't know my character, and I'm definitely not the kind of person who stalks and pesters endlessly. But Tang Hongye, you can accept me or reject me, the premise is that no matter what choice you make, respecting me is a necessary premise. β
"I, I didn't disrespect you, I really ......" Tang Hongye said helplessly, he saw that Du Juan's eyes slowly became moist, and the tears in them were almost about to burst out of his eyes, which made him seem to see the skinny little girl crying alone in the classroom for a moment.
"When I follow your pace, you always say that you are annoyed, that my presence puts you under pressure both at home and abroad, and wants to stay away from me. Okay, I'm willing to take the initiative to distance myself from you, keep a sense of proportion, so that you have enough space, and you said that I should immediately change back to the previous mode of getting along. Why is it that from beginning to end, I have to be what you want me to be? Have you considered my feelings? Du Juan shook his head, "Tang Hongye, you really didn't give me enough respect. β
Tang Hongye was speechless, feeling astringent in his throat and eyes. Cuckoo just said the grievances, he was speechless, there was no way to deny it, he did not disrespect Cuckoo, but he did not give her enough respect, but all this was unintentional, because he had been into a stupid horn tip for so many years, from the beginning of thinking that if he was not as good as the girl he liked, this was a self-esteem hurt, unacceptable thing, and the result developed later, the annoyance that there has been no way to overtake has blinded the initial "like" This starting point, The more I thought of it, it became annoyance and unwillingness, and even anger, so it led to the two people getting along more and more awkwardly, and gradually fell into a strange circle.
That is, the cuckoo will have such a kind of perseverance and stubbornness, if it were someone else, it is estimated that he would have waved goodbye a long time ago, and he would not have bothered to pay attention to his awkward bastard.
"Du Juan, listen to me, after you said it that day, I really thought about it later, I thought about it clearly......" Tang Hongye tried hard to suppress the complex emotions in his heart, wanting to try to pick the key points and tell Du Juan first.
The cuckoo raised his hand to signal him to stop there, and not to continue: "Don't be in such a hurry to draw conclusions, you just don't get used to me suddenly alienating you and treating you like an ordinary colleague. Tang Hongye, I'm really tired, the kind of roller coaster that is hot and cold, high and low, I don't want to sit anymore, so no matter what you want to say, leave yourself some more time, and wait until you are calm enough to really think clearly, this can be regarded as respecting others. β
After speaking, she no longer paid attention to Tang Hongye, turned around and strode away, walked out for twenty or thirty meters, and arrived at the corner of the street, and secretly glanced at the moment of the corner, Tang Hongye was no longer there, she quickly wiped the tears that had just slipped down her cheeks with her hand, took a deep breath, cheered up again, and went to the bus stop to wait for the car.
On the way home, Du Juan felt very upset, and the words that Tang Hongye said just now always popped up in his mind, as well as the look on his face when he spoke, that sincere and frightened look, which was really not the most familiar expression she had always been with before.
Thinking of this, Du Juan frowned and shook his head again, wanting to throw this picture out of his mind, not wanting to be swayed by Tang Hongye's actions.
In fact, when he said to Tang Hongye that he wanted to distance himself and think about it calmly, what Du Juan was most looking forward to was that Tang Hongye would show panic and opposition as soon as he heard that he was going to take a step back, but Tang Hongye was not like that at the first time, which made her very disappointed.
But Tang Hongye reacted as she expected at first, but she didn't feel any of the joy she expected, but felt very aggrieved, and even a little angry.
At the same time, she does have another kind of worry, making this decision to take a step back, in order to let the two of them think clearly, whether they mistook other emotions for love, whether it was mistaken for habit, Tang Hongye objected so quickly after he distanced himself from him, hoping to return to the old mode of getting along, no one dares to guarantee whether it is because the past habits have been broken, so it is awkward for a while.
Although Tang Hongye's words made him feel the urge to listen to him and listen to what he said, but reason still sounded the alarm bell in time, this time, it has already begun, we must give each other enough time and space to think calmly, and we would rather be sad for a while, rather than be entangled with each other because of misplaced feelings.
The cuckoo was in the car, and by the time he came back to his senses, he had already arrived at the stop where he should get off. After getting off the bus, it was still more than 200 meters away from the residence, Du Juan walked quickly in the direction of the residence, and when he turned into the community, he caught a glimpse of Tang Hongye's car parked on the side of the road not far away, and he didn't know if he had just followed the bus all the way.
The cuckoo's footsteps hesitated slightly, and for a moment she hesitated, not knowing whether to stop and see what Tang Hongye wanted to do, but she quickly dispelled this idea and walked away without looking back.